After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Wife Doting and Crazy Devil ([-])

"Baby……"

Gu Cinian took a step forward and hugged Yuhuai Xing, burying his head in the crook of his neck as if to cover up his uncontrollable emotions.

Gu Cinian said that sentence just now in a very low voice, Yu Huaixing didn't hear what he said, just when Gu Cinian was about to ask a question, Gu Cinian's cell phone vibrated.

Glancing at the phone, Gu Cinian smiled at Yuhuai Xing after answering the phone, and said, "Secretary Li is here."

Turning around and opening the door, Secretary Li stood at the door and handed the bag to Gu Cinian: "President Gu, this is a scarf."

Nodding slightly, Gu Cinian closed the door and put on the scarf, turned around and stroked Yuhuai Xing's face, and said softly, "Baby, I'll wait for you outside."

After opening the door and going out, he closed the door, the cold winter wind blowing outside made him wake up a little bit, but the gripping heart became more and more uncomfortable.

Walking to the air vent next to him, the wind there was very strong, and the biting cold was like a sharp knife scraping straight at him.

Having been by Gu Cinian's side for so many years, Secretary Li naturally sensed that Gu Cinian's mood was wrong when Gu Cinian opened the door just now, and he didn't need to think about it to guess that it was related to Yuhuai Star, but he didn't dare to ask.

After blowing on the vent for a while, Yuhuai Xing also finished changing in the dressing room and came out. Gu Cinian quickly walked towards Yuhuai Xing: "Is the baby hungry? Let's go."

He stretched out his hand to hold Yu Huaixing's hand, but when he stretched halfway, he stopped in the air for a moment, and then took it back.

He had been blowing the wind for so long just now, even though his body temperature was higher than ordinary people, but now there is only cold left.

If he held Yu Huaixing's hand, he would definitely freeze him.

"Baby, let's go." He said to Yuhuai Xing with a smile.

After filming the scene just now, it was time for dinner, Gu Cinian had already reserved a seat in advance, and they went to the restaurant and they went straight into the box.

The topic in the locker room just now came to an abrupt end, Gu Cinian didn't ask any more questions, as if deliberately forgetting.

He always knew that he had no place in Yuhuai Xing's heart now, but when he heard that Yuhuai Xing cared about Fang Zihuai, his heart throbbed with pain.

Trying to suppress the pain in his heart, he pretended to return to his original appearance.

The dishes were served quickly, all of which Yuhuai Xing likes to eat, and there are a few new ones.

"Baby, try this." Gu Cinian gave one of the new dishes to Yuhuai Star, and said, "See if you like it, and order it next time if you like it."

"Gu Cinian." Yu Huaixing looked at the dish that Gu Cinian just gave him in the bowl, and raised his eyes to look at the man, "What I said before—"

"I will change it." Gu Cinian interrupted Yuhuai Xing, his hands holding the chopsticks were tightened, but his face was still gentle, "Xing Xing, don't worry, I will change everything."

Lowering his eyes to suppress the emotions in his eyes, he put another new product on Yuhuai Star: "Try this one."

He didn't want to hear other men's names from Yuhuai Xing's mouth, and he didn't want to hear that Yuhuai Xing cared about other men.

Trying his best to contain the madness and pain in his heart, he slowly peeled the shrimp, and then pushed the peeled plate of shrimp to Yuhuai Xing.

At night, after Yu Huai Xing fell asleep in his arms, Gu Cinian slowly opened his eyes and looked at the crystal chandelier on the ceiling. A glimmer of light flickered in his dark eyes, gradually blending into the night.

Yu Huaixing wanted him to change for other men, even if he didn't want to, he would still do it.

Because he said that as long as Yuhuai star doesn't like it, he will change it.

What's more... How could he be willing to make Yu Huai Xing sad.

For the sake of Yuhuai Star, he can even dig out his heart alive without even sacrificing his life, what else can he not do?

Lifting his eyes slightly, he suddenly remembered the dream that he hadn't dared to think of a second time. He couldn't help squinting, and subconsciously hugged Yuhuai Xing a little tighter.

That dream came to him suddenly a few days ago, and everything in the dream was so real that he wanted to tear the whole dream to pieces.

In the dream, he was by Yuhuai Xing's side as usual, but Yuhuai Xing seemed to be in a bad mood recently.

That day in the dream, Yu Huaixing said he wanted to eat ice cream, but the brand of ice cream he wanted at home had already been eaten, so he had no choice but to kiss Yu Huaixing and tell him to buy it.

Remembering that Yuhuai Xing said that he wanted to eat very much, he drove very fast on the road, and when he came back, he didn't know why his heart suddenly felt a sharp pain, and the anxiety spread rapidly in his heart.

Returning home as quickly as possible, he took the ice cream Yuhuai Xing wanted to eat and went to the room. He just opened the door and said "baby" before he heard Yuhuai Xing talking on the phone with someone on the balcony.

He didn't know when it started to rain outside. Amidst the pattering rain, he heard Yuhuai Xing seem to be talking to the person on the phone——

"Tired..."

"I'll move out in a few days..."

"Zihuai..."

"Call Lin Yu..."

"Together we will……"

These words gradually turned into sharp knives, slashing deep in his heart one by one, gradually sinking into the depths of his heart.

The heavy rain mixed Yuhuaixing's words into it, but he heard the key words.

At that moment, he wished that the sound of the rain could cover everything, if only he hadn't heard those words, even if it was just deceiving himself...

He always remembered how desperate and helpless he was in his dream, listening to the words that pierced his heart in the sound of rain, he walked into the room and wanted to hug Yuhuai Xing into his arms, but no matter how he walked, he couldn't Like the distance from the door to the balcony is endless.

He will never reach Yuhuai Xing's side.

The crackling rain fell, the noisy rain disturbed his mind, and a thunderstorm fell, and he suddenly opened his eyes.

Before he had time to slow down his rapid breathing, he subconsciously looked at the person in his arms, only to find that his hands had instinctively covered Yuhuai Xing's ears.

Because of his body's instincts, the thunder just now didn't wake him up, let alone scare Yuhuai Xing.

After the thunder, Gu Cinian took Yu Huaixing into his arms again, and hugged him tightly.

That night, he hugged Yu Huai Xing and did not dare to sleep, his mind kept replaying the dream that was so real that it frightened him.

He never dared to recall that dream again, as if the things in the dream were real enough to happen anytime.

"Baby..." Gu Cinian turned his head and kissed Yuhuai Xing's hair, then smiled bitterly and said, "Will you do it like in your dream?"

Holding Yuhuai Xing tightly, he buried his head on Yuhuai Xing's neck, and said in a muffled bitter voice: "You promised me to stay by your side, so you can't leave me, absolutely not."

Whether it's Fang Zihuai or Lin Yu...

Crazy thoughts kept flashing in his mind, his sharp eyes drooped, and he pinched the almost healed wound vigorously, and the scabbed wound was torn open again, and bright red blood oozes out.

Pain would wake him up, and allow him to cage those crazy thoughts in the corner of his heart.

"Boom—"

When the lightning flashed by, Gu Cinian hurriedly covered Yuhuai Xing's ears. After the thunderstorm, a torrential rain hit, and the noisy sound of rain resounded through the ground.

The torrential rain poured down on the leaves and made a "dada" sound. Gently stroking Yuhuaixing's face, Gu Cinian pulled some of the quilt over Yuhuaixing's shoulders.

Staring at the baby in his arms, he kissed him on the tip of his nose, and then he took Yuhuai Star into his arms, holding her tightly for several minutes.

The rain didn't stop overnight, but when Yuhuai Xing woke up in a daze in the morning, he knew it was raining.

Gu Cinian closed the doors and windows tightly last night, and the sound of the rain outside did not wake him up.

Lying on the soft bed for a while, he turned over on the bed, and caught a glimpse of the newly changed champagne roses on the bedside table with dewdrops in his eyes. He slowly sat up and took out a champagne rose from the vase.

He held the flower stem with his hand, but his fingertips were not hurt by the thorns. He looked down at the branches of the rose, only to realize that the thorns on the flower stems had been dealt with long ago.

Perhaps Gu Cinian had thought about this a long time ago and made precautionary preparations. All the thorns of the champagne roses in the vase had been treated.

I lowered my head and smelled the flowers, the faint scent of roses lingered on the tip of my nose, refreshing.

After washing up, he took the champagne rose to the living room to look for Gu Cinian, but the living room and kitchen were empty.

Walking towards the study in doubt, Yu Huaixing smelled a faint smell of blood at the door, saw the busy man in the study, and tightened his hand holding the rose.

In the study room, Gu Cinian was cleaning up the blood stains on the carpet, the bright red blood stained on the white wool blanket was very eye-catching.

Wiping it with water won't clean it, and the man knows this too, so he wiped it vigorously a few times before stopping to make a phone call.

"Someone will come over to change the carpet later, and it will be faster."

The torrential rain was still tirelessly falling, Yuhuai star walked into the study with the sound of rain, the man was stunned when he saw it, and panicked for a moment.

"Baby, are you hungry?" Subconsciously, Gu Cinian hurriedly blocked the blood on the carpet. Gu Cinian saw the champagne rose in Yuhuai Xing's hand, his eyes were gentle, "Breakfast is ready, and it's all warming up."

Yu Huaixing gave a low "um", his gaze fell on Gu Cinian's casually bandaged arm, and the man followed his gaze, and hastily put down the rolled up sleeves of his clothes.

"The bandage is new?" Yuhuai Xing asked, "Isn't it scabbed?"

"I accidentally dropped the scab just now, and a little blood came out." Gu Cinian smiled indifferently, "It's okay, let's go have breakfast."

It was not the first time Yuhuai Xing saw Gu Cinian tending to self-harm, on the contrary, he had seen it many, many times.

She stepped forward and grabbed Gu Cinian's hand, looked down at the bandage on Gu Cinian's arm, slowly raised her eyes, and asked, "Did you do it just now?"

Gu Cinian lowered his eyes, responded and quickly explained: "It's really okay, it's just a little pain, and the bleeding will stop soon!"

"The bleeding stopped soon?" Yu Huaixing chuckled suddenly, and pulled Gu Cinian to let him get out of the way where he was standing. The blood that was stained there just now had solidified and turned dark red.

"Baby..." Gu Cinian didn't seem to know how to explain it, and the next second he heard Yuhuai Xing ask, "It's been a few years."

Although this sentence is a question, it is a statement tone.

Hearing Yu Huaixing's words, Gu Cinian panicked for no reason. The memories of his previous life flashed through his mind, and he was eager to explain something.

"It's not like this, I don't do this every day!" He pulled Yuhuai Xing towards the room, as if it would be better to leave the study and stay away from the pool of blood.

In the room, Gu Cinian hugged Yu Huai Xing, and kept talking eagerly, but Yu Huai Xing understood what he meant in his fear.

Slowly lowering her long eyelashes, Yu Huaixing said softly: "Are you afraid that I will remember when I hurt myself before, and will hurt myself again?"

In his previous life...he also had the habit of self-harm.

At that time... Maybe there was too much sadness in his heart, but when he saw the blood flow out when he cut his hand, he felt better in his heart.

After that, he has always had that habit.

So much so... In the first few days after rebirth in this life, he would always torment himself from time to time.

Hearing the sound, Gu Cinian's body froze, his mind seemed to be disturbed by something, crazy thoughts and severe pain churned in the bottom of his heart, the pain made him suffocate.

Recently, he feels that he has been hovering on the verge of collapse and madness, so he has been using pain to drag his reason.

But now, even though there was severe pain in his arm, it couldn't relieve the pain in his heart, and it made his heart hurt even more.

"Baby……"

Gu Cinian looked at Yuhuai Xing and was at a loss for a while.

He knew that Yu Huai Xing recalled the events of his previous life.

In his previous life, he watched the surveillance cameras at home, and saw Yuhuai Xing's self-mutilation in the surveillance video. He couldn't describe the feeling that life would be worse than death.

In this life, Yuhuai star often tortured himself from time to time at the beginning. Later, every time Yuhuai star wanted to torture himself, he tossed the knife and cigarette butts in Yuhuai star's hand on himself. After that, Yuhuai star gradually decreased times of self-harm.

In the last few years, I did not harm myself again.

Now... now what he fears the most is Yuhuai Xing's feeling of self-harm when he thinks of those things.

Holding Yuhuai Xing's hand, Gu Cinian's eyes were full of panic, he said anxiously: "Baby, do you still remember what I said?"

Facing Yuhuai Xing's clear eyes, he coaxed in a soft voice: "If you have that kind of thought again, just toss it on me."

Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian quietly, and slowly shook his head.

But his actions made Gu Cinian even more flustered: "Baby, you—"

"I don't want to harm myself." Yu Huaixing interrupted him.

Gu Cinian's tense body was slightly relieved, he held Yu Huaixing's hand, and kissed the back of his hand: "That's good."

"Gu Ci Nian." Yu Huai Xing called him and asked, "Why today?"

In the past few days, he actually found that Gu Cinian was in a bad mood, but the man seemed to be afraid that he would know, so he kept trying to hide it.

At that time, he just felt that since Gu Cinian didn't want to talk about it, it shouldn't be important, but now it seems that Gu Cinian has been fighting against his crazy self.

"It's nothing." Gu Cinian shook his head. He hugged Yuhuai Xing, felt his body temperature, and said lightly, "It's just that the pain can make me feel realistic."

Pain can bring back his reason, allowing him to distinguish dreams from reality.

Letting Gu Cinian hold him, Yu Huaixing asked after a while, "Have you got any medicine?"

"It's up, it's okay." Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing and didn't want to let go, but he was afraid that his stomach wouldn't be able to take it if he didn't eat breakfast.

Yuhuai Xing's stomach was not easy to take care of.

When he was about to go out and go downstairs, Yuhuaixing pulled Gu Cinian's hand and shouted: "Gu Cinian, I have something to ask you."

Gu Cinian's current emotions are like a fortress that has no good on the outside but has already collapsed on the inside. As long as the Yuhuai star pokes at will, it will collapse instantly.

Having experienced the despair and collapse of loss, and the fear that the one he loves will go away again, all these make him fearful and uneasy.

He stopped, and the other hanging hand clenched his fist and then slowly released it, and then all the emotions in his eyes were suppressed.

He turned his head, always with that gentle look: "What's wrong with the baby?"

"Remember what I told you in the locker room?" Yuhuai Xing asked.

Gu Cinian held Yu Huaixing's hand and stopped, his thin lips moved slightly, and said with difficulty: "Of course I remember."

Twirling the corners of his mouth, he smiled bitterly. When he breathed, the air seemed to have a sharp blade, which cut his throat sorely: "Baby... I will bear with Fang Zihuai and won't make you sad."

Yuhuai Xing frowned slightly, the words that Gu Cinian muttered to himself last time in the locker room flashed across his mind, and he suddenly understood all about Gu Cinian's recent unusual behavior.

"Is it... because of Fang Zihuai?" Gu Cinian murmured last time.

Did he think that what he said in the locker room was for Fang Zihuai?

Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian quietly, looked at the man in front of him who almost went crazy because of him, and in a trance overlapped with the figure of the man who was often in a trance because of despair and madness after his death, he seemed to feel Gu Cinian's insanity. The love for him flooded like a mountain torrent.

The huge waves surged, as if they could engulf him at any time.

But... Gu Cinian was afraid of hurting him, who had been enduring all this time, and suppressed the crazy self in his body at the cost of hurting himself.

"It's not because of him." Yu Huaixing lowered the corner of his mouth, revealing a light, but pure and soft smile.

These endless words made Gu Cinian stunned, his disturbed head slowly faded away from the rolling waves, and he was thinking about these words carefully.

It's not that he doesn't understand Yuhuai Xing's meaning, but he is afraid that he is too sentimental, so his thin lips moved slightly, and he asked in a hoarse voice: "Baby, what does it mean that it's not because of him? Who is he... , Fang Zihuai?"

Yu Huai Xing smiled a little bit, nodded lightly: "Are you still uneasy?"

Gu Cinian's eyes filled with unbelievable joy as if he was flattered, and before he could recover from the great surprise and comfort, he heard Yu Huai Xing say: "I told you not to do that just because you don't need it, if When people see you, you become someone else's talking point."

In the lounge, although no one dared to come in because he and Gu Cinian were together, he also knew that there were many people outside the door who kept looking in.

The lounge is not soundproof, not to mention that the door is still a glass door, so you can see the situation inside at a glance.

"I don't care." Gu Cinian kept replaying what Yuhuai Xing said just now in his mind.

Yuhuai star didn't do that for Fang Zihuai!

His baby is because he is worried about him, for his sake!

The great joy dazzled his mind, making him seem to be floating in the clouds, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a while.

Looking at the man in front of him who couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth because of what he said, Yu Huaixing smiled helplessly, leaned forward and bit Gu Cinian's neck.

The tiger teeth pierced into the flesh, and slowly pulled Gu Cinian back from the misty clouds.

Gu Cinian's soul seemed to have not fully come back while eating breakfast, and the corners of his mouth were raised and he couldn't pull it off.

"Baby." Gu Cinian fed egg custard to Yu Huaixing, he stroked the ambiguous mark on his neck that had turned from bright red to dark red, and asked as if pleading, "Do I need to hide the mark?"

The smooth and tender egg custard melted in his mouth, and the rich aroma still remained in his mouth. He sighed helplessly: "Forget what I just said?"

"I haven't forgotten!" Gu Cinian quickly explained, "I don't mind! I wish the whole world could see it!"

He asked cautiously, "Baby?"

Ci Shen's voice softened, and Gu Cinian stared at Yuhuai Star with his dark and deep eyes, which seemed a little more pitiful.

In this life, Yu Huai Xing has seen many appearances of Gu Cinian that he has never seen before, staring at the pleading eyes in front of him, he smiled helplessly: "It's up to you."

He didn't dislike such Gu Cinian.

Gu Cinian in this life is different from his previous life. In the past, he was full of gossip, but in this life, there is no gossip except with him.

He originally thought that Gu Cinian was tired of scandals, but now it seems that this is not the case.

After breakfast, Gu Cinian was washing dishes in the kitchen, and Yu Huaixing was watching TV in the living room while eating the dessert Gu Cinian made for him.

Swallowing the milky cake, Yu Huaixing turned his head to look at the kitchen. Even though the living room and the kitchen were separated by a certain distance, he could still see the smile in Gu Cinian's eyes and his moving mouth humming a song.

The rain outside the house did not know when it stopped, and the world washed by the rain became more and more fresh and bright.

Crystal clear raindrops hang on the branches and leaves, dripping slowly along the texture of the emerald green leaves, gradually blending with the moist soil.

"Baby." Gu Cinian didn't know when he finished washing the dishes, he walked to the French window and hugged Yuhuai Xing from behind, resting his head on his shoulder.

Yuhuai Xing turned his head slowly, and smiled at Gu Cinian: "The rain has stopped."

"Well, the rain has stopped."

The cold winter rain receded, and a ray of golden sunlight peeked out from the clouds, bypassed the big trees with crystal clear water droplets, and slowly shone in.

This moment is quiet and beautiful.

The fragrance of flowers floats in the air, passing along the fresh air after the rain, dyeing the world with a breath of happiness.

Putting the back of Gu Cinian's hand on her waist, Yu Huaixing caressed the pair of rings on Gu Cinian's ring finger, and smiled lightly.

Slowly raising his eyes, looking at the flowers slowly blooming after the rain, he seemed to see his grandma smiling at him in the sun.

Grandma was still so kind, she smiled kindly at him, as if everything had come true, and his baby Xing Xing had finally obtained his own happiness.

Looking at the kind figure in the sun, Yuhuai Xing couldn't help but turn red at the corners of his eyes: "Gu Cinian, let's go see grandma."

Gu Cinian saw Yuhuai Xing's reddened eye ends, and knew that he must be missing grandma, so he kissed the end of his eyes distressedly, and replied softly: "Okay."

"Wow!" The voice of the little hairball came from the door, Yu Huaixing turned around and saw the little hairball running towards him.

These days, when he was filming Xiaomaotuan, he naturally followed Gu Cixu to go shopping and eat. Today, Gu Cinian sent a message saying that he would bring Xiaomaotuan back, and Gu Cixu didn't dare to delay for a moment.

The little hair ball is what Yuhuai star cares most about. As long as the little hair ball is around, Yuhuai star will feel better.

"Baby." Yuhuai Xing hugged the little hairball, Gu Cinian stretched out his long arms and hugged Yuhuai Xing and the little hairball into his arms, he gently stroked Yuhuai Xing's back, his eyes were full of tenderness.

"Let's go see grandma together."

After the cold rain stopped a few days ago, the weather has warmed up for a few days, the sun is shining, and even the wind has become mild.

On this day, in front of the tomb near the mountains and rivers, Yu Huaixing put the bouquet that his grandmother liked in front of the tombstone of his grandmother, and he slightly curled the corners of his mouth.

"Grandma, I'm here to see you."

"Wow!" Xiao Maotuan also put the lily in his mouth in front of the tombstone.

Yu Huaixing squatted down, and stretched out his hand to caress the photo of his grandma in front of the tombstone. In the photo, his grandma smiled kindly. A layer of enthusiasm surged up in his heart, slowly covering his beautiful eyes.

The crystal clear teardrops in the eyes fell down and dripped on the beautiful lily, decorating the lily with crystal water drops.

"Baby." Gu Cinian hugged Yu Huaixing in his arms, coaxing her distressedly.

The scorching temperature came, and the gentleness of the fingertips touching the skin made Yuhuai Xing's heart feel warm.

The breeze with the warmth of the sun blows slowly, and the lilies on the tombstone sway slightly, exuding a refreshing fragrance.

The orange-red sunset hangs in the sky, the shadows under the sunset are intertwined, the fluffy balls are wagging their tails, and the water on the lake is rippling with lingering ripples.

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