They Regretted it After Their Hearts Turned to Ashes

There are many preparations that need to be done before the operation, but there are actually very few things that need to be done by the patient himself.

Luo Chi was admitted to the hospital. Apart from being dragged to a series of physical examinations and wearing a bunch of scattered instrument wires, there was nothing else to do, only resting in bed as prescribed by the doctor.

Because it was too busy, Luo Chi couldn't help but asked Mr. Ying to borrow a computer.

At this time, the ward was very quiet, and there was no one in the corridor.

It is a single ward itself. Although it is inevitable that there are buzzing instruments everywhere, and the smell of medicine and disinfectant is obvious, the overall layout is still warm and comfortable enough.

The windows were bright and clean, and the sunlight came in through the windows, giving the room a lazy warmth.

Ming Weiting was taken by Xun Zhen for the final pre-operative consultation.Luo Chi sat alone on the hospital bed and played with the computer. When he raised his head, he saw Mr. Ying's coat hanging on the hanger.

After Luo Chi woke up, he didn't need to see his jacket to know that Mr. Shadow would come back, but Ming Weiting kept this habit.

Sometimes because of his weak body or being too tired, Luo Chi would accidentally fall asleep, and when he woke up, he would find that the coat was covered on his body at some point.

Luo Chi likes those coats very much, he will be happy whenever he sees them.He tapped the keyboard with one hand, added this sentence to his letter, thought about it and added parentheses after it.

brackets.

Details, colon.

Luo Chi was concentrating on recalling, while skillfully typing on the keyboard.

After figuring out the possible consequences of the operation, Luo Chi went to consult the doctor, and also searched the Internet for an opportunity, how to convert short-term memory into long-term memory.

Those who will go to the Internet to search for this problem seem to be children and parents who are deeply troubled by their studies.Luo Chi watched a lot of videos, and even almost couldn't resist the temptation to buy an online course on memory teaching, and finally mastered the most basic method.

He would recount everything he wanted to remember with as much precision and detail as possible.The more and more vivid the details, the better the effect.

Originally, Luo Chi only wrote about the suit jacket, but after reciting it over and over several times, he slowly typed out the words "casual clothes".

Luo Chi sat for 3 minutes, looking at the words "casual clothes" on the screen.

He looked at the still blank screen, then lowered his head and looked at his chest.

... Mr. Shadow in casual clothes.

Mr. Shadow, who was wearing casual clothes, imitated his movements and tapped his chest lightly.

Then had a one-on-one session with his heart.

He then spoke on behalf of the heart.

Then Mr. Shadow looked at him, and his heart skipped a beat for some reason, and Mr. Shadow put his hand on his chest.

The fabric of the casual clothes folded his shirt softly.

……Then.

Luo Chi pressed his chest, took a few slow and deep breaths, and then let out a long and melancholy sigh.

He quietly lifted the quilt a little bit, temporarily lowered the air conditioner by half a degree, and looked at the thirteen "ah"s that he pressed on the screen.

no doubt.

Although I don't know how much memory will be lost, I don't know whether these long-term memories that have been transformed with great difficulty will be preserved, or will be completely erased with the next operation.

I also have no idea what is different about this thing, what is the mysterious power of this casual clothes.

……

But when he woke up again, seeing these thirteen, he must have no way of understanding what he was thinking when he wrote the letter.

This memory failed to be translated into words later.

When the head nurse came to the ward to check and record the instrument data and fetch water, Luo Chi tried to borrow a pencil and note paper.

Luo Chi originally thought that he would have to give a convincing reason and guarantee that he would pay the money—but the development of the matter was completely unexpected and smooth.

Not only did he easily borrow the pen and paper, he was also praised by the head nurse for cooperating with the treatment with a smile, and he was also rewarded with a toffee.

Luo Chi didn't expect this kind of development at all, sitting on the hospital bed, holding the piece of candy and widening his eyes.

"Everything is normal." The head nurse explained, "In the ward on this floor, patients with good indicators will be rewarded."

The people living here are all tumor patients waiting for surgery, and this is not the first time they have received patients with special identities.But this time, the entire nursing station undoubtedly liked this young man who was very cooperative and super polite, who didn't talk much but liked to laugh.

The head nurse is approaching retirement age, and the family also has a son who is a few years older than him.

Seeing the young man who obviously hadn't recovered from his senses, whispered "thank you" and his ears turned red quickly, the head nurse's heart became softer: "When will the surgery be, will your family accompany you?"

Luo Chi blinked his eyes slowly, then his eyes suddenly brightened up, and he pursed his lips and nodded vigorously.

"Accompany." Luo Chi hadn't said that for a long time, and when he spoke, he was a little jerky, "There is someone."

He took a deep breath, and said the words clearly and proudly: "Someone is waiting for me to get better."

The head nurse nodded, smiled and said softly, "Get better."

The head nurse clenched his fist to cheer him up: "Come on."

Luo Chi also clenched his fist: "Come on, come on."

The head nurse smiled even more, couldn't help rubbing his head, and rewarded him with a candy.

She asked about Luo Chi's physical condition, her tone was gentle and patient, and she specifically praised Luo Chi for cooperating well with the treatment.He also gave Luo Chi an indwelling needle, the technique was steady and light, and it didn't hurt at all.

Luo Chi sent the head nurse away with a wave, peeled off two toffees and put them in his mouth, his left and right cheeks bulged together, humming a song and immersed himself in sketching.

It turned out that the hospital was so good.

He wants to apologize for his prejudice against the hospital before, and he will write this matter in the letter later.

In the future, we must protect our health and avoid going to the hospital, but we can see the head nurse. If the head nurse says that I can walk, I will remember to come back and tell them.

Now toffee has become the second best thing.

……

The next two days flew by quickly.

Luo Chi got a thick stack of sticky notes, and whenever he had time, he immersed himself in sketching, and then stuffed them all into the interlayer of his guitar bag and hid them.

There were several more letters, some for himself and some for Mr. Shadow.

Those thirteen "ah"s are still in brackets.Luo Chi was still reluctant to delete it in the end, he decided to treat this as a mystery, and let the postoperative self explore what was going on bit by bit.

As for other things... Luo Chi himself did not expect that his ward could become so lively.

The cause may be traced back to a little girl who ran to the wrong floor and ward. She was just seven years old this year, and she also had something growing in her head. She was waiting for an operation in the hospital.

The little girl's parents were so busy and exhausted that they only cared about discussing the condition with the doctor, but the child accidentally overheard her.The little girl was afraid of the operation and cried so much that she sneaked out of the ward while the adults were not paying attention.

Later, the nurse station downstairs received a call, and when they rushed upstairs to pick up the nurse with their frantic parents, the little girl was lying on Luo Chi's bedside and playing with him, I guess.

She didn't cry at all, and was coaxed by Luo Chi to be extremely brave, jumping up and down into her mother's arms.He raised his small arms arrogantly, and now he is going to fight with the things in his head.

Luo Chi was using chemotherapy drugs, leaning against Mr. Ying's body, unable to move, leading her to shout slogans in a very low voice: "Who will definitely get better!"

"I will definitely get better!"

The little girl shouted super loudly: "Brother will definitely get better!"

The little girl's parents were pleasantly surprised and distressed, and thanked them non-stop, wiping away tears.Luo Chi also smiled and shook his head slowly, thanking the little girl earnestly.

The red-eyed mother carried the little girl back to the bed. Luo Chi was held by Mr. Shadow, holding the soft little hand and slowly pulled the hook, listening to the little girl tell him "no change for 100 years".

……

Luo Chi decided to learn this too.

On the morning of the operation, Luo Chi also hooked up with lucky fans: "No change for 100 years."

His ideals have changed rapidly, jumping from 93 years to 100 years in just a few days, but the idol and lucky fans obviously don't think there is any problem at all.

Ming Weiting hooked his fingers, leaned over and lightly touched his forehead: "It won't change for 100 years."

Mr. Shadow is still wearing that casual jacket today.

Mr. Shadow didn't fall asleep last night, sitting on the edge of the bed and watching him.

Mr. Shadow finally made a handicraft for him, which is a pavilion made of shells, next to his shell boat.

...he really likes Mr. Shadow.

Luo Chi raised his hand to touch Mr. Shadow's eyes.

Ming Weiting was stunned for a moment, and let him touch without dodging, but when he realized that Luo Chi's strength was not enough, he lowered his head voluntarily.

Luo Chi stroked his eyelashes slowly, pursed the corners of his mouth, and whispered, "See you later."

Ming Weiting nodded, and Wen Sheng followed him: "See you later."

Luo Chi had already had a preoperative injection.The drug has sedative and anti-anxiety effects, but this time he didn't feel any discomfort like being sedated before, but he was still a little reluctant to sleep.

These days, Luo Chi is reluctant to sleep every night.

He heard that retelling memory maintenance and strengthening exercises before going to bed has the best effect, although he is not sure if what the lecturer said is true... But in the bonfire party ten years ago, every picture was indeed imprinted. It's getting clearer.

He saw Aunt Ren.My aunt stood outside the crowd smiling at him, waving at him, cheering and applauding him loudly with everyone, and he and the guitar were tightly hugged by my aunt.

He saw his conch, surrounded by the brightest star lights behind the reef, with big smiling faces painted on the wet sand.

He saw a ship moored in the night in the port.

……

Luo Chi closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and let it out bit by bit.

After that, he hasn't made another wish for ten years.

According to the sayings on the Internet, a wish that has not been made in ten years should be enough to accumulate a considerable amount of character.He didn't know how much luck he had left—after all, everything these days was too lucky, too much like a dream, he almost thought he was dreaming...so the headache was really not hard at all.

In those utterly obvious and real pains, he confirmed that answer to himself over and over again, and it turned out that it was all true.

Everything that happened was real, not a dream or a dying hallucination sunk in the ocean.

In fact, it is very logical, after all, how could he imagine such a good illusion on his own.

Luo Chi didn't know how much luck and character he had left, but he decided to use up all his reserves and make one last wish that was not greedy at all.

If he really will forget a lot of things... At least let him remember Aunt Ren and the bonfire that was burned by the sea.

The bonfire shone on Aunt Ren, his guitar, the conch behind the reef and the stars in the sky.He was sitting by the campfire, his face burned by the fire, and when he stood up and raised his head to breathe, he saw the boat moored by the water.

The boat was moored not far from the coast, and he could cross it by wading.It might be presumptuous of such a sudden visit, but it didn't matter, someone was waiting for him on the boat.

He will remember that there is a person on that ship with all the letters he wrote to himself ten years later.

He would read them one by one, retrieve the memories he had repeatedly recited one by one, and then follow the guidance of those letters to find other clues he had left behind.

He left a lot of clues for himself, which can be analyzed slowly one by one.

At that time, he had to figure out why his heart beat so fast when Mr. Shadow kissed the heart under his chest.