After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Those two years of despair ([-])

When Yuhuai Xing came back, he obviously felt that the atmosphere in the box was not right, but Gu Cinian and Fang Zihuai didn't deal with him and didn't ask much.

After he came back, the cold atmosphere slowly recovered, and he chatted with Fang Zihuai for a long time in the box before he left with Gu Cinian.

On the way, Gu Cinian held Yu Huaixing's hand all the time, and he never left every step when he got home.

He kept thinking about what Fang Zihuai said in the box, and the uneasiness spread from the bottom of his heart, gradually covering his heart.

Fang Zihuai's sarcasm in the box, his answer was not to deal with Fang Zihuai, but that he really couldn't live without the Yuhuai star.

It was also because of this that he didn't want Yu Huai Xing to recall the events of his previous life.

What Fang Zihuai said to Yuhuai Xing when he went to the bathroom kept lingering in his mind, like sharp needles piercing his heart.

"You didn't cremate Brother Xingxing's body after his death. The bells that sounded like mourning during those two years were also because of you, right?"

Fang Zihuai stared at him at that time, gritted his teeth and said, "What did you do after letting Jincheng go to the funeral? You wouldn't let brother Xingxing go, even let him go to the ground for peace?!"

Safe in the ground?

In his previous life, he never felt that Yuhuai Xing had really left him. Looking at Yuhuai Xing who was lying quietly in the ice coffin with his eyes closed as if sleeping, he had been waiting for him to wake up.

He can accept everything, except that Yuhuai Xing is really dead.

Those two years...

He took a deep breath, and hugged the person in his arms tightly again.

Anxiously bowed his head and kissed Yuhuai Xing's hair, he put all his strength on his arm.

The wound he made a few days ago only healed, and now the wound was opened again after being tortured by him.

Pain hit, but he felt much more relaxed looking at the sleeping baby in his arms.

"Baby, good night." Kissing the top of Yu Huaixing's head, he whispered in a hoarse voice.

……

After the exhibition, the peace of the past was restored, as if Fang Zihuai's incident was just an episode.

Recently, a cold wave has hit city B, and the weather is very cold.

The body temperature of Yuhuai Star is lower than that of ordinary people. In winter, the hands and feet are easy to get cold, and it takes a long time to cover the heat every time.

Although there was heating at home, Gu Cinian was still worried, and returned to the island with Yuhuai Xing before the cold wave hit.

Since Fang Zihuai's incident last time, Gu Cinian has become even more attached to Yuhuai Star, but after Fang Zihuai returned to China, he has relatively free time, and sends messages to Yuhuai Star from time to time.

Every time he heard the vibrating sound of his mobile phone, Gu Cinian always frowned unconsciously.

"Buzzing."

Hearing the sound, Gu Cinian subconsciously frowned again, and while feeding the little furball, he glanced at the table, his hands running along the fluffy hair of the little furball, but his eyes were cold and terrifying.

"Little Maotuan, we'll deliver fruit to your father later." Gu Cinian looked towards the studio, his expression softened.

Yu Huaixing was drawing in the studio today, but he left his phone in the room and did not take it with him. Gu Cinian had just finished the video conference and planned to feed the little hairball something to eat before cooking.

After going to the kitchen to wash and cut the fruit, and pouring yogurt on it, Gu Cinian walked towards the studio with the fruit yogurt.

When he walked to the door, his footsteps gradually became lighter, and he pushed the door lightly to go in, and even his breathing eased a little.

I'm afraid that Yuhuai star will be disturbed.

The little hairball followed Gu Cinian, and also followed with a light footstep.

Putting the fruit yogurt on the table, Gu Cinian looked at Yu Huaixing's back and seemed to be quietly appeased and relieved a lot of the uneasiness in his heart.

Yu Huaixing was very focused when he was painting, he didn't notice Gu Cinian and Xiao Maotuan at all, and he accidentally saw Gu Cinian and Xiao Maotuan sitting on the sofa waiting for him when he finished the painting and put down his brush.

"Aww!" Seeing that Yuhuai Xing had finished his work, Xiao Maotuan immediately ran towards Yuhuai Xing and rubbed his legs to hug him.

Gu Ci Nian was boiling with jealousy, but he held it back very well.

He went over with fruit yogurt, forked a piece of mango and fed it to Yuhuai Xing: "Is it delicious?"

The mangoes were specially airlifted by him. All the golden mangoes are big and sweet, and the sweet smell can be smelled from far away.

Picking up the little hairball and running along its soft hair, Yu Huaixing licked the yogurt at the corner of his mouth and nodded.

His lips were light in color, and when his little bright red tongue touched the lips, there was a glint of water. Gu Cinian couldn't help but tighten his breath, and quickly looked away.

"Do you want to eat it?" Yu Huaixing took a fork and fed a piece of mango to Gu Cinian's mouth. The next second he remembered what he was about to take away, but Gu Cinian took his hand and ate the mango directly Down.

Gu Cinian's eyes were filled with a smile: "It's very sweet."

Yu Huaixing pursed his lower lip and said, "You don't seem to have eaten mangoes in your last life, do you like it? You didn't have to force yourself just now—"

"No force!" Gu Cinian replied almost immediately, "I like it now, very much!"

He really didn't like mangoes in his previous life, and he didn't like mangoes in this life either, but the moment Yuhuai star fed him, he liked it.

As long as Yuhuai star feeds him, he likes anything.

Yu Huaixing was a little dumb, and lowered his eyes to look at the fork in his hand, and after a few seconds, he forked a cherries to feed Gu Cianian.

"Baby..." The smile in Gu Cinian's eyes became even bigger. After eating the cherries, he saw Yu Huaixing's soft lips and couldn't help but bow his head and kiss her.

"Aww!" The little fur ball caught in the middle was very displeased, its father is simply too much of a dog!Its small body is about to be crushed!

Gu Ci Nian was thinking about Yuhuai Xing, so he didn't care about the little hairball's complaints. He held his sweetheart in one hand, and quietly took the nape of the little hairball from Yuhuai Xing's arms with the other hand, and put the small light bulb on the sofa. , and then hugged Yuhuai Xing a little tighter.

Caressing the black hair on the back of Yu Huaixing's head, he gently kissed the soft lips of the person in his arms, as if treating something fragile, so gentle that it might melt in his mouth.

The tips of the noses touched, and the warm breath sprinkled on the skin, with the aroma of fruit and yogurt, and the flow of the surrounding air became slow, as if carrying an electric current, which could be ignited with just a little spark.

"Xingxing... baby..." Gu Cinian called Yuhuai Xing one after another, his deep voice mixed with hot breath, as if it could burn people.

Taking an unsteady breath, Yu Huaixing could feel that Gu Cinian was trying to restrain himself, his strong chest was hot, he leaned on the man's shoulder and breathed slowly.

When his breathing slowed down a bit, he slowly raised his eyes to look at Gu Cinian's handsome face, put his arms around the man's neck, raised his head and kissed the corner of Gu Cinian's mouth, and smiled slightly.

"what happened?"

"Baby..." Gu Ci's thoughts were buried in Yuhuai Xing's neck, his breathing was hoarse and rough, "Don't tease me."

The hot breath sprinkled on the skin between Yuhuai Xing's neck, Yu Huai Xing slightly retracted his neck, looking at this man who was trying his best, he raised his long eyelashes slightly, and hugged the man back.

The man in front of him seems to be the same as Gu Cinian in his previous life, and he has endless expectations for him, but he is different from his previous life.

Gu Cinian in this life... has learned to be patient.

"Are you still busy with the company later?" Yu Huaixing asked.

Gu Ci Nian took a heavy breath and shook his head.

His company's affairs have been dealt with, and he wants to spend all his afternoon with Yuhuai Xing.

"Then why endure?" Yuhuai Xing was puzzled, turned his head and bit Gu Cinian's neck, the sharp canine teeth pierced into the skin, with a slight tingling itch.

Gu Cinian's breathing became heavier.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian took a deep breath, held Yuhuai Xing's face and kissed him heavily on his lips, then got up and walked to the door while saying, "I'll cook for you!"

Almost as if fleeing, Gu Cinian quickly left the studio with the little hair ball.

In the kitchen, he rinsed his face with running water from the tap in an attempt to calm himself down, breathing heavily while resting his hands on the marble.

Yuhuai Xing has a delicate body, and he used to avoid him in order to erase Yuhuai Xing's image in his heart, but it had the opposite effect. Every time he saw Yuhuai Xing, he couldn't help it.

Sometimes Yuhuai Xing has to eat before he has eaten, and as time goes on, Yuhuai Xing's stomach, which originally had a stomach problem, is tortured even more horribly.

Although Yuhuai Xing's body has been taken care of by him in this life, he is still afraid that the situation in his previous life will happen.

"Aww!" The little hairy ball that was picked up looked at his father as if he had been holding back something, and walked over on his short legs to rub against Gu Cinian's calf, "Aww?"

After pouring a few cups of ice water, Gu Cinian felt a little more relaxed now, he brought some beef jerky to feed the little hairball, and then started cooking.

The sea is blue and the sky is blue, and there is a beautiful sea of ​​flowers blooming by the sea. The breeze blows by, carrying bursts of floral fragrance.

Gu Cinian would look out of the window from time to time while cooking, and Yu Huaixing was sitting there reading a book on the swing beside the sea of ​​flowers.

The little hairball rubbed against Yuhuai Xing coquettishly with the beef jerky in its mouth, and after being stroked, it sat down at Yuhuai Xing's feet and stretched lazily.

The wind with the scent of flowers passed by, blowing his hair, the sun fell through the shade of the trees, and the mottled light and shadow reflected on Yuhuai Xing, beautiful like a moving painting.

After Gu Cinian finished the meal, he walked towards the sea of ​​flowers. Yu Huaixing just raised his head as if feeling something in his heart. The two looked at each other, and Gu Cinian's eyes were even more gentle.

"Is the baby hungry? The meal is ready." Gu Cinian helped Yu Huaixing get the book, took his hand and went back with him.

In fact, Yuhuai Xing is not very hungry, Gu Cinian specially made a bowl of egg custard to cushion his stomach before eating.

Two people and one dog, with their fingers intertwined, the breeze blew across the sea of ​​flowers and created layers of flower waves, even the air was rippling with happiness.

……

The white veil was blown, and the cold moonlight came in. Gu Cinian suddenly opened his eyes and subconsciously hugged the person in his arms tightly.

The moment he opened his eyes, he instinctively looked into his arms, seeing that Yu Huai Xing was still sleeping peacefully in his arms, he secretly exhaled.

His breathing was a little unsteady, he tried his best to adjust his breathing, lowered his head and kissed Yu Huaixing's ear tip, and hugged the person in his arms a little tighter.

Just now……

He was dreaming just now.

I dreamed of those two years in my previous life.

In the dream, the candlelight flickered, and the warm yellow candlelight illuminated the entire ice city, but it still failed to melt the coldness of the beauty lying quietly in the ice coffin.

Holding Yuhuai Xing's hand tightly in his palm, he looked down at Yuhuai Xing who seemed to be sleeping peacefully, and whispered in a hoarse voice: "It's snowing recently, don't you like watching snow very much, you should wake up gone."

"Didn't you want to go to the mountains to see the snow before? I'll accompany you."

"Your hands are always cold every winter. Let's go on vacation after seeing the snow. How about going to the beach?"

……

He babbled and murmured to Yuhuaixing, but Yuhuaixing who was lying in the ice coffin closed his eyes quietly all the time, his long eyelashes drooping down, his snow-like skin was so cold that Gu Cinian's heart trembled.

The candlelight swayed slowly in the breeze, he lowered his head and put his forehead against Yuhuai Xing's hand, his voice was hoarse: "You have been asleep for a long time, it's time to wake up, if you get angry because of the hot search, I won't ask you next time There will be scandals with others again, so..."

He took a deep breath hard: "Xingxing, Yuhuaixing... wake up..."

The midnight bell passed quietly in the manic cold wind, with the sadness and wailing that pierced the heart.

The bright red mandosa on the top of the mountain was swaying with the wind, and the faint fragrance of flowers drifted by. In the flickering candlelight, Gu Ci Nian's heart suddenly hurt.

Raising his head, the man stared at the person in front of him without daring to blink, his thin lips parted slightly, and the hand holding Yuhuai Xing subconsciously clenched a little more.

"Xing Xing, are you awake?!"

"You finally woke up..."

Yu Huaixing looked at him quietly, with no emotion on his cold and delicate face.

"Xingxing?" Gu Ci thought for a moment, and the hand holding Yuhuai Xing trembled slightly.

Looking at Gu Cinian, Yu Huaixing blinked her beautiful eyes, then slightly bent the corners of her mouth, but the smile didn't reach her eyes.

Like a mechanical doll without the slightest emotion.

Yu Huaixing stretched out his hand, hugged Gu Cinian's neck, still looked at him quietly, and opened his soft lips slightly after a while: "Go out."

Hearing the sound, Gu Cinian was stunned, and then immediately came back to his senses in the next second and realized that Yuhuai Xing was still in the ice coffin, and immediately picked him up and walked towards the sofa next to him.

On the sofa, Yu Huai Xing was still hugged by Gu Cinian, and his long and thick eyelashes were lightly fanned. The man was still in the joy of regaining what he had lost, and hurriedly wanted to pour water for Yu Huai Xing.

"Are you thirsty?"

The long eyelashes drooped slightly, Yu Huai Xing didn't respond, just looked outside, and slowly raised the long eyelashes.

When the man poured hot water for him, he slowly got up from the sofa, and walked outside slowly with bare feet.

A large piece of mandosahua that looked like blood was dancing in the wind outside. He looked at the piece of red and gradually walked into the piece of blood.

"Yuhuai Star!" Gu Cinian rushed to catch up, but the voice of shouting was a little flustered.

After the previous snow melted, it began to fall one after another at this moment. The pure white snowflakes fell on the bright red, which was very eye-catching.

He ran towards Yuhuai star, but it seemed that there was something blocking him, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get close to Yuhuai star.

In his sight, Yu Huai Xing stepped into the mandosa, soft snowflakes fell, and he stretched out his hand to catch them.

There were several snowflakes on his palm, and he finally had some smiles in his eyes.

The snow gradually fell and grew bigger, Yu Huaixing slightly raised his head to look at the snowflakes, his beautiful eyes calmed Gu Cinian's heart.

He desperately shouted Yuhuai Xing's name, but Yuhuai Xing didn't seem to hear him at all, and didn't even look at him.

Bai Xue fell in the blood, Yu Huaixing was only wearing very thin clothes, he looked at the snowflakes on his hands and smiled very lightly, but that smile hurt Gu Cinian's heart.

The smile in Yuhuai Xing's eyes seemed to be a relief from the world... no more nostalgia for this world.

He didn't know when his body froze, and he desperately wanted to break free from the invisible bondage while calling Yuhuai star.

After a while, Yu Huaixing raised his head as if feeling something, looked at him, and smiled at him softly.

Seeing Yu Huai Xing's smile, this scene suddenly overlapped with the scene of Yu Huai Xing closing his eyes calmly in his arms, despair and collapse surged from the bottom of his heart again.

The snow was getting bigger and bigger, the cold winter wind was blowing, and the surrounding was dark and cold, as if someone was whining and crying.

The sound of the bell was mixed with the wind and melted into the blood at the foot of Yuhuai Star.

Yu Huaixing looked at him, with his lips parted slightly, as if he was talking about something, but even though Gu Cinian tried hard to hear it, he still couldn't hear anything clearly.

Baixue and Mandosahua gradually melted together, Yuhuaixing always had a slight smile on his face, and slowly disappeared in front of his eyes amidst the blood and Gu Cinian's cry of despair and collapse.

When he woke up, his heart was still throbbing. Fear and despair swept his heart, awakening the restlessness in his heart.

"Hmm..." The man in his arms suddenly snorted softly, frowning slightly.

Gu Cinian hurriedly hugged Yuhuai Xing to coax her. Under the warm light, Yuhuai Xing's long eyelashes moved slightly, and she slowly opened her eyes.

"Xingxing?" The man was a little flustered, with worries in his eyes, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Yu Huaixing stared at Gu Cinian's eyes, blinked her eyelashes after a while, and said slowly: "My heart hurts."