After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Wandering in hell.

Stayed in the hotel in Yuhuashan for several days, Yuhuaixing soaked in the hot spring for a few days, and Gu Cinian gave him a massage every day, his mental state improved a lot.

Seeing the route getting further and further away from the place where he lived before when he went back, Yuhuai Xing looked at Gu Cinian suspiciously: "Brother Nian, this road is not going home, where are we going?"

Gu Cinian sat with Yuhuaixing on the back seat, he hugged Yuhuaixing into his arms, leaned against his ear and whispered something, Yuhuaixing's ear tips were flushed, and his eyelashes were half down, avoiding his sight.

……

The hot searches on Weibo have been hanging up for several days, and the popularity has not decreased but increased.

The more Tu Yan watched the video, the more he felt that something was wrong. The situation had developed to such an extent that the people from Jincheng No. [-] Middle School might not be able to escape.

He didn't care what happened to those people, but in this video, Yuhuai Xing's name was not only blocked, even the mouth shape was mosaiced.

Others may not have noticed, but he could tell at a glance that the person who deliberately posted this video was for Yuhuai Star, not just the video, everything that person did seemed to be for Yuhuai Star.

Everything in Yuhuai Star is well protected, all privacy is hidden, and other people can't know what is in the video??? It's Yuhuai Star, people who can do this...

A figure of a person flashed in his mind, and Tu Yan's brows gradually furrowed, recalling the scene when Yuhuai Xing met him for the last time, he immediately quit the video and called Yuhuai Xing.

But there was a system announcement from the mobile phone.

"Hello, the phone you dialed is off, please try again later..."

For so long, he held his mobile phone and wanted to call and send Yuhuai Xing many times, but every time he recalled what Yuhuai Xing said when he saw him for the last time, he stopped his thoughts.

For so long, he still remembered what Yuhuai Xing said to him when he met him for the last time: "Tu Yan, you shouldn't have too much involvement with me."

Hearing what Yuhuai Xing said, his heart was in a ball at that time. There was a little spark in this relationship, and before the fireworks started to bloom, Yuhuai Xing extinguished the spark.

He knows his own feelings better than anyone else, and at first he thought it was an illusion, only to find out later that it was not like that.

Like this kind of emotion, even if it is hidden, it will pop out of his heart. He will want to see Yuhuai Xing all the time, want to kiss him, and will be happy because Yuhuai Xing is happy.

If it's just pure curiosity or goodwill, how can you feel sad and miss because you can't see Yuhuai star?

For so long, I restrained myself from looking for him, but it was because I was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would be unhappy, and I didn't want to see him sad.

And Yu Huai Xing is already with Gu Ciyin, he can't do anything that Yu Huai Xing hates.

"Thank you, I'm sorry..." Yu Huaixing looked at him, and the last words he said softly echoed in his ears, "Tu Yan, you deserve someone better, we... don't see each other again."

don't say goodbye...

He lowered his eyes and his eyes were full of bitterness, intertwined with discomfort and regret. Shouldn't he let go of Yuhuai Xing's hand at that time, and should have held his hand tightly.

Yu Huaixing's exquisite face flashed in his mind, his eyes were very beautiful, and there seemed to be thousands of stars hidden in his light pupils, every frown and smile could make people sink.

But when his eyes were red, the smile he pulled out was so sad that it made people's hearts ache, and they wanted to hug him into their arms and give him the best.

Yuhuai Xing doesn't know how good he is, it's like the memory he hides deep in his heart is beyond reach.

After hanging up the system's automatic announcement, Tu Yan called Yuhuai Star several times, but the same system announcement still came.

Listening to the temperatureless sound of the mechanical system, some fragments flashed through his mind which made him panic.

He typed the name of Yuhuai Star in the search, and the hot search that had only taken a bud before had been dealt with long ago, and now no matter how much he entered the keyword search, he couldn't find those things before.

The latest search only shows that "Seven Years" related to Yuhuai star is about to be released.

"Xingxing..." Looking at Yuhuaixing's photo, he immediately booked a ticket to City B.

……

"Brother Nian, will we live here from now on?" Yu Huaixing looked at the new house, which had been tidied up a long time ago. There were vases in the room and the living room with champagne roses in them.

"Xing Xing, drink some white peach juice to moisten your throat first." Gu Cinian poured a glass of freshly squeezed white peach juice for Yu Huai Xing. Yu Huai Xing fell asleep on the way back just now, and his throat might be a little dry.

Seeing Yu Huai Xing drinking white peach juice, he gave Yu Huai Xing a massage: "Stay here for the time being, and go back when the house is ready."

Yu Huaixing nodded, the white peach juice in his mouth was sweet and sour, very delicious.

Handing the white peach juice to Gu Cinian's mouth, Yu Huaixing said, "Brother Nian also drinks it."

Looking down at the white peach juice in front of him, Gu Cinian took a sip of the place where Yu Huai Xing drank it, with a smile in his eyes: "It's very sweet."

"Hmm..." Yu Huaixing lowered his head and took a sip, and bit his lower lip lightly. I don't know if it was his illusion. Every time Gu Cinian said "very sweet", he always looked at him and said, just like……

As if talking about him...

The more he thought about it, the more embarrassed he felt, and he took another big gulp of white peach juice as if trying to hide it.

"Brother Nian, do you want more?" Yuhuaixing waited for his heart to calm down a little and then handed over the white peach juice. Gu Cinian responded softly, and when he lowered his head, Yuhuaixing's beautiful eyes widened slightly.

There was a soft touch on his lips, the back of his neck was gently stroked by a pair of big hands, his waist was hugged, the long and lingering kiss carried the fragrance of white peach, and the surrounding air exuded the fragrance of white peach.

Yu Huaixing clenched the hand holding the white peach juice slightly, his fingertips slowly turned pink, and his heart beat with the long kiss.

"Xing Xing...I love you." Gu Cinian gently pinched the back of Yuhuai Xing's neck, her warm breath was filled with a strong possessive desire.

The slow breathing is restrained, every kiss is filled with warm and hot touch, and every kiss seems to be filled with endless tenderness.

The aroma of white peach flowed between the lips and tongue, Gu Cinian's heart and Yuhuai Xing's heart fit together, and gradually even the beating frequency of the heart became the same.

The sweet breath was swallowed down the throat, slowly covering the whole heart.

Although they have kissed many times, Yuhuai Xing is still not good at breathing when kissing, every time he would softly gasp in Gu Ci Nian's arms.

Gu Cinian's palm stroked Yu Huaixing's back one by one, seeing the baby on the tip of his heart limp in his arms defenselessly, his heart also softened, wishing to rub him into his own flesh and blood.

"I love you baby..."

Yu Huaixing, who was gradually recovering from Gu Cinian's arms, was slightly stunned, and when he realized a few seconds later, his entire face was almost red to the point of bleeding.

Baby……

Did his brother Nian call him baby just now...

His body was slightly stiff, he leaned against Gu Ci Nian's arms and did not dare to move.

No one had ever called him that, not even his parents when he was a child, and the word "baby" left him at a loss as to how to respond.

"Xing Xing?" Feeling the tightness of the body of the person in his arms, he hurriedly lowered his head to look at it worriedly. He was relieved when he saw Yu Huai Xing buried his face on his shoulder and tried to hide himself. Stop laughing.

Yuhuai Xing was holding his clothes, and his knuckles were also dyed pink. Although he hid his face on his shoulders, the tips of his ears had already turned pink.

Knowing that Yu Huai Xing was thin-skinned, Gu Cinian held Yu Huai Xing gently on his back and gently coaxed him without making a sound.

The innocence of the person in his arms is like the purest water without impurities, and he feels distressed when he thinks of the lingering fear in Yuhuai Xing's heart when he mentioned the past.

Such a beautiful and pure person should be held in his arms and pampered in his arms - he deserves the best.

Leaning in Gu Ci Nian's arms for a long time, Yu Huaixing waited until his face was not so hot, then raised his eyes slightly and raised his head to look at Gu Ci Nian secretly.

When he saw this, he happened to meet Gu Cinian's eyes.

Gu Cinian's eyes were always on him.

"Baby, what do you want to eat later?" With a gentle smile in Gu Cinian's eyes, he lowered his head and kissed Yu Huaixing's soft lips.

When they came back here, it was almost time for meals, because Yuhuai Xing's body and stomach were not in good condition, Gu Cinian would always have three meals on time every time, without any delay.

"It's all right." Yuhuai Xing's face, which had finally lost some heat, instantly became hotter, hotter and redder than before.

He stretched out his arms to hug Gu Cinian, buried his face in the crescent of his neck, and tried to hide his face like a little ostrich.

Gu Cinian smiled dotingly, pretended not to see it cooperatively, supported Yu Huaixing's hip with one arm, and walked towards the bathroom with one hand holding him.

After returning from Yuhua Mountain, he was afraid that Yuhuai Star would be tired after sitting in the car for so long. At this time, he took a bubble bath to soothe his fatigue.

After putting hot water and bath salts on Yuhuai Xing, he got up and left for the kitchen.

In the bathroom, mist lingered in the air, and the mirror was covered with a layer of white mist. Yu Huaixing slid his body down and hid half of his face in the hot water, only revealing a pair of watery eyes. Yan eyes.

The heat on his face just now has not dissipated, and now it is even hotter after being immersed in hot water.

After soaking in the bathroom for a long time, Gu Cinian was boiling soup and medicine in the kitchen. Seeing that Yuhuai Star hadn't come out, he came to knock on the door a little bit worried.

"Xingxing?" Knocked a few times and saw no one responded, the door was opened when he was about to kick in.

"I, I'm fine." Yu Huaixing was wearing milky white pajamas, his skin was soaked in hot water and glowed pink, which was dazzling.

The undried hair dripped with water and slid down his sexy collarbone, and some of it slid straight down along the delicate skin, sinking into the pajamas.

Gu Cinian felt his throat dry up for a while, he took the towel in Yu Huaixing's hand, turned his eyes away and gently wiped his hair.

"I just saw that you haven't come out for so long, I'm afraid you will have an accident in the bathroom." After soaking for too long, you will feel dizzy, and Yuhuai Xing's body is already weak, so he can't bear such a toss.

Yu Huaixing said "hmm", the soft nasal voice sounded soft.

Gu Cinian took a deep breath, his Adam's apple rolled twice involuntarily, and even his voice became a little hoarse.

After blow-drying Yuhuai Xing's hair, he cut a small plate of fruit, topped it with yogurt and served it to Yu Huai Xing.

Now it's dinner time, Yuhuai Xing's stomach can't be hungry, but he can't eat too much so that he won't be able to eat.

"Eat first, I'll finish the last dish and we'll eat."

Yuhuai Xing forked a piece of peach meat and bit it in his mouth, he looked at Gu Cinian who was seriously cooking in the kitchen.

In the past, Gu Cinian never entered the kitchen, but now he not only enters the kitchen, but also cooks. He eats sweet peaches, and his heart warms up.

Putting down the fruit in his hand, he got up and walked to Gu Cinian's side, poking out half his head: "Brother Nian, let me do it."

After being rescued by the police from the place where Wen Biyu sold him, in order to survive, he cooked and ate by himself.

Maybe it's because he has been cooking by himself for so many years, so his cooking skills are also passable.

When I was with Gu Cinian in the past, he was the one who cooked the meals. Fortunately, the meals I cooked also matched the taste of Gu Cinian who was used to delicacies from mountains and seas.

Gu Ci recited the seasoning and stir-fried the vegetables, turned down the heat a little and covered the lid to simmer, he turned his head and held Yuhuai Xing's hand that wanted to hold the spatula.

"Don't move, I'll come."

Yu Huaixing looked at him, and asked in a low voice after a few seconds: "Brother Nian, don't you like my cooking now?"

"How could it be?" Gu Cinian quickly stopped Yu Huai Xing's wild thoughts, took off his apron and hugged Yu Huai Xing in his arms, sighed softly and smiled softly, "I don't want to."

In the past, every time Yuhuai Xing would prepare dishes for him to come back to eat together, but at that time he missed a lot and hurt Yuhuai Xing at the same time.

In this life... Yu Huai Xing should be held in his hands and pampered.

"These hands, as long as you hold me." Holding Yu Huaixing's hand, she gently rubbed on his fingertips.

Kissing Yu Huaixing's fingertips, he said softly: "The baby is ready to eat, I will do the rest."

Eating the meal made by Gu Cinian, Yu Huaixing felt as if he was dreaming again.

Gu Cinian's words just now still linger in his ears, like a steaming Sprite, his whole heart is bubbling with happiness.

"Xing Xing eat this." Gu Cinian fed the fried mushrooms to Yu Huai Xing's mouth, and Yu Huai Xing opened his mouth softly in a daze.

Seeing Yu Huai Xing eating, Gu Cinian's eyes were full of gentle smiles, he took another spoonful of warm soup, holding the spoon with the soup in one hand, while feeding Yu Huai Xing, he received it with the other hand. under the spoon.

The sweet bubbles that emerged from the heart continued to surge up tirelessly, and even the surrounding air was stained with happiness.

Yuhuai Xing also fed Gu Cinian a piece of ribs, and asked, "Brother Nian, when did you learn to cook? Was it when I was unconscious?"

Gu Cinian paused slightly as he went to grab the tissue, quickly adjusted his mood and responded, and gently wiped the corners of Yu Huaixing's mouth.

He did learn to cook during that time.

During the time when Yuhuai Xing was in a coma, he hardly dared to sleep, and every time he woke up from a nightmare, he had to hug Yuhuai Xing for a long time.

Everything about Yuhuai Star is taken care of by him himself. He is afraid that others will not take good care of Yuhuai Star, and he is even less willing to let others touch Yuhuai Star.

Every time he falls asleep with Yuhuai Xing in his arms, the sweet dreams in the first half of the few hours of sleep are intertwined with the nightmare in the second half, which is like tearing out bones, making him afraid of sleep.

Holding Yuhuai Xing, feeling the temperature of his body and the sound of his heart beating, that was the only way to make him feel at ease.

During the time of being tortured by nightmares, he felt the pain that Yuhuai Xing had suffered, while crazily self-mutilating, he was also afraid that Yuhuai Xing would be hungry when he suddenly woke up.

He seemed to want to arrange everything properly, and when Yuhuai Xing woke up, he would take another look at him for the sake of all this.

"Do you like to eat?" Gu Cinian suppressed the bitterness in his eyes, touched Yuhuai Xing's face, "What would Xing Xing want to eat? I'll make it for you."

In the past, he didn't go out of his way to understand Yuhuai Xing's preferences, because he was afraid that Yuhuai Xing's image in his heart would become more and more profound.

When returning home, Yuhuai star puts him first every time, and all the dishes he likes to eat are cooked. It seems that he... doesn't know what Yuhuai star likes to eat at all.

Because of this, he has learned all the dishes, as long as he can cook everything, no matter what Yuhuai Xing wants, he can give him immediately.

"I like whatever Brother Nian cooks." Yu Huaixing ate the shark fin that Gu Cinian had just fed him, with a soft smile on his slightly curved brows and eyes.

Gu Cinian's heart was swollen, the soft and sweet cotton candy filled his heart, and his whole heart was filled with happiness.

When sleeping at night, Yuhuai Xing was hugged by Gu Cinian. He looked at the lit night light, hesitated for a while and asked, "Brother Nian, can you sleep with the light on?"

Previously, Gu Cinian would turn off all the lights when he was going to sleep. He was not used to having light, so he never said anything about his fear of the dark because of his childhood experience.

Leaning in Gu Cinian's arms every time after being intimate with Gu Cinian, this greatly relieved his fear.

During the period after he woke up from a coma, Gu Cinian seemed to have been turning on the night light, and even the light was just enough to keep him from being afraid of the dark.

This may be too bright for Gu Cinian who has always been used to sleeping with the lights off.

"Let's turn off the light." Yuhuaixing reached out to turn off the light, but Gu Cinian stopped him by pulling his hand. He held Yuhuaixing's hand in his palm, "I can sleep."

"Aren't you afraid of the dark, so you'll sleep with the light on from now on." Gu Cinian tightened his hands, Yu Huaixing leaned against his arms, looked up at him with his small face, lowered and raised his thick long eyelashes, and pursed his lips Lips said softly, "Brother Nian, have you found out..."

Subconsciously, he rubbed against Gu Ci Nian's arms, his long eyelashes were half down, and he said apologetically, "This is a habit I've lost before."

Unconsciously shrinking his body into Gu Cinian's arms, he smiled at Gu Cinian: "Brother Nian, it's better to turn off the light, I actually feel much better in your arms, it doesn't matter even if you turn off the light."

Hearing Yu Huaixing's words, the bitterness in Gu Cinian's heart quickly spread, soaking his entire heart.

Yuhuai Xing was obviously still very scared, but the first thing he thought about was himself, and he always regarded him as more important than himself every time.

He had actually noticed it before, but because he had never been swayed or entangled because of anyone, every time the figure of Yuhuai star passed by unconsciously in his heart would make him depressed.

So even if he was aware of it, he still forced himself to ignore it, and even attributed it to stagnation, thinking that it would return to normal after venting.

At that time, Yuhuai Xing was enduring the grievance and discomfort that he had brought to him, but because he had inadvertently said that crying people were annoying, he didn't even dare to express his sadness.

In front of him, no matter how uncomfortable it is, I still force myself to smile.

"Xing Xing, I was wrong before, I shouldn't have done that, I'm just a bastard." Gu Cinian felt sore in his heart, his arms around Yu Huai Xing tightened a little, and his voice was a little hoarse.

"Brother Nian!" Yu Huaixing hurriedly interrupted Gu Cinian, he looked at Gu Cinian and said seriously, "Brother Nian, you are the best person I have ever met, you are very good to me, don't say that Own."

Gu Cinian was a ray of light in his dark life, the only warmth that lit up in his dark world of more than ten years.

It was only when Gu Cinian hugged him that he realized how warm a person's body temperature was, and when he ate the candy that Gu Cinian fed him, he realized that the candy was so sweet.

If he hadn't met Gu Cinian, maybe he would still be wandering in hell in his third year of high school, and he would never know that being held in someone's arms is such a happy feeling in his whole life.

He was bullied at school when he was young, and when Jin Ming wanted to attack him, the Jin family tried their best to torture him because of his resistance, and threw him from City A to Jincheng, and even threw him into No. [-] Middle School because he knew the people in No. [-] Middle School. There is no mercy in dealing with playthings.

"If I hadn't met you, Brother Nian, I might have been treated worse than before." Yu Huaixing raised her head, put her arms around Gu Cinian's neck, and kissed him on the lips, beautiful eyes glowing red.

"Brother Nian, thank you."

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian's heart choked with sobs, and Yu Huaixing's words of thanks were like sharp knives, piercing straight into his heart.

Yu Huaixing, who only had memories of this year or so, only saw the good side of him, and would never guess the purpose behind his kindness to him.

Yu Huaixing's innocent eyes only saw the kindness in the world, but he never thought that the happiness he thought was actually the darkness that pulled him into the abyss.

The people he trusted, the things he was grateful for, were all a lie.

Hearing Yuhuai Xing's sincere thanks, Gu Cinian only felt ironic, he didn't deserve Yuhuai Xing's love at all, not even a single smile from him.

Yuhuai star gave him his heart, but what did he bring to Yuhuai star?

All he brought to Yuhuai Star was harm...

"Xing Xing is sorry..." Bitterness and pain intertwined into a huge net, tightly netting his heart that was still bleeding, and there was a burst of suffocating pain.

If he had been aware of his feelings for Yuhuai Xing long ago...if their warm moment now happened in the previous life...if all this hadn't been deceived and played at the beginning...

Then will the ending between him and Yuhuai star be completely opposite to what it is now?

"Brother Nian..." Yu Huaixing held Gu Cinian's face, with sad eyes, lowered his head and kissed his lips again, pursed his lips and said, "Why do you want to apologize?"

Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly, buried her head in his neck, her heart ached so much that her breathing became a little heavier.

Feeling the temperature of Yuhuai Xing's body and smelling the faint fragrance of his body, his heart ached more and more while feeling relieved.

Yu Huai Xing couldn't be stimulated during the memory loss period, and he couldn't even apologize openly.

"Xingxing I love you, I'm sorry, I love you..."

"Brother Nian?" Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian's red eyes, it was the first time he saw Gu Cinian who was so "fragile".

He didn't understand what Gu Cinian meant by sorry, but Gu Cinian didn't give him a chance to ask in the next second.

Being pressed on a soft bed with a velvet pillow, Gu Cinian put one arm around his waist and the other hand stroked his face and kissed him tenderly.

Gu Ci Nian's slightly heavy breath was restrained, he suppressed his own possessiveness as if he was afraid of hurting himself, licked and bit his lips, and entangled with his lips and tongue.

The warm breath sprinkled on the skin, with a hot and humid touch, and the air was covered with a faint fragrance after touching it.

In the long and soft kiss, Yu Huaixing seemed to feel Gu Cinian's uneasiness and anxiety. He seemed to be confirming something, but he was afraid that he would get hurt during the confirmation process.

At night, the breeze passed through the cracks of the open windows, lifting the corner of the curtains, and the moonlight shone in through the windows, reflecting on the floor, casting a small shadow.

The room was lit with pale yellow light, and the air was filled with the calming aroma of roses. Gu Cinian hugged the person in his arms tightly, and kissed the corner of his lips with his head down. dissipate.

The wind passed by slowly, and it was quiet outside in the middle of the night. The dead leaves were blown up by the wind, curled up in the air, and then swayed and fell down.

With half-closed eyes, Gu Cinian caressed Yuhuaixing's small face with his hand, got up and walked out the door towards the guest room.

Opening the drawer, the small knife inside was shining coldly, and the sharp blade would draw blood if touched lightly.

Gu Cinian picked up the small knife and cut at his arm without the slightest hesitation, his deep and handsome face was expressionless.

As the knife cut deeper and deeper, the sharp blade pierced the skin and cut into the flesh, hot blood flowed out, and the pain came, and his eyes flickered a little.

Feeling the pain in his arm, he continued to cut the knife deeper.

The painfully painful heart was beating in the chest cavity, and as the blood on the arm flowed out, the pain hit, and the heart was able to vent a little bit of pain.

The room without the lights on was only faintly illuminated by the moonlight, and the air was gradually filled with the strong smell of blood.

"Buzzing."

A few vibrations broke the existing tranquility, Gu Cinian frowned and looked at the locked bedside table.

Blood dripped and slowly flowed down his arm. He casually wrapped a bandage on the wound to stop the bleeding, and walked towards the bedside table.

Locked in the bedside table - is the cell phone that Yuhuai Xing dropped and hid.