After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

There was not much time left for him.

"Isn't this what you want? You like it very much. Be good, while I'm still interested."

The memory picture in his mind slowly became clear with a clear voice, and he saw himself in the mirror, panicked and at a loss.

The cold water flowing out of the faucet made one's heart tremble. In his memory, Gu Cinian's lazy voice was full of jokes, and his warm breath was in his ears, hitting his heart word by word.

The sound of water from the faucet was rushing, and he seemed to melt into himself in the picture. Holding the bathroom stand with his hands, the cold touch of the tiles came, which made his heart feel frozen, and it hurt instantly.

A fine whimper came out of his mouth, mixed with the sound of the water, those images were as real as he was experiencing, the headache almost split open.

In the mirror, the ends of his eyes were flushed, and his clear eyes contained a layer of mist. Suddenly, he saw that he in the mirror gradually changed into the image in his memory.

With a trembling hand, he reached out to touch the person in the mirror, and for a moment he couldn't tell whether he was in the memory or not.

After staying in the bathroom for a long time, when Gu Cinian knocked on the door worriedly, he opened the door and went out.

Looking at the same face as in the memory picture, seeing the tenderness in Gu Cinian's eyes now, he was in a trance for a moment.

Is the Gu Cinian in memory and the current Gu Cinian really the same person?

"What's wrong with you, Xing Xing?" Gu Cinian looked at Yu Huai Xing's pale face and his heart tightened. He quickly supported his shoulder and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

The dull pain spread in his heart, Yu Huai Xing shook his head feebly, pulled out a smile and said softly: "I'm just a little tired."

The hand that was naturally hanging down was slowly tightened, he raised his long eyelashes halfway down, and then let go of his hand, he said: "Brother Nian, I want to sleep for a while."

After that, he gently broke away from Gu Cinian's hand supporting his shoulder, and dragged his heavy body towards the bed.

Lying on his side against the French window, he pulled the quilt up to cover half of his face, and closed his heavy eyelids.

The soft and warm goose feather quilt seemed unable to warm his body, so he subconsciously curled up in the quilt, and suddenly he was wrapped around his waist by a pair of big hands, and his warm chest was pressed against his back.

"Baby go to sleep, I'll accompany you." Gu Ci Nian's deep voice rang in his ears, holding his hand tightly as if worried about something.

Yu Huaixing opened his eyes and opened his mouth slightly to say something, but the pain in his heart made him unable to speak, and finally closed his eyes wearily.

The memory fragments recalled just now flashed through his mind one after another like a revolving lantern. Each frame seemed to carry a nerve-stinging electric current, and his long eyelashes trembled from the pain.

Why is this happening?

Did he do something wrong to make Gu Cinian angry?

The warm body temperature came from the back, and the cold body leaned back instinctively, but when the heat came through the thin clothes, the cold touch in memory collided with it and sparked a heart-piercing spark .

"Yuhuai star, don't you like this?"

"Be good..."

The sound that flashed in his memory kept echoing in his ears, accompanied by the sound of icy water, but the temperature from the chest against his back burned his heart.

In the mirror, Gu Cinian enveloped him in his arms from his back, and the man's sharp eyebrows made him feel strange.

The white snow is dyed with plum blossoms, whimpering and mourning pass by in the wind.

Layers of memory flashed by frame by frame, Yu Huaixing only felt the dull pain in his heart gradually spread to all his limbs.

Looking down at Yu Huai Xing, stroking his slightly trembling long eyelashes, Gu Cinian's heart seemed to be torn open, and his breathing was a little heavy due to the pain.

He knew that Yuhuai star must have remembered some past events.

And those things... are related to him.

He wanted to ask, but he couldn't ask, so he could only hug Yuhuai star tightly, and continued to hold the dream that he would wake up at any time, worrying about gains and losses.

Hearing the sound of breathing coming from his ear, he reached out tremblingly to caress Yuhuai Xing's pale face, and apologized over and over again in a hoarse voice.

He brutally tore open Yuhuai star's unhealed wound, and tortured the already horrible wound beyond recognition. The pain he caused Yuhuai star could not be repaid at all.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, Yu Huai Xing was still in a trance when he woke up again.

The sadness and sourness spreading in his heart made him uncontrollable, and when facing Gu Cinian, he would always think of the fragment of recovery.

Getting up from Gu Cinian's arms, Gu Cinian woke up suddenly after only a moment.

Gu Cinian's hands were tightly hugging Yu Huaixing's waist all the time, tiredness crept into his eyes, and there was a dark shadow in his eyes.

"Xing Xing, are you awake?" He tentatively took Yu Huai Xing's hand, and was secretly relieved when he saw that he didn't shake it away.

"Brother Nian..." Yu Huaixing called him, "I want to eat."

He smiled at Gu Cinian: "I want to drink mushroom porridge."

Gu Cinian got up immediately, hugged Yuhuai Xing and kissed her: "I'll cook it for you now, the baby will sleep for a while, and you can eat it later."

Looking at Gu Cinian's back, the smile on Yu Huaixing's face gradually faded.

In fact, he has no appetite at all, and he doesn't want to eat anything at all, but he himself doesn't know why he wants to dismiss Gu Cinian.

He got out of bed and accidentally touched Gu Cinian's coat when he wanted to go out to the balcony to cool off, and a pack of menthol cigarettes inside fell out.

Yu Huaixing stared at the peppermint smoke on the ground, then bent down to pick it up and stared at it for a long time.

Gu Cinian doesn't smoke at all, and he hates the smell of cigarettes, why is there a pack of cigarettes in his pocket?

Holding the cigarette, he felt as if something was about to come out of his heart, but it got stuck again.

On the balcony, he looked at the pack of cigarettes in his hand and slowly lowered his long eyelashes, took out one from the pack, bit it in his mouth and lit it.

He has never smoked before, but he doesn't know why he wants to smoke now.

The cigarette butt shimmered in the dark night, Yu Huaixing took a sip of the mint cigarette and slowly exhaled the smoke, the cold mint breath melted in his mouth, suddenly his heart tightened, and some strange and familiar feelings agitated in his heart with.

Looking ahead, the misty smoke spread in front of his eyes, blurring his vision.

so strange... really strange...

Obviously he doesn't like smoking at all, but why doesn't he feel disgusted when he smokes now, as if he had smoked before... and even feels sad.

Why does he feel sad?

In his memory, he and Gu Cinian are like people from two worlds. The Gu Cinian in his memory is so strange, yet so strange that he is very familiar.

For a moment, he seemed to be unable to tell whether he had a mental problem and had hallucinations, or whether he had done a lot of wrong things before and made Gu Cinian angry, and now that he behaved a little better after amnesia, Gu Cinian was so gentle.

The emotions that were about to burst from his heart hit that gap, but he couldn't remember anything.

"Stars! Stars..." Gu Cinian came in with the porridge and saw that the cigarette in Yuhuai Xing's hand was stiff, he quickly closed his eyes to cover up his emotions, and returned to his original expression.

"Why did you suddenly smoke?" Putting the porridge on the table, he stepped forward to take the cigarette between Yuhuai Xing's fingers, and said softly, "Drink the porridge first, or your stomach will feel uncomfortable."

He didn't dare to mention the cigarette, for fear that Yuhuai Xing would think of something bad because of it.

Putting out the cigarette in his hand, he took Yu Huaixing's hand and walked into the room.

Sitting on the sofa, he took a spoonful of porridge and fed it to Yu Huaixing's mouth: "Come on, baby, open your mouth."

Yuhuai stared at the handsome man in front of him, took a slight breath, and slowly opened his mouth.

He drank the porridge that Gu Cinian fed him, after drinking half a bowl, he really lost his appetite to eat any more, Gu Cinian lowered his head and kissed him on the lips.

"Okay, then drink it later when you're hungry."

Gu Cinian was packing up the dishes, and when he was about to stand up, Yuhuai Xing called to him: "Brother Nian..."

Gu Cinian paused, and the uneasiness melted in his heart and spread rapidly.

"Brother Nian, aren't you angry that I took your cigarette without authorization?" Yuhuai Xing asked.

"It's okay." Gu Cinian touched Yu Huaixing's face, "No matter what the baby does, I won't be angry."

Feeling the warmth of Gu Cinian's palm, Yu Huai stared at the gentle man in front of him, the words he wanted to ask were stuck in his heart, covered by guilt and self-blame.

Gu Cinian is obviously so good, but he is totally different from the Gu Cinian in his memory.

Perhaps the picture that appeared in the memory was not the restored memory, but the illusion of non-existence caused by his insanity.

"Brother Nian..." He hugged Gu Cinian's strong waist, raised his small face and kissed Gu Cinian's chin, "I love you."

Gu Cinian's heart stopped for an instant, and then started beating quickly, the sweet and astringent melted away, and the slightest tingling pain came along with it.

Protecting the back of Yuhuai Xing's head, he lowered his head and kissed it deeply, "Baby, say it again."

Every sentence "I love you" of Yu Huai Xing is like sweet honey, even if it is wrapped in him, he is still happy.

Although he knew that he was deceiving himself and others, Yu Huai Xing would only say "I love you" to him when he lost his memory, but even so, he still cherished every "I love you" that baby Yu Huai Xing said.

It was a precious sentence that he would not get tired of listening to, and he might not even be able to ask for it in the future.

"Baby, please, say it again..." Gu Cinian gently kissed Yuhuai Xing's lips, begging in a hoarse voice.

Yu Huai Xing has never seen Gu Ci Nian ask for anything from others, but now seeing that he is willing to do this for a word of his own, his heart is swollen, his heart seems to be soaked in warm sweet tea, warm and sweet .

"I love you, Brother Nian, I love you." Yu Huaixing said over and over again.

There is no need for Gu Cinian to beg him at all, he wants Gu Cinian to know his heart, wishing to offer his heart to him to see how much he loves him.

Back then when Gu Cinian fed that candy into his mouth, the sweetness had already melted into his heart when the candy melted on the tip of his tongue.

"Xingxing..." Gu Cinian's breath became heavier, and his voice became a little hoarse.

His heart was beating wildly like a drumbeat, and he held the back of Yuhuai Xing's head, and he kissed it deeply.

"I love you too, very much."

The moonlight shone through the glass windows, tenderness floated in the quiet air, and the sweet smell made people intoxicated.

The brain kept reminding him to stop, and Gu Cinian felt that his heartbeat was about to stall, time seemed to slow down, and every heartbeat was pulled extremely long.

"Bang bang..."

He is like drunk, if he can - he is willing to live in this intoxicating dream for the rest of his life.

"Baby……"

Some images flashed through his mind, and his body slowly stiffened accordingly.

He knew—there was not much time left for him.