They Regretted it After Their Hearts Turned to Ashes
Chapter 6 Ward
Luo Zhi had a very long dream.
In the dream, he was probably only five or six years old, or even younger.
The little girl in the swaddling baby was obedient and soft, babbling and stretching out her hand, smiling at him with crooked eyebrows.
Parents were preparing birthday presents for him, and when they were ready, they hid them mysteriously, teasing him with a smile, deliberately watching him fidget in a hurry.
The eldest brother was sitting by the window reading a book. He was so noisy that he sighed and put down the book and stood up, carrying him on his shoulders.
Sitting on his elder brother's shoulders, he finally found his birthday present on the top of the bookcase. He was elated and proud, and couldn't wait to pull off the ribbon tied on the outside of the wrapping paper.
……
At the same time as the beautiful ribbon was pulled out, a burning pain suddenly swept across Luo Zhi's back.
Like being cramped.
Of course Luo Zhi didn't suffer from cramps.
He was not the jewel in the palm of Chen Tangguan who made the Dragon King of the East China Sea furious and overwhelmed the sky and the sun for revenge, nor was he the third prince who cut his flesh back to his mother and eviscerated his bones to return his father, the guard General Li, who has never had any relationship with him since then.
If a person is really forced to be naked and pull out his bones, canceling and repaying all the grace of life and nourishment for a lifetime, there is no lotus incarnation that can be used to resurrect.
If you can't be resurrected, you can only die.
From then on, I don't know anything, I don't need to know anything, I don't owe each other, it's easy and clean.
These are all myths. Myths are legends with strong beliefs and pursuits, not true.
Just like in this dream, Luo Zhi is not real.
He didn't know when he broke away from the original perspective, and continued to watch this scene somewhere in the air.
It turned out that the severe pain was caused by the zipper on his back being unzipped, and Jian Huaiyi came out from inside and received the carefully prepared gift.It turns out that the time is no longer a child, Luo Jun's brows are cold and sharp, and Luo Cheng has grown up, and is no longer a little girl who only follows behind him and cries.
Like a doll costume that has been taken off, he lay down on the ground with an empty heart, calmly watching everything in front of him, and was kicked away by someone in disgust.
……
When the screen turned, the person squatting in front of him turned into Ren Chenbai.
After all, it was just a dream, everyone in the dream was surprised, even Ren Chenbai was also surprised.
Ren Chenbai just looked down at him.
Those eyes that were gentle towards everyone became very cold.
It's not like Luo Jun's indifference that naturally rejects people thousands of miles away, but the chill of "how can you live a peaceful life" only to him.
The last time Luo Zhi saw this kind of chill, it was in Madam Luo's eyes.
Mrs. Luo fell ill, her mind became confused and she couldn't recognize anyone. She stared at him as if she was her most hated enemy, and tore Luo Zhi's clothes, asking Luo Zhi to return her son.
Mrs. Luo refused to recognize Luo Zhi as her son, and this became more and more obvious the more she got sick.
Mrs. Luo firmly believes that Luo Zhi is some kind of devil who has taken over his son's identity.Because Luo Zhi couldn't remember what she liked to eat when she was a child, or what hobbies she had when she was a child, Mrs. Luo always firmly believed that he was a fake.
Mrs. Luo would cut up a fruit plate one second and bring it to him with a smile, and the next second she would have a hysterical attack because Luo Zhi accidentally ate a piece of pineapple that she never wanted to touch when she was a child. His throat, tearing him up and swallowing him.
……
Luo Zhi was used to these things.
What Mrs. Luo wanted was the same son as she remembered, so Jian Huaiyi, who imitated him more like him, would become Mrs. Luo's spiritual support.
Mrs. Luo needed a stable environment, so he tried not to go back to Luo's house, and even if he did, he would only live in the most remote guest room on the first floor.
But until now, Luo Zhi still doesn't know why Ren Chenbai looked at him with such eyes.
This has almost become an obsession of Luo Zhi.
It's not because Ren Chenbai is so important to him.
Of course, Ren Chenbai is indeed very important in Luo Zhi's heart - but that is just a self-indulgent and wishful thinking dependence on someone who is impossible to become a family member - besides, Luo Zhi has grown up a long time ago, and has not been so ignorant Anyway.
If I have to say it, this is probably a kind of confusion that contains a thirst for knowledge.
After chasing the drama to the most critical place, watching the victim say "the murderer is" dying, he tilted his head and lowered his hands, confused by the sudden ending song.
I studied one question for a whole night, and solved [-] kinds of results by different methods. When I turned to the last page, I found that the standard answer was actually torn.
Luo Zhi really couldn't figure out why Ren Chenbai hated him.
Maybe this kind of confusion will always haunt him, making him become a ghost after death, knock on Ren Chenbai's window, and openly ask this matter clearly.
...Why did he become a ghost?
Because he had a high fever, not only did he not go to the hospital, but he also locked himself in the car.
Why would he lock himself in the car?
Because he really didn't know where he was going, this was the only place he could go, the only place he could hide.
Why hide?
because he is hard...
The word "sad" didn't stay in his consciousness for more than a second.
Luo Zhi's brain automatically shielded him from this part of the conclusion. He knew very well from a long time ago that he must not let himself fall into it.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have enough strength to climb out and return to this wretched place to do it again.
The instinctive excitement in the subconscious made Luo Zhi break out of the endless dream.
……
He's not in his car.
At the same time that Luo Zhi came to this conclusion, Luo Zhi had already pulled out the needle on the back of his hand, rolled off the bed, rolled under the bed, and held the needle firmly in his hand.
These actions are completely instinctive without brain.After a while, Luo Zhi gradually recovered from the daze and confusion.
He hid under the bed, half of his face was pressed against the cold hard tiles, and the back of his hands was dripping with bright red blood.
This is a single ward, very clean.White walls, white tiles, blue curtains and screens, a steel frame bed, and a washbasin at the door.
Luo Zhi curled up her body to firmly protect her chest and abdomen, the needle pointed outward between her fingers, and her arms were folded to cover her head.
After confirming the surrounding environment, he finally let out a low breath. The string in his mind that would always be infinitely tense during the few seconds when he woke up from sleep trembled and loosened bit by bit.
Luo Zhi lowered her gaze, looking at the blue and white striped hospital gown on her body.
In such an extraordinarily long ten or so seconds, Luo Zhi had some regrets that he was a little dazed about.
He didn't know what the cause of this regret was, "Sure enough, the good memories are just dreams and this is reality", or "Why can I still wake up".
The latter sentiment is actually not right.
Luo Zhi knew this, so he never asked himself unnecessary questions.
Compared with his own situation, Luo Zhi actually wanted to know what happened to his car immediately.
What did Ren Chenbai do to his car.
Why did Ren Chenbai find a way to get Luo Zhi out and forcefully bring him to the hospital after Luo Zhi had already locked the car and hid in it.
……
It is not too difficult to know the answer.
During the moment of stalemate with Ren Chenbai, so many people recognized him in the mall, and naturally some people would follow him to the parking lot.
What happened later has been uploaded everywhere on the Internet.It didn't take long for Luo Zhi to find the photos of the scene and several versions of the live report. The photos also have different distances and different angles, and they recorded the scene at that time in an all-round way.
Ren Chenbai called the police.
Ren Chenbai told the police that it was his younger brother who lost his temper and locked himself in the car, so he might not think about doing stupid things.
The tone was very urgent, human life was at stake, and finally decided to forcibly demolish it.
Luo Zhi's car was equipped with bulletproof glass, and it was too difficult to break the window. Professionals brought an electric welding and cutting machine and changed several angles before finally dragging Luo Zhi out of the car, who had already passed out.
There are all kinds of things in the comments, some say that Luo Zhi sells miserably to gain sympathy, some say that seeking life and death is a waste of public resources, and some say how old people are to play this kind of tricks.
Of course, there are also many people who planted grass because of this news. Ren Chenbai - a gentle and comfortable noble son, even with such a dirty and despicable oil bottle, he didn't feel disgusted, and personally carried Luo Zhi into the ambulance .
It may be some kind of conservation law, the more people praise Ren Chenbai for being gentle and handsome, the ideal type in the world, the more people scold Luo Zhi for being ignorant and biting Lu Dongbin.
Luo Zhi didn't care about these things.
He clicked on these posts just to find the photos inside.
The rescue took so much effort, and the car was naturally destroyed.
Luo Zhi clicked on the original picture of each picture and saved it, zoomed in and out to the limit, and checked the details of the picture bit by bit.
Not long after he woke up, he threw himself under the bed again.At this moment, although he managed to get back on the bed, he was still very dizzy, and his vision was not clear at all.
But Luo Zhi still looked at it very seriously. He even opened the drawing editing software, buried his head and flipped through the pictures from different angles, mainly to take pictures of how embarrassed and ugly he was, checked his car, and took every picture. A possible fix is marked with a dark blue circle.
This is a very tedious and labor-intensive project. After Luo Zhi checked more than a dozen photos, he noticed that someone had turned on the light. He raised his eyes and saw the figure coming in through the door.
It took Luo Zhi a while to recognize that the blurred color block in his vision was Ren Chenbai.
Ren Chenbai did not come alone.He also brought Luo Cheng, and the two shadows stood on the edge of the large, almost white light.
Luo Cheng walked to Luo Zhi's hospital bed.
The girl's complexion was not very good, she bit her lips and looked at him silently.
Luo Zhi put down the phone and smiled: "Little sister..."
"What do you mean?" Luo Cheng asked at the same moment, hoarse voice, "I just want to do what I want to do, do you have to use this method to punish me?"
Luo Zhi paused for a moment before lowering her gaze.
"You want to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life, don't you? Make me blame myself forever, thinking that it's because of me that you can't think about it."
"You didn't want to give the company to the second brother, so you directed and acted this one yourself."
Luo Cheng's voice seemed to tremble a little: "That's the idea you made, you hate me, you will never make me feel better..."
Luo Zhi's pale fingers that were resting on the quilt slightly convulsed, curled up little by little, and retracted into the palm.
"No." Luo Zhi's tone was very relaxed, "I fell asleep in the car."
His body sank back into the pillow, he raised his head and frowned, "I'm too tired, I didn't wake up, Brother Chenbai made such a big fuss..."
"You are still wronging Brother Chenbai!"
Luo Cheng gritted his teeth and stared at him with hatred: "Obviously Brother Chenbai saved you! You almost—"
Luo Zhi looked at the needle hole on the back of her hand, and said "Oh" slowly.
... Luo Cheng is really easy to be stereotyped.
During the years that Jian Huaiyi was in charge of taking care of the younger sister, she didn't teach Luo Cheng how to be cautious in words and deeds, how to deal with questions, and pushed her into that big dye vat-like circle.
Luo Cheng seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, shut his mouth tightly, and turned pale uncontrollably.
……
When being carried out of the car by Ren Chenbai, Luo Zhi's breathing was already very weak.
If it is a normal person with a high fever, the risk is not too great.But Luo Zhi suffered from hypoglycemia at the same time and fell into a coma. No one knew what would happen if the time dragged on.
Luo Zhi himself didn't know about his situation at that time until now, but Luo Cheng clearly knew about it.
That's why when defending Ren Chenbai, he blurted out without thinking.
"I almost died then."
Luo Zhi softly helped her complete it, and then raised her head curiously: "Little sister, you know that I almost died, so your first reaction is to hate me, and ask me if I have ulterior motives and direct and act on my own?"
In the dream, he was probably only five or six years old, or even younger.
The little girl in the swaddling baby was obedient and soft, babbling and stretching out her hand, smiling at him with crooked eyebrows.
Parents were preparing birthday presents for him, and when they were ready, they hid them mysteriously, teasing him with a smile, deliberately watching him fidget in a hurry.
The eldest brother was sitting by the window reading a book. He was so noisy that he sighed and put down the book and stood up, carrying him on his shoulders.
Sitting on his elder brother's shoulders, he finally found his birthday present on the top of the bookcase. He was elated and proud, and couldn't wait to pull off the ribbon tied on the outside of the wrapping paper.
……
At the same time as the beautiful ribbon was pulled out, a burning pain suddenly swept across Luo Zhi's back.
Like being cramped.
Of course Luo Zhi didn't suffer from cramps.
He was not the jewel in the palm of Chen Tangguan who made the Dragon King of the East China Sea furious and overwhelmed the sky and the sun for revenge, nor was he the third prince who cut his flesh back to his mother and eviscerated his bones to return his father, the guard General Li, who has never had any relationship with him since then.
If a person is really forced to be naked and pull out his bones, canceling and repaying all the grace of life and nourishment for a lifetime, there is no lotus incarnation that can be used to resurrect.
If you can't be resurrected, you can only die.
From then on, I don't know anything, I don't need to know anything, I don't owe each other, it's easy and clean.
These are all myths. Myths are legends with strong beliefs and pursuits, not true.
Just like in this dream, Luo Zhi is not real.
He didn't know when he broke away from the original perspective, and continued to watch this scene somewhere in the air.
It turned out that the severe pain was caused by the zipper on his back being unzipped, and Jian Huaiyi came out from inside and received the carefully prepared gift.It turns out that the time is no longer a child, Luo Jun's brows are cold and sharp, and Luo Cheng has grown up, and is no longer a little girl who only follows behind him and cries.
Like a doll costume that has been taken off, he lay down on the ground with an empty heart, calmly watching everything in front of him, and was kicked away by someone in disgust.
……
When the screen turned, the person squatting in front of him turned into Ren Chenbai.
After all, it was just a dream, everyone in the dream was surprised, even Ren Chenbai was also surprised.
Ren Chenbai just looked down at him.
Those eyes that were gentle towards everyone became very cold.
It's not like Luo Jun's indifference that naturally rejects people thousands of miles away, but the chill of "how can you live a peaceful life" only to him.
The last time Luo Zhi saw this kind of chill, it was in Madam Luo's eyes.
Mrs. Luo fell ill, her mind became confused and she couldn't recognize anyone. She stared at him as if she was her most hated enemy, and tore Luo Zhi's clothes, asking Luo Zhi to return her son.
Mrs. Luo refused to recognize Luo Zhi as her son, and this became more and more obvious the more she got sick.
Mrs. Luo firmly believes that Luo Zhi is some kind of devil who has taken over his son's identity.Because Luo Zhi couldn't remember what she liked to eat when she was a child, or what hobbies she had when she was a child, Mrs. Luo always firmly believed that he was a fake.
Mrs. Luo would cut up a fruit plate one second and bring it to him with a smile, and the next second she would have a hysterical attack because Luo Zhi accidentally ate a piece of pineapple that she never wanted to touch when she was a child. His throat, tearing him up and swallowing him.
……
Luo Zhi was used to these things.
What Mrs. Luo wanted was the same son as she remembered, so Jian Huaiyi, who imitated him more like him, would become Mrs. Luo's spiritual support.
Mrs. Luo needed a stable environment, so he tried not to go back to Luo's house, and even if he did, he would only live in the most remote guest room on the first floor.
But until now, Luo Zhi still doesn't know why Ren Chenbai looked at him with such eyes.
This has almost become an obsession of Luo Zhi.
It's not because Ren Chenbai is so important to him.
Of course, Ren Chenbai is indeed very important in Luo Zhi's heart - but that is just a self-indulgent and wishful thinking dependence on someone who is impossible to become a family member - besides, Luo Zhi has grown up a long time ago, and has not been so ignorant Anyway.
If I have to say it, this is probably a kind of confusion that contains a thirst for knowledge.
After chasing the drama to the most critical place, watching the victim say "the murderer is" dying, he tilted his head and lowered his hands, confused by the sudden ending song.
I studied one question for a whole night, and solved [-] kinds of results by different methods. When I turned to the last page, I found that the standard answer was actually torn.
Luo Zhi really couldn't figure out why Ren Chenbai hated him.
Maybe this kind of confusion will always haunt him, making him become a ghost after death, knock on Ren Chenbai's window, and openly ask this matter clearly.
...Why did he become a ghost?
Because he had a high fever, not only did he not go to the hospital, but he also locked himself in the car.
Why would he lock himself in the car?
Because he really didn't know where he was going, this was the only place he could go, the only place he could hide.
Why hide?
because he is hard...
The word "sad" didn't stay in his consciousness for more than a second.
Luo Zhi's brain automatically shielded him from this part of the conclusion. He knew very well from a long time ago that he must not let himself fall into it.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have enough strength to climb out and return to this wretched place to do it again.
The instinctive excitement in the subconscious made Luo Zhi break out of the endless dream.
……
He's not in his car.
At the same time that Luo Zhi came to this conclusion, Luo Zhi had already pulled out the needle on the back of his hand, rolled off the bed, rolled under the bed, and held the needle firmly in his hand.
These actions are completely instinctive without brain.After a while, Luo Zhi gradually recovered from the daze and confusion.
He hid under the bed, half of his face was pressed against the cold hard tiles, and the back of his hands was dripping with bright red blood.
This is a single ward, very clean.White walls, white tiles, blue curtains and screens, a steel frame bed, and a washbasin at the door.
Luo Zhi curled up her body to firmly protect her chest and abdomen, the needle pointed outward between her fingers, and her arms were folded to cover her head.
After confirming the surrounding environment, he finally let out a low breath. The string in his mind that would always be infinitely tense during the few seconds when he woke up from sleep trembled and loosened bit by bit.
Luo Zhi lowered her gaze, looking at the blue and white striped hospital gown on her body.
In such an extraordinarily long ten or so seconds, Luo Zhi had some regrets that he was a little dazed about.
He didn't know what the cause of this regret was, "Sure enough, the good memories are just dreams and this is reality", or "Why can I still wake up".
The latter sentiment is actually not right.
Luo Zhi knew this, so he never asked himself unnecessary questions.
Compared with his own situation, Luo Zhi actually wanted to know what happened to his car immediately.
What did Ren Chenbai do to his car.
Why did Ren Chenbai find a way to get Luo Zhi out and forcefully bring him to the hospital after Luo Zhi had already locked the car and hid in it.
……
It is not too difficult to know the answer.
During the moment of stalemate with Ren Chenbai, so many people recognized him in the mall, and naturally some people would follow him to the parking lot.
What happened later has been uploaded everywhere on the Internet.It didn't take long for Luo Zhi to find the photos of the scene and several versions of the live report. The photos also have different distances and different angles, and they recorded the scene at that time in an all-round way.
Ren Chenbai called the police.
Ren Chenbai told the police that it was his younger brother who lost his temper and locked himself in the car, so he might not think about doing stupid things.
The tone was very urgent, human life was at stake, and finally decided to forcibly demolish it.
Luo Zhi's car was equipped with bulletproof glass, and it was too difficult to break the window. Professionals brought an electric welding and cutting machine and changed several angles before finally dragging Luo Zhi out of the car, who had already passed out.
There are all kinds of things in the comments, some say that Luo Zhi sells miserably to gain sympathy, some say that seeking life and death is a waste of public resources, and some say how old people are to play this kind of tricks.
Of course, there are also many people who planted grass because of this news. Ren Chenbai - a gentle and comfortable noble son, even with such a dirty and despicable oil bottle, he didn't feel disgusted, and personally carried Luo Zhi into the ambulance .
It may be some kind of conservation law, the more people praise Ren Chenbai for being gentle and handsome, the ideal type in the world, the more people scold Luo Zhi for being ignorant and biting Lu Dongbin.
Luo Zhi didn't care about these things.
He clicked on these posts just to find the photos inside.
The rescue took so much effort, and the car was naturally destroyed.
Luo Zhi clicked on the original picture of each picture and saved it, zoomed in and out to the limit, and checked the details of the picture bit by bit.
Not long after he woke up, he threw himself under the bed again.At this moment, although he managed to get back on the bed, he was still very dizzy, and his vision was not clear at all.
But Luo Zhi still looked at it very seriously. He even opened the drawing editing software, buried his head and flipped through the pictures from different angles, mainly to take pictures of how embarrassed and ugly he was, checked his car, and took every picture. A possible fix is marked with a dark blue circle.
This is a very tedious and labor-intensive project. After Luo Zhi checked more than a dozen photos, he noticed that someone had turned on the light. He raised his eyes and saw the figure coming in through the door.
It took Luo Zhi a while to recognize that the blurred color block in his vision was Ren Chenbai.
Ren Chenbai did not come alone.He also brought Luo Cheng, and the two shadows stood on the edge of the large, almost white light.
Luo Cheng walked to Luo Zhi's hospital bed.
The girl's complexion was not very good, she bit her lips and looked at him silently.
Luo Zhi put down the phone and smiled: "Little sister..."
"What do you mean?" Luo Cheng asked at the same moment, hoarse voice, "I just want to do what I want to do, do you have to use this method to punish me?"
Luo Zhi paused for a moment before lowering her gaze.
"You want to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life, don't you? Make me blame myself forever, thinking that it's because of me that you can't think about it."
"You didn't want to give the company to the second brother, so you directed and acted this one yourself."
Luo Cheng's voice seemed to tremble a little: "That's the idea you made, you hate me, you will never make me feel better..."
Luo Zhi's pale fingers that were resting on the quilt slightly convulsed, curled up little by little, and retracted into the palm.
"No." Luo Zhi's tone was very relaxed, "I fell asleep in the car."
His body sank back into the pillow, he raised his head and frowned, "I'm too tired, I didn't wake up, Brother Chenbai made such a big fuss..."
"You are still wronging Brother Chenbai!"
Luo Cheng gritted his teeth and stared at him with hatred: "Obviously Brother Chenbai saved you! You almost—"
Luo Zhi looked at the needle hole on the back of her hand, and said "Oh" slowly.
... Luo Cheng is really easy to be stereotyped.
During the years that Jian Huaiyi was in charge of taking care of the younger sister, she didn't teach Luo Cheng how to be cautious in words and deeds, how to deal with questions, and pushed her into that big dye vat-like circle.
Luo Cheng seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, shut his mouth tightly, and turned pale uncontrollably.
……
When being carried out of the car by Ren Chenbai, Luo Zhi's breathing was already very weak.
If it is a normal person with a high fever, the risk is not too great.But Luo Zhi suffered from hypoglycemia at the same time and fell into a coma. No one knew what would happen if the time dragged on.
Luo Zhi himself didn't know about his situation at that time until now, but Luo Cheng clearly knew about it.
That's why when defending Ren Chenbai, he blurted out without thinking.
"I almost died then."
Luo Zhi softly helped her complete it, and then raised her head curiously: "Little sister, you know that I almost died, so your first reaction is to hate me, and ask me if I have ulterior motives and direct and act on my own?"
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