They Regretted it After Their Hearts Turned to Ashes

Ren Chenbai raised his eyebrows.

He didn't think much about it at first, but after being mentioned like this by the other party, he remembered that Luo Zhi's behavior in the ward seemed to be a little strange before he left last night.

……

From the strange questioning to the hysterical and out-of-control crazy questioning, from beginning to end, it was just Ren Chenbai's embarrassing and absurd one-man show.

Luo Zhi was unexpectedly calm, and seemed to be completely immersed in her own world.

It wasn't until Ren Chenbai grabbed his collar that Luo Zhi finally felt it, and slowly raised his eyes to look at him.

Luo Zhi looked at him, but there was nothing in his eyes.The pupil light is scattered, and the falling point seems to be in a more ethereal and ungraspable place, and it seems to be looking at a shadow that has long been abandoned by Ren Chen in vain.

After looking at it for a long time, those eyes bent softly, and before the very shallow smile had time to climb up the eyebrows, the eyes were fixed on Ren Chenbai's face as if he had just woken up.

Then Luo Zhi staggered his gaze, and never looked at him again.

Then, no matter what Ren Chenbai said, Luo Zhi just lowered his head as if he hadn't heard anything.

The dark and dense eyelashes trembled once, then trembled again, and finally fell slowly as if they were overwhelmed.

Luo Zhi didn't look at him anymore.

……

After returning from the hospital, Ren Chenbai couldn't fall asleep again, and he was also very irritable throughout the day,

He completely attributed this irritability to the remorse caused by accidentally destroying his mother's belongings—this responsibility can easily be blamed on Luo Zhi's head.

If Luo Zhi hadn't avoided Ren Chenbai and escaped into the car, Ren Chenbai wouldn't have had the chance to destroy that car.

If Luo Zhi hadn't kept this matter a secret, Ren Chenbai would have known who owned the car earlier, and of course it would be impossible to attack that car.

Look, no wonder the Luo family blamed Luo Zhi for everything.

This is an experience that couldn't be more relaxed, it can avoid all troubles and self-blame, the only thing to do is to hate Luo Zhi.

It's too easy to hate Luo Zhi.

Ren Chenbai withdrew his mind.

He recalled the scene last night, and cooperated with the doctor's reminder, only to realize that Luo Zhi probably couldn't hear him at that time.

Ren Chenbai nodded and asked, "And then?"

The doctor on duty couldn't help but froze.

This private hospital is owned by the Ren family. In fact, many people know that Ren Chenbai is not as gentle and kind as the outside world thinks.

They have seen Mr. Ren accompanied by his mother's hospital bed, carefully peeling an apple, and at the same time calmly ordered "abolish the cooperation of XX", "fire the department manager who is dereliction of duty", "dismiss XX Redundant Department".

When giving these words, Ren Chenbai's tone was no different from now.

Very calm and indifferent, knocking on the chessboard against a chess piece that is on the verge of death, perhaps with a slight interest in watching from the sidelines.

I can't hear you.

and then?

The doctor on duty naturally understood Ren Chenbai's attitude, shook his head, shut his mouth tightly, and retreated to the corner of the elevator.

The elevator dinged to a stop on the top floor.

Ren Chenbai didn't pause, and when the door opened, he went straight out of the elevator.

……

Luo Zhi locked the door of the hotel.

He put his hand under the faucet of the sink, squeezed some hand sanitizer, and rinsed the oil on his hands repeatedly.

The cold and clean water flowed on his hands, splashed on his fingers, and white sprays flew up.

Luo Zhi slightly opened his eyes wide.

Curiously, he touched the water with his hand back and forth, as if it was the first time he had seen such a thing.There was water splashing on his eyelashes, and he instinctively blinked his eyes to hide. The water icy made him tremble slightly, and then it dripped into his eyes again and burned, making his eyes hurt.

Luo Zhi thought about it, and said: "It hurts."

He couldn't hear his own voice, so he didn't know it was just air, but it didn't matter, he dubbed himself in his head.

"It hurts, it hurts." Luo Zhi suddenly fell in love with this game, as if he had just learned a new word, while repeating it back and forth, he used his hand to move the water, laughing to hide from the splash of water that he made.

This area uses groundwater, which is as cold as thousands of needles piercing into the bones. He kept playing with the water like this, and his beautiful fingers, which had been washed long ago, were soon turned pale and stiff from the cold.

Luo Zhi didn't know how much water got into his eyes, he rubbed his eyes vigorously, the cold hands on his forehead felt very comfortable, so he turned off the faucet, and used his hands back and forth to ice his face.

In this way, he played with himself for a long time, and when the water in his hand was almost dry, he took out his phone and clicked on the memo.

In the memo, there is a short explanation Luo Zhi left for himself, explaining why he is here and what he is here for.

This is the hotel closest to the waste disposal plant.

His car was scrapped and he came here to find the wreckage of his own car.

There will be no loopholes in Ren Chenbai's arrangement, his car must have been completely destroyed, but Mr. Ren was born wealthy, so he doesn't know how to earn a living working under the ground.

His car is so good, the spare parts are worth a lot of money.

Doors, glass, rearview mirrors, wheels... Maybe there is anything that hasn't been sold and thrown in a yard full of ruins. You only need to give the guard a few hundred yuan and add a pack of cigarettes, and you can go in and think about it. How long have you been turning over?

Luo Zhi walked out of the bathroom with her mobile phone, sat on the sofa, and stared at the note that was less than a page for a long time.

It took him a while to think about who Ren Chenbai was.

I don't know why, his mind has been running a bit slowly recently, and there are often large blanks without warning, and sometimes he can't even remember what happened before and after the current time.

For example, now, Luo Zhi spent quite a long time thinking about why her car was scrapped, who scrapped it, and what happened besides this.

……

When he found the answers to these questions, the sky outside the window was already dark again.

Luo Zhi still maintained the previous posture and sat on the sofa.

After answering his last question, he was about to get up when he was suddenly pulled by a sharp burning pain, and lost his strength and fell back heavily.

It came from his stomach.

This means the need to eat.

Luo Zhi got the answer in only one second this time, he was very satisfied with himself, raised his hand and gently pinched his earlobe.

This is what Aunt Ren praised him for.

Every time little Luozhi gets particularly good grades, or has great achievements in other fields of interest, or can play the whole song "Two Tigers" with the guitar intermittently... Aunt Ren knows it well. Like this, she touched Xiao Luo Zhi's earlobe, and praised him exaggeratedly with a smile.

Luo Zhi selected a memory that was highlighted and cherished, and clicked to play it automatically in a loop in his mind, and pursed the corners of his mouth to let Aunt Ren exaggerate his praise.

There is one particularly obvious benefit of not being able to hear the sound of the outside world. At this time, the voice in my head becomes extremely clear, almost as if it is real.

This is also very comfortable, and you don't have to be noisy outside, and you can listen to whatever you want.

Luo Zhi was very satisfied with the status quo. He pressed his stomach with one hand, supported the sofa to stand up at the slowest speed, walked to the other side of the sofa, opened his schoolbag and took out a bag of instant noodles.

Tear open the package, break off a piece and put it in your mouth to chew slowly.

Eating fast hurts the stomach, so chew slowly and eat little by little, and remember to drink water when you are dry.

After finishing this whole process, he didn't pass out, nor did he spit out what he ate.

Perfect, plus ten points.

Luo Zhi touched her earlobe again.

He behaved so well today that he was a little flustered, and Aunt Ren's voice in his memory also coaxed him, the more he boasted, the more outrageous he became.

"Little Flame is so cool!"

"Little Huomiao is so powerful, most people will never be able to do it."

"Little Huomiao is so cute. Anyone who sees you will definitely like you. If they don't like you, there is something wrong with them."

"Little Huo Miao is so good."

As soon as Luo Zhi was happy, she ate a whole bag of instant noodles.

He added two more toffees for himself, drank a few sips of water, took out a portable blood glucose meter from his school bag to disinfect, and measured his blood sugar.

Luo Zhi compared the tables and compared them.

He is super fit.

Luo Zhi put down the blood glucose meter, stood up in the dark room, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When he ran out of the hospital on the first day, he forgot to test his blood sugar and forgot to eat. He felt dizzy while taking a shower, and fell asleep accidentally.

The aunt who came to do the cleaning thought there was no one in the room, and when she tidied up the bathroom, she found Luo Zhi fainted on the ground, and she was so frightened that she almost called the police.

Having had the experience of the turmoil, Luo Zhi summed up the new life experience, and now she has become more and more proficient.

Luo Zhi rubbed his clothes while taking a shower, he changed into a newly bought oversized T-shirt as pajamas, hummed a silent song with his toothbrush in his mouth, and hung the clean clothes on the air.

After finishing this, he turned on the desk lamp a little bit, opened his palm like a baby, and carefully looked at today's harvest under the light.

He found a small piece of tinted glass.

Only his car can use such a cool color-changing glass. It should have been accidentally broken when it was disassembled and resold, and it was mixed in the dark brown gravel all over the ground. It took him more than forty hours to find it. .

Luo Zhi smoothed the sharp edge of the glass little by little on the ground, and cleaned it again and again after returning. The small piece of broken glass was lying in his palm glisteningly.

enough.

Today is the third day since he escaped from the hospital.

He has found what he wants, so let's get out of here tomorrow.

Go to a new place, start a new life where no one knows him, don't call him Luo Zhi anymore, how can anyone name a child "Zhe Zhi".

Luo didn't like it either, he really wanted to take Aunt Ren's last name, but he felt tired of thinking of Ren Chenbai.

Then call it a flame.

The more Luo Zhi thought about it, the more satisfied she became, and she mentally imitated the scene for a while.

He wears a pendant made of color-changing glass, and wanders around the world with his guitar and drawing board on his back. When he meets anyone who dares to question him, he introduces himself confidently.

"What's the matter, you can't sing if you can't hear."

"What's the matter, no one is allowed to have the surname Huo."

"What's the matter, you don't deserve to live well without a home."

……

Luo Zhiguang was so overwhelmed by his own thoughts, he rolled over on the bed, his head hit the wall with a "boom" accidentally, his consciousness was suddenly pulled in by the dizziness caused by the sudden flip, everything in front of him Suddenly the lights went out.

The pane of glass leaked from his fingers.

Luo Zhi's breathing was stagnant, and he fell off the bed without thinking, groped around but couldn't find it, and quickly turned on all the lights.

He was so dizzy that he could hardly stand up, his heartbeat fluctuated quickly and slowly, as if a hand was holding his heart, kneading it lightly and heavily.

But it doesn't matter, this kind of thing is not important.

Luo Zhi also turned on the phone's lighting, and he illuminated the floor inch by inch, until he found that small piece of glass in the most inconspicuous corner at the foot of the bed, and held it firmly in the palm of his hand, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.

It wasn't until this time that Luo Zhi realized that he was sweating non-stop, and his body was so weak that he couldn't stand up.

He found that his right hand was trembling uncontrollably, so he had to hold it with the other hand, and then pressed his body against the bed and his arms together.

"How can you run around?" Luo Zhi stretched out his fingers, poked the glass one by one, and reprimanded it with an air voice he couldn't hear, "You are my home, don't you know?"

Glass probably knew he was wrong, and lay obediently in his palm without talking back.

Luo Zhi closed her eyes in satisfaction and rested for a while, then began to reflect on whether she was too aggressive, opened her eyes, and apologized softly and softly.

"I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't be showing my temper." Luo Zhi discussed in a low voice, "Should you let me go home?"

Glass must have softened his heart.

Luo Zhi doesn't care, anyway, this is a small theater he made up for his own entertainment. He is the director, so he can do whatever he says.

He must have softened his heart, how could he not be allowed to go home because of such a trivial matter?

When the dizziness didn't stop, Luo Zhi supported the edge of the bed and slowly tried to stand up.

He is looking forward to a new life.

Although he hadn't started at all, he could almost imagine that he would wander the world freely with his family.

Luo Zhi stood up several times but failed to stand up. He looked at his two legs with some doubts, and stretched himself again. This time, he successfully exerted force on his left leg, but his right leg was still limp and motionless.

Oh no matter.

Anyway, it will be fine when you wake up.

Luo Zhi apologized to the hotel in his heart, he tore off the quilt on the bed bit by bit, pulled a pillow for himself, and lay on the floor wrapped up in a ball.

very nice.

Luo Zhi held the piece of glass that was stained with her own body temperature, hid her hands on her chest, curled up little by little, and closed her eyes contentedly with a smile.

The moon is bright and the wind is quiet.

He is so happy.