Playing deaf and dumb in the hunter world

Watching Xiaojie lose his mind and being carried limply by the staff on his shoulders and taken out of the arena, I didn't react to the funny scene just now.

"He will definitely not accept a qualified judgment after he wakes up." Hanzo explained to Nitero, but looked at me, "There can only be one unqualified person, if Xiaojie passes even my test No, do you think he still has a chance to beat the others?"

Nitero looked into Hanzo's eyes, and said kindly: "Don't worry, Xiaojie has already passed the qualification. Even if he has objections, the result will not change. Even if Xiaojie refuses to accept and kills me, once he passes the qualification, the hunter qualification will not be changed." will not be cancelled."

"I see." Hanzo nodded and walked off the arena.

Hanzo was right, and he did the right thing.But... Seeing Hanzo's calm expression as if nothing happened, I clenched my fists and my heart was in chaos.

Qi Ya stepped forward to stop Han Zang: "Why did you deliberately lose to him?"

Hanzo turned his head: "On purpose?"

Qi Ya: "You should think of a way to make him surrender without killing him."

Hanzo: "When I torture people, I will always have the consciousness of being hated by the other party all my life. And it is effective and easy to do so. Once a person is bullied or tortured, his eyes will definitely stare at the opponent with fierce eyes. The meaning of hatred, It's hard to get rid of it even after training. But there is no hatred in Xiaojie's eyes. Can you believe it? After I broke his hand..."

My heart suddenly hurt, and the crisp sound of bone cracking seemed to be right next to my ears.

"...His eyes can still forget about [hate]."

The image of Hanzo's blade piercing Xiaojie's forehead appeared in my mind. Xiaojie's eyes were still so clear and firm, without fear, hatred, or pain, just so determined to move forward.

Yes.Because Xiaojie thinks what he has endured is [naturally]!So he has no hatred at all!

"...That's why I appreciate him." Hanzo continued to walk forward, "If I had to say why I lost, it would be this."

I was in chaos... all kinds of emotions in my heart were constantly entangled... the pictures that emerged in my mind were constantly changing... Xiaojie's firm eyes, Xiaojie was severely knocked down to the ground, Xiaojie struggled to get up again and again, Xiaojie Jie vomited blood, three hours of torture... blood all over the floor... Xiaojie stumbled to his feet, Xiaojie lost his eyes, Xiaojie's arm was broken, and there was a crisp sound of bone cracking... Xiaojie screamed in pain , The screams echoed in the hall... Xiaojie's face was covered with sweat and his teeth were clenched, Xiaojie was carried down in a coma...

And my younger brother...Xiaojie...he thinks these things are [naturally]!

I recalled the days on Whale Island again.

Xiaojie who always smiles... Xiaojie who holds my hand... Xiaojie who reminds me to eat on time... Xiaojie who always picks up strange creatures... Xiaojie who carefully bandages the injured tanuki Jie... the kind Xiaojie... the naive Xiaojie... the young Xiaojie who doesn't want me to worry...

Xiaojie who was beaten and bruised all over his body!

Xiaojie, who I can't protect!

Xiaojie... is my younger brother!

Hanzo’s words just now faded away, and only the crisp sound of cracking bones remained in my mind, repeating over and over, over and over, over and over again...

I didn't pay attention to how Hisoka and Kurapika played against each other in the second match, until Leorio slapped me awake: "Hey, Miss Wei, are you okay? The third match is here, and it's you vs. Hanzo! "

With his head down, he untied the burden on his back and handed it to Leori.

Leorio: "Wow! It's so heavy!"

Take off the windbreaker and give it to Kurapika who just got off the stage.

Kurapika: "Be careful!"

I walked slowly onto the field in silence.

Hanzo greeted me a little nervously: "Oh...Miss Wei...you..."

"Crack!"

Extremely crisp.I removed Hanzo's jaw.

The flames of anger rose coldly in my veins, this was the first time I hit someone.

Since I was a child, I have always adhered to five lectures, four beauties and three loves; entered key high schools, studied in prestigious universities, and took the first-class graduate examination; respected teachers and teachers, loved classmates... My life has never been derailed.

I didn't expect that one day I would fight so angrily.

Taking a deep breath, raised the board calmly: "I'm very angry."

Hanzo was stunned by my aura, his mouth was wide open like a fish in extreme water shortage.

Lifting the board: "That's my brother. You just hit him. So I hit you too. 27 punches, 4 kicks, 5 palm strikes, and [-] elbow strike."

Hanzo's expression seemed to be unable to understand the sentence I wrote, and the audience was completely silent, and there was an eerie silence.

Raising the board: "I won't allow you to admit defeat until I get these back. That's it."

I stretched out my hand to caress Hanzo's chest, there was no need to think, it was just the simplest straight punch, and he was beaten to the ground, with blood overflowing from the corner of his mouth.

He raised the board indifferently: "Just now, my younger brother was beaten by you to vomit blood." I clenched my fists, trying to make myself forget the feeling of hitting the human body just now.

Raising the board: "My brother is like this! You hit him until he couldn't vomit blood anymore!!" It was another straight punch.

Hanzo was knocked down again in embarrassment.He struggled to get up and looked up at me.

Avoiding his sight, I strike again.Hanzo was sent flying out.

I was trembling all over, and the fist that hit me just now was burning with pain.Tears overflowed in the eye sockets and were held back.

Raising the board: "That's my brother's arm! He was holding my hand just now! Why did you break it!"

I dodged to avoid Hanzo's shuriken, and cut him to the ground with a hand knife.

Tears rolled down, and he raised the board: "You...I will break your arm too."

"Miss Weird!" Leorio yelled.

"There's something wrong with her." Kurapika was also a little moved.

Hisoka smiled with interest, Jila Kuta took half a step back.

Hanzo tried his best to turn his head to look at me, but I turned my head away from him.

Like Hanzo did just now, I bent his left hand over his back, closed my eyes, and gave him a hearty elbow...

There was a crisp bone cracking sound.

Just the same as Xiaojie...

I am very sad.

I got up, turned around, I still closed my eyes, and raised my board: "I admit defeat."

Ignoring the uproar of candidates behind me, I rushed towards the lounge...

Looking at Xiaojie who was unconscious, with bruises all over his body, and a thick plaster cast wrapped around his left hand.My tears burst again...

Mr. Sa Ci, who was sitting by the side reading a book, got up immediately when he saw me coming in: "Don't worry. His injury is not as serious as it looks. The broken bone is very clean, and it is hoped that it will fully recover when it is reattached."

I didn't have the energy to reply to Saci, so I forced a smile.Slowly walked forward and held Xiaojie's only good right hand. The small hand was warm and softly spread out on my hand. I was sad and wept silently.

Mr. Sachs backed out considerately and closed the door gently.

Very lightly, very lightly touch Xiaojie's forehead with an X on the OK bandage, fool, do you think you are a three-eyed child...Stupid Xiaojie, why didn't you dodge at that time...If Mr. Hanzo's sword hits you again Any heavier, and you'll die...

Tried hard to make myself smile, but failed... Tears flowed out violently, and I couldn't stop...

I...I'm really useless...At first...I wanted to be a lioness, but I hardened my heart to watch the cub go out...Knowing that you will be fine...but still...

Originally... I was already mentally prepared... for beating someone or something... when I came to the scene, something happened... and I wanted to protect you... I'm really useless... I'm really useless...

The way Mr. Hanzo looked at me...I dare not look directly...I don't even have the consciousness to bear hostility and hatred after attacking others...I, I'm really useless!

Hitting someone... My hand hurts too... It hurts so much... I actually cry... I'm really useless...

Xiaojie, get up and scold me...you have a useless older sister...

I'm thinking and weeping... I'm crying and thinking...

I know that Mr. Hanzo is merciful to you... He will spare three points with all his strength... He even felt guilty and asked you to beat me back... But I am still angry...

I was actually angry with myself...but I took out my unbearable resentment on Mr. Hanzo... I, I am really useless...Mr. Hanzo, he just wanted to comfort me when I broke his arm... I, I'm really useless...

I knew it a long time ago... I was mentally prepared... I obviously...

Xiaojie...you will definitely laugh at me...I'm really useless...

Holding Xiaojie's hand, I shrank into a ball from crying.

This is the first time I've cried in six years...

I sobbed and buried my head on the bed without making any sound... Tears silently soaked the sheets.

I can no longer cry... I haven't made any sound for six years, and I live silently... I can't even talk in my dreams... I cry helplessly, in this little coma and me In Jie's infirmary, I cried wantonly as if I had been greatly wronged...

I don't like hitting people at all!Hitting is wrong...but I did anyway...

I don't want to be a heroine at all!So cowardly and constantly escaping, just desperately wanting to live...

I don't like time travel at all!This world is so scary, I can't ignore other people's lives and pain...

I don't understand at all why you want to fight and kill!I know you are not wrong, this world is not wrong...so it is me who is wrong...it is my past 20 years...

In fact, I like singing very much. I have a good voice. The mezzo-soprano professor in the music department always wants me to change my major... I have been an announcer and host for eight years in that world. Poetry recitation is particularly contagious...but I haven't even uttered a single sound in this world...

In fact, I like painting very much. If it weren’t for the fact that I was so good at cultural subjects that I was reluctant to give up, I would almost have to go to the animation major of the Academy of Fine Arts in high school... But in this world, I am just a mute orphan who was raised in the mountains... I shouldn’t I know too much... I am so interested in the design of the small cart, but I just want to take the opportunity to revisit my previous interest...

In fact, I miss home very much... But I never dare to think deeply about the changes in the original world without me... I don't even dare to think about it, I am afraid that I will collapse and cause doubts...

Actually I'm not very adaptable...it took me [-] years to get used to life in Whale Island...I was always nervous...the world scared me...

I don't want to lie all the time...I don't want to lie to you...I like you and Mitt, mother-in-law, everyone in Whale Island...and Mr. Fox Bear and Mr. Fish Spirit...

Actually, I want to go back... Although I know I can't go back...

I cried wantonly, telling my grievances silently...

Xiaojie... Xiaojie... I'm really useless... Am I...?

I should be like a classic time-traveling girl who calls the wind and rains and casts beans into soldiers.The conspiracy is comparable to Meteor Street, the violence is comparable to spider legs, saving the world like the Virgin, sacrificing oneself to illuminate the suffering, and then successfully abducted to Ilmihisokulolo, the knight Feitan is also good, and finally the world is very happy to have children ...

Xiaojie... Do you think I have lost the face of the time traveler... I am really useless... Really useless...

Crying, as if I was going to cry out all the strength in my body, I lay on the bed, just fell asleep holding Xiaojie's hand...

Xiaojie... I'm so useless even crying...

In the dream, someone gently put on a coat for me, someone gently hugged me to the bed next to me, and someone gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes...

My heart is sore and warm... I close my eyes and feel embarrassed to open them...

Everyone……

I think I'm going to cry again...