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What a little fool, he obviously looks indifferent and dull, but sometimes he has such a heavy and delicate mind.

"Yan... I really like you, that's why I was thinking about it just now."

"I-I know."

Qi Yan was dragged to the corridor by Mo Hanqi. Mo Hanqi smiled, but pushed him against the wall forcefully.He pressed one hand on the wall, lowered his head and looked at Qi Yan's face, the lights in the corridor were not always on.There was only sound when there was a lot of movement, but at this time the corridor was very quiet, even if Qi Yan was crying a little, if he hadn't been looking at him all the time, he wouldn't have noticed it at all.

"Do you think I'm thinking about something? Are you... worried about me?"

Mo Hanqi smiled and lowered his head to kiss Qi Yan's forehead.Then he lowered his head and pressed it to his ear, "Yes, you are right, but I am not angry, because I said, I really like you."

"But I love you very much."

There was already a fascinated look in those eyes, and the person who was still looking at with tenderness and expression, no matter who it was, it was impossible not to be captured by such gazes.

"I... really love you."

In the distance, there was someone watching everything alone.Walking through the darkness, looking at things that I shouldn't have cared about at all.

——Actually, it’s just because it’s boring.

The light in this corridor is too dim, but it's not really impossible to see clearly, at least, even Ling Muchen, who is only standing at the door, has a good view of what happened just now.His short blond hair has been almost wiped dry, and it is very soft. If there is light around, the luster can be seen with the naked eye, but it is different from his face. But also feel it.That very powerful aura of indifference carried a kind of extreme anger. When he saw Qi Yan and Mo Hanqi kissing in the dark corridor, he still stood at the door, and he put his slender legs and His body stood straight and straight, his face was still expressionless, but his hands were clenched very tightly.

——Just kidding, how could it be just because it was boring!

Soon he went into the house and closed the door.

This house was rented by Qi Yan in order to work in downtown C. It was a very simple and even shabby house.Ling Muchen stayed here for a while out of necessity, but he never imagined that such a short period of time would bring about such an inexplicable change in him.

What's even more frightening is that from the beginning to the end, he was the one who was changed and inexplicably trapped?

He hesitated for a long time before coming to the door again.It's just that when he opened the door again, the corridor was already empty, there was no one there, it was very quiet, as if he was the only one.There he was, almost watching him and the man leave.

leave before your own eyes.

From the palm of my hand, leave——

At that time Qi Yan had already gone out with Mo Hanqi, and Mo Hanqi took Qi Yan's hand and wiped his tears with the other hand.He smiled softly, even softer than ever.

It's just that no one noticed it, but it carried the pride of a winner.

"Since when did Xiaoyan only know how to cry?"

"I didn't want to cry." Qi Yan expressionlessly let Mo Hanqi wipe his tears, but finally let down: "It's just that the tears fell by themselves."

I actually cried, but it was such a trivial matter.

It even makes people feel a little incomprehensible.

Mo Hanqi seemed to be thinking for a while, and he held Qi Yan's hand even tighter.He said a little provocatively: "Yan, then in the future, I will never let you cry again. Okay."

"En? Don't cry again?" Qi Yan laughed suddenly, but fortunately, such words were considered gentle and romantic words for him, "Crying is something that people can't control at all. How can you promise?"

Mo Hanqi obviously didn't like Qi Yan's rebuttal.He even showed some displeasure, but finally smiled: "If I say no, I won't."

"Then, okay." What can he do to make this kind of promise? Some things are obviously impossible to control, but it still makes people feel very happy to hear such words.

However, Qi Yan still cares about Ling Muchen a little bit.

Why do you care?

That person never looked at himself that way, but on this day, three times in a row, he looked at himself that way.At first, that kind of gaze seemed to be what he felt at first, but then he felt that it was an extremely fragile, reluctant gaze...

Maybe it's an illusion, that kind of gaze must only be given to people you like.Especially the proud young master like that.

Impossible, absolutely.

Because he can't like himself.

Also because it is impossible for me to like him.

"Yan, I'll take you to a place."

Qi Yan nodded, facing the wind, walking on the streets that are still bustling even at night, surrounded by very bright and eye-catching high-rise buildings, such a big city would be overwhelming to many outsiders, even if they just stepped a few steps on it. I feel a very big, very heavy feeling.

There were so many people coming and going, Qi Yan felt that if he was the only one walking on such a street, he would definitely lose himself.

Mo Hanqi laughed and fought with him, as if they had returned to a long time ago.

They went to T University that day.

It's where they've spent some of their best days together.Now he is under more pressure than before. Even though he is always expressionless and even looks like a bystander, he may think more than anyone else.

The place Mo Hanqi mentioned was actually the rooftop of their former school.That place is very far away from Qi Yan's home, if it was him, he would definitely not go there for no reason, just to "take a look".Because that kind of thing means nothing to him at all.But when staying with Mo Hanqi, everything seemed to make sense.

Qi Yan has never been attached to anything in his life, only two things.One is that he insisted on being admitted to T University, and came to downtown C in spite of all opposition.Another thing is meeting Mo Hanqi.

However, even though Mo Hanqi always said how much he loves and cares about him, he never talked about the future or the future.

Qi Yan knows all this.

No matter how they see the future forever, no one knows whether it is true or false.only……

It's just that he is willing to believe and willing to try.

The roof of the school is locked, but Mo Hanqi has a spare key because he is the vice president of the student union. He smiled: "It feels so good to abuse my private power."

Qi Yan suddenly remembered the first time they met in this place.

"Why can you go to the roof?" The school's roof was banned that year. It used to be a favorite dating spot for many couples, but once, a boy who was hurt by love jumped from here and died.

But many people in the school said that the boy jumped off the building not because of love, but because he stepped on two boats, and finally his girlfriend found out and forced him to jump off the building.

"Isn't that breaking the law?" Qi Yan felt that Mo Hanqi's words were a little scary.

Mo Hanqi smiled and said, "Actually, it's not that the girl forced him to dance, it was him who danced willingly."

Qi Ya felt incredible: "Then why can he dance?" How could there be such a stupid person.Mo Hanqi smiled gently at him: "Because that boy loves his girlfriend."

That sentence made Qi Yan's heart tremble inexplicably, and he would never forget it many years later.It's just that he just thinks it's weird.

Since you are in love—why do you have to step on two boats?

The wind in the middle of the night made people feel inexplicably comfortable.Mo Hanqi hugged him whole in his arms. They always acted so gentle and joyful when they were together, making everything beautiful seem a bit like a fairy tale, but because of various reasons, they always They couldn't be together. During that time, they didn't know what kind of life each other was living.

Qi Yan knows all this.

I remembered the explanation Mo Hanqi told him at that time: "Because the boy was born rich, but the girl was ordinary. The boy's parents disagreed. They forced him to get engaged to a girl from the right family."

Qi Yan smiled: "Is there such a thing in this era?"

Mo Han smiled gently, and said: "Actually, that boy's family runs a company, a fairly well-known large company, but his father's younger brother cheated on the company's equity and made a lot of money from it. Their family's company almost went bankrupt, but it was his father's lifelong painstaking effort. So the boy can only be forced to associate with a rich girl."

He paused, and continued: "But what he likes is his girlfriend. So he chose to hide it from her. But later, the girl who knew the truth couldn't bear it and decided to break up with him."

Qi Yan sighed, not quite understanding the story.Mo Hanqi said: "Actually, it's nothing, it's just a reason for not loving enough."

……

When he came to the rooftop, Qi Yan looked at the bottom of the building, and Mo Hanqi walked up behind him from not far away, and hugged him.

"Yan. I really like you."

"Well, I know." Of course he knows whether this person likes himself that much, and how much he likes himself.

"Yan, do you like me then?"

"Of course."

"Yan, I like you too."

"I know it all."

Qi Yan suddenly received a call from Ling Muchen, but the note was changed, so Mo Hanqi didn't know that it was Ling Muchen who called Qi Yan.

Qi Yan looked at the phone and hesitated for a while, Mo Hanqi next to him smiled and glanced at him: "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

"It's... Ling Muchen's call."

"What is he calling you for?"

"I do not know either……"

Qi Yan was still hesitating. The phone rang for nearly a minute, but he still didn't answer it.

"Forget it, it's already hung up anyway..."

Mo Hanqi smiled, but the phone rang again soon.This time Qi Yan hung up the phone by himself, but within a few minutes the phone rang again.

"Excuse me, answer the phone."

"Okay." Mo Han smiled helplessly.

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