After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

wake up!

"Tick tock..."

The sky darkened, and thick dark clouds covered the sky. It had been raining for an unknown amount of time, and the air was filled with a damp atmosphere. The raindrops splashed beautiful flowers on the umbrella.

Pedestrians hurried on the road, and the sound of rain was mixed with the intertwined noise.

"Brother Nian, don't go so fast..." The delicate face of the young man in the hazy rain was covered with mist in the air, and his hand was held by a person in front of him to move forward quickly.

Going to a place where no one was around, the person in front finally stopped and shook off his hand. He turned around and looked down at the person in front of him.

"Yuhuai star, do you not understand what I'm saying?"

The person in front of him had sharp eyes, and there was anger in his eyes. The wrist of the young man he grabbed just now was marked with red marks.

"I, I don't, Brother Nian, I'm sorry..." The young man held his red-stained hand and lowered his head slightly, his thick and curly long eyelashes half-dragged, stained with water mist, it looked like a black butterfly with rainwater wings, Trembling weakly.

He said softly: "I just saw that the rain was so heavy. Brother Nian, you didn't bring an umbrella, so I wanted to give you an umbrella. I won't do it in the future, I'm sorry..."

"You only say sorry, don't you!" Gu Cinian stepped forward and grabbed the young man's chin, the anger in his eyes seemed irrepressible.

"Yuhuai Xing, who do you think can please such a boring personality like you? Just start with something new!"

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of raindrops hitting the umbrella made a "popping" sound. The trousers of the young man were wet from the rain, and the color darkened.

The cold wind with rain blew past, and the young man's thin body shivered slightly.

"I, I know I'm boring, but I didn't think about trying to please anyone, Brother Nian...I'm sorry for making you angry again...I'm sorry..."

"That's enough! You only say sorry, don't you? You can't even say a nice soft word!" The chest of the man in front of him heaved, as if he was trying to suppress his anger, he lowered his head slightly and looked into the young man's eyes, and took a deep breath Shake off the hand holding the young man's chin.

"Don't do this kind of thing again, stay at home!"

After finishing speaking, Gu Cinian turned around and left, only the young man remained where he was with his eyes slightly lowered.

The cold raindrops fell on the umbrella one by one, the clothes wet by the rain stained the skin, and the passing cold wind brought endless coldness.

In the rain curtain, as Gu Cinian walked further and further away, that slender figure gradually disappeared in the rain curtain.

In the clear picture, he could clearly see the face of the slightly trembling person in the rain.

That person...is him.

Taking a deep breath, Wen Biyu's voice passed by his ears amidst the noise of the rain, hitting his heart hard.

"Look, I said no one will ever love you, you're a liability, you've been a mistake since birth!"

"What are you still expecting? Wake up, stop dreaming! You will never be happy!"

Each word was like a heavy hammer, each word hammered holes in the flesh and blood in the depths of his heart.

"Stars?" A man's deep voice came from next to his ear, the hoarse voice that just woke up was full of tenderness and worry.

It's completely different from the man in the memory of the rain curtain just remembered.

Wen Biyu's voice lingered in his ears, as if the sound from the empty valley was hitting his eardrum one after another.

Standing in the rain and being wrapped in the cold rain and wind, the coldness hit him from the bottom of his heart, and he curled up subconsciously.

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing nervously, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with Xing Xing? Is it cold?"

Yu Huaixing closed his eyes deeply, his breathing was a little short, and the bitterness seeping out from the bottom of his heart gradually spread, making him at a loss for a moment.

He couldn't recall the cause and effect in his memory just now, and he didn't know what he did to make Gu Cinian angry.

The grievance and discomfort in his heart in the memory were transmitted to him together, and Gu Cinian's angry face and his angry voice kept flashing in his mind.

He subconsciously clutched the bed sheet in discomfort, Gu Cinian's voice and Wen Biyu's voice were intertwined, like a mess of wool tightly wrapped around his heart and eardrums.

The cold body was hugged tightly, and some other voices came from his ears. When his slack eyes recovered and he saw the face of the person in front of him clearly, he looked away helplessly.

"Xing Xing, what's wrong with you?" Gu Cinian hugged him tightly, the hot body temperature came, it was different from the Gu Cinian in the cold rain curtain in memory, the eyes of Gu Cinian in front of him were full of worry and distress .

The hot embrace wrapped him up, and his cold body gradually warmed up. He held the man's clothes, trembling his long wet eyelashes, and said slowly, "Brother Nian, I'm sorry."

Gu Cinian was so kind to him, gentle and pampered him, he never even lost his temper with him, Gu Cinian was so angry in his memory, he must have done something that Gu Cinian couldn't bear.

Hearing Yuhuai Xing's apology, Gu Cinian's body froze, and uneasiness spread in his heart. He tentatively asked, "Baby...why do you want to apologize?"

"I remembered, the time we quarreled." Yu Huaixing didn't look up, his bushy eyelashes were half drooping, and said softly, "I'm sorry Brother Nian, did I do something to make you very angry when it was raining that day? thing?"

The wind blows over the leaves, making a "rustling" sound. The moonlight in the early morning is particularly bright, but it is more desolate when reflected.

Unconsciously clutching Gu Cinian's clothes, Yu Huaixing's drooping long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he slowly let go of his hands: "I'm sorry, I just remembered that I made you angry, but I can't remember the reason, I'm sorry Miss Brother..."

rain……

Memories surged up from the depths of my mind, hitting Gu Cinian's heart in an instant.

"Who do you think you can please with such a boring personality?" His annoyed voice mixed with the sound of rain flashed through his mind, and there was a sharp pain in his heart with a "bang".

With a bang, it suddenly rained heavily outside.

The rain poured down, hooking up the memories in Gu Cinian's heart bit by bit, and gradually turning them into tough wires, wrapping around his heart round and round.

In my previous life, it was also raining like this.

The weather that day was colder than today, and it had been raining for a long time, making the air damp, even the passing wind was damp.

Sitting in the office processing documents, he frowned slightly looking at the gloomy, dark sky covered in rain.

A sense of depression arose in his heart, and then the figure of Yuhuai star flashed across his mind, which made him even more depressed.

Every time it rains, he will think of Yuhuai Star, and along with it, worry and longing come to his heart. These emotions are all strange to him and cannot be more strange.

He would be with Yuhuai Xing only because campus life is too boring, and being with him is indeed very interesting.

Seeing Yu Huaixing staring at him, blushing with shame at any tease always puts him in a good mood.

But now he always thinks of Yuhuai star, which is not what he wants.

Every time it rains, the melancholy in his heart wells up, and then his thoughts of wanting to hold Yuhuai star in his arms pass by.

These thoughts were not the first time, and he couldn't count how many times they were, but every time these thoughts flashed in his mind, he couldn't adapt.

While feeling depressed, Secretary Li knocked on the door.

"Mr. Gu, Young Master Yu is here."

Gu Cinian frowned slightly: "What is he doing here?"

Secretary Li reported: "Young Master Yu said he was here to deliver the umbrella, and he is now on the first floor. He said he would leave after delivering the umbrella. Let me give the umbrella to Mr. Gu."

"Didn't you tell him not to come over!" Gu Cinian's brows became tighter and tighter, he got up and quickly walked out of the office door and took the elevator downstairs.

Downstairs, when Gu Cinian stepped out of the elevator, he saw Yu Huaixing put the umbrella carefully on the front desk, smiled and politely said to the lady at the front desk: "Please pass the umbrella to Secretary Li later, thank you, I'm sorry. "

Gu Cinian, who was standing not far away, saw all this scene in his eyes. Hearing his voice, he felt better. He was about to lift his feet to go over, but suddenly stopped.

On the other side of the front desk, several people glanced at Yuhuai Xing from time to time, and when Yuhuai Xing smiled and thanked the front desk, their eyes were even more glued to Yuhuai Xing.

Frowning, Gu Cinian grabbed Yu Huaixing's wrist and pulled him out of the company.

"Brother Nian?" Being pulled away suddenly, Yuhuai Xing called him nervously when he saw who was holding his hand, "Brother Nian, don't go so fast..."

In the hazy rain, only the sound of rain and footsteps resounded together, but there was no response from Gu Cinian.

The rain was ticking outside, and it fell on the umbrella with a "pop".

Yu Huaixing felt a pain in the wrist being held by Gu Cinian, looking down at his hand being held, he knew that Gu Cinian was angry.

Silently and obediently followed, he was wearing a bottoming shirt and a thin coat, and the wind mixed with rain made him shiver.

Going to a place where no one was around, Gu Cinian finally stopped and let him go.

Gu Cinian turned around, looked at the thin body in front of him, and suppressed the anger in his eyes: "Didn't I tell you not to come here?"

He had told Yuhuai Xing not to come to the company a long time ago, and every time he thought of Yuhuai Xing coming over, the eyes of other people glued to Yu Huai Xing felt disgusting.

The way those people looked at Yuhuai Xing just now made him even more melancholy, and the anger in his eyes couldn't be suppressed even more.

Yu Huaixing tightly held his wrist with finger marks on it, bowed his head and apologized softly: "I'm sorry Brother Nian, I just came here to give you an umbrella, because I know you don't like me coming over, so I want Secretary Li to hand over the umbrella to you." for you……"

"I didn't want to make you angry. If you don't like this, I won't come here again. I'm sorry... Brother Nian, don't be angry..."

Seeing Yuhuai Xing's appearance, Gu Ci Nian's heart was even more depressed, he didn't know what he was upset about, he frowned and said in a cold voice: "You only say sorry, don't you!"

Yuhuai Xing was even more at a loss at this moment, he kept apologizing to make Gu Cinian not angry, but Gu Cinian was even more angry.

"You can't even say soft words, who do you think you can please with such a boring personality? Just start with something new!"

Yu Huai Xing was stunned for two seconds, then lowered his head and whispered in a hoarse voice: "I, I know I'm boring, but I never thought of trying to please anyone, Brother Nian... I'm sorry for making you angry again... …sorry……"

Every time he heard Yu Huaixing apologize, his chest heaved with anger, and he left after leaving a sentence telling him to stay at home.

In the past, he didn't know what he wanted to hear from Yuhuai Xing, but later he understood——he just wanted to hear a word from Yuhuai Xing who was acting like a baby to him.

Going back from the outside, he heard those people who had their eyes glued to Yu Huai Xing caressing Yu Huai Xing behind their backs, and the words in their mouths were not clean, so he immediately turned his eyes down and beat those people to death.

Lied in the hospital for a month before getting out of bed, and even had functional impairment after that.

At that time, his behavior was almost subconscious, and when he recovered from the beating, he couldn't understand his behavior at all.

The more this happened, the more Yuhuai Xing's figure lingered in his heart, and the more depressed he became.

Now recalling bit by bit, the words that hurt Yuhuai Xing turned into sharp steel needles, piercing into the depths of his heart one by one.

It hurts... the pain of suffocation.

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian quickly held Yuhuai Xing's hand that was about to let go, his voice was hoarse, anxious and blamed himself, "It's not your fault, it's my fault!"

Yu Huaixing shook his head slowly, withdrew his hand from Gu Cinian's, and held his wrist in a helpless manner.

The bitterness and sadness spreading in his heart bound him tightly, but there were bursts of tingling pain on his white wrist.

There were deep finger marks on his wrist in the rain, and the man's palm was very strong, and the pain from when he grabbed his wrist never dissipated.

Holding his wrist, he held it tightly, and in an instant his wrist was scratched with several finger marks by the tightly clenched hand.

Feeling the pain on his wrist, which coincided with the pain from the rain curtain in his memory, he half drooped his long eyelashes and trembled slightly.

"Xingxing, Xingxing!" Gu Cinian felt as if he was going crazy at this moment, his hand holding Yuhuai Xing was stiff, he wanted to use force but dared not.

Seeing Yu Huaixing making finger marks on his hands, it was the first time he felt so hesitant and helpless.

The pain in his heart made him almost suffocate, his hands trembled, and he looked at Yu Huai Xing's eyes with bewilderment and begging.

"Xing Xing, don't do this, please... Please don't do this, I know you are uncomfortable, can you stab me with a knife? You can stab me with a knife, you can do whatever you want, please don't hurt yourself... …Please……"

His stiff body tensed up, and his brain buzzed blankly. On the verge of collapse, he felt that he was really going crazy.