After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Stupid and deserved it!

He tried his best not to let Yuhuai star see the trending searches, but now he appeared in front of them, Fang Zihuai subconsciously took a step forward to block Yuhuai star.

"Gu Ci Nian, you really linger!" Fang Zihuai frowned.

He didn't want Yuhuai Xing to see hot searches not only because he didn't want Yuhuai Xing to recall the day when he was injured, but also because of what Gu Cinian did... He was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would be moved by it.

After two lives, from the heartbeat at the beginning to the heartache and regret later, he didn't want to let go of Yuhuai star, let alone regret it again.

And the most important thing is that no matter who can give Yuhuai Xing happiness, that person is definitely not Gu Cinian!

"Go away." Gu Cinian raised his cold eyes and glanced at Fang Zihuai, his indifferent voice did not fluctuate, but it seemed to be wrapped in frost.

"What right do you have to tell me to leave?" Fang Zihuai insisted.

Across Fang Zihuai, Gu Cinian saw Yuhuai Xing's pale face that had not yet recovered, and his heart was instantly tugged.

Holding Fang Zihuai by the collar and throwing him aside, Gu Cinian's eyes were piercing: "Xing Xing has a phobia of the dark, do you dare to take him to the movies?"

Fang Zihuai was stunned, and retorted with a sneer: "Gu Cinian, do you have the right to criticize me? Haven't you met Brother Xingxing before? And without your false reminder, I naturally know that Brother Xingxing has a phobia of the dark!"

"You know how dare you—" Gu Cinian put a little force on Fang Zihuai's neck, and put a hand on his arm.

Looking up along the white wrist that was pulling his arm, his heart was suddenly stabbed fiercely when he met Yu Huaixing's indifferent eyes.

Yu Huaixing looked at him, his voice was very calm: "Gu Ci Nian, have you had enough trouble? What do you want to do? Or did you find a new way to play this time and came here to trouble me?"

Facing Gu Ci Nian's dark eyes, he said word by word: "Who I watch movies with has nothing to do with you. What is your identity when you come here to question Zi Huai now? Don't make it look like we are very familiar. It doesn't matter."

"Okay, it doesn't matter." Gu Cinian's voice choked up, and he released Fang Zihuai following the force of Yuhuai Star.

Taking a deep breath, he said: "Xing Xing, I know I'm not qualified to say anything, and I didn't dare to ask for your forgiveness, but... that movie, when you watched that movie before, you were clearly sad, why did you agree to be with him?" Come and see?"

It's very sad... Ah, it turns out that Gu Cinian knows.

When watching a movie, the previous memories flashed before his eyes like a revolving lantern. He was also afraid that his emotions would make Gu Cinian unhappy, so he could not help but find an excuse to secretly go through those feelings in the bathroom alone. An indescribable sadness.

He always thought that Gu Cinian didn't know, but he didn't realize that he knew, he always knew.

"Heh..." Yuhuai Xing smiled lightly, "So what? Didn't you just ignore it before, but now you come here on purpose as if you cared about me, because you feel that you have kept me in the dark It's too stupid, you can't see it, so you "kindly" tell me, right? "

"No!" Gu Cinian felt a sudden pain in his heart, looking at Yuhuai Xing's cold eyes, he took a hard breath, "I, I never thought about that!"

When he watched this movie with Yuhuai star in his previous life, he vaguely noticed Yuhuai star's emotions, but at that time he just thought that Yuhuai star's feelings were easy to touch so he didn't care about it.

And at that time... Yuhuai star's figure in his heart became more and more obvious, in order to eliminate the figure in his heart, he deliberately didn't even ask.

In this life, ever since he knew that Yuhuai Xing had a phobia of the dark and some of his previous experiences, he suddenly realized that Yuhuai Xing was not touched by the movie at that time, but maybe because he couldn't help thinking of the darkness after seeing the movie. past.

Yu Huai Xing is very afraid of pain, but he always bears it, not even acting like a baby.

His lame acting like a baby is still the result of studying hard because he is afraid of getting angry.

These... probably have something to do with his past.

Because no one hurts, so I don't act like a baby, and I don't dare to act like a baby.

When Yuhuai star lost his memory, what he learned about his past made him wish to kill Yuhuai star's so-called "parents" who were not as good as animals. How much pain and suffering did Yuhuai star endure at that time?

Whenever he thinks about it, his heart hurts badly.

He should have pampered Yuhuai star in his heart and protected him for the rest of his life, but it was himself who suffered the most from the wound that Yuhuai star could not heal.

"Gu Cinian, thank you for coming here to tell me that I was really stupid before." Yu Huaixing looked at him with beautiful eyes, and smiled at him, but the smile didn't reach his eyes at all.

"The stars are not like this!" Gu Cinian suddenly felt flustered, "I was wrong before, I deserve to die! But don't be like this, you are not stupid at all, I am the one who is stupid, I am stupid and deserve it! "

"Xing Xing... don't say that about yourself, it's all my fault..." He shook Yuhuai Xing's hand, "You can treat me whatever you want, but don't do this, okay?"

Fang Zihuai stared at Gu Cinian's hand holding Yuhuai Xing, he gritted his teeth and was about to shake off Gu Cinian's hand, when he saw Yu Huai Xing withdrawing himself from Gu Cinian's hand without hesitation hands.

Seeing the arrogant man in front of him begging him in a low voice, Yu Huaixing was not moved at all.

Because he knows—maybe some people should live in the abyss all their lives, and they can never live in the light.

He was too stupid in his previous life, and he didn't understand this truth until he died.

In this life...he will no longer be attracted to the light, nor will he be that moth again.

It was enough to go through the deception back then, the grievances and sorrows he suffered in the golden cage.

He smiled lightly, the feeling of death was familiar to him all too well: "Gu Cinian, he is dead, the Yuhuai star you want has long since died."

Without taking another look at Gu Cinian, Yu Huai Xing turned to Fang Zihuai and said, "Zi Huai, let's go."

Gu Cinian stood on the spot, staring straight ahead, the pain in his heart made him almost forget to breathe.

The words Yuhuai Xing said just now kept lingering in his ears, like sound waves reverberating in the bottom of his heart round and round, constantly hitting the deep part of his soft heart.

He died... Yes, in his previous life his hands were still stained with Yuhuai star's hot blood. Later in the cold wind and heavy snow, the temperature of Yuhuai star's blood gradually disappeared with the temperature of his body, and the blood also coagulated.

The naturally hanging hand trembled a little, and the palm slowly rose up. Gu Cinian's dark eyes stared at the palm, as if he could still see the blood that had once coagulated in his hand.

The palms of his hands slowly went numb, and the memory flashed by frame by frame. He took a deep breath, but his heart ached.

At this moment, the heart felt as if it was being gnawed by thousands of insects and ants in the depths of the heart. The venom in the teeth paralyzed the heart, and there were bursts of pain that could not be scratched.

……

After Yuhuai Xing and Fang Zihuai left, they strolled by the lake for a while, the night wind was chilly, Fang Zihuai put his clothes on Yuhuai Xing.

Before Yuhuai Xing was about to decline, Zihuai stopped him in time, and found a good reason: "Brother Xingxing, don't move! I'm very hot now, so you can put on this dress for me first."

Sitting on the steps by the lake, they watched the wind blowing over the ripples on the lake, Fang Zihuai couldn't help but turn his gaze to look at Yuhuai Xing's exquisite side face.

The dim light from the street lamp cast a soft light on Yuhuai Xing's face.

The face that had started to turn pale in the movie theater recovered a bit, but now it was a little chilled by the cool wind.

He reached out and touched it unconsciously, and at the same time the coolness came through his fingertips, Yu Huai Xing also turned his head to look at him suspiciously.

"Brother Xingxing, are you cold?" Fang Zihuai asked.

Yuhuai Xing shook his head: "It's okay." He has experienced more cold weather than this.

The two were relatively silent for a while, Yuhuai Xing turned his head and stared at the ever-expanding ripples, watching the ripples slowly dissipate as they expanded little by little.

The past that he didn't want to remember when he watched the movie just now gradually faded a lot in this calm lake, and the cool wind made him clearer.

Fang Zihuai lowered his eyes and looked at his fingertips, the feeling of touching Yuhuai Xing's cheek was still left on his fingertips.

Twirling his fingertips, he clenched them slowly.

When he was in the coffee shop, he didn't expect Gu Cinian to be there. When he saw Gu Cinian holding Yuhuai Xing's hand and begging in a low voice, he was very disturbed, and he wished he could immediately pull Gu Cinian's hand away and pull Yu Huai Xing leave.

A proud man bowing his head will always give people an affectionate feeling, as if you are the only one in his world, and you are a special case that can make him willingly lower his posture.

At that moment, many things flashed through his mind, but fortunately, Yuhuai Xing didn't touch him in any way, but that also proved... Yuhuai Xing had spent all his love in loving Gu Ci Nian.

Thinking of what Yuhuai Xing said "he no longer has the ability to love", Fang Zihuai slowly lowered his eyes, and his clenched fists tightened a bit.

He couldn't get what he asked for, but Gu Cinian threw it away like a pair of shoes.

But it doesn't matter, he has liked Yuhuai star for two lifetimes, and he waited so long knowing that there was no result in the last life, and now he is even more patient waiting for Yuhuai star to accept him.

Even if Yuhuai Xing's love for him in the future...may be just a little bit.

As time passed, the wind at night became cooler.

After Fang Zihuai sent Yuhuai Xing back home, he just parked his car when he saw a black car parked not far in front of him.

He couldn't help frowning as he drove the car, and in the next second, he saw a tall man getting out of the car, and the pale yellow streetlights stretched his shadow very long.

"Gu Cinian..." He stared at the man closely, and slowly clenched his fists.

In a deserted place next to the house, the voice of the conversation was covered by the leaves blown by the wind, and only the cold moonlight shone down.

Fang Zihuai stared at Gu Cinian: "Gu Cinian, don't you know how to write the word "Zhiqu"? "

"Zhiqu?" Gu Cinian sneered, "You said you knew about Xingxing's dark phobia, but you still took him to the movies? Is this your Zhiqu?"

In his previous life, he and Yuhuai Xing watched movies in the projection room at home. The lights there were suitable for watching movies and at the same time, they would not suddenly go dark, so it would not trigger Yuhuai Xing's fear.

Fang Zihuai frowned. At that time, he did not expect that the entire screen would suddenly go black for several seconds before the movie started.

He snorted: "You came here just to talk about this matter? Who are you pretending to show when Brother Xingxing is not here?"

"On the contrary, it was you. Did you have a good time when Brother Xingxing lost his memory? At that time, Brother Xingxing's memory stayed in the time when he loved you very much. Did you live happily?" Glancing at Gu Ci Nian, he said coldly.

"I think you know better than anyone how you treated Brother Xing Xing in the past, but this time he showed all his tenderness to him, in order to cover the harm you once caused him?"

The wind passed by, the leaves were rustling, and the moonlight shone, gradually elongating the blurred shadows of the two.

Fang Zihuai smiled sarcasticly: "Still...do you want to use this to alleviate your own guilt? But can you really alleviate it? What did Brother Xingxing go through before, and what did you do to his wound? All are unchangeable facts!"

"You really know." Gu Cinian said suddenly.

"Know what?" Fang Zihuai frowned.

"Xing Xing's past, his dark phobia was formed when he was a child, you know that, don't you?" Although Gu Cinian used a question, his tone was extremely positive.

Fang Zihuai was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that Gu Cinian had been suspicious for a long time before deliberately coming to trick him, and with his IQ and means, he didn't need to cover it up now.

Raising his eyebrows lightly, he snorted and said, "So what if I know, I love brother Xing Xing even more because I know, you can't imagine how painful the torture he went through in the past, just like you tore him apart in your previous life. It’s like the coldness of the wound.”

"You did it?" Gu Cinian frowned.

Fang Zihuai turned the ring on his index finger, the moonlight fell, and the ring shone white.

He raised his eyebrows and smiled lightly: "I did it. Do you think it would be useful even if you found out Brother Xingxing's past? What can you make up for? Or are you planning to give him comfort when he is weak because of the past pain and take the opportunity to enter?" ?”

"The abacus is pretty good." He snorted softly, and he couldn't help laughing, "But... you can't find it out, right? If you could, you wouldn't have come to look for me, would you?"

……

The moon and stars are sparse, and the late-night wind permeates the coolness, rustling the leaves. The champagne roses in the yard sway gently with the wind, and there are bursts of pleasant aromas.

Picking a champagne rose, the man slowly walked towards the peach blossom forest on the other side with his eyes downcast and the rose in his hand.

The peach blossom was blown by the wind, the petals danced with the wind, and finally landed on Gu Cinian's broad palm.

Looking at the peach petals in his palm, he was about to touch them, when another gust of wind blew by the next second, and the peach petals floated far away.

Next to the hot spring in Taolin, a cradle swing was built.

Gu Cinian's eyes fell on the swing of the cradle, and he suddenly seemed to see Yu Huaixing sitting on the swing and smiling softly at him.

This cradle swing was specially built for Yuhuai Star. Before Yuhuai Star regained its memory, they would often play on the swing together.

Walking towards the swing with heavy steps, he was sitting on the swing in the cradle, and his heart was suddenly pulled.

"Brother Nian, do you think people will really become stars after they die?"

Yuhuai Xing's pleasant voice passed by his ears, Gu Cinian's heart trembled and his eyes couldn't help but look up to the sky.

The night is not so good tonight, the cold moonlight is shining, but there are not many stars.

Looking at the brightest star among the sparse stars, Yuhuai star's soft smile flashed in his mind again, those beautiful eyes seemed to hide thousands of galaxies, more dazzling than any star.

That day... After eating, he was eating in Taolin. After walking for a while, he was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would be tired, so he sat with him on the cradle swing for a while.

The night in midsummer is beautiful, the sky is full of stars twinkling in the night sky, and the gentle breeze blows by, carrying a faint fragrance of flowers.

Yu Huai Xing leaned against his arms defenselessly, staring at the stars in the sky in a daze, after a while he softly said: "Brother Nian, do you really think that people will become stars after death?"

There has always been such a legend that the person who loves you does not really leave after passing away, but turns into a star to protect you in the sky.

Looking at the brightest star, Yuhuai Xing twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled lightly: "Grandma, did you become a star too?"

Seeing the sadness in Yuhuai Xing's eyes, Gu Cinian's heart seemed to be hit hard by something, following Yuhuai Xing's line of sight, he subconsciously hugged Yuhuai Xing even tighter.

"Yes, grandma must have become a star." He kissed Yuhuai Star on the end of her eyes, and said softly in a hoarse voice, "Grandma has been guarding the baby."

At that time, Yu Huai Xing raised her small face and smiled at him, her long eyelashes drooping slightly, and her fingertips gently rubbed the red string on her hand.

Gu Cinian suddenly came back to his senses: "Red rope?"

The author says:

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