Marked by his crush after the split

"Let's take an EKG first."

During this period of time, my heart was always uncomfortable. Li Qingyu decided to go to the hospital for an examination, because it was too late for my grandmother to discover cancer because she hadn't had a physical examination for a long time, so my uncle and aunt have always paid special attention to their regular physical examination.

While Li Qingyu was waiting for the result, Bai Fan bumped into him: "Huh? Li Qingyu, why are you here?"

"There are a lot of mosquitoes outside, come to my office and wait."

Bai Fan took him to the office to settle down, then went to the corridor to make a phone call.

Bai Fan is a one-person office, clean and tidy, with electric mosquito repellent liquid plugged in, and a faint scent of incense.

When Li Qingyu was sitting on the sofa in her office waiting, a little nurse knocked on the door and came in, saying that the patient in 305 had started to make trouble again, and she needed Bai Fan to go and have a look.

Li Qingyu went to the corridor to call for help, and when he reached the corner, he accidentally heard Bai Fan's voice on the phone: "Come on, you, Cheng Wei has a set of tricks, so you don't need to worry about it?"

"Yeah, the project this time is indeed a bit dangerous, and I advised him not to do it. But it is a key project of the country after all, and you know that he is more responsible."

"Speaking of which, I really admire Cheng Wei. I like him for so many years, but I dare not confess. Just dare to secretly tell me to let me take care of his little Bai Yueguang—"

Bai Fan accidentally swept over to Li Qingyu who was looking for her, and his voice stopped abruptly.

She hastily said to the phone: "Stop talking, hang up first, and get together when he comes back."

Bai Fan put down the phone and smiled: "The result came out?"

Li Qingyu shook his head: "The nurse said that the patients in 305 need you to go and see them."

Bai Fan didn't know if Li Qingyu heard what he said just now, and how much he heard, so he kept carefully observing his expression.

But Li Qingyu looked quite calm, and there is a high probability that he didn't hear it.

Before Bai Fan could breathe a sigh of relief, Li Qingyu stopped him by saying, "Doctor Bai."

Bai Fan, who had planned to go to 305, was stopped by him. The hospital's lights were pale, and Li Qingyu's face was even whiter according to the light.

In fact, he heard all those words just now, including the sentence about Cheng Weiyou who had liked Bai Yueguang for many years.

It really had nothing to do with him, that's what he told himself.

But his heart suddenly became very uncomfortable, like dense needles.

He felt a tightness in his chest.

Seeing that Bai Fan was about to leave, Li Qingyu finally couldn't hold back and asked, "You just said that brother Cheng Wei has a crush on someone for many years, who is it?"

Bai Fan glanced across his face, suddenly realized something, and laughed inwardly.

But as a friend, she knows what to do unless Cheng Wei speaks up.Otherwise, she doesn't care about Cheng Wei's affairs, and she can't care. He has a lot of thoughts and has his own plans and pace for everything.Although some operations seemed to be twisted and unimaginable, Cheng Wei never missed them.

The little nurse who came to look for Bai Fan saw Bai Fan when she saw someone approaching, and called her twice, saying that the couple in 305 had a lot of trouble, and other patients were complaining.

In the end, Bai Fan didn't say anything, and followed the nurse to the ward in a hurry.

People in the hospital are always in a hurry, coming and going.

The sound of ambulances whizzing past in the distance, the sound of heart-piercing shouts for doctors and nurses, the sound of wheels rolling by medical carts, the sound of friends and family members crying outside the operating room...

Wait for the sound to be chaotic.

There was a pungent smell of disinfectant in the air, and the bright white lights of the hospital made people's eyes dry.

There were people coming and going all around, and their footsteps were in a hurry, but they unconsciously glanced at the young man standing in the corner with a distraught face.

It may be that his face was too pale, which made people think that he had suffered a huge blow, and they all cast sympathetic eyes.

Li Qingyu didn't know what was wrong with him, he stood in the corner for a long time in a daze.

Until a nurse who passed by several times couldn't stand it anymore, she took the initiative to go over and ask him if he needed help.

Only then did Li Qingyu come back to his senses.

With a pale face, he shook his head: "I'm fine, thank you."

He went to get the report with a blank mind.

He returned to the consultation room with an empty mind.

He listened to the doctor talking to him with an empty mind.

Li Qingyu doesn't remember exactly what he said, but his heart is very good and healthy, and there is nothing wrong with his body.

Li Qingyu bowed and said thank you.

I stayed in the hospital for a few hours in the afternoon, and the originally hot and restless weather suddenly changed.

I don't know when it started, but it began to rain patter outside.

Li Qingyu walked into the rain with the report in his arms without an umbrella.

The uncle who was also trapped by the rain at the entrance of the hospital called him several times, but Li Qingyu walked forward in a daze as if he couldn't hear him.

Li Qingyu didn't notice the cold rain hitting his face.

Until a large black umbrella came horizontally above his head, completely covering the person under the umbrella.

Blocked the cold rain outside.

Li Qingyu suddenly realized something, looked up in surprise, but found: "Assistant Wang, why is it you?"

He thought...

Wang Weiyang saw the disappointment in his eyes: "Mr. Li, let me take you back to school."

Li Qingyu wanted to refuse at first, but he also wanted to get some news about Cheng Wei from Wang Weiyang, and finally followed him into the car.

After getting in the car, Wang Weiyang gave him a towel.Watching carefully from the rearview mirror, Li Qingyu's hair was a little wet from the rain, sticking to his temples, and his lips, which had no lip color, looked even paler under the weather.The whole person looked very pitiful.

Wang Weiyang said to Li Qingyu in a relieved tone, "Mr. Li, Mr. Cheng will be back tomorrow."

Li Qingyu's pupils shrank, and after a moment of joy, they dimmed again.

Cheng Wei called him as soon as communication was restored. The facilities in several African countries they visited a while ago were backward. There were no base stations, and naturally there was no signal. Sending failed, or sending was delayed for a long time.

Fearing that Li Qingyu would not believe it, Cheng Wei also took a lot of WeChat screenshots for him, and it was indeed as Cheng Wei said, almost full of red exclamation marks on the screen.He replied seriously to every message sent by Li Qingyu, but because the paragraphs were too long, many of them were not sent. What could be sent were some very simple, meaningless words like "um" and "ah".So there was Li Qingyu's previous misunderstanding.

But everything is not important anymore, the most important thing is Cheng failed to come back safely.

He was happy when he learned that the other party was safe and would be back soon.

Now that I know the exact time of Cheng Wei's return, I should be even happier.

However, he immediately thought of Bai Yueguang, whom the other party had loved for many years...

Li Qingyu's fingers unconsciously gripped the trouser legs, and scratched out a wrinkle.

His face glanced out of the window, and he didn't know when it was raining heavily outside.

It's the same as his mood at this time.

He didn't know why, he just felt so sad.

He couldn't help but wonder, is the doctor's diagnosis really all right?

If it's really okay, why is he feeling so uncomfortable now?

His chest was heavy and suffocated, as if he was about to die from suffocation.

Thinking of Cheng Wei, my heart seemed to be even more uncomfortable.

How will we face Cheng Wei tomorrow?

After a long silence in the car, Li Qingyu said, "Assistant Wang, take me back to school."

During Cheng Wei's absence, except for the time when Cheng Ye came back, Li Qingyu would go back to Green Lake Heights every day.But Cheng Wei is really going to come back, instead he has a little bit of evasive mentality.

Assistant Wang glanced at him again from the corner of his eye. The atmosphere in the car was low, but Assistant Wang didn't say much: "Okay, I'll take you back to school."

Because of the heavy rain, Wang Weiyang drove the car directly to the downstairs of the dormitory.

When he wanted to hold an umbrella to see Li Qingyu off, Li Qingyu opened the car door first and ran straight into the rain.

Although it was only a few short steps, Li Qingyu was still half wet because of the heavy rain.

When he returned to the dormitory, Xu Weiran was startled when he saw his appearance: "Fuck you little feather! Why don't you call me, I'll bring you an umbrella."

Li Qingyu shook his head: "It's okay, not much wet."

He wasn't wet much, it was just noticeable on his face and hair.

He picked up the paper towel on the table and wiped his face twice. After wiping, he thought about what happened just now.

Emotions surged up, and my heart was terribly sad.

He bit his lip so hard that his pale lips were almost bleeding from the bite, and his nails were unconsciously embedded in his flesh.

It was Gu Lin who came back who saw it and stopped it in time, and Li Qingyu stopped this unconscious self-harming behavior in time.

Li Qingyu was in a bad mood, except for Shi Yanping, Gu Lin and Xu Weiran all noticed it.

He climbed into bed early, with the curtains drawn tightly.

Gu Lin and Xu Weiran didn't know what to say when they wanted to talk to him.

On the other bed next to him, there was the sound of Shi Yanping crying bitterly on his pillow.

Shi Yanping is broken in love.

In order to spend more time with his girlfriend at school, he gave up a good opportunity introduced by his tutor to go to a national unit for an internship.

And this morning, Shi Yanping suddenly received a text message from his junior sister to break up.

It was also at this time that he found out that the younger junior sister had always had a childhood sweetheart that she liked, and that she was with him purely to annoy her.

Shi Yanping suffered a great deception physically and mentally. Once he went back to the dormitory, he cried until he was in darkness. When Li Qingyu came back, he was tired from crying and fell asleep.Then I woke up and started crying again with snot and tears.

Gu Lin and Xu Weiran's lips were almost worn out, and they couldn't comfort him at all.

Later, I simply let him cry, maybe crying would make me feel better.

Listening to Shi Yanping's cry, Li Qingyu's fingers turned white.

He was also very sad, so sad that he wanted to cry.

Li Qingyu pulled the blanket over and covered his head, not wanting to think about anything.

When I woke up the next day, Shi Yanping hadn't woken up yet. Xu Weiran had to get up early to interview for an internship. Li Qingyu went to the studio as usual, so he got up early.

Xu Weiran and Gu Lin were startled when they saw Li Qingyu's swollen eyes: "Damn it! What's wrong with you, Little Feather!"

Hearing this, Li Qingyu looked in the direction of the mirror. In the mirror, his eyes were a little red and swollen, and there were dark circles and bags under his eyes. It seemed that he hadn't slept well.

Gu Lin also climbed out of bed. He didn't plan to look for a job in his senior year. He was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, so he got up early every day to go to the library.

Many of the senior students on this floor have gone out for internships, and the water room is very empty, only a few students are washing up.

After Li Qingyu finished washing, he went back first with the washbasin in his hand. As soon as Xu Weiran saw him leaving, he moved to Gu Lin's side.

Gu Lin looked like I knew you had something to say.

Xu Weiran said in a low voice: "What's wrong with Xiaoyu? When I went out yesterday, I was quite happy, but when I came back, I seemed to be a different person. She looked very unhappy. Last night, Shi Yanping cried for most of the night, and I was so noisy. Didn't fall asleep. Finally stopped, but it didn't take long before crying again. Damn it now, looking back, it was actually Xiaoyu who was crying at that time. Why do you think he was so sad suddenly? Did he also break up in love? .”

In the middle of the night last night, Xu Weiran was just skeptical, but that bastard Shi Yanping cried to death, like killing a pig.Although it was very disturbing, but for the sake of his broken relationship, they couldn't say anything.But the crying sounded suddenly in the second half of the night, which was similar to suppressed sobbing, and it was not in the same style as Shi Yanping.Xu Weiran wanted to ask if it was Li Qingyu at the time, but then he thought that maybe Li Qingyu was dreaming, and it would not be good to wake him up like this, so he held back again.

Until he woke up this morning and saw Li Qingyu's swollen rabbit-like eyes, he knew that he guessed right last night, it was Li Qingyu who was crying.

Xu Weiran couldn't figure it out, but Li Qingyu won the gold medal, so he was almost able to keep the research.His social circle and life circle are also pure. Cheng Ye went back to City B to follow up the project. Before he left, he didn't see any conflicts between the two again. What else could make Li Qingyu cry so sadly in the middle of the night.

What else can it be but lovelorn!

Seeing that Gu Lin didn't speak, Xu Weiran hurriedly said: "Is that right? I think so too! Do you think Cheng Ye knows about this? If you don't know, do you want Cheng Ye to ask? Xiaoyu is so simple, I'm afraid He was cheated!"

Gu Lin knocked on him: "Guess what, and tell Cheng Ye that I forgot everything I said before."

Xu Weiran suddenly remembered: Yes!He can no longer be a traitor!He wants to protect Li Qingyu's privacy!

If Cheng Ye knew that Li Qingyu was in a relationship, according to Cheng Ye's temperament, their dormitory would probably start another bloodbath.And if they didn't find out the signs in time and report to Cheng Ye, they might be forced to sit together.

Thinking of this, Xu Weiran stopped thinking about telling Cheng Ye.

It's still raining outside.

The air pressure in the 401 dormitory is also quite low.

Everyone was sitting in their seats and doing their own things, except for Shi Yan's usual sighs and sighs, there was almost no sound.

After finally finishing the interview, Xu Weiran, who wanted to relax, became depressed once he returned to the dormitory.

It's been two days, and the dormitory is either restless or quiet, or it's just Shi Yanping's crying or sighing, and his crazy thoughts.

He couldn't bear to sit in the chair.

He first went to shake Shi Yanping's shoulder: "Don't sigh! Isn't it just a girlfriend! Look for it again! Is it so sad for a person who doesn't like you? Is it worth it?! There is no end! "

Shi Yanping was dizzy by his shaking, but he still looked at him with that youthful and painful look: "You won't understand the pain of love. Besides, you don't know, Xiao Ruan...she was with me when.."

When mentioning his ex-girlfriend, Shi Yanping couldn't hold back his emotions again, and cried like a pig being killed.

It was so loud that Gu Lin couldn't help pressing his temples. If the library wasn't closed today, he really didn't want to stay here.

Seeing that one failed to persuade, Xu Weiran went to persuade the second one.

At that time, Li Qingyu was leaning on the chair in a daze, his eyesight was quite dull, and the chat records between him and Cheng Wei were displayed on the screen of his mobile phone.

Cheng Wei said that he was back, and asked Li Qingyu if he could meet.

Li Qingyu knew that Cheng Wei got off the plane this morning, and Wang Weiyang went to pick it up, and sent Li Qingyu a photo of Zhang Cheng Wei at the airport intact.

After confirming that the other party really came back safely, Li Qingyu breathed a sigh of relief.

He originally wanted to pick up the plane, but was delayed by Guan Yang calling him to the office to talk, and he was a bit ostrich now.

Looking at the messages Cheng Wei sent him, I was sad every time I read them.

This sad feeling seems to have started from knowing that Cheng Wei has someone he has liked for so many years.

But he couldn't say why it was so hard.

The last time I felt this way was when I couldn't wait for Cheng Ye in the central square.

Until Xu Weiran approached aggressively, Li Qingyu raised his head slowly.

A look of what's wrong.

Xu Weiran snatched the phone from him and put it on the table.

He said earnestly, "You've been staring at your phone for the past few days, looking depressed."

"Is there?" Li Qingyu really didn't notice.

Xu Weiran affirmed: "Yes! I say yes!"

Li Qingyu: ..OK.

Xu Weiran saw him looking sleepy, and finally couldn't help it anymore: "Little Feather, tell me the truth, I will never tell Cheng Ye. Are you broken in love?"

The two lovelorn struck Li Qingyu's heart like a thunderbolt.

Xu Weiran continued to babble: "Don't say no, if you didn't, how could you be like Shi Yanping? You must have encountered something, if you encountered something, please tell us. We are all good Friends, I will definitely find a way to help you."

Li Qingyu shook his head: "No, you misunderstood, I am not broken in love."

He has never been in love, so where did he get lost in love?

Xu Weiran obviously didn't believe it, and asked: "Really?"

Li Qingyu nodded.

"I've never been in a relationship before, so what can I do to lose love?"

Except for a few of them, Xu Weiran really didn't see any suspicious men and women around him. He seemed to believe it, so he didn't ask any more questions.

Xu Weiran walked away calmly, but Li Qingyu's heart was shocked because of his "broken love".

Lovelorn?He is clearly not in love.

Why did Xu Weiran say that he looks the same as Shi Yanping?

When going to bed at night, Shi Yanping began to read love poems again.

Recently, he has to read a few sad love poems or sing a few lyrics about broken love from time to time.

It's like a magic sound.

Although most of the students on their level had already left, it wasn't that they were completely absent.Yesterday, the dormitory next door knocked on the door and asked them if the dormitory slaughtered pigs, why were ghosts crying and howling in the middle of the night.

Gu Lin put on the earphones, and Xu Weiran played games online, but when he listened to footsteps, he was always numb by Shi Yanping's voice.

He couldn't bear it anymore, and told himself that he had to understand the special situation.

Xu Weiran tried his best to suppress his temper: "Darling, are you finished?"

Shi Yanping glanced at him, sighed and said, "Single virgins like you will not understand the taste of love."

Others who were innocently shot: ..

But seeing someone willing to talk to him, Shi Yanping began to think again: "Do you know what love is?"

Xu Weiran: "I don't know and I don't want to know, I will really thank you."

Shi Yanping turned a blind eye to his answer and continued: "When you fall in love with someone, you can't help but think about her, every detail of getting along with her, and sometimes you can think about little things for a long time. Think again I wondered if there was something I didn't do well at the time, or if I didn't do well enough, would it make her hate it."

"No matter how confident and outstanding you are, you will become sensitive and inferior in front of her. You will keep tidying up and dressing yourself, trying to appear in front of her with the best appearance. I hope she can always watch You, I hope she can only be gentle with you."

"There is no reason. Seeing her will improve my mood. I will work hard, try and change because of her words. I will also become passionate and brave because of her words. After meeting her , the mood has been kept high, and I am particularly passionate in everything I do.”

"When I think of her, the corners of my lips will not consciously rise, and my mood will become better; when I get in front of her, I will be nervous, my face will be red and my ears will be hot, and my heart will beat faster; She glanced."

"You become emotional and overthinking, but you also become passionate, more considerate and gentle. Because you also want to pass on this feeling of love to the other party. You will smile when you think of her, and you will laugh when you see her. , even in my dreams, she would laugh."

"I often guess because of a piece of news from her, because I am about to see her and cheer. I can't fall asleep after saying good night to her. I think about her all the time. I always take the trouble to look through her chat records or circle of friends. .Obviously it’s all very simple content, but you’ll never get tired of watching it.”

"When I can't see her, I worry to death. Thinking of her is going crazy, suspicious and sensitive, and I feel depressed but I can't find a reason. Drinking water, eating, working, studying, and doing everything seem to be related to her. Thinking of her will make me happy and heartache , The frequency of the heartbeat is not under my control at all. It's like having some kind of heart disease..."

Xu Weiran and Gu Lin put on their headphones, turned up the volume, and rolled their eyes to the sky.

Li Qingyu was lying on his side on the bed, but he listened very seriously.

One after another.

all hit!

He lowered his eyes and looked at the phone screen.

Even at this moment, he was still flipping through the chat records between him and Cheng Wei over and over again.

"If you can feel half of them, then this is love! If you have all of them, then congratulations! You have fallen in love with her completely! This is great love woohoo!"

The phone fell to the bed with a "crack".

Following a burst of heart palpitations, Li Qingyu's pupils shrank sharply.

that second.

He realized a terrible thing.

Everything that troubled him during this time has also found a reasonable answer.

He fell in love with Cheng Wei.

Maybe even more than when he liked Cheng Ye.

The author says:

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