After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Surrender to him forever.

Gu Cinian was startled, is Yuhuai Xing caring about him?

The tip of his heart moved slightly, and the corners of his mouth could not help but smile slightly, and he said softly, "It doesn't matter."

Yu Huaixing stretched out his hand to touch the unhealed scar on Gu Cinian's forehead, and said softly, "Go see a doctor, you won't be so tired when you are fully recovered."

You don't need to be so tired... Gu Cinian's smile froze, and he felt a sudden pain in his heart while looking at Yu Huaixing's faint expression.

His heart was swollen and uncomfortable, he took a deep breath before asking in a hoarse voice: "Xing Xing, do you think that what I'm doing now is because I hurt my head and am unconscious?"

Yu Huaixing raised his eyes and didn't speak, but his indifferent expression let Gu Cinian know the answer.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian's heart suddenly seemed to be severely torn open, his throat was choked, and his voice became hoarse again, "Do you think I will be humble for someone I don't love, Is it just because of guilt? I wouldn't do it even if I was crazy!"

The heart was heaving heavily, the torn heart was slowly oozing blood, and the knife pierced deep in the heart was still going in inch by inch.

He is naturally aware of his arrogant and undisciplined temperament, no matter how many cruel things he has done to others, no matter how harsh his methods are, he has not regretted it in the slightest.

But he regretted everything that Yuhuai star had done.

In this world, only Yuhuai star can awaken his humanity, only Yuhuai star can make him feel heartache.

Everything he did was out of love for Yu Huai Xing.

For the sake of Yuhuai star, he can abandon all the things that Yuhuai star doesn't like, and he can put away his fangs and claws in front of him.

Whether it's tenderness or affection, everything...is because the other party is Yuhuai Star.

"But it's okay, Xing Xing, if you don't believe me now, I will prove it to you slowly." Gu Cinian took Yu Huai Xing's hand and kissed the back of his hand tenderly, Yu Huai Xing was reflected in his deep eyes. figure.

As if he was the only one in his eyes.

"Until you're willing to trust me."

In the slightly flickering candlelight, Gu Cinian's originally sharp facial features softened, and the tenderness in the eyes staring at Yuhuai star merged with the candlelight, like a fireworks blooming only for Yuhuai star.

Clenching his fingertips, Yu Huaixing stared at the scar on Gu Cinian's forehead, his long eyelashes were half down, and from the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of the shadow of Gu Cinian half kneeling in front of him.

In the shadow reflected by the candlelight, he was sitting on the sofa, and Gu Cinian half-kneeled in front of him and held his hand, like a pious knight swearing his lifelong loyalty to his Highness.

……

The rain continued all night long, and the candle light illuminated the whole room all night, until the white candle light was slowly blown out in the early morning when the fish maw was exposed in the sky.

Holding the baby in his arms, Gu Cinian quickly and patiently coaxed him when he frowned slightly, and Yu Huaixing fell asleep again.

That night, accompanied by the sound of rain and candlelight, the figures of two people were reflected on the wall - Gu Cinian hugged Yu Huaixing tightly in his arms, and did not dare to close his eyes all night.

"Brother?" Gu Cixu passed Yuhuai Xing's room when he got up to drink water, and called him in a low voice, "Did you stay up all night?"

Last night, the rain did not decrease but increased. This downpour seemed to soak the world, and the raindrops kept falling on the glass and falling on the window.

The wound on Gu Cinian's body has not fully healed, but the non-stop cold rain allowed him to stay overnight.

Yu Huai Xing still couldn't sleep well at night, since the last time he got drunk and rarely had a good night's sleep, he had been drinking at night, and this time was no exception.

But the effect is not ideal.

After that time, he drank every night, but even if he fell asleep because of drunkenness, he would wake up in the middle of the night, and his head would still hurt.

But compared to before, he could sleep half an hour or an hour longer.

Thunder roared in the middle of the night, and Gu Cinian was worried that when Yu Huai Xing knocked on the door and entered, he saw Yu Huai Xing falling asleep leaning on the window sill after drinking a lot of wine.

Looking at Yuhuai Xing who was curled up, Gu Cinian only had distress in his eyes.

Holding Yuhuaixing in his arms, he gently stroked his back, and after feeding Yuhuaixing hangover soup, he still didn't dare to sleep for a moment.

Yuhuai Xing's past has been following him like a lingering nightmare, every time Gu Cinian sees his frown because of the nightmare, his heart hurts.

Standing at the door, Gu Cixu saw the gray eyes of Gu Cinian and knew that he hadn't slept all night. Knowing that Gu Cinian was afraid of waking Yuhuai Xing, he didn't speak anymore, and silently went out and closed the door.

I don't know how long I slept, so long that when Yuhuai Xing woke up again, he was so confused that he didn't know the time.

It was still raining outside, but the dark sky was clearer, but the curtains were pulled back to see the time, and there was only one night light in the room turned to the brightest.

There was a pale yellow light in the room.

Yuhuai Xing rubbed against the pillow, closed his eyes and squinted for a while.

This time I slept well, I didn't wake up in the middle of the night, I woke up naturally, and I didn't even have the usual hangover and headache.

Confusedly leaning on the bed and getting ready to get up, he paused when his hand touched the position next to him and there was a trace of warmth in his palm.

There was still a trace of body temperature in the empty space next to him, and it seemed that the person lying beside him had just woken up.

Touching the sheet with his palm, his long eyelashes drooped, covering the surging emotions in his eyes.

In the rare and peaceful sleep last night, he felt as if someone hugged him into a warm embrace, and that person was very gentle and coaxed him patiently.

In the familiar cold breath, he also teased himself that when he was drunk, he still dreamed about the person he wanted to forget.

But now stroking the warm sheets, he lightly fanned his long eyelashes, and slowly withdrew his hand to grab the quilt.

"So it wasn't a dream..." He lowered his eyes and said softly.

Get off the bed, after washing he left the room, Gu Cixu saw him in the living room and waved to him: "Xing Xing, are you awake?"

As soon as the voice fell, the busy people in the kitchen hurried out when they heard it.

Yuhuai Xing looked over and saw that Gu Cinian was wearing an apron, and immediately rushed out after washing his hands: "Is Xing Xing hungry?"

The warm breakfast that had been prepared before was served on the table, and the table was full, all of which Yuhuai Xing liked to eat.

The pale sky reflected in, covering Gu Cinian's body and blurring his figure.

Gu Cinian warmed up a cup of milk and brought it out to Yu Huaixing, seeing him slowly chewing the crispy duck feet, his tense body slowly relaxed.

At least he is willing to eat.

After eating this breakfast for a long time, after Yuhuai Xing finished eating and Gu Cinian washed the dishes, he took his clothes and left.

He knew that Yu Huai Xing might not feel comfortable seeing him now, so he gave Yu Huai Xing time to be alone.

Upstairs, Secretary Li was waiting in the lobby. Seeing that Gu Cinian had come down, he hurried forward, holding an umbrella to help Gu Cinian get into the car from the rain.

The man wore a well-defined suit, and the gentleness he had when facing Yuhuai Xing disappeared when he left Yuhuai Xing's house.

All his tenderness is only towards Yuhuai Xing, usually when Yuhuai Xing is not around, there is not even a trace of tenderness on him.

Secretary Li reported the latest situation. Gu Cinian flipped through the documents. After reporting the company-related events, Secretary Li continued to report: "In two days, Mr. Yu's variety show will be filmed, in Hejiacun."

Hearing the sound, Gu Cinian stopped his slender fingers looking at the document, and he raised his eyes slightly: "The weather has been bad recently, and Xing Xing's body is not suitable for running around and working hard."

Secretary Li understood what Gu Cinian meant. He wanted the program team to reschedule Yuhuai Star's itinerary. He quickly agreed and dealt with it quickly.

The car drove through the rain all the way, and after arriving at the company, Gu Cinian was handling the company's affairs in the office. The collapse of Gu's family and the torture of Gu's father were far from enough to offset Gu's harm to Yuhuai Star.

His star was the brightest star left by the sky, and it happened to hit his heart the moment he fell into the mortal world.

The first time he saw Yuhuai star, he was destined to sink.

Holding the pen with his slender fingertips, he put the pen down after finishing the matter, and when he raised his eyes, his eyes fell on the photo frame on the desk.

Picking up the photo frame he had placed on the table, his sharp eyes softened, and his bony fingers gently stroked the photos in the frame.

The teenager in the photo has jade-like skin, thick and curly long eyelashes drooping naturally, sleeping peacefully under the white and soft quilt.

The boy's sleeping face was quiet and soft, like a piece of white jade soaked in a clear spring.

This photo was taken before he recovered his memory. One morning he woke up first, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the baby in his arms.

Yuhuai star nestled in his arms, her soft black hair scattered on the white pillow, revealing her slender neck.

At that moment, it was as if the sun was falling, and he couldn't help but smile. He picked up the phone next to him and couldn't help taking several photos.

Staring at the Yuhuai star in the photo, the memories of the past flashed by, and the sourness and sweetness surged up and blended together.

"Xingxing..." he called out in a low voice, but unfortunately his baby would no longer smile softly at him as before.

The index finger and middle finger were buckling the tie, and the slender fingers tugged at the tie. The top button was ripped apart, and the abstinence atmosphere added a touch of mess and decadence.

Holding the photo frame like a treasure in his hands, he leaned against the back of the office chair, swallowing the bitterness and sourness in his eyes.

……

After a long period of cold rain, early summer ushered in, and Yuhuai Xing's life at school was still plain but fulfilling.

This semester's course tasks are much heavier, and Yu Huaixing has excellent grades and talent, so the professor keeps mentioning him specially.

Compared with others, Yuhuai star is busier.

Although this kind of life is busy and tiring, for him, the busy life makes him have no time to recall the past engraved in his bones.

One day passed, and after dealing with the matter explained by the professor, Yu Huaixing dragged his exhausted body home, and when he got out of the elevator, he saw a man standing in front of his house waiting for him.

Looking at Gu Cinian Yuhuai Xing is not surprised, it is not the first time Gu Cinian has done this, he can't count how many times Gu Cinian has waited for him like this at his door.

In a busy life, Gu Cinian's figure is always squeezed into the head with only schoolwork left.

"Xing Xing, are you back?" Gu Cinian saw Yuhuai Xing walking towards him, holding the cherries he just bought.

Last night, he just took one more look at Che Lizi, and Gu Cinian immediately put on his clothes and went out, but the fruit shop and shopping mall were closed so late.

Today Gu Cinian bought cherries early in the morning and washed them for him, but he didn't expect to buy them again at night.

Subconsciously looking at the scar on Gu Cinian's head, his gaze stayed for a long time, and he slowly retracted his gaze.

He didn't call Gu Cinian to leave like the first time, because he knew that no matter what he said, Gu Cinian would never leave.

Yu Huaixing glanced at him, and opened the door with the key without making a sound.

After the door opened, Gu Cinian followed closely when he went in, for fear that Yuhuai Xing would close the door if he didn't pay close attention to it for a second.

When he got home, Yu Huaixing took a shower first, he was very tired from the whole day's work.

After taking a bath, the mobile phone on the bed continued to vibrate. Yu Huaixing looked at the mobile phone and picked it up.

"Hello, Zihuai."

"OK, alright."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Huaixing rubbed his hair casually. After taking a shower, his body and spirit are now refreshed.

Leaning on the window sill, he gazed at the lake in the distance.

The current life is so peaceful except for Gu Ci Nian's figure. If Gu Ci Nian's injury is completely healed, maybe this tranquility can continue.

After leaving the room, Gu Cinian, who was cooking in the kitchen, just came out with the dishes. He put the dishes on the table and wiped his hands immediately.

"Why don't you dry your hair? You'll catch a cold."

Taking the hair dryer, Gu Cinian carefully and gently dried his hair. These small but skillful movements were all so natural, as if they should be like this.

The warm air of the hair dryer was blowing, and when his hair was dried and soft, his body was also covered with warmth.

A meal for two, this is what he longed for before.

He used to cook a table of Gu Cinian's favorite dishes to eat with him every time when Gu Cinian was at home, but later, as Gu Cinian's scandals increased, he didn't want to go home and he stopped bothering to make them. dinner.

He was the only one in Nuo Da's house, and even the air was cold in the empty space.

When Gu Cinian rarely came back, he carefully cooked Gu Cinian's favorite dishes many times, but Gu Cinian didn't take a second look at the dishes he cooked for him except asking for them as soon as he got home.

Now looking at the dishes he likes on the table in front of him, the cold food in the cold living room in his memory collided with the steaming hot food in front of him, Yu Huai Xing suddenly felt a little bitter in his heart.

The memories in the long river of memory always make people trance, he unconsciously pinched his fingertips with his fingertips, and he watched Gu Cinian push a plate in front of him.

There are a lot of peeled shrimps on the plate, and they are all dipped in sauce.

Yu Huaixing glanced at the neatly peeled shrimp meat in front of him, and slowly raised his long eyelashes. He didn't speak, but just took a piece of shrimp meat and fed it to Gu Cinian's mouth.

Gu Cinian was startled, opened his mouth flattered, and slowly ate the prawn meat Yuhuai Xing fed him, with uncontrollable joy and joy in his eyes.

He never thought that Yuhuai Xing would feed him. These small actions may not matter to Yuhuai Xing, but to him it is a big surprise.

Seeing him eating the shrimp, Yuhuaixing fed him another piece.

One piece after another, until after eating the fourth piece, Gu Cinian finally recovered from the flattered jump.

"Xingxing, don't you like eating shrimp now?" Gu Cinian asked cautiously.

Yuhuai star shook his head: "You eat."

Gu Cinian suddenly understood while eating the shrimp that was fed to his mouth. He smiled bitterly and calmly rubbed the wound on his head.

"Is it because of the wound?"

"Gu Ci Nian, what are you doing!" Yu Huaixing was a little anxious seeing him like this.

The wound on the man's head healed with great difficulty, how could it stand up to such rough treatment from him.

"What am I doing?" Gu Cinian twitched the corners of his mouth, he held Yu Huaixing's hand and looked at him, his tired eyes were stained with pain, and even... a little wronged.

"You only look at me more when I'm hurt, don't you?"

The wound on his body allowed him to stay with Yuhuai star, but it also made him and Yuhuai star forever separated by a line of defense that could not touch Yuhuai star.

"It doesn't matter, as long as you can look at me more, it doesn't matter even if these wounds are tortured horribly."

Gu Cinian has always been easygoing and doesn't care about anything, but when he is in front of Yuhuai Xing, he puts away his fangs and claws, and only dares to test the other party's bottom line cautiously, afraid of the other party's indifferent eyes.

Seeing the panic and tension in Gu Cinian's eyes, Yuhuai Xing's heart seemed to be scalded by something, the soft tender flesh curled up, and the remaining hotness slowly spread.

"So... Xing Xing, can you just look at me more?"