After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

ended.

"I'm tired."

Yu Huaixing withdrew her hand from Gu Cinian's, her beautiful eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, and her softness was no longer there.

"Star, I won't be the same again, really..."

Gu Cinian's heart choked, his voice was hoarse, and he begged, "I can't live without you, don't go, okay?"

Yu Huai Xing raised his eyelashes and smiled half-smile, but there was no ripple in his eyes: "We should have ended long ago."

Glancing at Gu Cinian lightly, he glanced at the room he and Gu Cinian had decorated together, then turned and left without the slightest hesitation.

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian held his hand, his deep voice hoarse again, "Don't go, or I will move out, you stay and I go, okay?"

Yu Huai Xing called him: "Gu Ci Nian."

Gu Cinian looked at Yuhuai Xing earnestly, anxiously waiting for his next words, there was a faint expectation in his dark eyes that he dared not reveal.

"Let go."

There was no emotion at all in this voice, and there wasn't even a trace of ups and downs in the tone of "let go", but it was like thousands of glass shards grinding into his heart bit by bit.

Yu Huaixing shook off Gu Cinian's hand and left without looking back.

This room, this room, everything here was dressed up for him by Gu Cinian, even the clothes were specially customized by Gu Cinian, he has nothing here that is his own, so he doesn't need to pack his luggage .

After leaving Gu Cinian's house, he walked for a while to the side of the road to take a taxi, and when he got in the car, he let the driver drive casually.

Just recovered his memory, his head is now a little messy, like a jigsaw puzzle that has not been put together, scattered into a pile.

When Fang Zihuai heard Fang Zihuai talking about his previous life on the phone, the growing gap in his heart was suddenly opened by the rush of memories.

Countless memories surged up, scattered in his mind.

The pitch-black sky was shrouded in dark clouds, a few drops of water fell on the car window, and a few seconds later it began to rain heavily.

The rain hit the windows and the roof of the car, and the crackling sound was like chaotic music, which made my ears hurt.

Leaning against the car window, the cold rainwater spread to Yu Huaixing's cheeks through the glass window, blending with the coldness in his memory.

Memory is like a river flowing against the sound of rain, slowly flowing back.

Gu Cinian's soft voice and gentle face were reflected in his mind, his every move was full of love, as if affectionate and intoxicating.

With the sound of the rain, Gu Cinian's gentle face gradually became lazy and loose. In the rain, he pressed himself against the bay window and kissed him. Through the glass blurred by the rain, he saw Gu Cinian was dark and deep. Only the pupils of the eyes.

The sound of rain cuts open the memory, and stays in the winter rain through the long river of memory.

In his previous life, he and Gu Ci studied different majors in Jinda University, so they didn't spend much time together.

In the library, when he raised his eyes after finishing his homework, the sky outside had already darkened, and it was still drizzling in the cold winter.

Gu Cinian's major had classes in the afternoon today, but his major had only the first class in the afternoon. Gu Cinian said he wanted to eat beef in spicy soup, so he waited for him in the library.

He took out his phone and looked at the time, it was already past six o'clock, and Gu Cinian had also finished class.

He packed up his things, went down to the first floor of the library, and waited at the intersection closest to Gu Cinian with an umbrella.

In fact, it rarely rains in Jincheng, and it mostly snows. This time, the sleet caused the temperature to drop sharply.

The sleet on this day was endless, and the wind that blew past brought the rain even colder.

There are not many majors in the last class today, and everyone rushed back early so late, so there is no one in the library now, and even the people who came out of the classroom are scattered.

Yu Huaixing looked carefully, the relationship between him and Gu Cinian was not made public, if Gu Cinian did not say that he would make it public, he would consciously keep a distance from Gu Cinian like in high school.

Street lights were lit up on the trails of the campus, and the dim street lights illuminated the big trees. Yuhuai Xing put away his gaze and looked towards the teaching building, just in time to see Gu Cinian walking towards this side.

Gu Cinian is tall and has long legs. Wearing a black casual suit with a backpack on one shoulder, her handsome face is a bit more lazy.

Seeing Gu Cinian, Yu Huaixing couldn't help showing a smile on his face. He wanted to step forward, but he held back when he was about to lift his foot.

He couldn't get too close to Gu Cinian.

Gu Cinian had long legs, and quickly walked to his side, the tall figure enveloped him, and the shadow just blocked the Yuhuai star.

"Brother Nian..."

Gu Ci Nian closed Yu Huai Xing's clear eyes, slightly hooked his lips, raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Today is pretty good."

Reaching out to pinch his face, Gu Cinian took his hand: "Let's go."

Yu Huaixing seldom held his hand outside, even though it was night and there was no one outside, he was still very happy.

Outside, the sleet came with the wind, bringing with it the bone-chilling ice, but Yu Huaixing's hand was held by Gu Cinian, but he felt very warm.

Gu Cinian's palm was very big, and when he held Yuhuai Xing's hand, it could wrap around his palm. The scorching heat from the palm penetrated from Yuhuai Xing's fingertips to his heart.

Although Gu Cinian was not considered gentle at this time, what he gave Yu Huai Xing was something he had never dared to say, let alone ask for.

Maybe this is a very normal thing for other lovers, but for Yuhuai Xing, even a small thing like holding hands is enough to make him happy.

He has been used to not daring to ask for anything since he was a child, and he has nothing to ask for, and he is even used to looking at other people's faces. He has lived in a dark world for so long, so long that he thought he would be like this for the rest of his life. When a ray of light came in, anyone would subconsciously want to chase.

In fact, he was afraid. The light emerging from the dark world made him only dare to look up and dare not ask for extravagance, but Gu Cinian gave him hope little by little, allowing him to step out of the original place step by step, following him. The extravagant warmth.

The sound of rain outside was still there, and it seemed that it was going to rain all over the world in an instant, and the rain was stronger than before.

The falling raindrops splashed, and the lazy but heart-stirring Gu Ci Nian flashed in my memory, and was replaced by Gu Ci Nian's face in a custom-made black suit.

Gu Cinian's handsome face is tougher than before, less lazy than before, and exudes a steady and strong aura all over his body.

In my memory, the sky is still raining, the ground is wet and stained by the rain, and the raindrops hit the leaves with a "da da" sound.

A black car was parked on the side of the road, and the rain was beating against the single-sided glass, making it impossible to see if anyone was inside.

There are still hot searches about men on Weibo, Yu Huaixing looks at the photos on the hot search, leans back on the back of the car chair and smiles bitterly.

This is already the number of times he has seen Gu Cinian on hot searches, he has lost count, and even seeing Gu Cinian on hot searches is several times more than meeting him.

He has not seen Gu Cinian for a long time, and Gu Cinian has not been home for a long time.

This day, Secretary Li called him and said that Gu Ci Nian wanted to have dinner with him, and asked him to come down when he was ready, and he would wait for him downstairs.

Hearing these words, Yuhuai Xing didn't dare to dawdle at all, and couldn't suppress the joy in his heart.

As Secretary Li drove him to the downstairs of the company to wait, he was also anxiously looking forward to it while joyful.

But when he inadvertently clicked on the trending search that popped up on his phone, his anticipation felt as if a basin of water had been poured down him, and he shivered instantly from the cold.

He shouldn't have clicked on his phone, he wouldn't be sad if he didn't see these trending searches.

When Gu Ci reads it later, if he sees him like this, he will definitely be angry again, he has to laugh, he has to laugh.

After all... Gu Cinian hates other people crying the most.

"Mr. Gu." Hearing Secretary Li's voice, Yu Huaixing's body froze, and he quickly looked towards Secretary Li and smiled, "Brother Nian."

Gu Cinian waved to Secretary Li, and Secretary Li got out of the car and left very interestingly.

"What do you want to eat?" Gu Cinian opened the back door and entered the back seat where Yuhuai Xing was sitting.

Yu Huai Xing smiled at Gu Ci Nian: "I can do it, eat what Brother Nian likes."

They went to a hotel, ordered some dishes, and while waiting for the dishes to be delivered, Yuhuai Xing stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked at the beautiful scenery of the city.

This room can see the most beautiful scenery in the whole city, it is Gu Cinian's exclusive room, no one can live in it except him.

The beautiful scenery is now shrouded in rain, with only blurred shadows, Yuhuai star still looks outside.

His eyes fell on the furthest distance, and he slowly let go, not knowing what to think.

Gu Cinian had a call just now, after answering the call, he walked over here and said to Yuhuai Xing: "Xing Xing is here."

Yu Huaixing came back to his senses in an instant. When he turned his head, he saw that Gu Cinian's tie was buttoned up with his index finger and middle finger, and the tie was undone casually. The two top buttons of his shirt were unbuttoned. The feeling of abstinence was less, but more. Desire hormones.

Seeing Yuhuai Xing's obedient appearance, he curled his lips slightly: "See if the food has arrived, I'll go take a shower."

While Gu Cinian was taking a shower, the waiter brought up all the dishes and left politely after setting the plates on the table.

Yu Huaixing was sitting on the sofa, waiting for Gu Ci to read.

Twirling his fingertips subconsciously, he tightly held the mobile phone between his knees, looked at the black screen of the mobile phone with drooping eyelashes, and gripped the mobile phone a little tighter.

Suddenly a voice broke his thoughts.

"What are you thinking about?"

Gu Cinian came out wearing a bathrobe casually wiping his hair, sat next to Yuhuai Xing with great interest, stretched out his hand and pinched his chin and looked at him for a moment: "Huh? What are you thinking about?"

Yu Huai Xing shook his head, and said obediently: "It's nothing, it's just that I'm in a daze sometimes."

Gu Ci Nian raised his eyebrows lightly, he wiped Yu Huaixing's soft lower lip with his thumb, and lowered his head to bite on his lip.

The slightly tingling sensation brought Yu Huai Xing back to his senses, and the warm breath from his lips melted away the bitterness in his heart. The hot search of Gu Cinian and other people's scandals flashed through his mind, and he subconsciously wanted to push Gu Cinian away, But his wrists had already been held by the man with one hand and pressed on top of his head.

The lemon-flavored shower gel drifted in the air, with a fresh and pleasant smell. When Yuhuai Xing lingered on the tip of his nose, he only felt a dull pain in his heart.

In the past, the shower gel that Gu Cinian had always used was grapefruit flavored, even if the waiters in the hotel prepared things for him, they were all according to his habits.

When did he switch to lemon flavor?still……

The face of the boy who was in the same frame as Gu Cinian on the hot search flashed in his mind again, as if he was very close, and the bitterness in his heart spread and choked in his heart.

Gu Cinian pressed on him, plundering the air in his mouth domineeringly and forcefully, the warm breath mixed with the fragrance of plants and trees, like a churning vortex, sucked him in.

This kiss was deep and long, lips and tongue intertwined, breathing intertwined, Yu Huaixing felt like he was about to suffocate, when Gu Ci Nian rarely gave him a little room to breathe, a mouthful of cool air had just been inhaled into his lungs, and Gu Ci Nian was caught again Think of the lemon scent on your body.

"Nian, Brother Nian..." He begged for mercy in short breaths, and the hasty and domineering kiss made him dizzy.

Letting go of Yu Huai Xing slightly, Gu Ci Nian saw that Yu Huai Xing's misty eyes were slightly startled, and the fundus of the eyes was reddish, like the excitement of a ferocious beast facing its prey.

When Gu Cinian let go of him, Yuhuai Xing was finally able to breathe properly. When he recovered a little, he pushed Gu Cinian away and looked away: "Brother Nian, are you hungry? Let's eat first."

"What are you hiding?" Gu Cinian grabbed the hand of Yuhuai Xing who got up and walked towards the dining table.

"No, no." Yuhuai Xing did not dare to look at Gu Ci Nian, Gu Ci Nian did not let go of his hand in the stalemate.

The two of them sat, Yu Huaixing's fingertips were almost turned white by his pinching, he pursed his lips and opened his mouth first: "Brother Nian... When did you change the shower gel?"

Gu Cinian slightly raised his eyebrows and let go of him when he heard the words, and leaned lazily on the back of the chair: "Because of this?"

He turned his head to look at Yuhuai Star, and said in a deep voice, "Did you see it?"

Yu Huaixing understood that he was talking about hot searches, and nodded honestly.

Gu Cinian chuckled: "I really care? Didn't I tell you, Yuhuai Star, to be good?"

He took the glass of red wine on the table, took a sip, and said casually, "What if I told you that this shower gel was recommended by him?"

Clenched tightly by his whitish fingertips, Yu Huaixing's long, thick and curled eyelashes trembled slightly. After a few seconds, he whispered: "No, it's okay, it smells good..."

That night, the fresh lemon scent wafted in the room, which made Yuhuai Xing feel a stomach ache. In the dark night, he slowly opened his eyes, his loose eyes were like a pool of stagnant water.

The instinctive fear of the dark made him shiver slightly, and the cold seeped from the bottom of his heart. Even if he turned on the heater, he still didn't feel any warmth.

"The most annoying thing about you is that when you can change your bad personality, you really can't even say a soft word!"

Gu Cinian's gloomy voice was mixed with the sound of rain, and Yu Huaixing's hoarse "I'm sorry" was also hidden in the rainy night.

"Where are you going?" The voice passing by his ear pulled Yu Huaixing back from the long river of memory, and Yu Huaixing came back to his senses and saw the driver looking back at him while waiting for the red light.

Seeing the driver like Yuhuai Xing, he knew that he probably didn't hear it just now, so he asked again: "Young man, where do you want to go? It's raining heavily, and you can't go anywhere you want to go."

The sound of rain was still beating on the car window, Yu Huaixing smiled apologetically and politely at the driver: "Master, please let me get off at the hotel in front later."

where to goHe himself does not know.

He seems to have nowhere to go, no home in this world.

After getting off the car at the hotel, Yu Huaixing opened a room and went upstairs, soaking in the hot water, he subconsciously curled up his body in the corner of the bathtub.

Perhaps it was the sequelae of recovering his memory, all the memories flashed before his eyes frame by frame like a slideshow, forcing him to recall the unbearable past over and over again.

The previous despair and collapse swept up again, he took a deep breath helplessly, and closed his eyes deeply.

……

After recovering his memory, Yuhuai Xing's mood has been unstable. He locked himself in the hotel room for several days before he managed to recover from the messy emotions.

Recalling that he had not contacted Gu Ciyin during the period of amnesia, not only did he fail to fulfill the agreement between them, but he might even suffer losses because of being with Gu Cinian, Yu Huaixing immediately called Gu Ciyin Telephone.

The phone rang for a long time and no one answered, Yu Huaixing edited a long message apologetically and sent it to Gu Ciyin.

He originally wanted to call Gu Ciyin's secretary, but this phone is new, and there are no other people's numbers stored in it. He will remember Gu Ciyin's call because he has to match Gu Ciyin's rhythm at any time, remember The number is more secure.

After sending the message, he leaned against the back of the sofa, and suddenly recalled something. He picked up the phone and pressed his slender fingertips on the screen.

"Buzz buzz." A notification popped up on the phone suddenly, he looked at the notification for a few seconds, and suddenly smiled mockingly.

"It's ridiculous..."