Marked by his crush after the split

The dinners of the leaders always lasted for a long time, and Li Qingyu felt like he was sitting on pins and needles.

Cheng Wei saw that he was uncomfortable, and mentioned that there was still something to do later, and the leaders all expressed their understanding, so they ended this extremely tormenting meal for Li Qingyu ahead of schedule.

The leaders hugged Cheng Wei and walked to the other side. Li Qingyu walked back on his own. He looked back a few steps, feeling a little bit reluctant.

Really, he hasn't had a good conversation with Cheng Wei for several days.

The fingers that Cheng Wei had just released seemed to have forgotten how to straighten them, and they kept bending like this.

Li Qingyu held that finger and smiled foolishly.

It's seven o'clock in the evening, it's almost dark, and the studio in the distance is still brightly lit.

The manuscript will be handed in tomorrow. It seems that I can only stay up all night today.

When Li Qingyu was about to go to the studio, he suddenly saw an unexpected figure standing under a streetlight not far away.

Seeing who that person was, he trotted forward a few steps, surprised: "Brother Cheng Wei? Didn't you leave?"

There was surprise in his tone.

Cheng Wei said: "I left, but someone seemed to want to talk to me, so I came back."

This "someone" seemed to have been pierced by someone, and the roots of his ears were hot.

He wanted to deny it, but suddenly he didn't want to.

But if he really wanted to say something, he couldn't say it.

Originally, it was the end of the semester, and many students went home directly after the exams. The cafeteria at this point was closed and closed, so there were no people on the way from the cafeteria to the studio at this time.

Li Qingyu and Cheng Wei were standing under the street lights, there was a basketball court not far away, and the sound of playing could still be vaguely heard at this moment.

Cheng Wei said: "If you don't want to go to the dinner, you don't have to go."

Li Qingyu looked up at him.

A pair of eyes are soft and bright under the orange street lamp.

Cheng Wei lowered his voice and asked him earnestly: "Xiao Yu, did you enjoy your meal today?"

Li Qingyu shook his head frankly.

Of course he wasn't happy, he couldn't handle this kind of situation, he felt uncomfortable all over.

Cheng Wei stared at him gravely: "Then you have to learn to reject others. When you encounter problems, you can't always think about compromise and compromise. You used to have Cheng Ye by your side to help you deal with it. Do you want to stay by Cheng Ye's side forever?"

Unexpectedly, Cheng Wei would say this to him suddenly, Li Qingyu was startled.

In fact, he has always known that he has a potential pleasing personality. He is always cautious in doing things, afraid of being hated by others, and afraid of causing trouble for others.So when Chen Wei made trouble for him, he would tolerate it as much as he could, and he would not refuse when his aunt gave him a shrimp that he would be allergic to.Cheng Ye used to protect him, but without Cheng Ye, everything slowly returned to the old way.

He still remembered that in the third year of junior high, Cheng Ye discovered his problem, and he couldn't get rid of it even if he was asked to change it.Cheng Ye simply told him to keep a cold face and ignore others. In Cheng Ye's words - I'm enough for you.

Because he was originally aloof, after doing what Cheng Ye said, his reputation for aloofness quickly spread.

Since then, no one has contacted him, and generally no one will come to ask him to do something.This method really saved him a lot of trouble.But at the same time, it also made his social circle narrower and narrower, until Cheng Ye was the only one left.

The character that had been hidden for a long time was suddenly revealed by Cheng Wei.

He looked a little dazed.

Under the street lamp, Cheng Wei took his hand.

The man's voice is mellow and convincing: "Do you want to learn how to say no to things you don't want to do?"

Li Qingyu nodded.

In fact, he knew that the idea of ​​having dinner together today was just casually proposed by the head of the department, and he could just find a reason to refuse.It doesn't matter whether it's a personal matter or the drawing is not finished. Although the head of the department likes to flatter, Nan Feng will not intentionally make things difficult for the students under him.Not to mention other school leaders, they have almost no intersection.Besides, Cheng Wei was there to support him.But he just couldn't say no.

He is not really as good as others say. Many times he is afraid of trouble and doesn't want to do unnecessary things.But because others didn't refuse in time when they opened their mouths, and regretted it after suffering, they could only swallow it in their stomachs.

Cheng Wei saw him nodding, and gave an affirmative "hmm".

He said, "Learn from me."

"Sorry, I refuse."

Li Qingyu was startled, but his mouth opened first.

He was in a daze, and said to Cheng Weixue, "I'm sorry, I refuse."

The moonlight is gentle tonight, and together with the lights, they are covered with light.

There are many willow trees planted on the playground of University A. In late spring and early summer, there are still faint catkins floating in the wind.

Scattered like flying flowers, they gently fluttered and shrouded them under the light.

Cheng Wei patted the back of his hand encouragingly: "Very well, let's do it again. Sorry, I refuse."

Maybe after saying it for the first time, Li Qingyu became a little bit more courageous, and even raised his voice: "I'm sorry, I refuse."

"Come on, louder."

Li Qingyu's eyelashes trembled slightly. He looked into Cheng Wei's eyes, and his heart became more confident.

He seemed to hold back his energy and said it three times in a row.

"Sorry, I refuse."

"Sorry, I refuse!"

"Sorry, I refuse!!"

His voice became louder and louder, even causing an echo in the empty environment.

Feixu followed the echo eloquently.

In fact, it's a bit of a schizophrenic move.

But after shouting out, he felt very happy.

Cheng Wei touched his head encouragingly, and affirmed: "You did a great job, Xiaoyu."

His voice was like a spring breeze, blowing into every fluff in Li Qingyu's cochlea, making his heart and eyelashes tremble slightly.

Li Qingyu raised his head and looked at Cheng Wei.

Under the warm yellow streetlights, the man's facial features are impeccably handsome, and the warm-toned light has worn away his aura and edges in the daytime.There were flying catkins falling on his eyebrows, as if soaked in snowflakes, it looked gentle and deep.Sample.

Li Qingyu stared at him in a daze.

At that moment, he was particularly moved.

Cheng Wei still held his hand: "Do you still want to practice?"

Li Qingyu is addicted: "Yes!"

The two of them walked back holding hands, no one was around, and Li Qingyu practiced the words of rejection over and over again.

It was as if he had opened some kind of box, venting out the depression accumulated in his daily life.

Cheng Wei held his hand all the way, even if someone looked at them strangely, he never let go.

Walk through this tree-lined path, and the studio is in front of it.

Cheng Wei stopped suddenly and said to him, "Besides refusing, you have to learn one more thing."

"You must truly learn to express your emotions and preferences, and don't keep things in your heart, otherwise, no one will know what you want. You are already an adult, and you have to fight for what you want, you know?"

This theory is still a bit difficult for Li Qingyu at present, he just nodded obediently.

Cheng Wei didn't force him either, he was already good enough tonight.

Be obedient and let Cheng Wei soften his heart.

Many things can only be done step by step.

Cheng Wei said, "Do you want to go home with me tonight?"

"It's the end of the term, and I still have homework to finish."

"Can I do it at home?"

Li Qingyu learned and applied it flexibly.

"Sorry, I refuse."

Cheng Wei: ..

He stabilized his mood: "Okay, then say good night in advance."

Li Qingyu tilted his head obediently, and said in a very sweet voice, "Good night."

After saying good night, Li Qingyu was in an extremely excited state.

He returned to the studio and completed an oil painting in less than three hours.

Wang Caiwei, who was sitting next door, was stunned by his speed.

Half of the students in the studio left, and the rest remained.

At the end of the semester, except for the art department, the classrooms in other departments are empty at night.

The teacher from the computer department upstairs called for someone to help move something, and Chen Wei, who was sitting by the window, was called out again.

He put down his brush irritably: "Li Qingyu is calling you."

Li Qingyu, who had just finished painting a painting, seemed to be a different person. Because his spirit was still in a state of excitement, he said very confidently: "I'm sorry, I refuse. If you want to move it, you can move it yourself."

He said he picked up his bag and left, and Wang Caiwei applauded him desperately behind his back.

Chen Wei dropped his pen angrily behind.

Because it was a little late, and he had to get up early to go to the studio tomorrow, Li Qingyu stayed in the dormitory tonight.

When I returned to the dormitory, the other three roommates were all there.

Gu Lin and Shi Yanping have actually finished the exam, but they are about to enter their senior year. Gu Lin plans to stay in school for the summer vacation, while Shi Yanping wants to stay a few more days to spend with his girlfriend.

Xu Weiran still has two exams that he failed to pass last year to make up, and he has been cramming like mad for the past few days.

From time to time, he can still hear his roar similar to that of a manic patient.

Li Qingyu was noticed as soon as he came in, Gu Lin said: "I'm in a good mood."

Li Qingyu blinked: "Is there? Is it so obvious?"

Shi Yanping looked up from the phone and said, "You almost jumped in."

Ok.

Li Qingyu admitted a little, he was indeed in a good mood.

Xu Weiran, who used to talk the most, didn't say a word, and really couldn't come up with the topic.

He scratched his hair irritably, and scratched his head twice more. His scalp was a little itchy, and it was time to wash his hair.

Xu Weiran, Li Qingyu and Shi Yanping went to wash up together. Xu Weiran washed his hair with hot water. In fact, it doesn't matter to use cold water in this weather, but Xu Weiran insisted on his fucking theory.You must use hot water to wash your hair, otherwise it will be bad for your hair.

Her hair was covered with foam, and when Xu Weiran continued to plug in the card of the nearby water heater to turn on the water, there was a sudden beep.He ran out of money on his card, so he said to Li Qingyu, "Little Feather, lend me the card."

Tonight was too high, Li Qingyu, who was already a little crazy, replied subconsciously: "I'm sorry, I refuse."

Xu Weiran:? ?

It just so happened that Gu Lin also came in with a washbasin in his hand, and Xu Weiran took his card.

Li Qingyu felt embarrassed thinking about it afterwards, but Xu Weiran didn't take it to heart.

There were a few hiccups, but overall it went very smoothly.

When he was lying on the bed, Li Qingyu sent messages to Cheng Wei with his mobile phone, as if showing off the results of the battle, and reported to him one by one, he rejected so and so tonight, of course, Xu Weiran was automatically ignored by him.

Not long after the news was sent out, Cheng Wei's affirmation was received.

[future: Well done. 】

Li Qingyu looked at Cheng Wei's words repeatedly.

Whether you close your eyes or open them.

It's all under the street lights tonight, in the sky full of catkins, Cheng Wei holds hands and stares at himself.

Li Qingyu turned over and put the phone on his chest.

Bang bang bang.

He heard the sound of his heart beating and his eardrums cracking.

The author has something to say: "Can I do it at home?"

"Sorry, I refuse."

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