After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Lost him again.

He never thought that the conversation just now would be heard by Yuhuai star.

And... he was also afraid of being heard by him.

What happened to Gu's father involved not only this life, but also his past life. He was afraid that he would find out what he did after Yuhuai Xing's death in his previous life.

those things... those things...

He didn't dare to imagine what Yuhuai star would do if Yuhuai star knew about it.

"Xingxing..." Gu Cinian felt his body stiff, he clenched his fist a little bit, and approached slowly cautiously.

Yu Huai Xing subconsciously took half a step back, Gu Cinian saw that his heart seemed to be stabbed hard by a needle suddenly.

He stopped at the same spot and didn't dare to continue walking. Looking at Yuhuai star, he pleaded cautiously: "I won't go forward, star, don't hide from me, okay?"

The wound on his arm started to hurt again, and he clenched his fists hard, trying to restrain the pain and discomfort bursting out from the bottom of his heart.

He didn't dare to let Yuhuai Xing know what happened in his previous life, because he was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would be afraid of him and even avoid him.

The two stood in place. At this moment, the world seemed to quiet down instantly, so quiet that even the flow of air slowed down.

Yu Huai Xing looked at Gu Cinian, and after a while he opened his lips slightly: "You are the person behind NX?"

Gu Cinian's thin lips moved slightly, and he nodded: "It's me."

"Why are you dealing with the Gu family? Isn't Gu Feng your father?" Yu Huaixing met Gu Cinian's deep eyes and stared at the man's handsome face. He suddenly felt that everything was in a daze again.

The memories of his previous life flashed by, all the embarrassments that Gu Feng gave himself flashed before his eyes, and he hit his eardrums with disdain and mocking insults.

At that time, it was obvious... Gu Cinian obviously turned a blind eye even if he knew about it, and his grievance and sadness seemed to have nothing to do with him, but now...

But he made a deadly move to deal with Gu Feng.

"Because he touched my baby." Gu Cinian said softly, "That's my bottom line."

"Baby?" Yu Huai Xing suddenly laughed, he pointed at himself with his finger, and said lightly, "Are you talking about me?"

The indifferent look of Gu Ci Nian in his previous life was always lingering in his mind, reminding him little by little how stupid and ridiculous he was in his previous life.

"It's not about me, it should be someone else." Yuhuai Xing lowered his long eyelashes halfway and then raised them, as if he was asking for proof or talking to himself, "It's someone else, it must be someone else."

Anyone is fine, as long as it's not him.

Holding Yu Huai Xing like this, Gu Cinian's heart felt as if being pulled tightly by a hand, the pain of suffocation came from the apex of his heart, even breathing hurt.

His thin lips trembled slightly, and he clenched his fists tightly with both hands, suppressing and enduring desperately. Pain and suffering surged up from the bottom of his heart together, hitting his whole heart.

Regardless of his past and present lives, the only person he loves is Yuhuai Star, but...

He couldn't say those things.

He knew that Yu Huai Xing remembered the bastard things he had done, that in his previous life he was even worse than a scumbag.

Even if he knew, he couldn't even step forward to hug Yuhuai Xing.

"Sometimes I really feel in a trance." Yu Huai Xing said, "I don't know if you do all this to get rid of guilt and gain a sense of security, but these are not necessary. As I said, there is nothing between us The time you saved me was already paid off and there was no default."

"Yuhuai star!" Gu Cinian suddenly shouted, "I did all this because I love you! I know I'm a jerk and a scum, but if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be able to do it subduedly to others Small!"

As soon as he finished speaking, his eyes turned red, and he looked at Yuhuai Xing and approached cautiously: "I'm sorry, Xing Xing... Did I scare you just now? I didn't mean it, I, I... I'm sorry... "

Holding Yuhuai Xing tightly in his arms, his hands were still trembling slightly. The things he did after Yuhuai Xing fell into a pool of blood in his previous life were like secrets that could not be told.

He tried his best to hide it, not daring to show any clues.

"sorry Sorry……"

Gu Cinian kept apologizing, but he didn't dare to let go of Yuhuai Xing's hand.

He knows that he is not a good person, and he has never regretted what he has done, but the only thing he regrets is everything related to Yuhuai star except meeting Yuhuai star.

He knows how bastard he is, how scumbag he is, and how cruel and cruel he has done, and he has never felt guilty.

It was as if there were no such words as guilt, regret and conscience in his life.

But seeing the sadness in Yu Huai Xing's eyes, he would always feel his heart aching and uncomfortable, and couldn't help but want to hug him, kiss him and coax him.

After Yuhuai star appeared, he had the words guilt and regret for the first time in his life, but behind the guilt, regret and discomfort, it was only because he loved Yuhuai star.

He didn't want him to be sad.

His life began to change after he met Yuhuai star. His cold life seemed to have meaning at the moment he met Yuhuai star—except for being cruel and ruthless, he possessed many things that can only be found in the face of Yuhuai star. other emotions from time to time.

But at that time, he was afraid of those strange emotions that he could not control, but in the end he hurt Yu Huai Xing so deeply.

Being held in Gu Cinian's arms, Yu Huaixing looked at the front lightly, and said softly: "When did you sober up?"

Gu Cinian explained: "The wine starts to sober up when you go to take a shower."

"Now that you're sober," Yuhuai Xing placed his hand on Gu Cinian's chest and pushed him away, then backed away from his embrace, "Then go back quickly."

"Xingxing..." Gu Cinian's voice was hoarse, he looked at his free hand and lowered his eyes, bitterness and suffering flashed in his eyes.

Yuhuai Xing didn't continue to ask him about Gu Feng, he was always worried that Yuhuai Xing would hide from him because he was afraid of him after the events of his previous life were exposed, but Yuhuai Xing didn't want to ask at all.

Perhaps for Yuhuai Xing, what he thinks now is not important at all.

Yu Huai Xing just... doesn't want him anymore.

"Let's go." Yu Huaixing looked at him and said softly.

"I'll dry your hair for you and wait until you fall asleep, okay?" Gu Cinian said softly, with pleading pleading in his tone.

Seeing that Yuhuai Xing was silent, he quickly added: "I'm just waiting for you to fall asleep, Xing Xing, I'll leave as soon as you fall asleep!"

The balcony door was not closed, and the cold wind blew past, stirring their clothes and hair.

A burst of coolness rushed over, Yuhuai Xing half-dragged his eyelashes and did not speak.

He was already very tired when he came back from the shooting location of the variety show, and now he was even more tired after the torment just now.

Looking down at Gu Cinian holding his hand, he slowly pulled back and walked to the room: "No need, you can go after you take a shower."

There was still a slight warmth in the hand that was standing in the air, Gu Cinian shook his fingertips back, his heart was so astringent that he couldn't speak.

In his previous life, when he knew that Gu's father went to look for Yuhuai Xing, his first reaction was Yuhuai Xing's sad look flashed in his mind, and he felt inexplicably depressed and angry.

Yu Huai Xing's figure was always reflected in his heart, and he was angry that Gu's father went to trouble Yu Huai Xing.

But when he found himself having these unexplainable emotions, he became even more depressed and restless.

In order to get rid of these strange emotions that frightened him, he could only ignore or even stay away from Yuhuai Star.

Although he and Gu's father maintained a superficial relationship, he couldn't stand Gu's father looking for Yuhuai star in private.

Whenever he thinks of Yuhuai Xing who is obviously sad but pretends nothing happened in front of him, he always feels his heart is stuffy and uncomfortable.

Although no news broke out in the previous life, the seriousness of Gu's injury was enough to deal a heavy blow to Gu's and Gu's father.

And behind this was his handwriting, but this matter was suppressed by Gu's father who wanted to save face.

The sound of water came from the bathroom of the guest room, and Yu Huaixing returned to his room listening to the faint sound of water.

Sitting on the edge of the window sill, he opened a bottle of wine. The crystal clear red wine was poured into the glass, rippling on the glass wall.

Holding the goblet in his hand, he took a sip of the wine with his long eyelashes half down, the mellow aroma of the wine melted in his mouth, and slowly poured down his throat into his stomach.

Looking at the dark night sky outside the window, he leaned against the cold wall and slowly lost his mind.

What Gu Cinian said just now echoed in his mind.

The memory of the previous life collided with the memory of this life, Yu Huaixing only felt that his mind was very confused, he finished the glass of red wine in his hand, and poured another glass.

The breeze is blowing, with a light aroma of champagne roses.

In the faint fragrance of flowers, he took one cup after another, and his mind became confused after drinking many glasses of wine.

The previously disturbed thoughts dissipated in the slight drunkenness, like water droplets dripping in the lake, the rippling ripples gradually dissipated to both sides until they all dissipated.

Looking at the dark night outside with slack eyes, he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep slowly in the cool breeze.

The night wind passed by slowly, bringing a chill when it brushed against the skin.

In a daze, he felt a figure walking towards him, the tall shadow enveloped him in his arms, and then his body was protected in warmth.

He opened his eyes in a daze, and when he saw the handsome face of the man holding him, he smiled lightly.

The slightly drunken eyes looked at the man quietly, rubbing against the warm embrace, he half lowered his eyelashes and softly called: "Gu Cinian."

The man holding him paused for a moment, and then responded softly, "I'm here with the stars."

The man gently put him down on the bed, and didn't let go of his hands, as if he felt the coolness of his body and hugged him a little tighter.

The skin that was blown by the cold wind on the window sill was tinged with coolness, and it was slowly warmed up by Gu Cinian's embrace at this moment.

Yu Huai Xing half opened his eyelashes, and smiled lightly: "Will it be this warm in dreams?"

The scorching heat wrapped his body in his arms, with the heat from the shower and the faint smell of shower gel.

Rubbing on the man's neck, he slowly closed his eyes.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian touched his face distressedly, and said softly, "You don't have a good stomach, don't drink so much wine."

Looking down at the baby in his arms, Gu Cinian caressed his cheek and helped him brush his long hair behind his ears.

Curled up in his arms, Yuhuai Xing's white and translucent skin still carried the coldness that had not completely dissipated, and her long and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, like a butterfly whose wings were wet by rain on a rainy day.

It hurts to be vulnerable.

"Gu Cinian..." Yuhuai Xing's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he said softly, "You said that a person will become a star after death, so will I also become a star after I die, and then... and grandma again... meet?"

"Xing Xing!" Gu Cinian felt that his breathing was a little heavier, and he instinctively hugged Yuhuai Xing's hand a little tighter, "What nonsense are you talking about! It's not dead, don't say such bad things in the future!"

He buried his head in Yuhuai Xing's neck, feeling the temperature of Yuhuai Xing's skin gradually warming up, and he didn't dare to relax his tense body.

Slowly taking a deep breath in Yuhuai Xing's neck, Gu Cinian smelled the faint and pleasant fragrance on his body, and his eyes turned red.

At this moment, he lost the arrogance and arrogance of the past, and only humble pleas remained: "Stop talking about death and immortality, okay, Xing Xing... Please..."

Having experienced the pain of bone erosion once was enough to make him collapse in despair, he couldn't bear the pain of losing Yuhuai star again.

The heart-wrenching pain from the previous life swept up again from the bottom of his heart, and a sense of suffocation spread from the apex of his heart. He was short of breath from the pain, but he didn't dare to let go of the person in his arms for a moment.

In the silent room, the bright yellow light reflected the sharp white blade. The tip of the knife pierced the skin and cut into the flesh.

The scarred arm was tortured by Gu Cinian so that no smooth skin could be seen, and when the blood oozes out of the wound, the stabbing pain spreads immediately.

……

Fang Zihuai, who had finished dealing with the family affairs, felt a chill down his back when he saw the hot search. The memory of his previous life suddenly flashed, and his hand holding the phone trembled.

"Gu Ci Nian, this lunatic!"

The author says:

Gu Zha used to: Who allows you to speak like this!I forbid you to say the word "death" again!

Now: Don't talk about death or death, please, Xing Xing... Please...

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!