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【Mo Hanqi】Part [-]

Mo Hanqi hadn't seen Qi Yan for many days.

Originally they were not in the same grade, nor in the same department. If it wasn't because he had shamelessly gone to Qi Yan's freshman study room to find Qi Yan, the two of them would not have been able to speak a word at all.

Almost a month has passed.

Even though he told Qi Yan earlier that he couldn't just give up like this, the fact is that in the next period of time, he accepted a confession from a girl in the same grade as him.

The famous school beauty of T University, who was in the same grade as him, once became famous on the Internet because of her photos, and even appeared on the FTV TV station.It can be said that everyone knows that everyone knows that the girl's name is Xia Nannan, and she is the goddess in the hearts of most nerds.She has an angel face, a devil figure, and a 32E killer on her chest.

Accepting this girl's confession is not because of how good-looking she is or how hot she is.Mo Hanqi knows more beauties outside, and there are more beauties who are more mature and sexy.

During that time, Mo Hanqi felt that he was very confused, and his mind was full of things about Qi Yan, but every time he thought of his words, he had to give up this idea.

The first time I met Qi Yan after that was a basketball game.

The match between T major and F major.

T University is a well-known university in the whole country. It has very high requirements on morality, intelligence, physical fitness and beauty. F University is a militarized institution of higher learning that was only established in C City in recent years. It has very strict requirements on students in all aspects.The match on the day of the final was very fierce, and the final result was that T University narrowly beat F University—the decisive blow was Mo Hanqi’s last three-pointer. When the three-pointer fell into the basket, even he couldn’t avoid it. Feeling uneasy.At the same time, his eyes happened to fall on Qi Yan in the audience.

Chen Qiao, a first-year freshman, was also in the competition that day. Because the decision to participate in the team was only based on personal performance and not restricted by grade, Chen Qiao took Qi Yan to watch his game together.After the game was over, Mo Hanqi watched as Chen Qiao smiled triumphantly and went to the auditorium to take the mineral water from Qi Yan's hand.And Xia Nannan, who had been cheering for him early on, was also wearing a fiery cheerleading uniform and waiting for him holding a bottle of mineral water.

Taking the water from Xia Nannan's hand, Mo Hanqi's eyes still fell on Qi Yan who was in the distance.I don't know if it's a coincidence, Qi Yan happened to glance at him, and smiled at him by the way.

He suddenly remembered that when Qi Yan smiled at him for the first time, Mo Hanqi threw the water he drank to Xia Nannan, and Xia Nannan pulled out the towel he had prepared earlier to wipe his sweat under the eyes of everyone.

Early in the morning, there were rumors that Xia Nannan was dating the vice president of the student union, Mo Hanqi. Thinking about the looks of a man and a woman, they really are a pair of golden boy and jade girl.

Qi Yan was not interested in these gossip news, but he was still taken aback when he heard Mo Hanqi's words.

The three monsters left in the dormitory usually like to discuss other people's gossip.

Murong Xun has always liked to talk about some things.

"Speaking of which, Xia Nannan is actually wanted by someone? I remember she chased me for ten blocks, but I ignored him." After speaking, he touched his slightly raised peach eyes in the mirror, "I see that Mo Han Qi is quite handsome, but he is blind."

Bei Tangye hated Murong Xun talking about irrelevant things every day: "Murong Xun, can you say a few words less?" Looking at Murong Xun with disgust, Bei Tangye continued to hold his head, changed his posture, and looked at Ling Xun. One side fell asleep.

Qi Yan had heard what Murong Xun said, and asked curiously, "Who is Xia Nannan?"

Murong Xun suddenly became interested: "Qi Yan, you don't believe that you are a nerd. Xia Nannan, you don't even know? Do you know how many boys hit|fly|fly|fly|fly|fly|fly|fly at her when they are lonely at night?"

"Murong Xun, can you keep your mouth clean?" Hearing the sound, Chen Qiao couldn't help but say something.

Then I heard Murong Xun say sourly: "I know, you have dated her. But don't forget, what I said is right? BICH is BICH, she is not just hooking up with you, tell me, we Which one in the dormitory has she never hooked up with?" He looked up at Qi Yan who was still doing his homework with his head down, and then added: "Anyone who is handsome and has a good family background, which one doesn't she like?"

He pointed at Chen Qiao again: "Don't tell me you really like her?"

Chen Qiao didn't speak, and didn't look at Murong Xun again.Obviously, what he's talking about is on the rise now, and he's happy with whoever talks to him.What I didn't expect was that he seemed very happy talking to himself there alone: ​​"Let's just talk about our Beitang, he was the first one in our dormitory to be hooked up by that woman. He didn't say whether he loves it or not—how can it be your turn?" Of course, his eyes were on Chen Qiao.

Chen Qiao glared at Murong Xun fiercely, but he didn't get angry - it was obvious that he didn't like that Xia Nannan much either.But Qi Yan suddenly moved to Murong Xun's side, putting aside the homework that he couldn't put it down before, and looked at Murong Xun with his big round eyes: "Is that Xia Nannan good-looking?"

When Murong Xun saw someone agreeing to him, he felt happy, but smiled: "Go to the other bedroom and knock on the door, and ask them if anyone has hidden her photo. You can tell what she looks like at a glance."

In fact, Qi Yan just said it casually, he didn't even want to know what Xia Nannan looked like.

He hesitated for a moment, then continued to ask: "Are Xia Nannan and Mo Hanqi a couple?"

Before Murong Xun, who was being questioned, had time to speak, Chen Qiao was already furious when he heard Mo Hanqi's name.

"Qi Yan, why do you still care about Mo Hanqi?" But just by asking, he didn't think Qi Yan and Mo Hanqi could get together.

Qi Yan didn't speak, and it took a long time before he smiled: "Ask casually."

Later they told him that Xia Nannan was the one who wore the cheerleading uniform to deliver water to Mo Hanqi at the basketball game that day.Qi Yan then nodded, but in fact he didn't care at all that day...

I saw Mo Hanqi that day, and I happened to bump into it when I accidentally looked there.Their eyes met, but it was embarrassing anyway.

After that, Mo Hanqi always felt that he and Qi Yan probably had nothing to do.

But it didn't take long for him to break up with Xia Nannan.No one believed him when he said it, some people were happy, while others pointed at his nose and scolded him.

Said, why is Xia Nannan not good enough for you?

At that time, Mo Hanqi just wanted to laugh, not to mention the relationship with those people - the relationship is always a matter between two people.

It is also originally that if you meet, you will gather, and if you don't, you will disperse.

Speaking of breaking up, Xia Nannan didn't have any objections at all, and took advantage of the opportunity to make a lot of money from him.Mo Hanqi felt strange, such a pure girl is so powerful?It's just not annoying, after all, it's refreshing enough.

The second semester after breaking up.That was the second time Mo Hanqi had seen Qi Yan after a long time.

In the school library.

Across a bookcase, taking advantage of a few gaps, he happened to see Qi Yan.Unfortunately, Qi Yan also happened to meet him.Originally, he just smiled at him, and then he was about to leave, but he stopped Qi Yan suddenly.

Qi Yan was startled when he called out.The people in the whole library were also taken aback.But Mo Hanqi only felt that he seemed to be fascinated all of a sudden, rushed to Qi Yan, and pulled him out of the library without saying a word.

When he walked outside the door, Mo Hanqi glanced at Qi Yan who was panting and out of breath, but suddenly smiled.They all forgot that they were still holding each other's hand, pulled him, and ran to the school rooftop while there was no one around.

That's their second date, right?

Mo Hanqi vividly remembered that when Qi Yan ran upstairs with him, he was almost exhausted, his face was flushed red, and he couldn't speak a word.At that time, he thought, is this person in such poor health?

But when he watched Qi Yan raise that little face to look at him, at that moment he thought inexplicably, why is this person so cute.

Almost without thinking, the other person had already kissed him. Qi Yan was taken aback by him, because he didn't have time to react, so he couldn't dodge at all.When the kiss was over, he stared blankly at Mo Hanqi, but didn't say a word, just stared blankly at him.

And Mo Hanqi didn't say anything.After that day, everything seemed to be back to the beginning, Mo Hanqi went to freshman Qi Yan's self-study class every day.

It's just that there are a pair of black-rimmed glasses and a very fashionable hat on the bridge of the nose, and a folder and the most basic banknotes in the hand, so in the eyes of most people, they think they are in the same grade as themselves.

Because he is not in the same department as Chen Qiao, Mo Hanqi seldom meets Chen Qiao, and occasionally does. It's just that the so-called disguised Mo Hanqi has never been caught by Chen Qiao, who doesn't care much about passers-by. Qiao recognized it.

Only then did I realize that the relationship between Chen Qiao and Qi Yan is indeed delicate.

Once again Mo Hanqi confessed to Qi Yan.

He found that he still liked him - since he met him, he rejected every person who confessed to him, even if he chose to associate with Xia Nannan among them, he seemed to only have Qi Yan in his heart.

At a certain moment, when Mo Hanqi thought of Qi Yan, what he felt was not the incredible feeling that he thought he fell in love with someone at first—that kind of heartbeat was like a girl's throbbing.When he gradually matured, every time he thought of it, he felt very ridiculous.But that feeling seemed uncontrollable—it was like the inexplicable desire and inexplicable feeling of heaviness that he couldn't suppress when he liked Qi Yan more and more later on.

Many people don't care about the result when they fall in love, but Qi Yan's words are: "If you really like me, you must like me for the rest of your life."

I never thought that such a weak, withdrawn and weak person would have such a serious and persistent personality.And at that time, the way he looked at Mo Hanqi was completely different from what he usually saw.

With a firm, earnest, even holy spirit, it was like taking an oath.

"Is it okay? If you like me, you have to do it wholeheartedly. You only like me, and you only love me." He looked at Mo Hanqi seriously, his pupils reflected that Mo Hanqi was originally smiling, but was suddenly interrupted, and then changed With a serious face, "I am very serious."

"Okay."

When he said those words, even Mo Hanqi couldn't believe it—is there anything absolute in this world?Does such a promise work?So maybe one day you will be different, or the other party will be different, right?

What I say is what I want to say most in my heart at this moment, and even what I firmly believe in.

"I, will totally like you."

He shouldn't have said that kind of thing, but it turns out that a man's sweet talk is sometimes a kind of nature. When he sees someone he feels deeply in love with, he can't help but say that.

"I like you, even though I don't think I like the same sex, but I like you. For you, I am willing to do everything I can. Just because I like you."

……

Only to lose contact for a long time after that.That day Qi Yan did not accept his confession, not even a word.Feeling frustrated and lost, Mo Hanqi once thought about giving up altogether-who knew that the deeper the love, the heavier it would be?Would it be better if I knew earlier than I didn't know what love is?

For a while, he spent himself in the bar, the most famous bar in downtown C, full of rich people who came out to get drunk, and many of them were about his age.It's just that Mo Hanqi likes someone at this time.

Feeling alone is lonely, even painful...

Until one day he met a big boy who took the initiative to hook him up in a bar. He was about the same age as Qi Yan, with similar height and appearance, but his personality was completely different.That big boy has a seductive aura, he seems to be a veteran who has played in bars for many years.I don't care about the games played by some college students. I like to play the old-fashioned and simple game played by adults-rolling dice.

"Handsome guy? Do you dare to play a game together?"

I have always been indifferent to other people's hookups, but that day I didn't know why I was willing to look at that person more. When I saw that somewhat identical face, I was shocked, and even rubbed my eyes to find that the two people did not look similar. Looking at the big boy coldly: "Is there anything fun?"

"It's because of loneliness that I want to play." The man whispered in his ear, it was the same feeling as tickling his heart, the voice was soft and soft, as if he had eaten it Like a love potion.

"How to play?"

"If you lose, follow me. If I lose, follow you." The big boy glanced at him and smiled: "Do you understand?"

Mo Hanqi laughed at that time, holding a few dice in one hand, and put his arm around the man's waist in full view with the other: "Is there any difference?" Laughing in a low voice, with some inexplicable obsequiousness, Mo Hanqi smiled There is an attraction in the eyes.This time, the person who had taken the initiative to hook him up blushed inexplicably, and pushed him away suddenly, "If that's the case, let's start? Let's shake three times and win two out of three rounds?"

"No need." Mo Hanqi raised his head and glanced at the opponent: "Win or lose in a game."

At the end, he gently added: "Anyway, the result is the same."

And after that, everything was indeed as he had guessed.Follow the big boy to a nearby high-end hotel.After that, they each took a bath, and then it was a night of carnival.

This is Mo Hanqi's first time having sex with a man.

Before that, he had never thought of having a relationship with Qi Yan, but he only wanted to overwhelm Qi Yan.

And that night he yelled the name "Qi Yan" to a stranger all night.

At the end, the big boy handed him a note and said with a smile: "I rarely meet you who are so gentle and charming, do you have time to contact me?" After speaking, he stuffed the note directly on his clothes pocket, patted his ass and left.

At the end, he turned his head and glanced at him again: "You called a person's name almost a thousand times last night, I think you really like him—if possible, I hope you don't contact me in the future. Since you like him He should cherish him well and don't do things that make him sad."

Mo Hanqi was confused when he heard it, and finally he just smiled. When he smiled, the big boy had already left.

He stared blankly at the note in his hand, feeling inexplicably ridiculous.

When he saw the boy for the second time a month later, the boy smiled at him: "Actually, I knew you would call me a long time ago."

Mo Hanqi then smiled at him, showing a handsome face like a prince: "Why?"

The boy clung to his body coquettishly, raised his slender eyebrows, only to realize that the boy was not beautiful but very attractive.

Not only after being drunk, but even sober can be bewitched by him.He clasped Mo Hanqi's neck with one hand, and pressed his pretty face: "I'll tell you later——since you asked me, you have to make me feel comfortable first."

After finishing speaking, it was another night of passion.

Until the end Mo Hanqi did not give up and asked him: "Why?"

The boy said: "Because you haven't got that person yet, so you call his name when you fall asleep."

"Then what if you get it?"

"If you get it, you should go to him directly." The boy gave him a serious look, and took out a cigarette from his pocket: "These two times with you, I think I'm about to fall in love with you." You." Smiling, lit the fireworks.

He didn't see the sarcasm and contempt in Mo Hanqi's eyes looking down at him at all.

After that, Mo Hanqi never went to see the boy again.

I haven't seen Qi Yan either.

He thought it was really over.But in his junior year, he met Qi Yan again.

Meeting again and again, want to forget but can't forget.So he decided to love this person well.Make good use of your time with him.

In his senior year, Mo Hanqi rejected the arrangement arranged by his family to study abroad and chose to continue his postgraduate study at T University.

They had known each other for four years in Qi Yan's senior year, from the first semester of Qi Yan University to the last semester of the university.

Sometimes they rarely see each other, and sometimes they can't even speak.I don't know what kind of fetters made Mo Hanqi unable to let go of this person.

In his senior year, Qi Yan became even busier. He had been doing various short-term jobs since his freshman year, and he had been an intern in a big company for a long time during his senior year.He said he was not going to take the postgraduate entrance examination.

Mo Hanqi asked him why.He told him that they could go to graduate school together and then work together in Mo Hanqi's company.Mo Hanqi will be the heir of that company in the future, and following his footsteps, they can be together for a lifetime.

It turned out that he also wanted to be with that person for the rest of his life.

Even in a year or a month, we only meet each other a few times, and occasionally hug each other.also very good...

But Qi Yan refused, he chose his own choice and lived a completely different life that Mo Hanqi didn't want him to live.They have less time left, meeting occasionally.

Gradually, he didn't know what their identity was when they were together.

I don't know how long they can go together...

For the first time in his life, he loved someone, and he remembered that there is a thing in the world called eternal life, and he was afraid of a thing called eternal life.

Qi Yan, I want to be with you forever.

For a lifetime, how long is it?

The author has something to say: Mo Hanqi belongs to the awkward type

Unfortunately, Qi Yan is also awkward

Awkward methods are different but also because of this...

In addition, * is very pumping, the new chapter code is placed on the top,

If you can’t change it because it’s too convulsive, please forgive me QQ