After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

All that was left was ashes.

Yu Huaixing did not expect that Gu Cinian would see his diary before. How did he feel when he saw the diary?

Blinking his long eyelashes, he slowly raised his eyes, Gu Cinian looked into his eyes, the corners of his mouth moved, and he hugged him a little tighter.

Lowering his eyes, Gu Cinian's eyes were full of bitterness.

He can feel it, feel it very clearly—even if Yuhuai Xing can let him stay by his side now, is willing to give him a good face, and even smiles at him, but Yuhuai Xing will never be the same as before, full of heart and eyes It's all him.

They cannot go back to the past.

Now Yuhuai Xing will be with him, but because he wants to give Xiao Maotuan a complete home.

Yuhuai Xing kept a part of it all the time, as if... as if once he did something wrong, or Yuhuai Xing got tired of him, he would be abandoned by Yuhuai Xing without hesitation.

In Yuhuai Xing's heart, the little hairball is the most important thing, so he has to treat the little hairball well and learn to take care of it.

Using Xiaomao Tuan as a bargaining chip, at least he can get his position in Yuhuai Star's heart, even though it is only a dispensable position.

The content of the diary suddenly flashed through his mind, and his heart was suddenly pulled.

Before the red rope of Yuhuai Star was lost, one day when he saw the diary in the study, he thought it was just an ordinary notebook, but he opened it accidentally and saw the contents on it——he couldn’t breathe at that time. Rush and difficult.

In the diary, Yu Huaixing’s feelings are almost all about the little hairball. When he was about to put it back in the diary, a photo of the little hairball fell out of the notebook. When he put it back in the diary, he accidentally saw the latest content of one page.

At that time, he looked at the words written by Yuhuai stars one by one, and his heart was tightened bit by bit, as if being strangled by thin ropes, and blood was dripping immediately.

[The little hairball has grown up a lot recently. I am happy for its growth, but I am also worried that the lifespan of a dog is far from that of a human.

Fifteen and 20 years later, what should I do after Xiao Maotuan leaves?

During these years, I was with the little hairball and...he, and he...he took care of the little hairball, but he seemed to have everything.

If I meet his needs, maybe I can repay him for taking care of the little hairball.

At least pay off his debt before leaving...]

The words on that page were like a knife piercing his heart.

Just because he knows what Yuhuai Xing thinks in his heart, every time Yuhuai Xing indulges his intimacy, he would rather suppress and endure it than dare to go to the next step.

Being intimate with the one he loves is what everyone wants, but if this is just an exchange Yuhuai Xing made in order to leave him in the future, he would rather never touch him for the rest of his life.

He couldn't give Yu Huaixing a chance to leave him, and he would do whatever he had to pay for it.

"In the future, we will have many ten years." Gu Cinian stroked the soft hair on the back of Yu Huaixing's head, his deep voice was slightly hoarse, trembling with anxiety.

He said softly: "Xing Xing, if I do something wrong, you have to tell me, and tell me what you are not satisfied with. I will change everything, and I will be very good to the little hairball. I will Take good care of it, you don't have to worry about anything, so...don't leave me."

The long eyelashes drooped slightly, Yu Huaixing's heart tightened.

He never thought that Gu Cinian would be so flustered and uneasy when he saw his diary, the man's pleading words seemed to be rippling ripples, hitting his heart bit by bit.

Piece and stick together his crushed emotions again.

Once he threw himself into the fire when he was walking toward the light, but in the end he was burned to nothing but ashes.

During the time he was with Gu Cinian now, he has been working hard to overcome the memory that has not yet dissipated the chill.

So in this life... when the warm sunshine shined on his world again, he just watched quietly.

He can stay in that light, but he won't chase it because it disappears.

Hugging Gu Cenian back, he leaned on the man's arm and rubbed it: "Go to sleep, don't we have to go out for a stroll tomorrow?"

Gu Cinian's eyes were full of sadness, he knew his place in Yuhuai Xing's heart, but he couldn't help but be secretly happy because of Yuhuai Xing's words "we".

Hugging Yu Huai Xing tightly, he smiled and said softly, "Okay, good night baby."

……

After spending two days in City I, they returned to City B. There is still a small part of the filming of "Nian" left, and if it goes well, it will be finished in two months.

The second semester of senior year is entering the internship period, and everyone is busy looking for a job. Yu Huaixing plans to use this movie as a topic for his graduation thesis after filming.

Since the filming started, except for the rainy weather before, it has been smooth. A fulfilling life has kept him busy and made Gu Cinian depressed.

When Yu Huai Xing gets busy, even if Yu Huai Xing stays by his side, he won't be able to spare much time for him.

It was a rare two-day vacation, and in order to make Yuhuai Xing happy, he brought Xiao Mao Tuan over, but as he expected, Yu Huai Xing spent all of his time on Xiao Mao Tuan.

On the way home, Yuhuai Xing fell asleep due to exhaustion, Gu Cinian was reluctant to wake him up, and when he got home, he carefully hugged him in his arms and carried him back to the room.

Xiaomaotuan was well-behaved, and followed behind Gu Cinian in a very sensible way, even helping to close the door.

The moonlight was dim at night, Yu Huai Xing fell asleep when he came back during the day, and woke up in the middle of the night unable to sleep, when he slowly opened his eyes, he saw Gu Cinian taking a light nap.

Gu Cinian woke up almost the moment he woke up.

Leaning in Gu Cinian's arms before, he fell asleep quickly, and slept so soundly, that he never noticed that Gu Cinian hardly slept at night.

In other words, the sleep is very light, and he will wake up if he moves by himself.

"Why did the stars wake up?" Gu Cinian's tired eyes were full of worry, and his deep voice was full of anxiety when he just woke up, "Is it cold? Or something uncomfortable?"

In the past, Yuhuai Xing rarely woke up in the middle of the night. At this moment, he unconsciously remembered those uneasy dreams, and he subconsciously hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly.

"I'm calling the doctor."

Yu Huaixing took his hand and shook his head: "I'm not uncomfortable, it's just that I sleep too much during the day and can't sleep at night."

Gu Cinian stretched out his hand to explore Yu Huai Xing's forehead, and looked at Yu Huai Xing carefully for a while, and he was relieved to see that he was really not uncomfortable.

"Why are you awake?" Yu Huai Xing asked.

He remembered that in his previous life, when Gu Cinian slept, he would not sleep so lightly, at least he would not wake up immediately when Gu Cinian moved.

Stretching out his hand to touch Gu Cinian's face, he saw the man froze for a moment, with a smile that he couldn't hide in his eyes.

Gu Cinian's hand caressed the back of Yu Huaixing's hand touching his face, the corners of his mouth curled slightly, and his low voice was very gentle: "I don't need to sleep too much."

He didn't dare to tell the truth, and he never dared to sleep too soundly. The scenes in his dreams were too real, and he couldn't get used to the reality.

Anxiety and fear made him worry about gains and losses. His love for Yuhuai star had long been carved into his bone marrow, and his body instinctively reacted first when Yuhuai star made a move.

Just like on the day when the mountain collapsed, by the time he realized it, he had already used his body to protect Yuhuai Star.

Yu Huaixing raised his head slightly, and met Gu Cinian's deep and dark eyes. He didn't continue to ask, the warmth of Gu Cinian's face came from his palm, the man's hand held the back of his hand, and gently rubbed it Rubbing his palm.

It's like a big dog acting like a baby.

He had never seen such Gu Ci Nian in his previous life, but he didn't hate it.

He touched the fluff that was in a ball in his arms, and the soft fluff slid across the palm of his hand, feeling comfortable.

He was afraid of waking up the little hairball and his voice was very low, so Gu Cinian also lowered his voice with him, inexplicably feeling warm and sweet as a family of three.

Seeing that the night outside was getting dark, Yuhuai Xing smiled and whispered: "Go on to sleep."

Gu Cinian shook his head, lowered his head and kissed Yu Huaixing's hair, and said softly, "I'll accompany you."

Holding Yuhuai Xing in his arms, he glanced at the silver moonlight shining in through the curtains, he held Yuhuai Xing's hand and said suddenly: "Xing Xing, didn't you want to draw a human body before, can I be your model?"

Yu Huaixing paused and turned to look at him.

It was after he regained his memory that he wanted to draw the human body. Once when he was drawing in school, a professor from the art department accidentally saw his words and came to talk to him. Later, he intended to lead him to develop in that direction.

The professor happened to be teaching the human body at the time, so he asked Yu Huaixing to attend the class and asked him to draw a picture for her.

Gu Cinian's fingers squeezed into Yuhuai Xing's fingers and intertwined with him, looking at Yuhuai Xing with some trepidation and anticipation: "You can draw stars however you want."

In fact, he wanted to talk to Yuhuai Xing about this for a long time, but he never found the opportunity.

In terms of figure and appearance, he was completely competent, but Yuhuai Xing didn't want to see him at all after recovering his memory.

Later, under his stern efforts, Yuhuai Xing was finally willing to take another look at him, but he didn't dare to mention it at that time.

"Is it okay?" Gu Cinian gently twirled Yu Huai Xing's fingertips, and the anxiety in his heart was transmitted to Yu Huai Xing's heart through the fingertips.

Yuhuai Xing suddenly smiled, Gu Cinian's uneasiness expanded, but the next second he paused and was immediately ecstatic.

Just now, Yu Huai Xing said: "Yes."

Getting up from the bed, Gu Cinian took Yu Huai Xing to the studio he built specially for Yu Huai Xing, and when he opened the door, Yu Huai Xing was stunned.

He thought that Gu Cinian just took him to an empty room for him to paint, but he didn't expect that Gu Cinian had already built another studio for him.

There are all kinds of brushes, paints and palettes in the studio, all of which are brands commonly used by Yuhuai Star.

The curtains were pulled open, and the silver moonlight shone in through the glass window, and a large piece of beautiful silver fell on the carpet.

The entire place here, including the lake and mountains over there, is owned by Gu Cinian, so don't worry about other people.

The breeze blew away, blowing away the hazy moonlight clouds, and the clear moonlight became clearer and brighter.

Yuhuai Xing looked away from the silver, glanced at Gu Cinian, smiled slightly and said, "Have you ever been a mannequin before?"

Gu Cinian's slender fingers with well-defined bones were touching the buttons, he shook his head and replied, "I'll only serve as a model for Xing Xing."

When Yu Huai Xing wanted to draw a human body, he was actually very jealous. He didn't want Yu Huai Xing to look at other people's bodies, but he had no position to replace that person.

Fortunately, at that time, Yuhuai star could not be drawn because of the coursework of this major.

A gust of evening wind suddenly passed by, and there was a "rustling" sound outside the window, and the moonlight fell, reflecting on Gu Cinian's solid body with his clothes open.

Gu Cinian's figure is really perfect, with broad shoulders and waist, he looks thin when dressed and undressed. Without the cover of clothes, he can see that his muscles are firm, and under the smooth chest muscles is a sexy and attractive abdomen. Muscles and mermaid lines contain strong hormones.

The silver moonlight shone on him, perfect like the most outstanding sculpture.

His eyes flicked over him, and Yu Huaixing's gaze stayed on the eye-catching scar on his chest and skin.

Just by taking a quick look, one could tell that the wound on the scar on his heart had been deeply wounded.

Yu Huaixing raised his hand and stroked gently on his heart, the soft fingertips touched lightly, the skin felt slightly cool, Gu Cinian's heart stopped for a moment, it was numb like an electric shock.

Withdrawing his gaze, Yu Huaixing suddenly paused when his eyes accidentally touched Gu Cinian's ring finger.

The man has three English letters tattooed on his ring finger.

The paintbrush slid across the paper, making a "russling" sound, Yuhuai's starry eyes flicked over Gu Cinian's body, and after a while, a silhouette with a very similar expression was outlined on the drawing paper.

Yu Huai Xing is very serious when painting, her delicate face exudes a sense of coolness, her clear eyes are like jade stones soaked in the clear water in a spring, and the breath of jade lotus lingers around her, pure and free from dust.

According to Yu Huai Xing's request, Gu Ci Nian remained motionless, but his gaze stayed on Yu Huai Xing's body, his heart beating into a drumbeat to cheer his sweetheart.

I don't know how long it took, Yu Huaixing looked at the formed painting on the drawing paper. He put down the brush, squeezed out the paint to adjust the color, and then changed another brush to dip the paint on another drawing paper.

The bright red color made Gu Cinian suddenly feel uneasy, and then he saw Yu Huaixing's hand coloring on the drawing board stop.

Gu Cinian hesitated anxiously and asked, "What's wrong with the stars?"

Yu Huaixing looked at the red on the drawing paper, shook his head and said, "Suddenly I want to drink."

The clear red wine swayed on the glass wall, exuding the mellow aroma of wine.

Looking at Yu Huaixing, Gu Cinian saw his long and thick eyelashes drooping, casting a small shadow under his eyes.

"Xingxing." Gu Cinian put his hand on the back of Yuhuai Xing's hand, and the uneasiness in his heart did not disappear, "Why do you suddenly want to drink? Is there something you don't like about the painting just now?"

Yu Huaixing took a sip of wine, turned his head to meet Gu Cinian's eyes, lowered his eyes and took a sip again.

Stretching out his hand to grab Gu Cinian's collar, he raised his head and kissed Gu Cinian's thin lips, with a "grunt" sound, the man's prominent sexy Adam's apple rolled up and down.

"Is it delicious?" Yu Huaixing's forehead touched Gu Cinian's, they were very close, and when they talked, their warm breath fell on Gu Cinian's skin, which was hot and humid.

The mellow aroma of wine floats in the air, the flowing air is hot, and the scorching breath passes by, as if just a little spark can ignite the air.

"Xingxing..." Gu Cinian felt his throat dry up, and his blood seemed to be burning hot.

The distance between them is very close, as long as he lowers his head a little, he can kiss Yuhuai Xing's lips.

Yu Huaixing lightly lifted her long eyelashes, touched the tip of his nose lightly, and smiled at him with slightly curved lips.

"Xingxing..." Gu Cinian breathed heavily, put his hands on the back of Yuhuaixing's head and lowered his head to kiss Yuhuaixing's soft lips.

The scorching breath merged together, and Yuhuai Xing's clear eyes were soon stained with mist, and the end of his eyes was slightly red, and his light-colored lips were stained with a beautiful and attractive peach red after being kissed for a long time.

Yu Huaixing's soft lips parted slightly, exposing a small gap and breathing slowly, there was still a layer of water on his lips, pure desire made people's blood boil.

The moonlight was shrouded, and the light and shadow reflected on Gu Cinian's face, floating ambiguously on his handsome face.

On the sofa, Gu Cinian put one arm around Yuhuaixing's soft waist, and the hand stroking the soft hair on the back of Yuhuaixing's head slowly moved down, gently kneading the back of his slender neck.

He is like a person who has lost water in the desert and sees the oasis, constantly chasing the soft lips of Yuhuai Star.

The strong possessive desire clamored deep in his heart to eat the person in front of him, but he didn't dare, let alone be willing.

Now he can't calm down at all, he is afraid that he will hurt Yuhuai star.

The warm touch quickly landed on Yu Huaixing's lips, leaving moist marks on his slender and fair neck.

In the moonlight, the shadow of the sofa cast a shadow on the carpet. Gu Cinian greedily kissed Yuhuai Xing's lips, took a deep breath for a second and restrained himself vigorously, buried his head on Yuhuai Xing's neck and took heavy breaths with.

After a while, he gently stroked Yuhuai Xing's face and said hoarsely: "Xing Xing, I'm going to the bathroom."

After saying that, he quickly got up and strode out of the studio.

Yu Huaixing lay on the sofa and stared at the crystal chandelier on the ceiling, his panting breathing gradually subsided, and the touch from just now still remained on his lips.

Gu Cinian hastily and restraintly kissed him on the lips. He could feel the excitement in Gu Cinian's body, but he could also feel that Gu Cinian was being patient all the time, as if he was afraid even holding him. He was holding back his strength as if it would hurt him.

He was the only one in the huge studio, the moonlight was shining, the open windows were blown by the wind, and there was a faint fragrance of peach blossoms.

After lying on the sofa for a long time, Yuhuai Xing slowly got up.

Walking in front of the drawing board, he looked at Gu Cinian's painting which had already been drawn but not colored, and stretched out his hand to gently touch the painting.

The man in the painting keeps looking in one direction, his deep eyes are full of affection and tenderness, as if the person in front of him is his inseparable love in his whole life, love to the bone.

His long eyelashes were half drooping, he gave a shallow smile, covered the unpainted painting with a canvas, and left the studio.

He remembered what he had forgotten in his previous life.