Only fools look forward to love.

Gu Cinian caught a glimpse of the light frowning, and was relieved to see that Yu Huai Xing hadn't woken up.

Just when he was about to look away, he saw half of the text message on the phone that was still on and his sharp brows were furrowed from the corner of the eye.

He whispered to himself: "Father?"

"Hmm..." Yu Huai Xing curled up in his arms, as if dreaming of something bad again, Gu Cinian hurriedly stroked Yu Huai Xing's back, patting him lightly.

Gu Cinian slowed down a little when he heard the sound of shallow breathing, he pulled up the quilt to cover Yu Huai Xing's shoulders, and tightened his arms around Yu Huai Xing a little bit.

"Xing Xing, go to sleep." He whispered softly in Yu Huai Xing's ear with a deep voice, looking at Yu Huai Xing with eyes as gentle as the water of the West Lake.

That night, Yu Huai Xing slept soundly as expected, when he woke up, he touched the warm place next to him and gently moved his long eyelashes.

The habits he used to have are really terrible, even after a lifetime, he is still used to Gu Ci Nian's fiery embrace.

After spending a while on the bed, he got up to wash up and went out to the living room. Gu Cinian was cooking breakfast for him in the kitchen.

Looking at Gu Ci Nian's busy figure in the kitchen, the man's firm, tight and perfect figure is wearing an apron, but there is no disobedience in the slightest.

On the contrary, it is even more exciting.

With her hands resting on the back of the sofa, Yu Huaixing's chin was resting on her arms, and her head suddenly became empty again.

As long as he is not busy during this time, as long as he is free, his mind will always be empty from time to time.

"Xing Xing, are you hungry?" Gu Cinian walked up to him at some point, and handed him a cup of hot milk, "Drink some hot milk, and we can have breakfast later."

Yu Huaixing looked down at the hot milk handed to him, he lowered his head and said "um", took the milk and held it in his hand, and asked, "Gu Cinian, can you call me for Dr. Han? "

"Xing Xing, what's wrong with you?" Gu Cinian was very nervous.

"No," Yu Huaixing shook his head, "I just want his phone number."

Gu Cinian paused, and then said after a few seconds: "Xing Xing, do you still think so?"

The wound on his head brought him the convenience of being able to stay with Yuhuai Xing, but it also denied him all his seriousness and full of love.

Yuhuai Xing never believed in his love, he attributed everything to his confusion caused by the head injury.

The corners of Gu Cinian's mouth curled slightly, bitterness spread around his mouth, he said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Okay, as long as you want Xing Xing, I will give it to you."

After sending Dr. Han's mobile phone number to Yuhuai Xing, he restrained his emotions and said, "Xing Xing, I heard that there will be a shooting star tonight. Let's go see it together tonight?"

Yu Huaixing raised his head, but did not respond directly to Gu Cinian's eyes.

After breakfast, Gu Cinian packed up the dining table and tableware and went to the company. Yu Huaixing drove away in the black luxury car and slowly dialed Dr. Han's phone number.

After asking and explaining to Dr. Han, Yu Huaixing asked, "Will the wound on his head touch the nerve? The wound seems to keep repeating."

Doctor Han said: "Although Mr. Gu's head injury is serious, it just avoided the nerves, so it won't cause other changes in him."

"Does that mean that everything he is doing now is caused by his own consciousness?" Yu Huai Xing asked hesitantly.

Doctor Han replied affirmatively: "Yes, Mr. Gu's injury will not cause any neurological problems in him, all he did was his own consciousness."

Yu Huai Xing was silent for a long time, and then said after a long time: "But his injury has not healed, could it be that he took medicine for too long and caused some changes in his mood?"

Listening to Yuhuai Xing's questioning, Dr. Han knew in his heart that Gu Cinian's self-mutilation behavior was not once or twice, and he could do anything to make Yuhuai Xing look at him more.

Gu Cinian is in good health, the injury on his head has healed a long time ago, and there is no problem of taking medicine - now his wound is still not healed, [-]% is Gu Cinian himself.

Dr. Han naturally didn't dare to say this. He made an excuse and said, "It may be because Mr. Gu is too busy and sometimes too tired. The medicines he took will not cause his mood to change."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Huaixing held his phone for a long time but couldn't recover, thinking of all the things Gu Cinian had done for him, he smiled lightly.

"Self-awareness?"

The body was leaning against the back of the sofa, the back of Yu Huaixing's hands rested on his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were hooked very lightly, but it was inexplicably distressing.

After a while, he took his hand away, and his beautiful eyes looked at the front lazily, unable to see through the emotions in his eyes.

……

In the company, Secretary Li reported to Gu Cinian's office with the information he found.

"Mr. Yu's father died eight years ago, and the cause of death is unknown." Secretary Li continued, "The person who sent the message to Mr. Yu has been found out. It was seven years ago with Wen Biyu, Mr. Yu's mother. They are lovers."

"That person's name is Li Kan. He used to be in a relationship with Mr. Yu's mother. He often went to Mr. Yu's mother's house. Later, he took advantage of Mr. Yu's mother's absence..." He paused, then tensed his body and whispered, "I did too much to Mr. Yu."

Seven years ago when Wen Biyu and Li Kan were together, Yu Huaixing would still be used as a punching bag by Wen Biyu at every turn, and the wounds on his body would always be old wounds piled up with new ones.

Every time Li Kan sees Wen Biyu slap Yuhuai star, he will persuade him, especially when Wen Biyu wants to delete Yuhuai star.

Yuhuai Xing has been good-looking since she was a child, and Li's dirty eyes also fell on Yuhuai Xing.

Wen Biyu didn't notice all this at the beginning, but when she saw that Li Kan's eyes would glance over Yuhuai Xing from time to time, she hated Yuhuai Xing even more, beat him more frequently, and even scolded him for being shameless and seducing men.

Later, when Li Wang came to Wen Biyu's house when Wen Biyu was not at home, his eyes stayed on Yuhuai Xing.

When Yu Huai Xing subconsciously tried to run away, he was caught by Li Kan. With a wicked smile, he pinched Yu Huai Xing's face and forced him to raise his head, looking at his delicate and beautiful face.

Yuhuai Xing never dared to raise his head at home, and his hair was very long, just to cover his face.

But some people are not only beautiful on the surface, but also beautiful in their bones. Yuhuai Xing is such a person.

Even though Yu Huaixing deliberately covered his face according to Wen Biyu's instructions, he still couldn't escape the consequences of being targeted by Li Kan.

He has always hated his face why is it like this, would his life be better without this face?

When Wen Biyu had no time to let him go, he would often think, if his face would not annoy Wen Biyu, would he be beaten a little less?

"This face is really fucking seductive!" Li Kan's gaze has been sizing up Yuhuai Xing's face, and the desire/desire in his eyes is not hidden at all.

"Pure and lustful, like a vixen, no wonder I lost my soul!"

Hearing these disgusting words, Yuhuai Xing subconsciously wanted to resist, but he hadn't eaten all day today, so he couldn't break free.

"You continue to struggle, the more you struggle, the more excited I become." Li Kan's eyes were full of madness, he grabbed Yuhuai Xing and dragged him into the room.

"Let me go!" Yu Huaixing struggled hard, but to no avail.

"You think you can escape? You should be lucky to be spotted by Lao Tzu, but a female cousin will love you so much after following Lao Tzu!" Li Wang was about to move, he pinched Yuhuai Xing's face, and looked at himself His finger marks were printed on both sides of Yu Huaixing's cheeks, and the madness in his eyes was even worse.

There were red marks on his fair and delicate skin, and he pinched his face harder and harder, Yu Huaixing's physiological tears welling up from the pain made his eyes even more alluring.

Under the tattered and thin clothes was a slightly trembling thin body, and Li Kan felt a sadistic feeling in his heart.

"What a stunner." Li Kan leaned closer to Yuhuai Xing, stroked Yuhuai Xing's cheek with the back of his hand, and said "Tsk", "This skin is so smooth——"

Feeling Li Kan's touch, Yu Huaixing felt nauseated for a while. While he was struggling, he caught a glimpse of the vase beside the bed. When Li Kan wasn't paying attention, he tried his best to take the vase and smashed it directly on Li Kan's head.

After he was able to escape, he ran to the door, trying to open the door but found that the door was locked with a key. Li Wang ran after him covering his head, blood dripping all over the floor.

"Cousin, do you dare to hit me?" Li Kan pulled Yu Huaixing's hair and pushed him to the ground, "I must kill you!"

He pinched Yuhuaixing's neck with one hand, and tore off Yuhuaixing's clothes with the other. Suddenly, with a "click", the door was opened.

Wen Biyu looked at everything in front of her eyes, and cursed: "Yu Huai Xing, you bastard, how dare you rob my man?!"

Throwing down the bag, Wen Biyu went back to the room and took out a wooden stick to beat Yuhuai Xing desperately. The severe pain came, which made his body unable to bear it after starving for a day.

There was burning pain on his face, and the figure of Wen Biyu cursing and beating Yu Huaixing before he fell gradually disappeared before his eyes, and he also lost consciousness.

After he woke up again, he was betrayed by Wen Biyu.

The information that Secretary Li found was only the part about Li Kan in the front, and all the things in the back were erased, like a memory picture album that was partially erased.

"Li Kan..." Gu Cinian clenched the hand holding the document, his eyes were like a bottomless ice pool.

The surrounding air pressure plummeted, and the shade climbed up his back, like the evil spirits of hell trying to swallow up the world.

Gu Cinian glanced at Secretary Li, but at that glance, Secretary Li couldn't help shivering, he tensed his body and quickly lowered his head in response.

Secretary Li couldn't describe how terrifying that look was. After he went out, his whole body was filled with chills, and he didn't dare to slack off for a moment to deal with the matter just now.

Leaning on the back of the chair, the coldness in Gu Cinian's eyes pervaded the entire office, his fists were clenched tightly, and veins and veins emerged ferociously on the back of his hands.

In the past... how many heart-wrenching things happened to Yuhuai Star in the past?

Li Kan... How dare those ants-like guys touch Yuhuai star?How dare they!

If he wants to chop off the hands of those people, he must make them return it a thousand times over!

-

In the evening, Gu Ci Nian suppressed all his emotions, and when he went to Yuhuaixing's house, the night light was turned on in Yuhuaixing's room, and he lay curled up on the bed.

Fingertips caressing the red string on the wrist.

"Xingxing? Is it uncomfortable?" Gu Cinian nervously stepped forward to check.

Yu Huaixing glanced at him, slowly raised his eyelashes, and asked softly, "Gu Cinian, do you like me?"

Without a second of hesitation, Gu Cinian looked into Shang Yuhuai Xing's clear eyes and said seriously and firmly: "Xing Xing, I love you."

"Love..." Yu Huai Xing smiled lightly.

"What is love?" He muttered to himself with his long eyelashes half-drawn, and small shadows fell on his eyes, "Love is a terrible thing, it only brings harm and pain to people..."

"All the love in the world is just fleeting, and the one who will always guard this love is a fool..." He looked at Gu Cinian, and smiled at him, "I was such a fool, and later... I Sober."

Gu Cinian's heart seemed to be deeply pierced by a sharp knife, and then slowly torn open by a hand, cutting and sharpening bit by bit with a blunt knife.

"It's not like this!" He breathed a little harder, and the feeling of suffocation spread in his heart, "It's not like this...it's not like this...Xingxing, you are not a fool, don't say that about yourself, I am a fool! I I'm a fool, I'm a fool..."

Yu Huaixing looked at him quietly, listening to Gu Cinian's nervous and eager explanation, seeing the panic in his eyes, suddenly his heart was stabbed by something.

The arm was held by Gu Cinian, but the man kept controlling his strength, as if he was afraid of hurting him.

In the next second, Gu Ci Nian wrapped him in his arms, the man hugged him in a panic, and Yuhuai Xing could feel the tension in his body.

"Xing Xing, I'm sorry, I'm a fool, I'm the fool, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Gu Cinian kept apologizing to him, his deep voice still trembling slightly.

Yu Huaixing leaned against Gu Cinian's arms, and he closed his eyes deeply.

He didn't know how he was feeling now, all kinds of emotions were mixed in his heart, constantly surging.

Everything in the past, everything in the present, and everything made him trance.

……

A few days later, in the abandoned old warehouse, in addition to the unpleasant musty smell, there was also a strong smell of blood.

A man was tied to a chair with blood all over his body. If he hadn't been tied up with a rope, he might have fallen to the ground.

A trace of strength was left in his body, and he opened his blood-stained eyes. He looked at the people in front of him and remembered the fear just now.

"Please, please, please, forgive me..." He had no strength to speak, and the pain in his body made his voice soft like a dying fish.

Not long after, there were footsteps in the empty warehouse, one after another like urgings from hell.

Li Kan shrank his body, and he trembled even more when he saw the man approaching him.

"Gu, Gu Ci Nian!"

When he sent a message to Yuhuai Xing, it's not that he didn't see the hot searches of Yuhuai Xing and Gu Cinian, but he felt that people like Gu Cinian would only treat people like Yuhuai Xing as playthings, how could it be possible really like it.

Even if a press conference is held, it is just a game.

But seeing Gu Cinian now, he already knows better than anyone why he encountered such a thing.

"Gu, Mr. Gu, I, I didn't do it on purpose, I just... just sent those messages on a whim, and I didn't do anything!"

Li Wang wanted to kneel down and beg for mercy, but he was tied up and couldn't move at all.

"Didn't do it?" Gu Cinian smiled, without any emotions, not even ups and downs, but it seemed like a call from hell, and the surroundings were instantly filled with coldness.

Li Kan's pupils widened, fear occupied his body, his memory recalled, his face was terribly pale.

All those memories of the past flashed before his eyes, Li Wang's body couldn't stop shaking, and the chair moved back a little in fear.

"How did you treat Yuhuai Xing before?" Gu Cinian's cold voice passed by, Li Kan panted heavily in fear, and quickly explained, "I, I was lustful for a while, but, but I didn't touch it. To him! At that time, Yuhuai Xing hit me with a vase, and after that... when I wanted to do something, Wen Biyu came back..."

After speaking, his voice became smaller and smaller, and he couldn't breathe under the pressure of the terrifying cold low pressure.

He stomped heavily on the most vulnerable part of his body, and a miserable scream echoed in the warehouse.

Gu Cinian crushed expressionlessly, the coldness in his eyes almost swallowed him.

"Wen Biyu? What has Yuhuai star experienced before?"

"Wen Biyu is, is Yuhuai Xing's mother. She, she used to beat Yuhuai Xing..." The pain made Li Kan tremble even as he spoke.

"Go on."

"So, before, Wen Biyu didn't treat Xing Yuhuai as a person at all. When I, I was with her, I saw Wen Biyu abuse and beat Xing Yuhuai in various ways. I, I sometimes couldn't see it and would stop it... Gu , Mr. Gu, please let me go...I, I helped Yuhuai Star back then, please, please..."

Naturally, he didn't dare to help Yuhuai Xing because he didn't want to see that pure and lustful face hurt, so as to beg for mercy for himself.

As soon as the begging sound fell, Li Kan's mournful howl resounded through the warehouse the next second.

……

After a long time, Gu Cinian took the wet tissue from Secretary Li and wiped his fingers. The disgust and sternness in his eyes scared the backs of those around him, and the clothes on the back were soaked with cold sweat.

After leaving the warehouse, Gu Ci Nian quickly ran to Yuhuai Xing's house, reaching the door of Yuhuai Xing's house with his hands in the air but he dared not knock on the door.

The words that Li Kan said in the warehouse just now kept lingering in his mind, and he told everything one by one.

The past of Yuhuai Star that he didn't know was all poured into his mind at that moment.

What Yuhuai Xing had encountered was like a piece of blade, piercing into his heart piece by piece.

The sharp blade, the sharp corner, cut his heart with blood.

Those dark pasts tortured Yuhuai Xing, and he couldn't imagine what kind of pain Yuhuai Xing had endured to survive.

Every time he thinks about it, his heart hurts and he suffocates.

The injuries that Yuhuai Star suffered in the past left wounds that could not heal. Those experiences were like a seed that took root and germinated in the heart, and the root that grew was connected to the heart.

Standing at the door, he closed the door of Yuhuai Xing's house with his hand, clenched his fist tightly with his lowered hand, and took a heavy breath.

He rang the doorbell a few times but no one came to answer the door, he made a few more phone calls but no one answered, Gu Cinian suddenly became a little anxious.

What Yuhuai Xing said earlier flashed through his mind, and he was worried that Yuhuai Xing was not feeling well.

He kept knocking on the door anxiously while making a phone call. He accidentally put his hand on the doorknob, and suddenly the door opened.

He walked in in a hurry, but there was no one inside.

Suddenly he remembered that on New Year's Day, after waking up from a dream, he could no longer see the Yuhuai star. Nervousness and fear occupied his heart.

Searching in the house was fruitless, so he ran out in a panic like crazy.

At a seaside, the sea breeze was blowing slowly, the waves ebbed and flowed one after another, and the dark sea surface was surging with waves, beating the shore layer by layer.

On the stone by the beach, there was a person sitting, the sea breeze passing by, blowing the person's clothes, outlining his thin body.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian walked on the beach, wanting to hold Yuhuai Xing in his arms but dared not.

He stood on the nearby beach, silently accompanying Yuhuai Xing.

As the night deepened, the wind at the seaside became cooler and cooler. After blowing for a long time, Gu Cinian was afraid that Yuhuai star would catch cold. He was about to step forward and put his coat on him, when he saw Yuhuai star coming down from the stone, looking deeply at it. He glanced at the dark sea and walked to the nearby hotel.

Gu Cinian followed, seeing that Yu Huaixing had opened a room and then went upstairs, he was a little relieved and also opened a room.

The hotel here has a sea view room, and you can see the sea not far away in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. Yuhuai Xing leans on the window sill and slowly looks at the dark sea in front of him, gently stroking the red rope on his wrist with his fingers.

The phone suddenly vibrated, and he looked back from the sea and looked down at the phone. When he saw the information on the phone, his hand holding the phone suddenly clenched.

"grandmother?"

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