After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

In the dream he was already dead.

"See it?"

The doctor nodded.

Others may not be able to see it, but as a professional doctor, with so many years of experience, he has noticed it during the operation.

It was unlikely a coincidence that the knife was so precisely off.

But if it is to calculate the distance of that position, it is really difficult for ordinary people to grasp. If the blade is slightly careless, the knife will directly pierce the heart.

Gu Cinian is betting on his own life.

"What if you lose the bet?" asked the doctor.

Gu Cinian glanced at the wound on his heart lightly, but did not answer.

What if I lose the bet?

He has thought about the answer to this question countless times.

Stabbing the knife into the heart is nothing more than two results, either as it is now, just grasping the distance away from the heart by a few millimeters to save life, or stabbing the heart with the knife and dying in front of Yuhuai star.

He wants to pay back what he owes Yuhuai star, but he is not willing to leave Yuhuai star alone, let alone disappear from Yuhuai star's life.

Looking at Gu Cinian, Dr. Han suddenly understood the unpredictable emotion in the man's deep eyes.

It's not that Gu Cinian never thought about losing the bet, but that even if he loses the bet, he will still get the other half of the chips he wants in the end.

Men are very possessive of Yuhuai Xing, and their love for him is almost paranoid. Even if he dies, Yuhuai Xing will always remember him.

So that knife pierced the heart, even if it really cut through the heart and died in front of Yuhuai Xing, Yuhuai Xing would always remember him.

Even if he dies, he will always occupy a certain place in Yuhuai Xing's heart.

Dr. Han breathed out slowly in his heart, and he couldn't help gaining a deeper understanding of the man in front of him.

After completing the hospitalization procedures, Gu Cinian and Yuhuai Xing left together. On the way, Gu Cinian tentatively and cautiously took Yuhuai Xing's hand, not daring to use force, but held it vaguely, fearing that Yuhuai Xing would not like it.

Stretching his body, he waited for Yuhuai Xing's next move, but Yuhuai Xing didn't withdraw his hand for a while, but still looked ahead calmly.

He breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, turned to Yuhuai Xing and asked softly: "Xing Xing...can I go to your house in the future?"

Yu Huaixing turned to look at him, those beautiful eyes sized him up carefully, a flash of panic flashed in Gu Cinian's eyes, but he didn't dare to hide, and let him look at Yu Huaixing's eyes.

Looking at the man in front of him, Yu Huaixing's calm heart began to become chaotic again.

This handsome face is not much different from the face in memory, but it is not the ruthless and stern Gu Cinian in memory.

The man's gentleness and carefulness collided at the tip of his heart, smashing a corner of the memory of the past.

Suddenly, the scene when Gu Cinian said that he would give his life and sincerity to him that day, holding his own hand and inserting the sharp knife straight into his heart came to mind.

The man's madness slowly merged with the Gu Cinian who Fang Zihuai said in his memory that he went crazy in his previous life, and he couldn't help but clenched his fingertips.

Opening his lips slightly, he asked softly, "Did you really do what Zi Huai said in your last life?"

That rainy night, when Gu Cinian asked him "will he be afraid of him", he knew that Gu Cinian knew about it.

Gu Cinian met Shang Yuhuai Xing's gaze, did not avoid it, held his hand a little tighter, and said softly, "Yes."

As soon as the words fell, his throat moved, and when he opened his mouth again, his voice was a little hoarse, and he asked anxiously: "Xing Xing... Are you afraid of me?"

Fear?Yuhuai star didn't know.

Now hearing Gu Cinian's confession with his own mouth, he was even more confused.

Why did he do such a thing, why would such an arrogant person go crazy for him?

"Why?" Yuhuai Xing's voice was very soft, almost talking to himself.

He had asked this question that night, but for some reason he asked it again.

"Because I love you, Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian stretched out his arms to hug Yu Huai Xing, stroking his face lightly, seeing his reddened eyes, the end of his heart, and the already aching wound in his heart hurt even more.

In his previous life, after Yuhuai star died, he didn't know that it was love. He only knew that he would make everyone pay the price. He couldn't live without Yuhuai star, and he wanted Yuhuai star to come back.

Kissed at the end of Yuhuai Xing's reddened eyes, his forehead was pressed against Yuhuai Xing's forehead, his deep voice was as gentle as the West Lake in autumn.

"Xing Xing, I love you, I love you very much..."

Yu Huaixing clenched her fingertips tightly, her eyes were redder than before.

Being hugged by Gu Cinian, he closed his eyes deeply, and after a long time his voice was hoarse: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He hasn't been able to sort out his thoughts yet, the previous memories are always floating in the long river of memory, and the chaotic thoughts make his mind also chaotic.

"It's okay, Xing Xing, you don't have to give me the answer right away, I will wait." Gu Cinian gently caressed Yuhuai Xing's back, and said in a hoarse voice, "No matter what the answer is, I will wait."

He knew that the grievance and pain he had brought to Yuhuai Xing in the past was very deep, and he didn't dare to expect Yuhuai Xing to love him now, as long as Yuhuai Xing could look at him more.

that's enough.

He has no regrets in exchanging his life for his mercy.

Hugging Yuhuai Xing patiently and gently coaxing her, Gu Cinian's eyes were also flushed, and his eyes were full of distress.

Not long after, the car arrived at Yuhuai Xing's home, when Gu Cinian got out of the car, Yuhuai Xing grabbed the corner of his clothes: "No need."

Before leaving, Yu Huaixing raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes fell on his heart, and said softly, "Take good care of your wounds."

Looking at Yu Huai Xing's back, Gu Cinian followed him with his eyes, he clenched his fists tightly, and the warmth of Yu Huai Xing's hand remained in his palm.

He wanted to keep the temperature for a while longer.

After looking outside for a long time, Gu Cinian went back.

-

After that day, Gu Cinian came to Yuhuai Xing's house almost every day, even if Yuhuai Xing told him not to come, he could always use the little hair ball as an excuse.

"I can help Xingxing take care of the little hairball, and..." he rubbed the little hairball's head, "the little hairball misses me too."

"Ouch-"

Yu Huai Xing blinked a few times, but said: "Be careful of your wound."

Gu Cinian's smile widened, and the corners of his mouth could not be suppressed: "Listen to the stars."

Although this concern was just casually said by Yuhuai Xing, he still couldn't help but jump for joy.

Looking at the back of Yuhuai Xing returning to the room, Gu Cinian fed a piece of dried meat to the little hairball, and softly said as if showing off: "Your father cares about me, did you hear that, just now your father asked me to pay attention to the wound."

"Aww?" Xiao Maotuan bit the jerky and tilted his head to look at Gu Cinian, as if he didn't understand his showing off.

But it's just a sentence without much expression, why is he so happy?

"You don't understand, forget it." Gu Cinian glanced at the closed door of Yuhuai Xing, he picked up the little hairball and whispered, "You have to remember to interact with daddy more, so that your daddy won't chase you away Daddy is gone."

The title "Daddy" Gu Cinian can only secretly tell Xiao Maotuan when Yuhuai Xing is away, after all Yuhuai Xing has not recognized him yet.

If he was heard, he was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would be unhappy.

The little hairball groaned, and the little hairy boy didn't know that he was being used by his "daddy" to compete for favor.

Gu Ci took another piece of beef jerky to the little hairball as if to reward him, and patted it on the head: "Good job!"

One person and one dog were whispering, when a knock on the door suddenly broke the present warmth.

Gu Cinian frowned sharply, glanced at Yuhuaixing Xing's room and went to open the door.

The moment the door was opened, the people standing outside the door also had bad expressions when they saw him: "Gu Ci Nian, why are you here?"

Gu Cinian sneered: "You are not qualified to ask me this question."

"It's really a big tone. I don't know if I thought you were the owner of this house." Fang Zihuai sarcastically said, "Mr. Gu has watched too many ethics dramas recently, and he knows the face of green tea and white lotus?"

"Who's here?" Yuhuai Xing's voice came from inside.

Fang Zihuai immediately shouted: "Brother Xingxing!"

Seeing Yuhuai Xing approaching, Gu Cinian suppressed the emotions in his eyes and let Fang Zihuai in.

"Brother Xingxing, I bought you a raspberry." Fang Zihuai put the raspberry on the table and waved to the little hairball, "Little hairball, come here, I bought you a new toy."

"Wow——" The little hairball didn't go over immediately, but turned around and ran to the place where its toy was placed, grabbed a ball and ran to Fang Zihuai, as if saying that I like this the most.

Fang Zihuai couldn't help laughing: "Brother Xingxing, Xiao Maotuan still likes the toys you bought the most, and he doesn't take a second look at new toys."

"Wow——" Xiao Maotuan ran to Yuhuai Xing with his tail shaking and biting the ball, put the ball in Yuhuai Xing's hand, climbed onto the sofa and rubbed his head against Yuhuai Xing's leg.

Properly a coquettish fine.

Yu Huai Xing smiled, hugged the little hairball to his lap and stroked its head: "Our little hairball is really good."

"Ouch-"

Going to the kitchen to warm up a cup of milk, Gu Cinian deliberately sat on the other side of Yuhuai Xing and handed him the milk: "Xing Xing, drink some milk."

Yuhuaixing glanced sideways at Gu Cinian, smiled at him and thanked him for taking it, and when his fingertips accidentally touched it, the sad voice that he heard in his dream suddenly flashed through Yuhuaixing's mind.

His body paused for a moment, and he couldn't help clenching the cup he was holding.

"What's wrong?" Gu Cinian happened to see this small movement, and the man asked worriedly, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

Yu Huaixing shook his head: "No, maybe he didn't sleep well."

Fang Zihuai's voice sounded: "It has been raining for the past few days, is it too boring to be at home?"

He suggested, "Brother Xingxing, let's go for a walk."

The weather is rare today, with soft white clouds floating in the sky and warm sunshine shining down.

A few people were walking by the lake together, Fang Zihuai frowned slightly at Gu Cinian who had a good time with Xiao Maotuan.

The breeze blows, bringing the freshness after the rain.

The drooping willow branches are brushed by the wind, drawing faint waves in the water, and the ripples gradually spread, adding a bit of life to the calm lake.

Yuhuai Xing and Xiao Maotuan were playing ball in the pavilion in the center of the lake, Fang Zihuai glanced at Gu Cinian and said, "Mr. Gu, your skills are really powerful."

That night, he also talked about the past by this lake. He imagined many possibilities, but he never thought that Gu Cinian would be crazy enough to dig out his heart and give it to Yuhuai Star.

"So, what do you want to say?" Gu Cinian glanced at him, with some impatience in his eyes, his peripheral vision kept falling on Yuhuai Xing, and he didn't dare to leave.

"Gu Cenian! Don't pretend to be so affectionate!" Fang Zihuai suddenly said, "The reason you are nice to Brother Xingxing now is because you are still interested in him. If one day you lose interest in him like you did in your previous life, you plan to take him again. Did he drive him out and let him suffer in the cold winter before dying!"

The memories of the previous life are like a shadow, and the bloody color mentioned by Fang Zihuai is vividly reflected in front of his eyes.

He will never forget that scene.

When he went back that day, Yu Huaixing still smiled at him as before, but the red eyes betrayed his suppressed grievance and sadness.

They were arguing that day, and that was the first time in a long time that Yu Huai Xing looked at him with tears in his eyes and a smile.

That day, Yu Huai Xing asked him: "Brother Nian, are you getting married?"

He wanted to have a good meal with Yuhuai Xing when he came back outside, even though he always wanted to erase Yuhuai Xing's figure, but no matter how hard he tried, Yuhuai Star's figure would only occupy more and more places in his heart .

In the evening, he left the company early to pick up the custom-made necklace, and when he got home, he saw Yuhuaixing's red eyes and had dinner with him suppressing the depression in his heart.

Yuhuai Xing didn't eat much that meal, his pleasant voice was a little hoarse, and he cautiously asked him about the trending search.

I don't know why, but seeing Yuhuai Xing's humiliating appearance, he became very depressed. He clearly wanted to see Yuhuai Xing jealous for him, but he didn't want to see him with red eyes and sad appearance.

Depression continued to spread in the bottom of his heart, and then he responded directly, and the tears that Yuhuai Xing had been suppressing all this time couldn't help but well up again.

He smiled at him with tears in his eyes, and that day he said very lightly and gently: "Brother Nian, you must tell me when you get married, I will pack up everything and leave."

Hearing Yuhuai Xing's words, Gu Cinian couldn't control the boredom that had been suppressing in his heart any longer, he sneered: "You are really boring, I can't stand it!"

"I told you when I got married, and then you left?" Gu Cinian sneered with sloppy lips, "You really take yourself seriously? If you treat you better, you don't know your identity?"

When Yu Huaixing heard his words, the tears in his eyes overflowed his eyes, and he felt even more irritable when he saw the corners of Yu Huaixing's mouth curled up and forced himself to laugh.

He pointed at the door: "You want to go? I'm just tired of it too, so get out!"

In my memory, there was a "bang" when the door was slammed shut, and Gu Cinian's heart trembled unconsciously.

"You have already killed Brother Xingxing once, do you want to kill him a second time?" Fang Zihuai gritted his teeth.

Thinking of his previous life, he glared at Gu Cinian angrily.

Killing... Yes, if it wasn't for him, Gu's father's plan would not have succeeded that day, and his star would not have died.

So he gave his life back to Yuhuai Star.

Before inserting the knife into his heart, he had already made complete preparations. He transferred all the things under the name of Yuhuai Star, and even deliberately made a perfect robot a long time ago.

He entered all the hobbies and habits of Yuhuai Star, and when he was away in the future, a robot would take care of Yuhuai Star for him.

He has already arranged everything, but he is still afraid, what if the robot breaks down?What should I do if I am afraid that the robot will not be perfect enough to take good care of Yuhuai Xing?

All kinds of pressure were pressed down on his heart.

At that time, he was betting. He held Yuhuai Xing's hand to hold the handle of the knife and gave Yuhuai Xing the right to choose.

If Yuhuai Xing wanted him to die at that time, then he died in Yuhuai Xing's hands, and Yuhuai Xing would remember him for the rest of his life.

If Yuhuai Xing didn't want him to die, and if the knife deviated from his heart and didn't pierce his heart and he survived, then would he have a chance?

Later, he won half of the bet.

After all, Yuhuai Xing was still soft-hearted.

"Brother Xingxing was miserable enough in his previous life, but in this life..." Fang Zihuai said hoarsely after his roar, "Gu Cinian, please let Brother Xingxing go."

"Tch", Gu Cinian suddenly hooked his lips and smiled.

From the last life, it wasn't that Yuhuai star couldn't leave him, but that he couldn't live without Yuhuai star.

Now...he was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would lose interest in him and abandon him.

"Wow!" A fluffy ball of hair rushed towards them not far away, interrupting their conversation.

The little hairball quickly ran towards Gu Cinian's calf, biting his trouser leg and dragging him to the pavilion in the middle of the lake.

Gu Cinian glanced at the Huxin Pavilion, fearing that something might happen to Yuhuai Star, he quickly picked up the little ball and strode towards the Huxin Pavilion. When he reached the Huxin Pavilion, he saw Yuhuai Star trying to catch the ball floating in the lake with a stick. come over.

The weight of the ball is not enough. When it is floating in the water, it will change direction when touched, so it cannot be fished at all.

Gu Cinian stepped forward to hold Yuhuai Xing's hand, and said softly, "I'll come to the stars."

Yu Huai Xing leaned out, he was afraid that Yu Huai Xing would fall.

A willow branch was broken from a willow tree next to the pavilion in the middle of the lake, Gu Cinian hooked the ball with a long willow branch, and quickly retrieved the ball.

"Wow!" The little fur ball happily wagged its tail.

After wiping the ball clean, Gu Cinian handed the ball to the little hairball.

Fang Zihuai frowned looking at the very warm scene in front of him, the memory of his previous life was still lingering in his mind.

Back home, Gu Cinian went into the kitchen and warmed up a cup of milk for Yuhuaixing. When he took the milk, Yuhuaixing's gaze stayed on his heart for a few seconds.

"Does it still hurt?"

Gu Cinian touched his heart, and forced a smile: "It hurts, it hurts badly at night."

Although the wound hadn't fully healed, Gu Cinian's physical fitness was good, so the pain didn't hurt much anymore, but how could he let go of such a good opportunity?

Lowering his eyes, he frowned slightly, looking very forbearing, but deliberately pulled a smile on his face, pretending to be very understanding.

"Xing Xing, I'll leave later, it doesn't hurt at all."

He deliberately looked at the weather outside, and whispered in a voice that Yuhuai Star could hear: "It seems to be raining, and the wound will hurt badly every time it rains."

Yu Huaixing pursed her lips, and said after a few seconds: "Don't go back, it might rain."

Gu Ci recited it cheaply and acted obediently: "Really? Will it hinder Xingxing you?"

Yu Huaixing shook his head, and went to take a bath with the little fur ball in his arms.

Seeing the gradually darkening sky outside, Gu Cinian hoped that the rain would be heavier, and it would be best if it continued for several days and nights like before.

Going into the bathroom, Gu Cinian took the shower from Yuhuai Xing's hand, and he said, "Xing Xing, let me give the little hairball a bath, it will be a little noisy when taking a bath."

Yuhuai star looked at him: "But your injury?"

Gu Ci read: "It's not a problem to bathe it."

The little Mao Tuan, who was forcibly given the title of "Nao Teng", tilted his head: "Wow?"

This rain really did what Gu Cinian thought. After the dark clouds gathered, it poured down in a downpour, and it didn't show any tendency to stop from afternoon to night.

There was a movie playing in the living room, and Yu Huaixing looked sleepy while holding the little hair ball.

Gu Ci Nian calmly leaned towards Yu Huai Xing, gently hugged him into his arms, and carried him back to the room.

Xiao Maotuan followed closely behind, lying on the carpet and watching Gu Cinian carefully put Yuhuaixing down on the bed, and turned on the night light to the brightest before turning off the incandescent lamp.

The rain was still pouring tirelessly, but at this moment it was like a lullaby, Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly in his arms, and whispered in his ear: "Xing Xing, good night."

Enveloped by warmth, Yu Huaixing dreamed of that white mist again.

The white mist was drifting slowly, and in a trance he heard someone calling his name again, the man's voice was hoarse but full of sadness.

The voice passed by, lingering in his ears, and Yu Huaixing's heart also tugged.

"Don't leave me, Star..."

don't leave him...

Amidst the sound of pattering rain, Yu Huaixing's long and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and she slowly opened her eyes.

Eyes are moist.

The sadness that the person felt in the dream when he called him has not dissipated, his long eyelashes are half drooped, and his clenched hands are tightly clenched.

It turns out...he in the dream was already dead.

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