Dressed as a villain, I was coveted by the male protagonist

Su Jingning's slender and thick eyelashes drooped slightly, and crystal tears fell down in big drops: "Well, I know, I know you're feeling uncomfortable, if Ah Xuan doesn't mind, you can tell all about your feeling, I'll listen .”

After a long time, Xu Rongxuan slowly raised his head and put his chin on Su Jingning's shoulder, his lips moved slightly, and he said in a trembling voice: "A Ning, do you know? If it wasn't for me, if it wasn't for me, father... I will not die, my father, the Iron Horse King, fought on the battlefield, and led the soldiers back home triumphantly in countless dangerous battles."

"However, he lost his life in order to protect me, a waste that can't do anything well. I wish I was the one who died that day."

"What my father said at the beginning is right. I don't live up to it at all. I'm just a waste and a burden. I fell into Xia Nianzhi's tricks and dragged everyone down. In the end, I killed my father. I'm useless."

Su Jingning said in a gentle voice: "Uncle in the spirit of heaven will be very sad when he sees you giving up on yourself like this. Ah Xuan, although uncle is very strict with you, he actually loves you very much."

"Tell me about the incident when you fell from the horse that year. Although my uncle spoke harshly to you, behind his back he asked for good medicine to heal your injuries for you to enter the palace. From this, it can be seen that uncle cares about you very much."

"Uncle stays at the border all the year round, and spends less time with you and aunt, so he doesn't know how to express his love for you. Ah Xuan, you are not trash, and it is the same in Uncle's heart."

"Uncle will exchange letters with Brother Yuan every month, so as to understand the trend of the court. In every letter that Brother Yuan receives, Uncle mentions you. Every word and sentence in the letter can tell that Uncle approves of you. Acknowledgment of your change, acknowledgment of your growth, acknowledgment of your ability."

"As a father, when his child is in danger, he will rush to protect his child desperately, because he loves his child and doesn't want his child to be hurt in the slightest. Ah Xuan, uncle loves you, so even if Don't regret risking your own life."

"Uncle's death was not your fault, and the one who should make amends is not you. The person who should make amends most should be Xia Nianzhi!"

Xu Rongxuan closed his eyes, unable to hide the sadness on his face, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "I know, but it's too late, I haven't had time to sit down and have a good chat with my father, why is my father like this? Leave me soon, Aning, I have no father, I have no father..."

With a distressed look in Su Jingning's eyes, he pursed his lips tightly, wiped the tears on his cheeks, slowly pushed Xu Rongxuan away, and held his hands: "You still have Aunt, Brother Yuan, and me, we I will never leave you, there are still many people who love you in this world."

Xu Rongxuan's deep eyes, like a bottomless pool, stared at Su Jingning quietly: "Does Ah Ning love me too?"

Su Jingning smiled slightly: "Love."

Xu Rongxuan continued to ask in a hoarse voice: "A-Ning won't leave me, will he?"

Su Jingning replied patiently: "Well, I won't leave."

Xu Rongxuan clenched Su Jingning's hands tightly. Fortunately, Aning was still by his side. Xu Rongxuan saw that Su Jingning's clothes were a little messy because he was hugging him tightly just now. He stretched out his hand to help Su Jingning tidy up the messy clothes.

Suddenly, Xu Rongxuan's hands, which were arranging the skirts of his clothes, paused. Under the loose skirts, he could vaguely see dots of red marks printed on his fair skin. He opened the skirts slightly, and the red marks like plum blossoms clearly came into view. .

Xu Rongxuan's body was chilled, as if he had fallen into an endless abyss, he was not an ignorant boy who was ignorant of the world. It also came from this, although he has never touched this matter, but this matter is very common in brothels, how could he not know how the red marks on Aning's body came from.

"Who is it? Who is the person with Aning!"

Su Jingning was slightly taken aback by the question, Xu Rongxuan stretched out his hand and tore open the skirt, Su Jingning felt a chill in his chest, quickly grabbed the loose clothes, looked down and saw the red marks on the skin that hadn't dissipated, and then realized what Xu Rongxuan was asking.

"Ah Xuan—"

Xu Rongxuan turned over and pressed Su Jingning on the bed, his eyes were red like a trapped animal, and he rubbed the glaring red mark with his fingertips fiercely, as if he wanted to wipe off the red mark before giving up, but the red mark healed under his fingertips Invention is brilliant.

The broken hair in front of Xu Rongxuan's forehead was messy in front of his eyebrows, and that handsome face looked a little pervasive at this moment, and the surging emotions in his chest almost burned him to death: "A Ning, you just said you love me, don't you just say you love me?" Will leave me, so what is this? Who is the person with you?"

Su Jingning didn't know why Xu Rongxuan suddenly became like this, he opened his lips slightly, not knowing what to say.

Xu Rongxuan's expression was gloomy, and he searched for people who were close to Su Jingning in his mind, and suddenly remembered a person who had been coveting Aning for a long time, he gritted his teeth and said, "Is it Xiao Jiugu?"

Xu Rongxuan noticed that the body in his arms froze, and immediately understood that he had guessed right. He tightly grasped Su Jingning's shoulders with both hands, loss and despair gradually climbed up his reddish eye sockets.

"Why? Didn't Aning say that he loved me? Didn't he say that he would never leave me? Why did Aning do this to me!"

Xu Rongxuan rested his head on Su Jingning's shoulder, and wet tears fell on Su Jingning's heart drop by drop, the light in his eyes gradually dimmed, revealing the despair swallowed by the endless darkness.

"A Ning, I planned to express my heart to you after the palace change is over, but I didn't expect my father to lose his life because of it. My father has already left me. Now even Aning is leaving me too?"

"A-Ning, I am happy with you. You said you love me too, you have to count on what you say, A-Ning, don't leave me..."

Hearing this, Su Jingning's eyes widened slowly, his face was full of astonishment, he had always regarded A Xuan as a good brother, not to mention, they had a cousin relationship, he had never noticed that A Xuan had such thoughts for him , Su Jingning's slender and thick eyelashes drooped slightly.

"I'm sorry, Axuan. The love I said is family affection, friendship, not the love you think. You and I are cousins. I only regard you as my good brother. I have never crossed this boundary. That line cannot be crossed."

"Don't worry, I won't leave you. As long as you need me, I will appear by your side as soon as possible."

Xu Rongxuan's heart trembled, as if he had been stabbed with a knife, and then he was violently stirred a few times, feeling a heart-piercing pain.

"A Ning, you know, my father was adopted by the old Hou Ye, and my cousins ​​are just names. We are not related by blood. If you worry about the eyes of the world, I will take you out of here and go to a place where no one knows us." Place, I have already decided where to go, let's go to Jiangzhou, where the scenery is picturesque, the seasons are like spring, far away from the world, you will definitely like it..."

"Ah Xuan!"

Xu Rongxuan was slightly taken aback, and stared down at Su Jingning, his eyes implying prayer and expectation, but found that his expression was indifferent, his eyes seemed to avoid him intentionally or unintentionally.

Su Jingning shook his head: "Ah Xuan, stop talking, I'm sorry, I already have someone I like, that is Xiao Jiugu, I'm already with him."

Xu Rongxuan hung his head in silence. Suddenly, he stretched out his hand and pulled open Su Jingning's skirt. The loose clothes slid off his round shoulders. Su Jingning's face changed drastically. He grabbed the loose clothes with one hand and pressed Xu Rongxuan's pressed chest with the other: "Ah Xuan ! Do you know what you're doing?"

Xu Rongxuan clenched his hand on his chest, and slightly pulled it onto Su Jingning's head. He slightly pursed the corners of his mouth, and the black color of his eyes became more and more pure black and deep: "Xiao Jiugu is now the new king of Beishuo Kingdom. In the future, his harem will have three thousand beauties, so he is not worth entrusting."

Xu Rongxuan pressed his hand with one hand, and pulled the belt around his waist with the other hand. Seeing that the belt was about to be torn off, Su Jingning didn't bother to grab the loose front of his chest anymore.

Su Jingning gritted her teeth, waved her hand and slapped Xu Rongxuan on the face, with a crisp "slap", Xu Rongxuan's head was slapped to the side, and a hot red mark appeared on his white face.

Xu Rongxuan froze for a moment, stretched out his hand to cover his reddened right cheek, and turned his head slowly. When he saw those clear peach blossom eyes filled with deep uneasiness, his heart was pierced like a knife, as if he had fallen into an ice cave. All shrouded in chill, what the hell is he doing?To actually hurt the person he loves so much, he made Ah Ning afraid...

Xu Rongxuan stretched out his hand tremblingly, wanting to straighten the messy clothes on Su Jingning's body, but Su Jingning thought that he was still unwilling to give up, so subconsciously slapped his hand away.

Xu Rongxuan's eyes were gloomy, his fingers curled up slightly, and then he grabbed Su Jingning's hands and pulled them to the top of his head. Su Jingning just wanted to lift his feet to kick him, but when he looked down, he found that Xu Rongxuan didn't do anything else. The ripped clothes are put on again.

After Su Jingning's clothes were neatly dressed, Xu Rongxuan pulled Su Jingning up and led him out of the inner room step by step. He kicked away the fragments of the wine bottle at the door, and the fragments made a long scratch on the ground.

Before Su Jingning could react, Xu Rongxuan pushed him out of the house. With a "bang", the door was slammed shut. Su Jingning raised his hand and patted on the door: "Ah Xuan, what are you doing? Open the door!"

A hoarse voice came from inside the house: "Get out! I don't want to see you again, walk as far as you can, and don't appear in front of my eyes."

"Ah Xuan..."

I know that Ah Xuan didn't mean it just now, it was just that he couldn't accept it for a while and lost his head. Later, he helped me put on my clothes and kicked off the debris at the door. It can be seen that he didn't mean what he said, and what he said was not the truth , he just lost his father, and now he is so emotional, I am a little worried that something will happen to him.