After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

He never loved me.

The warm candle light illuminated the whole room, and the blood gushing from his wrist soaked the red rope on Yuhuai Xing's wrist.

That day...the sky was covered with a layer of red light, as if it had been stained with blood.

……

The wound on the arm that was tortured by Gu Cinian, who couldn't see the original scar, began to ache faintly, holding the wound with his hand, slowly exerting force.

Blood leaked from the wound and slowly flowed down his arm, soaking the thin shirt inside him.

The pain made him wake up gradually. The dark seeds in his heart, wanting to tie Yuhuai Xing to his side, break his wings, and cut off all his backs, tied him to him. Soil of the sun.

He has the ability to do this, and can completely make Yuhuai star only depend on him in this life, but...he dare not, let alone be willing to part with it.

He was afraid of seeing Yuhuai Xing's reddened eye ends, and every time he saw his sad appearance, his heart felt as painful as a knife.

But he couldn't let go of Yuhuai star either.

Yuhuai star has long been fused into his blood, without Yuhuai star, he would not be able to live.

The wound on his arm, which was hard to heal, was roughly torn open by him again, and the pain spread from the wound, bringing bursts of pain.

But he was quietly relieved.

This time, he could use the excuse of filming a variety show to get in touch with him, and he couldn't waste this opportunity.

At breakfast, Liu Yong and Zhang Mei came down to cook, but they were surprised to see Zhang Mei who had already set a table for breakfast.

"Mr. Gu, are you doing these?"

Gu Cinian gave a faint "hmm" and looked at Yuhuai Xing who was standing in the crowd.

"I thought you were someone who didn't even enter the kitchen, but I didn't expect you could cook."

Chen Yuer recovered from the shock, she spooned a bowl of porridge and drank it, the soft and thick porridge was wrapped in the aroma of mushrooms and chicken, which directly opened up people's taste buds.

"It's delicious!" She couldn't help giving a thumbs up, full of admiration for Gu Ci Nian.

Most of the young people nowadays don't go into the kitchen very much. For a long time, Liu Yong and Zhang Mei have been cooking for the program "Pastoral Life".

This is the first time they have to eat without cooking, and the taste of the meal can be compared with that of a chef.

Gu Cinian pushed the custard to Yuhuai Xing, but didn't speak.

Yu Huaixing glanced at Gu Cinian, is he fulfilling what he told him just now that it is best to keep a distance from him in the show?

Glancing at the custard in front of him, he murmured "thank you" before moving the spoon.

It was already difficult for him to fall asleep at night, but now that the environment has changed and the weather is even more difficult, he didn't sleep for long before waking up.

His mental state is not very good and his appetite is not good. It is easier to digest some custard now.

The tender custard melts in the mouth, and the eggy aroma wraps around the tongue and stimulates the taste buds.

Gu Cinian was relieved to see that Yuhuai Xing was willing to eat. Although it was because he was filming a show, at least he ate.

The food on the table is all digestible, and all of them are Yuhuai Xing's favorites. He thought about making a few more and he would eat a little of each one.

After breakfast, they had to work. The guests went to work in groups in exchange for wages. Only with wages can they buy ingredients.

The program group only provides ingredients for breakfast, and guests have to earn money to buy lunch and dinner.

"Xing Xing and I will go to the mountains to pick wild vegetables." Ye Zi said.

Chen Yuer bluffed and said, "Ye Zi, didn't you like picking wild vegetables before? Why did you suddenly change your sex today?"

Ye Zi packed the things needed for picking wild vegetables, and said: "Xing Xing is here for the first time, take him to the mountains to have a look."

"Oh - Ye Zi still has such a delicate mind!" Chen Yu'er joked, she also wanted to be with Yu Huai Xing, but since Ye Zi said it first, she had to sigh and give up.

After packing up his things, Ye Zi glanced at Gu Ci Nian, and said with a smile: "Mr. Gu should be in the same group as Brother Yong. Brain activities should be very suitable for you."

[Yezi has changed a lot in this issue! 】

[Since ancient times, heroes have been saddened by the beauty pass, it seems to be true! 】

[Yezi, you can grow some snacks!Don't you know what Mr. Gu thinks about Xing Xing? How dare you openly be with Xing Xing! 】

[Xing Xing didn't say that he would agree to Gu Cinian, so why couldn't Ye Zi agree? 】

Following the noise of the comments, Yu Huaixing and Ye Zi went into the mountains together.

While walking on the road, Ye Zi introduced the plants that Yu Huai Xing saw on the road, but Yu Huai Xing stayed on Yu Huai Xing's face from the corner of his eye.

In fact, he saw Gu Cinian's small actions on the dining table just now, and it is not difficult to guess that the breakfast on this table was specially made for Yuhuai star by Gu Cinian.

He watched the press conference specially held by Gu Cinian before, and he also watched the other trending searches related to Yuhuai Star.

Because of this, he deliberately separated the two of them.

"Thank you just now, Ye Zi." Yu Huai Xing said.

Ye Zi turned to look at him, and Yuhuai Xing explained: "I've watched several episodes of this show, but you don't really like going into the mountains to dig wild vegetables, don't you?"

Ye Zi smiled, the two agreed, and he said, "You're welcome, it's just a matter of little effort."

There was something wrong with the live broadcast camera just now, and the staff went back to change it, so they dare to speak like this now that there is no camera.

As the two walked, Ye Zi suddenly said: "You didn't sleep well last night because of Gu Cinian?"

Yu Huaixing turned his head, only to see Ye Zi smiled at him: "Have you ever been with Gu Cinian before?"

Ye Zi apologized: "Last night, you seemed to sleep very badly. You didn't sleep after waking up in the middle of the night? When I got up to drink water in the morning, I accidentally heard the conversation between you and Gu Cinian."

He looked towards the mountain and walked slowly, and said softly: "I also had a boyfriend five years ago, and he was my childhood sweetheart."

"It's just..." Ye Zi smiled, with a hint of sadness in his eyes, "We can never be together again."

Yu Huai Xing paused, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I reminded you of unhappy things."

Ye Zi shook her head: "That's what I want to say."

He looked down the mountain, and the photographer and the others hadn't come back yet, so they continued to go up.

There was a sound of firecrackers not far in front. Ye Zi looked at the smoke. These days, the rain and fog are hazy, and the smoke and rain and fog merge together, looking at the wisps of green smoke like in a painting.

Ye Zi stopped and stood on the edge of the mountain, and Yuhuai star also stopped here.

"At that time..." Ye Zi said slowly, as if remembering something, there was a happy smile in his eyes, "We grew up together, he doted on me very much, and always protected me like an older brother. He left, went abroad, and we didn't see each other for a long time after that."

Ye Zi lowered his eyes, turned around and continued to walk forward: "I have been calling and sending messages to Brother Kan, but it took him a long time to reply to me. At that time, I was actually very scared, afraid that I was in an unknown situation. I'm going to make him angry, and I'm afraid I won't see him."

"At that time, I didn't know what that feeling was. It was different from the ordinary feeling of wanting to see friends and brothers." He chuckled lightly, his voice a little hoarse, "Later he finally returned to China, and the moment he saw him I finally understood my feelings for him, but when I realized it was more joy than fear."

"I have been clinging to him since then, but I didn't dare to confess, and I was even more afraid that he would refuse. Once I got drunk and played with him crazy, and I cried and said that I liked him. Brother Kan was very quiet that night, and didn't even say much. In a word, he just hugged me, hugged me very tightly, and when I leaned on his shoulder, he said softly in my ear, "Ye Zi, I love you too, I love you very much." "Ye Zi recalled, his misty eyes couldn't hide his happiness.

"We got together after that day, and I later found out that he left because he liked me and I was afraid that I would not be able to bear it, and even more afraid that he would hurt me, so he left. The five years together were the happiest time for me, but... ..." He lowered his eyes, eyes covered with sadness.

"This matter was known to our parents. His parents have always been prejudiced against homosexuality. They thought it was a disease, and even blamed me. When they humiliated me, they even forced him to find a woman to marry Kan. Later... Brother Kan committed suicide." Ye Zi finally couldn't help it, tears filled his red eyes, and the emotions he had been holding back poured out like a flood.

The wind with the drizzle whizzed past, carrying the bone-piercing cold.

Yu Huaixing looked at Ye Zi, and her eyes couldn't help turning red.

At this moment, he could feel how desperate Ye Zi was.

Ye Zi's voice was completely hoarse: "Brother Kan left me a letter, he said...he will not betray me, but he can't just watch his parents force each other to death, and even more can't stand his parents' treatment of me. Abusive and insulting, so... when I received this letter, I also received news of his death."

Standing on the edge of the mountain, he looked at the bottom of the mountain, that foot was still going forward, Yu Huaixing hurried forward to hold him when he saw this.

"leaf!"

Ye Zi turned back and smiled at him, but her eyes were soaked in bitterness, leaving only sadness in her heart: "Do you think I'm going to commit suicide?"

He looked at another mountain in the distance, and said softly: "It's not that I haven't thought about it, but... the last sentence that Brother Kan said in the letter cut off all my retreats. He said that he couldn't give me happiness, but I hope I am happy, let me live, and live with his happiness."

Yu Huai Xing choked up in his throat, he didn't know what to say, and he didn't let go of Ye Zi's hand.

"Xing Xing, you loved Gu Cinian, I will tell you that this thing that has been buried in my heart is not wanting you to follow my path again." Ye Zi wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but the red eyes could not hide his heart the pain.

"Ye Zi, thank you." Yu Huaixing smiled at him, turned his head to look at the mountaintop covered by mist in front, and said, "Gu Cinian and I are different from you, your Brother Kan has always loved you deeply , and Gu Cinian...he never loved me."

The events of the previous life flashed before my eyes one by one, and the pain and pain in the past are still vivid when I think about it now.

There is no love between him and Gu Cinian, and the current entanglement is just to punish him for his stupidity in his previous life.

Looking at Ye Zi, seeing the shock and confusion in his eyes, he said: "Ye Zi, I know how painful the heart-piercing despair is, he will let you live, probably because he doesn't want you to suffer for him, so... Live happily with his share of happiness."

Not far away, there was the sound of crackling firecrackers. The closer the Chinese New Year was, the more people set off firecrackers. In the rural suburbs, fireworks and firecrackers could not be restrained, but it was a bit of a new year.

The sound of those firecrackers covered up the shrill wind, and a small trembling flower revealed its petals in the cold grass.

Ye Zi looked at the mountains surrounded by mist in the distance, his eyelashes wet with tears trembled, as if seeing Brother Kan calling him with a smile, the corners of his mouth slightly curved.

Standing on the mountainside, the cold wind dried the tears on the face. After a long time, the photographer finally changed to new camera equipment.

The fans who had been waiting to see the scenes of Yuhuai Xing and Ye Zi couldn't help feeling resentful, but when they saw Yuhuai Xing and Ye Zi, their resentment was reduced by half.

[The program team can have a snack, the whole day of filming is coming to an end at such a slow pace! 】

【Xing Xing and Ye Zi have a good temper, I would have scolded them otherwise! 】

【Eh?Why are Xing Xing and Ye Zi's eyes red, especially Ye Zi's eyes, as if they have been crying? 】

[How could you cry?Maybe it was blown by the wind, the wind is strong on the mountain. 】

The live broadcast commented on you and me, but the topic was quickly taken away, and finally it all fell on digging wild vegetables.

Yu Huai Xing had never dug wild vegetables before, so he quickly mastered the technique according to Ye Zi's explanation, and they quickly dug a lot of wild vegetables with Ye Zi.

The sky is getting darker and darker. Before, it was just tiny raindrops caught in the wind, but now the raindrops are getting bigger and bigger as the wind is getting colder.

"Let's go, it's raining heavily, and the road down the mountain will be difficult later on," Ye Zi said.

The photographers and the staff of the program team also rushed over to urge them to go down the mountain quickly. It is dangerous to go up the mountain in rainy days, but now it is still raining so heavily.

Pack up the wild vegetable leaves that have been dug, and Yuhuai star each take half of them and walk down the mountain. The road on the mountain is slippery, and the mud has been soaked. It is a bit difficult to walk when walking, and it is easy to slip if you are not careful.

The rain gathered, and the light raindrops just now fell down in an instant with the sound of thunder and a sudden "crash" and a downpour.

They quickened their pace, but the road on the mountain was puddled by the rain, and the leaves slipped accidentally.

"Yezi!" Fortunately, Yuhuai Xing helped her in time, and the staff breathed a sigh of relief.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the sky had already darkened. At this time, we could only use the light of a flashlight.

As we were walking, someone suddenly yelled, "Run quickly! The landslide above is falling!"

As soon as the words fell, with a "boom", the mudslides rolling down from above rushed down like tigers and giant beasts.

Everyone ran forward in a panic, and amidst the sound of rain and thunder, a figure appeared in front of them, and that tall figure ran anxiously against them.

The staff couldn't see the man's face clearly, so they could only shout quickly: "Don't go this way! The mud on the top of the mountain has collapsed, run! Run back!"

The tall figure who ran over rushed towards this side even more anxiously as if he hadn't heard it. When it was approaching, the staff could clearly see the appearance of the coming person through the rain curtain.

The sky was pitch black, the torrential rain was mixed with the cold wind, their clothes were soaked, and their bodies were a little numb from the cold rain, but they didn't dare to stop for a moment and run quickly to the village down the mountain.

The mountain road was muddy, and Yuhuai Xing's foot happened to get stuck in the pit while running. Gu Cinian saw his pupils shrank suddenly, and suddenly shouted: "Xing Xing, be careful!"

As a hoarse voice passed by, Yu Huaixing was hugged by the man rushing forward, and under the loud thunder of "Boom"——

"Xing Xing! Mr. Gu!"

They were submerged by mudslides.

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!