After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

I'm not dirty, can you not dislike me?

regret……

Gu Cinian raised his eyes: "Xing Xing, what do you mean by regret?"

The hand hanging by his side was slowly clenched, and he breathed heavily: "If it was the ten years of my previous life, I regret it."

If he had understood his intentions in those ten years, he would have been able to see Yuhuai star's smile all the time, and he would not have missed ten years in vain, and even...

Let Yuhuai star suffer so much grievance and pain.

Every time he thinks of the jerk he used to be, he can't wait to kill that self.

Yu Huaixing clenched his fist and then loosened it, stroking the wound on Gu Cinian's heart that had scabbed but not yet fully healed, he said slowly: "Here, do you regret it?"

"I don't regret it." Gu Cinian immediately replied without hesitation, "If Xing Xing still doesn't believe me, I can stab me a few more times and show you my heart."

Yu Huai Xing didn't make a sound, Gu Cinian got up and went to find the knife, but Yu Huai Xing grabbed the corner of his clothes: "Gu Cinian!"

Turning around, seeing Yuhuai Xing's anxious expression, Gu Cinian felt a flash of joy in his heart, his baby was nervous about him, even if it was only because of Yuhuai Xing's soft heart, it didn't matter.

In fact, he really doesn't care about stabbing himself a few more times, as long as Yuhuai Xing can trust him, it doesn't matter how many times he stabs himself.

These pains are nothing compared to what Yuhuai Xing suffered.

Seeing Gu Cinian turning his head, Yu Huaixing held onto the hem of his clothes and didn't let go immediately, fearing that he would find a knife to stab himself later.

Gu Cinian was like that that night.

His lack of hesitation and the earnestness in his eyes always pierced his heart, reminding him once again of the familiar but now unfamiliar feeling of being at a loss.

The hot spot on the tip of his heart was very hot, he held Gu Cinian's clothes tightly for a while before he let go, and said, "Go to sleep."

The breeze blows at night, bringing rare tranquility and warmth.

Gu Cinian cautiously approached Yuhuai Xing, hugged the curled up cool body into his arms, and whispered in his ear: "Xing Xing, you will be warmer if you sleep next to me."

Without waiting for Yuhuai Xing to speak, he quickly added: "It doesn't matter if you use me as a human hand warmer."

He knew that Yuhuai Xing could sleep more peacefully in his arms, whether it was because of his past habits or because of his scorching body temperature, it didn't matter.

As long as Yuhuai Xing can sleep well, he is willing to be a human hand warmer.

Seeing that the person in his arms didn't push him away, Gu Cinian breathed a sigh of relief, he pulled up the quilt to Yuhuai Xing's shoulders, and completely embraced him in his arms to warm him slightly body of.

Under the warm yellow light, their shadows were reflected on the wall beside the bed, Yu Huai Xing unconsciously rubbed against Gu Ci Nian's arms, the latter's flattered body paused for a moment and his heart beat wildly.

Looking down at Yuhuai Xing's delicate and quiet profile, Gu Cinian slightly curled his lips, the corners of his mouth were filled with uncontrollable joy.

Not long after, there was the sound of light breathing, and Gu Cinian's eyes were filled with endless tenderness. With the help of the warm-toned light, he used his eyes to trace the outline of the person in his arms bit by bit, and gently helped him Pin the slightly longer hair behind the ears.

Holding the lost and recovered treasure in his arms, he is like a dragon protecting the treasure, and he will never allow others to take away half of it.

The next day when Yuhuai Xing opened his eyes dimly, he didn't know what time it was, the curtains were all drawn, and he couldn't see the sky outside.

Unconsciously rubbing against the heat source, a man's hoarse and deep voice came from above his head: "The stars are awake?"

The man helped him press down the slightly raised lock of hair, his eyes were gentle: "Are you still sleepy? Let's sleep again."

Yu Huaixing shook his head.

He slept peacefully in Gu Ci Nian's arms last night, had no dreams, and even woke up with a warm body.

After a good night's sleep, he is now in good spirits. When he got up to wash up, he found a toothbrush filled with toothpaste and a mouthwash cup filled with water on the bathroom sink.

Glancing towards the room, he realized that Gu Cinian actually woke up very early, and he was not wearing pajamas.

In the next second, he heard Gu Ci read: "Xing Xing, do you want to go fishing later? It's a bit hot today, so it's better to wear a sun protection shirt."

Yuhuai Xing's skin is delicate and can be easily sunburned, every time Gu Cinian goes out in the sun, he dare not be sloppy.

Brushing his teeth, Yuhuai Xing replied vaguely, thinking that this should be a link stipulated by the program group, and it might be to exchange the fish he caught for money.

After washing, they went downstairs, only Liu Yong and Zhang Mei were in the living room, Chen Yuer and Ye Zi were still awake.

After greeting the two seniors, Zhang Mei couldn't help laughing when she saw Gu Cinian: "Xing Xing, hurry up and have breakfast, Mr. Gu specially got up early to make it for you."

In the past, Zhang Mei and Liu Yong, two elders who could cook, cooked, but with Yuhuai Star Recording, the two of them rarely had time to spare.

While the few people were chatting, Chen Yuer and Ye Zi also got up, and Chen Yuer's eyes widened when she saw the rich breakfast on this table.

Obviously, Gu Cinian cooked a large table of dishes when he was recording a program with Yuhuai Xing last time, but it may be because it has been too long since seeing her again, but he still can't help showing that he has never seen the world.

[Hahaha Yu'er's expression seems to be my expression, Mr. Gu is too amazing, a breakfast is made into a dinner party for fear that the stars will not be full! 】

[The script of robbery and robbery is gradually moving towards the young master's humble courtship hahaha!But I still love it! 】

[It’s true that you can see Young Master Gu’s eyes on Xing Xing whenever you look at it. Fuck (a kind of plant), there is really a handsome, affectionate man with eyes full of you, woo woo woo!Fiction shines into reality! 】

After eating breakfast, everyone sat and chatted leisurely, TV dramas were playing casually on the TV, Yuhuai Xing asked curiously: "Don't you have to do any tasks today?"

Liu Yong brewed tea and said with a smile: "The director said there is no task today."

Chen Yu'er answered: "Wow! The program crew has become human, without a task?! It's rare that they are willing to give up squeezing us hahaha!"

Zhang Mei sipped tea and laughed: "No, it's just that I don't know how long this human nature can last."

Ye Zi just smiled slightly.

【Ahahaha Yu'er returned to the joyful girl we are familiar with after a night of broken love!It seems that the compensation for the top search is still possible hahaha! 】

[Identified, everyone at the scene saw it through but didn't tell it through, only Yu'er foolishly thought that the program group had humanity! 】

[Yu'er, take care of yourself, it's so obvious, can you really not see it?It's obvious that Young Master Gu abused his power to become a star! 】

Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian suspiciously, so what did he mean by fishing this morning?

"Do you want to go to the stars? Fishing." Gu Cinian asked.

In his previous life, Star Yuhuai had mentioned fishing, but it was left behind. This time, the program team chose this place to shoot, and it was naturally because of Gu Cinian's handwriting.

Yu Huai Xing hesitated, Gu Cinian glanced at the others and asked, "Which one of you will go?"

Liu Yong and Zhang Mei waved their hands while drinking tea: "We won't go, it's rare that we can relax and drink tea."

Ye Zi declined while eating melons and fruits.

[This operation is absolutely perfect!Young Master Gu: I'm just asking, but fortunately you know how to compliment. 】

[Mr. Gu really worked so hard for the stars, hahaha! 】

Chen Yu'er was a little excited, and was about to raise her hand to say it, but Gu Cinian seemed to only have Yuhuai Xing in his eyes, seeing him looking at Yuhuai Xing gently: "Xing Xing, let's go."

The next second, she squeezed the cucumber in her hand and bit it hard, cursing herself for having no eyesight, Gu Cinian's eyes were almost glued to Yu Huaixing, how could she still be dazzled by fishing? !

There is a lake of Nan`feng in the back mountain, and there are many wild flowers growing around it. You can smell the faint fragrance of flowers when the wind blows.

Gu Cinian had already applied sunscreen for Yuhuai Xing before going out. He put on a sun hat for Yuhuai Xing, and the staff who followed hurriedly set up a big parasol for them.

After everything was ready, the staff exited the scene wisely, not even daring to release the camera.

With the surface of the lake glowing with microwaves, Yu Huai Xing suddenly said: "You still remember."

There was no beginning or end to this sentence, but Gu Cinian understood it.

Yuhuai Xing was asking him why he still remembered what he casually mentioned in his previous life. At that time, Yu Huai Xing only mentioned it to him, but after seeing that he didn't seem to be interested, he didn't mention it again.

"Remember." Gu Cinian's heart was full of bitterness, and he cursed his former self hundreds of times in his heart, he said, "I remember everything you said, Xing Xing."

In the past, he fell in love without knowing it, and even thought that love was just derived from desire/desire, and he only cared about Yuhuai Xing because he was not tired of it yet.

But no matter how much he wanted Yuhuai star, he was never satisfied.

To him, Yuhuai star seemed like a poppy, from the first moment he saw him, he was destined to fall.

"Many people should like your habit." Yu Huaixing looked up at him, "Wu Hao likes to travel, did you travel with him when you didn't go home?"

In his previous life, he remembered that Wu Hao once said in an interview that he liked traveling very much. Since Gu Cinian would remember what he said, he would also remember the small details about him, and he should also remember his lovers.

Gu Cinian searched in his mind for a while before he remembered who Wu Hao was, and when he remembered what he had done, there was a tinge of hostility in his brows.

The memory flashed, and he hurriedly explained: "I have nothing to do with him, so why would I travel with him?"

He still remembered that before Yu Huai Xing thought he slept with Wu Hao and said he was dirty, thinking of Yu Huai Xing's disgusted look, panic flashed in his eyes.

"I haven't touched him! Not in this life, nor in my previous life! All the things on the hot search in my previous life are fake. I have never touched anyone other than you, whether it is in this life or in my previous life."

Not to mention touching him, even those people feel disgusted when they get close to him, only for Yuhuai star, he can't ask for it enough.

In his previous life, he let those gossips fly all over the sky just wanting to see Yuhuai Xing jealous for him, and his mind was full of him, so every time Yuhuai Xing asked him, he didn't explain, and even let those people use him to stir up gossip.

"So the stars..." He gritted his molars, clenched his fists, and a bitter look flashed in his eyes, "I'm not dirty, can you not dislike me?"

Yu Huaixing pursed his lips, this was something he hadn't thought about.

Not to mention who Gu Cinian has met in this life, but he has never met anyone else in his previous life?Then where did he go if he didn't go home?

He looked at Gu Cinian, the man seemed to understand the meaning in his eyes, and explained: "In my last life, I didn't go home because I stayed in the hotel by myself, because when I got home, I wanted you crazily."

At that time, every time he saw the Yuhuai star, the strange emotions in his heart made him feel at a loss. He didn't know what those strange emotions represented.

But even if Yuhuai Xing is not in front of him, he will always think of Yuhuai Xing, such a strange self makes him upset.

When facing Yuhuai Xing, he always seems to be demanding, no matter how hard he wants Yuhuai Xing to be, he will never be able to erase his image in his heart.

His melancholy made Yuhuai star sad, and every time he saw Yuhuai star sad, he would become even more melancholy. This endless cycle made him dare not approach Yuhuai star at all.

Twirling his fingertips, Yu Huaixing half-draped his long eyelashes, the thick eyelashes covering the emotions in his eyes.

Yu Huai Xing remained silent, but Gu Cinian became even more flustered.

He held Yuhuai Xing's hand, and his voice was hoarse: "Xing Xing, do you hate me? I also know how bastard and inhuman I used to be, obviously you are already suffering but I am still like that, I won’t do it in the future! I’ll listen to what you say, I’ll listen to you, Xing Xing…”

Gu Cinian's eyes were full of uneasiness and eagerness, his heart was hurting badly now, and even the unhealed wound began to hurt violently.

He was anxiously waiting for Yuhuai Xing to pronounce his sentence.

Time seemed to be stretched infinitely, and every second was a torment for him, but he was even more afraid of hearing Yuhuai Xing's answer.

What if Yuhuai Xing really hated him?

"I--"

Yu Huaixing just opened his mouth, looked up at the nervousness and panic in Gu Cinian's eyes, he pursed his lips.

He stared blankly at Gu Cinian, his gaze gradually shifted to the man's hand half-embracing him, and he could feel the obvious shaking of Gu Cinian's hand holding him.

The man's deep eyes met his, obviously full of uneasiness and panic, but he didn't dare to look away.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian seemed to be making a final fight for himself, he said eagerly, "I'll change everything, what do you think I'm doing wrong, tell me what I'm doing wrong, and I'll change everything, As long as you like it, I can do anything and change anything, so can... can you not hate me? I just want to stay by your side... okay?"

Listening to the man's more and more urgent words, the hot part of Yu Huaixing's heart began to heat up, and the ice cubes in his heart that were crushed at an unknown time were floating in the bottom of his heart.

Yuhuai Xing turned sideways and did not look at Gu Cinian.

In an instant, Gu Cinian's heart fell heavily, he smiled wryly, and clenched his fists forcefully, the bitterness almost overwhelmed him.

Has he no chance?

Does Yuhuai Xing even feel bored with him being by his side?

Being crushed by despair in his heart, with the gentle breeze blowing by, he heard Yu Huai Xing whisper: "I don't hate it."

it's OK……

Gu Cinian's body froze for a moment, he raised his head suddenly, suppressed the ecstasy in his heart as if he was hallucinating, and asked cautiously: "Xing Xing, I, was I an auditory hallucination just now? Did you just say you don't hate it? Xing Xing ..."

Hearing the nervousness and unbelievable expectations in Gu Ci's words, Yu Huaixing stared at the red string on his wrist with his fingertips, and slowly raised his eyes to look at the ripples rippling in the center of the lake.

Many pictures flashed through his mind at this moment, all chaotic and without any structure, and after a long time, he said "hmm" very softly.

This very soft "um" instantly revived Gu Cinian, and the time that was almost stagnant before started to flow again.

In this world, apart from Yuhuai star - he can't see anything else.

-

On the way back from the lake, Gu Cinian was carrying a bucket with many fish in it, and couldn't help but bubble in his heart.

Now Yuhuai Xing is willing to let him stay by his side, if he continues to work hard, sooner or later Yuhuai Xing will accept him again!

The corners of his mouth raised along the way could not be suppressed, Ye Zi saw him as soon as he returned.

The comments on the live broadcast at this moment are even more noisy.

[Young Master Gu, did something good happen?How could he, who had always been undisciplined and arrogant, show such a smile? ! 】

[What else can it be? It must be related to Yuhuai Star!Something must have happened when the two of them went fishing! 】

[Program group, you come out and get beaten!Young Master Gu and Xing Xing went fishing, why didn't you take pictures!What the hell am I missing! 】

Since Gu Cinian and Yu Huai Xing returned with a full load, the main course for tonight's dinner is naturally fish.

Back in the room, Yuhuai Xing took a shower, and in the steaming heat, he watched himself in the mirror slowly being blurred by the mist until he disappeared, and suddenly remembered the person in the dream who called him full of sadness.

That person... who the hell?