lose him.

"Don't smoke so much, it's bad for your health." The man's voice was deep and gentle, as if full of affection.

As the white mist gradually dissipated in the hazy smog, the man's face gradually became clearer. Yu Huaixing raised his eyebrows lightly: "What? Is my smoking bothering Mr. Gu?"

"I don't mean that for the stars!" Gu Cinian hurriedly explained, "I'm just worried about your body."

Yu Huai Xing snorted lightly after hearing this: "Really, then what is your identity? There is nothing between us."

The evening wind blew by, and the late autumn night wind was cool, blowing Yuhuai Xing's soft black hair and lifting the corners of his light clothes.

Gu Cinian quickly took off his coat and put it on Yu Huaixing's body, and reached for the mint cigarette held between his fingertips.

"It's windy."

Clothes two sizes larger than his own were draped over his body, covering his body and blocking the cold wind blowing in front of him.

Gu Cinian's body temperature was still on the clothes, and the moment it touched the skin, the coolness on the skin melted away, leaving only warmth.

Looking down at the coat on her body, Yu Huaixing slowly raised her eyes after a few seconds: "Gu Cinian, what are you doing?"

Looking at Gu Cinian's gentle appearance, the tenderness and pampering that Gu Cinian treated him during the time when he lost his memory suddenly flashed in his mind.

During that time, Gu Cinian stayed with him every day, cooking for him and giving him massages, even when he was sleeping, he had to hug him in his arms and coax him.

As if afraid of losing him.

When he was gradually recovering his memory, Gu Cinian looked at him, who was tossed by the memory and collapsed, his eyes were full of distress, he hugged him and kept apologizing, begging himself in a low voice, what was he thinking at that time?

Facing Gu Cinian's dark eyes, he glanced at the unfinished menthol cigarette that the man had just taken from him.

The cigarette butt flickered in the dark night, and the white smoke drifted into wisps of light smoke with the wind.

He took out another cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, slowly took a puff and asked softly: "Gu Cinian, what were you thinking during that time? Is it guilt?"

Breathing out the smoke lightly, he curled the corner of his mouth and smiled: "After so long, you also have a conscience? Afraid that the former me will seek your life, so do those things to alleviate your guilt?"

There are a few lamps hanging on the trees by the lake, and the faint lights are reflected in Yuhuaixing's beautiful eyes, illuminating the coldness in his eyes.

The smoke of mint smoke was blown away by the wind, wisps of light smoke obscured the moonlight, Yuhuai star smiled slightly, her curled long eyelashes fanned slightly, like a beautiful manjusawa.

Yu Huaixing's words were like sharp needles piercing his fragile heart, Gu Cinian's body froze, and he smiled wryly: "It's not guilt."

In his previous life, he witnessed Yuhuai Xing falling into a pool of blood with his own eyes. When Yuhuai Xing's body gradually lost its temperature in his arms, he experienced collapse for the first time.

A kind of despair on the verge of death swept his whole body, gradually spreading from the cold deep in his heart to all his limbs.

He didn't understand what that feeling was, he only knew that Yuhuai star couldn't die, and he absolutely couldn't lose Yuhuai star.

If it was about asking for his life...he would rather Yuhuai Xing come to him and ask for his life, but Yuhuai Xing didn't even want to look at him more.

"Not a sense of guilt?" Yuhuai Xing leaned against the stone wall, her beautiful eyes slightly bent, half a smile, "Then you want to say because you like me?"

"Ha..." His eyes fell on the menthol cigarette between Gu Ci Nian's fingers, the burnt mint ash was blown away by the wind, and the cigarette butt burned the skin between his fingers.

The hot cigarette butts shone brightly on the fingertips, the thin skin was scalded, and the ash mixed into the flesh and blood.

"Since when did Mr. Gu start to be obsessed with love? Let's take a look at the wound on your finger first."

After being reminded by Yuhuaixing, Gu Cinian realized that the cigarette butt had already burned the skin between his fingers, and the tingling pain came from his face, but there was no emotion on his face.

Yuhuai Xing casually glanced at Gu Ci Nian's wound, then turned to look at the calm lake.

The lake at night is the dark blue color of nan*maple, and the evening wind blows across the lake, creating circles of ripples, and the shadows of the leaves reflected in the water by the lights make it even more silent.

Gently rubbing the red string on his wrist, he slowly lowered his long eyelashes, took a deep breath of his cigarette, extinguished the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can, turned and left.

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian didn't care about treating the wound on his hand, he grabbed Yu Huai Xing and handed the bag in his hand to Yu Huai Xing, "You have a small appetite, but you still have to eat well, otherwise your stomach will feel uncomfortable gone."

Looking down at the things in the bag, it was an insulated box, which probably contained the meals that Gu Cinian had prepared.

He just glanced at it and didn't answer it, and withdrew his hand from Gu Cinian's: "If you don't hold it firmly, I always worry about it."

Back home, Yu Huaixing came out of the shower, caught a glimpse of the clothes next to her, and remembered that she forgot to return the clothes to Gu Cinian.

Picking up the phone, he wanted to send a message to Gu Cinian, but when he clicked on WeChat and saw the contact's note, he was suddenly stunned.

After looking at the contact whose note was "husband", he realized that the note he changed when he lost his memory was forgotten to change back after recovering his memory.

His slender fingertips touched the screen, and after changing the note, he changed the WeChat couple nickname and couple profile picture.

After doing this, he sent a message to Gu Cinian, telling him that the clothes are with him, if he still needs them, he will wash them and send them back to him, if not, he will tell him the price, and he will transfer the money to him.

As soon as the message was sent, the other party replied immediately.

Gu Cinian: [Yes!It doesn't matter if you don't need to wash it! 】;

Yuhuai Xing stared at Gu Cinian's words for two seconds. In the past, Gu Cinian never used exclamation marks when sending messages, as if he was so careless and cold towards everything, and the words did not have the slightest emotion.

Gu Cinian's chat box kept showing "typing" at the top of his head, and finally he sent a cute dog happy emoji.

His avatar and WeChat name remained the same.

The emoji of "Happy Dog" is a puppy lying on the ground obediently holding a heart and laughing. It's so cute that it can't be associated with Gu Cinian's demeanor.

Yuhuai star watched for two seconds and replied: [I will wash the clothes and send them to you. 】;

After the message was sent, he didn't look at his phone anymore, turned on the computer, repaired the ending of the picture he drew recently and shared it on Weibo.

Immediately after the picture was sent out, fans liked, commented and forwarded the news reminder, and the fans cried and expressed emotion.

[Madam finally remembered the Weibo password? Huh, huh, fortunately, I didn't give up! 】

【This painting is beautiful, but why does it feel a little sad? What happened to my wife recently? 】

[The red roses in the painting and the shadows on the ground always feel stuffy when I look at them. Am I feeling too much?The emotions conveyed by my wife's paintings can touch me every time! 】

This picture is a field of red roses in full bloom, the bright red dyes the sky red, but the shadows falling on the ground are full of regret and a touch of sadness.

At the beginning, Yu Huai Xing just looked at the lake in the distance and drew casually. When he came back to his senses, he had already drawn a large area of ​​roses.

Looking at this painting now, Yu Huaixing's heart is very light, like a lake swept by the wind, without even ripples.

-

Time passed quickly, and soon it was the end of the semester.

"Senior!" Lin Yu ran over and gave the flowers in his hand to Yuhuai star.

Yu Huai Xing sighed softly: "I said I don't need to buy flowers often, I'm not very interested in flowers."

"I want to give it to the senior." Lin Yu still smiled brightly as usual.

This winter is as cold as usual, and the winter in the south is bitingly cold. The wind blows like needles piercing my bones.

Gu Cinian did not appear in Yuhuai Xing's classroom once this semester, which undoubtedly made him heave a sigh of relief.

He didn't want to have anything to do with Gu Cinian at school.

"Brother Xingxing!" Not far away, a man waved to Yuhuai star. He came over, glanced at Lin Yu and smiled politely, and then stuffed the hand warmer into Yuhuai star's hand.

Lin Yu froze for a moment when he saw Fang Zihuai's movements, and looked at Yuhuai star, he took the lead and said, "Senior, who is this?"

Yu Huaixing introduced each other to the two of them, and both of them smiled politely at each other and reached out to shake hands, but they all let go the moment they touched each other.

"Lin Yu, right? Brother Xingxing and I have something to do. If you have nothing to do, we'll leave first." Fang Zihuai showed a mature smile, and walked out of the school with Yuhuaixing.

In fact, this is not the first time he and Lin Yu have met, but this is the first official meeting.

Every time he comes to B University to find and Yuhuai star, he often sees Lin Yu sticking to Yuhuai star's side, but he doesn't care much about Lin Yu.

Although he is about the same age as Lin Yu in this life, and Lin Yu is one school year older than him because he went to school a year earlier, but in his previous life, Lin Yu was just a little boy, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

"Brother Xingxing, I have confirmed the school for the school." Fang Zihuai opened the car door for Yuhuai Xing, "Brother Xingxing will be my senior from now on."

Yuhuai star smiled: "Congratulations."

Fang Zihuai came to Yuhuai Xing today to celebrate his recommendation. When he went to the restaurant, Yuhuai Xing smiled gently, "Order whatever you want."

"Brother Xingxing treats me, of course I won't be polite!"

The waiter brought wine glasses for the two of them. Yuhuai Xing's wine glass touched Zi Huai's wine glass and said sincerely: "Zi Huai, congratulations."

"Thank you Brother Xingxing!" Fang Zihuai took a big sip of the wine in his hand.

After a meal, both of them drank a lot, Fang Zihuai was fine, but Yuhuai Xing didn't drink very well, so he didn't notice it at first, but now he was a little dizzy when he got drunk.

He went to the bathroom to wash his face, and after Yuhuai Xing paid the bill, the two went back.

Fang Zihuai originally wanted to stay with Yuhuai Star for a longer period of time, but Yuhuai Star had no choice but to give up the rest of his plan now.

After returning home, Yu Huaixing saw Gu Cixu standing at his door paused, and it took a while for his dizzy head to come back to his senses: "Ci Xu, have you been waiting here for a long time?"

Seeing Yuhuai Xing, Gu Cixu knew that he must be drinking, so he hurried over to support him, and said, "I just came here, Xing Xing, why did you suddenly drink?"

"Zi Huai was escorted. I promised to treat him to dinner."

Opening the door and entering the house, Gu Cixu put the things in his hand on the table, found an insulated box containing hangover soup, and sighed in his heart: Brother is really well prepared.

A few months ago, Gu Cinian suddenly came to him and asked him to help deliver meals to Yuhuai Xing every day, saying that Yuhuai Xing refused to accept the things he sent, but his stomach was just right and he couldn't stand the toss.

It took several months for this meal to be delivered, and Gu Cixu's relationship with Yuhuai Star was also drawn a lot closer.

"Xing Xing has some hangover soup first." Gu Cixu handed the hangover soup to Yuhuai Xing.

"Thank you." Tang Yuhuaixing drank half of the hangover, but his head was still not sober, so he leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes to relax.

Gu Cixu looked at another insulated box in the bag, which contained the blood-enriching soup that Gu Cinian had boiled for a long time.

Every time Gu Ci reads the meals prepared for Yuhuai Xing, he likes them, and the nutrition is balanced, even the same ones are not repeated for a week.

Although Yuhuai Xing's body is healthy, but his foundation is poor, he still has to continue to nourish him. In terms of food, Gu Cinian personally prepares food according to Yuhuai Xing's physical condition and his appetite, so he doesn't feel at ease letting others handle it.

Looking at the soup in the insulated box, Gu Cixu was hesitating when to wake Yuhuaixing to let him drink the soup when his phone rang.

He glanced at the notes on his phone, turned his head to look at Yuhuai Xing who had already fallen asleep, and got up to answer the phone on the balcony.

Not long after hanging up the phone, Gu Cixu saw the message and hurried to open the door.

"Brother, you are here."

"How is Xing Xing?" Gu Cinian came in anxiously.

Gu Cixu said: "Xing Xing is fine, just drunk and still sleeping."

Just now Gu Cinian called to ask about the situation of Yuhuai Star, but after listening to it, he still couldn't help worrying.

Walking to the edge of the sofa, Gu Cinian looked at the peacefully sleeping Yuhuai Xing with flushed eyes. It had been a long, long time since he had seen Yuhuai Xing's face so closely.

Every time he tried to cook food that would allow him to eat more according to Yuhuai star's appetite that day, he would feel more at ease when he heard everything about Yuhuai star from Gu Cixu's mouth every day.

Even if you just hear some insignificant things, but as long as it is about Yuhuai star, even insignificant things become important.

His outstretched hand trembled a little, he gently stroked Yu Huaixing's face, carefully picked him up and walked towards the room.

Gu Cixu followed Gu Cinian, only to see that Gu Cinian's cold and world-weary face finally had other emotions, and his sharp eyes became soft at the moment, looking at Yuhuai Xing as if there was endless tenderness in his eyes.

Over the years, he almost watched Gu Cinian change, even though he was still cruel and fierce in his bones, but in front of Yuhuai Xing, he was gentle and completely different from him.

He put away all his arrogance for the sake of Yuhuai Star, and was willing to be inferior to his attached primary school. Even the unbearable before, he repeatedly conceded his bottom line for the sake of Yuhuai Star.

But is it really useful for him to do so much?

In the past few months, he has come to deliver meals to Yuhuai Star every day. During this period, he realized that there was an irreparable gap between Gu Cinian and Yuhuai Star.

Looking at the scene in front of him, Gu Cixu sighed and turned around, and slowly closed the door behind him.

Yuhuai Xing's room was very clean, so clean that there was no breath of life, as if he was just sleeping here and could pack up his things and leave anytime and anywhere.

"Xing Xing...I'm sorry." Gu Cinian hoarse, holding Yu Huai Xing's hand tightly for several minutes.

The person in his arms suddenly shrank his body in his arms, his brows furrowed tightly.

Gu Cinian quickly pulled up the quilt and wrapped it around Yuhuaixing, hugged Yuhuaixing and patted his back gently coaxing him.

Seeing the blue color in Yu Huaixing's eyes, he knew that he must have not slept well again, so he gently stroked it with distress.

Seeing the strange little bear in the room, a cold light flashed in his eyes: "Soon, things will be resolved soon."

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