The tenth generation of Pengele wants to confess to me

My head was very dizzy, like a ball of paste, it was a mess, and I didn't know what was in it.

Ma Tao tried hard to open her eyes, but found that her body was out of her control, every cell seemed to be turned into a stone, heavy, making her uncomfortable.The chest was extremely dull, and there was a strange emotion deposited in the heart.But she couldn't remember anything.

"Is she still awake?"

"Well, the doctor said that she has not eaten for two days and has a high fever, and she is very weak now,"

Someone is talking beside me, the voice is very familiar,

Her thinking gradually became clearer, and the darkness in front of her eyes seemed to be mixed with undercurrents and surging light, constantly rolling out from the depths of the world, until she was also involved in this vortex.

She saw that the black and red light gradually condensed into a black-haired boy, he looked down at her, his red eyes were like a vengeful demon from hell, carrying the malice that went deep into the marrow.

He wasn't looking at her.

This kind of crazy desperate and painful feeling, he is looking through her, looking at other things, that kind of thing is like a chain, entwining him tightly, every movement of smiling will lead to eternal pain.

Ma Tao felt that maybe she didn't have that kind of experience. She couldn't understand why this person locked herself in hatred and lost her eyes to find the light.Because for a person, the most beautiful thing in life is to carry the light of others.

—Because I have lost all light, I am willing to fall into darkness.

She looked at his eyes that were scarlet as if they were about to shed tears of blood, and her heart was cold.

—But I know, I've been doing it wrong all along.Because of you, all these grievances have nothing to do with it.

,Eh?Ma Tao looked at the young man in front of him in surprise, and a bad premonition suddenly floated in his heart.

——Now, everything is finally over.

The young man relaxed his tightly clenched hands, his expressionless but gloomy face stretched out a little bit for some reason, all the chains on his body snapped, and his liberated body and mind began to blur, as if in the next second, It will disappear with this chain,

Ma Tao suddenly realized that the chains were not only binding him, but supporting him. The life and soul that had collapsed a long time ago continued to survive in this world.

- I will not regret it, because I have no choice.

——Once I leave the hatred on which I live, I will die.

——It’s very cowardly, me.The more cowardly a person is, the more afraid of death he is.

——But now, I think I have enough courage to face it.

He suddenly laughed, and that shy yet pure smile reappeared on his face as if it had crossed time and space.Just like the little him who stretched out his five fingers to the blue sky in the afternoon with the fragrance of green grass.

"I am very happy, I want to live with my father and everyone forever. 』

That's it, it's perfect.

He allowed his figure to gradually blur, and slowly closed his ruby-like eyes.

"Are you stupid?!"

The sudden sound made him stunned. He looked at the girl who had appeared suddenly before, her cheeks were flushed, and she looked at him angrily with bright black eyes.

"What kind of light, hatred, and chains—are you deceiving yourself? Is it so difficult to find a reason for you to live! Isn't being able to live itself worth celebrating? Losing the light, Just find another one! Don’t you know that you carry the light of so many people on your body? Those who died can’t come back, but they left all hope of life to you!— —”

Ma Tao didn't even know why he said these words, he only knew that his heart was filled with emotions that he didn't know whether it was anger or something, and his whole body was trembling non-stop.She bit her lip and looked at him stubbornly with red eyes.

She rarely saw her father when she was young, until that day, when the black coffin was sent back by a group of people.

"Mato, there's only you and Hiro left for mom,"

The always strong woman hugged her and wept uncontrollably, while Xiaohong looked at them and smiled ignorantly from the crib.

From that day on, she understood that she had to work hard to live strong, and live a life that was as bright as the sun.Put on the brightest smile, don't complain, be strong.

"That child Mato, maybe because his father passed away early, he has been very strong since he was a child.No matter what happened, she never complained or caused trouble to her family, but it was just because of this that it made people feel distressed and worried. 』

"If you cannot banish the darkness where you are, become the light you want."

She straightened her back stubbornly, her eyes were burning, and she looked straight into the bottom of his heart.

*******

The boy in front of her remained silent after she said that sentence, staring at her with complicated eyes until he disappeared into this black dream.

Because of the excitement just now, as soon as she calmed down, Ma Tao felt a little exhausted. She simply sat on the "ground", because in this dark dream, everything seemed to have a substance, but there was no substance.

I'm so tired, when will I wake up? Now that her thinking is clear, she suddenly remembered that the conversation she heard just now should belong to Huang Quan and Ah Gang.

Great, Huang Quan is fine.

The stone on the chest seemed to be moved away, and smooth air was poured into the lungs at once.In fact, Ma Tao was worried that he would faint, what would he do if he lost Huang Quan?

Now as soon as she relaxes, she feels a little sleepy again.

She curled up into a small ball, put her head on her knees, and felt that her consciousness was going to blur again.

But it doesn't matter, let her sleep for a while, just for a while, she promises to wake up alive and kicking,

The black dream space turned into a vortex again, and she turned and turned in it.Ma Tao even felt that he would keep spinning like this, and his brain would turn into a mess again, until his "body" stopped abruptly.

Eh?

So warm, who is the person hugging her?

Her vision gradually changed from blurred to clear, and she vaguely saw a glowing figure tightly imprisoning her in her arms.

"Agang?"

The figure that originally had no real face gradually turned into the appearance of Sawada Tsunayoshi, but Ma Tao didn't know this, but thought that the person who hugged her at the beginning was that boy.

As for why he thought so, Hei Yi Ma Tao didn't go into it.

"Ma Tao, you always worry me so much." The boy's gentle and reproachful voice rang in his ears.He grabbed Ma Tao's shoulders and made her face his slightly frowning face.

Ma Tao smiled shyly and twitched the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, slightly staggering the boy's scorching gaze.For some reason, her cheeks felt a little hot, why did Ah Gang keep staring at her so close, was she nervous, she must be too nervous, otherwise why would her heart beat so fast all of a sudden.

"Ma Tao."

The boy's voice was suddenly a little low, she was startled by the sound that was so close, and she turned around quickly.But because the arc of the movement was too large, the tip of his nose touched his chin.

The tiny touch spread from the tip of the nose, and the tingling feeling like an electric current spread to the entire chest cavity.The heart skipped a beat.Ma Tao opened his eyes stupidly, looking at the face of the young man who was so close, he couldn't speak a word.

"you......"

Only her brown eyes and thick black eyelashes were reflected, and the familiar face was full of doting and tenderness, and they got very close.Ma Tao even felt his warm breath coming towards his face.

.......Eh eh eh eh?

What, what's going on - what are you doing so close, so close!

Although she was thinking of pushing him away, Ma Tao was frozen there, her heart was beating faster and faster, as if it was about to pop out of her chest, and she was the only one left in the whole world. The sound of her heartbeat and the boy's gentle breathing, by the way, there was also the hand that locked the back of her head at some point so that she could not escape.

Getting closer, getting closer,

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

Ma Tao suddenly sat up from the bed, clutching the quilt tightly with both hands, panting heavily, the moment her eyes opened felt a little stinging, but she realized almost instantly that it should be a dream,

She buried her head in the quilt, trying to ignore the sense of loss at that moment, what a ghost! Forget it, forget it, forget it!!

Ugh, how could she have such such a shameful dream!

"What's the matter with you, Ma Tao? Are you uncomfortable?"

Huang Quan, who was sleeping on his stomach beside him, was awakened by the girl's screams, and asked anxiously. Although her thoughts were still a little unclear due to lack of sleep, she still clearly saw the girl's reddened ears.

"Fever again? I'll call the doctor!—"

"Eh?" Ma Tao raised his head abruptly, "No fever! No need to call a doctor!"

"Really?" Huang Quan turned around in doubt, and tried the temperature of her forehead with his hand, "Liar, it's so hot."

How can I tell her that it's not because of a fever that blushing, Ma Tao feels that his nerves are about to collapse, so he can only say vaguely:

"Anyway, I don't have a fever anyway, I'm very energetic now! Really!"

Huang Quan sized her up twice with suspicious eyes. Although she did look energetic, she was incoherent and blushing, so she was really trying to be brave.

In the end, she rang the bell beside the bed, and after a while, doctors and nurses came to examine Ma Tao.Then the doctor said that her fever has subsided, but she is a little weak, and she will be able to go home later with some glucose infusion.

"Huang Quan, have you been staying here all this time?" Ma Tao looked at his friend's thick dark circles and asked guiltily and worriedly.

"Nope," Huang Quan smiled gently, "Don't worry, I've had a good rest, and you're the one who's sick now, so go get some sleep."

"But I can't sleep," Ma Tao was forced back into the bed by Huang Quan, so she could only open her big eyes and look at her with aggrieved eyes.

"Hey, Ma Tao has woken up?" The surprised boy's voice sounded at the door of the ward, and Sawada Tsunayoshi walked in with an insulated box, "Mom cooked white porridge, do you want Ma Tao to eat?"

Ehhhhh Aang? ! ! !

A certain girl who was completely unprepared felt that she was not well just hearing his voice. She pulled up the white quilt in a panic, shrank herself in, and rolled over completely into a Only chrysalis.

Kokichi Sawada:"......"