After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

He doesn't want me anymore.

"Ha..." Gu Ci Nian slumped heavily on the sofa, his knuckles turning white from clenching his fists hard.

There are still old-fashioned items he decorated in the house, and the red Chinese knot that Yuhuai star once took a look at is always hanging firmly beside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Looking at this room, Gu Cinian stared at the Chinese knot with deep eyes, his eyes were red, and his thin lips were tightly pressed.

All of this... seems like a beautiful dream he had.

Hot liquid flowed from the palm, and bright red blood flowed out from the palm. The glass cut through the palm, and he held the sharp edge of the glass firmly and pierced into the flesh.

Bursts of stabbing pain came, reminding him that this was not a dream.

All this is true.

Yuhuai star...just don't want him anymore.

His stiff body lost strength for a while, and he stared lazily at the lake where Yuhuai stars used to look forward, and he pulled out a bitter smile.

During this period of time, he was dazzled by happiness, why didn't he think that Yuhuai Star was actually just to repay his love for the collapse of the mountain?

In fact, it's not that he didn't think about it, it's just that he subconsciously forced himself not to think about it, deceiving himself and others and buried himself in those happiness.

All Yu Huai Xing did was to break up with him and never want to have any entanglements with him again.

The blood dripped drop by drop on the wool blanket, the glass penetrated into the flesh, and the pain from his palm could not consume the pain in his heart.

Looking at the lake in front of him, looking at the shimmering lake surface under the thin sunlight, he took a deep breath, trying to relieve his despair and collapse with pain.

His despair and collapse almost wanted to destroy the world, but he couldn't.

This room was where he and Yuhuai Xing lived together, and Yuhuai Xing seemed to like the room he decorated.

He has to keep it well, maybe one day Yuhuai Xing suddenly thinks of this room, what if he is sad knowing that the room no longer exists?

No...absolutely not.

He couldn't make Yu Huai Xing sad anymore.

Looking around the room, bitterness spread in his heart, entangled from the apex of his heart, and the suffocation almost overwhelmed him.

Some thoughts kept flashing in my mind, and the seeds watered by bitterness and sourness kept wanting to break through the ground and grow into some dark thoughts.

In order to keep Yuhuai Xing by his side, he could take off his wings, cut off all his back routes, hide him, and hide him in a place that only he can see.

These gloomy thoughts clamored to break through the soil, but they were all uprooted by Gu Cinian.

He could do it, but he didn't dare to do it, let alone do it.

Yuhuai star's tears, he saw once was enough to make him so painful that he couldn't breathe, how could he make him sad, how could he make him suffer?

Yuhuai star is his treasure, a treasure more important than his life, and he wants to make Yuhuai star the happiest person in the world.

But... his baby doesn't want him now...

The glass in the palm of his hand was covered with blood, and Gu Cinian took the blood-soaked glass and slashed heavily on his arm.

Watching the blood fall, his eyes were like a pool of stagnant water.

Even though the injury on his arm was terribly tortured by him, it was not one ten thousandth of the pain in his heart.

……

The breeze blows, with the breath of sunshine.

Last year when the New Year approached, it seemed as though the rain had all but stopped. This year, the New Year’s weather is very bright, and even the cold wind is milder than usual.

Walking on the mountain path, Yu Huaixing climbed up to the top of the mountain alone, and the cool wind blows away the heat from his body.

After leaving his rented house on New Year's Day, he returned to City A alone, to this place with only a sliver of fond memories.

In City A, those dark memories that he didn't want to mention kept coming out of the depths of his memory, bringing him chills and nausea.

But in these memories, there is always a small flower growing.

After climbing for a long time, he finally reached the top of the mountain.

The ancient bronze bell was rung, and Yuhuai Xing stood in front of the ancient temple on the top of the mountain, subconsciously stroking the red rope on his wrist with his fingers, his eyes were slightly red.

This temple overlapped with the temples that he could barely remember. He smiled slightly, but the mist blurred his vision.

Walking towards this temple, the shabby temple was filled with the smell of smoke. A big Buddha stood in front of the temple. Yuhuai star walked slowly, knelt under the mat and worshiped three times.

Looking devoutly at the big Buddha in front of him, the image of grandma in his memory flashed in his mind. He stroked the red string on his wrist, slowly lowered his eyelashes and kowtowed heavily.

The red rope he has been wearing was brought to this temple by his grandma to pray when he was still very young, more than ten years have passed since now.

Returning to this place again, he seemed to see a familiar scene from his memory, and saw grandma's kind smile.

Behind this temple, there is an old tree that does not know how old it is. The tree is full of branches and leaves, and the branches are full of red ribbons.

The breeze blows, and with the rustling of the leaves, the red ribbon slowly rises in the wind.

The whole tree is a wishing tree, and each red ribbon carries people's pious wishes.

Looking at the tree, Yuhuai Xing suddenly remembered that when his grandmother brought him to this temple to pray more than ten years ago, his grandmother begged him for the red rope and came to the tree with him.

At that time, grandma looked at the ancient big tree in front of her and seemed to be begging for something piously, and hung the red ribbon on the tree with her wish.

"Grandma..." In the fluttering red ribbon, he seemed to see grandma's kind appearance again.

The heat in his heart welled up in his eyes, making his eye sockets moist.

Standing under this old tree for a long time, he looked at the red ribbon on the tree, stroked the red rope on his wrist with his fingertips, and smiled slightly in his clear eyes.

Memories of the past came flooding back, and he slowly lowered his long eyelashes halfway.

He stayed on the mountain for a long time, until it was completely dark before he slowly descended the mountain.

There is an inn at the foot of the mountain, and Yuhuai star opened a room there to stay.

This hotel was only built in recent years, and it didn't exist when his grandma brought him here.

Wooden house B&B, the style of the hotel is very simple, bringing a strong rustic style.

The room in the house is very clean, and the window can be opened to see the red ribbon fluttering in the wind on the top of the mountain.

Yu Huaixing stood in front of the window, staring blankly at the ribbon fluttering in the wind.

At that time... what would grandma wish for?

……

During the Chinese New Year, Yuhuai Xing stayed at the B&B for a few days, and Fang Zihuai came to find him.

"Brother Xing Xing, why did you come here suddenly?" Fang Zihuai asked puzzled after putting away the luggage he brought over.

Before the new year, he had to rush back because of family matters. In his previous life, his grandmother's affairs became his regrets. In this life, he can no longer let his previous regrets become regrets.

It has been a year since he took care of his family affairs. When he asked Yuhuai Xing, he found out that Yuhuai Xing had left City B and returned to City A.

"I just wanted to come here suddenly." Yuhuai Xing smiled, looked at his luggage and said, "You bring so many things, are you planning to travel here?"

The topic was brought up, and Fang Zihuai also knew that Yuhuai Xing didn't want to mention the past, so he didn't continue to ask, and said on the topic of Yuhuai Xing: "I want to accompany you, brother Xingxing."

Yu Huaixing paused, just smiled and said nothing.

There is a bamboo forest behind the B&B. Yu Huaixing slowly drank wine in that bamboo forest, listening to the sound of the wind blowing bamboo leaves in a daze.

Back in City A, the memories of the past are like a shadow, stimulating the memory deep in his mind one after another.

"Yuhuai star?!" Amidst the rustling of bamboo leaves, the slightly drunk Yuhuai star heard someone calling his name.

Looking back at the man who was looking at him in shock, he frowned, and then the man walked towards him.

"Yu Huai Xing, you really let me find you. After hooking up with Gu Cinian, you pretend you don't know me?"

The person in front of him blocked his way, and he couldn't help showing a nasty smile when he saw him: "I really don't remember me? Do you want me to introduce you again? Me, you Lin Xiang. I am so obsessed that I risk my life for you, you are indeed a jade fox—”

Yu Huai Xing raised his eyes and glared at Lin Xiang, but Lin Xiang still had a vicious smile on his face. He looked Yu Huai Xing up and down, wiped his lower lip with the back of his finger, and said with bare eyes, "It's not my fault that Young Master Gu treats you so well." I'm not tired yet, with such a face, this face is simply more seductive than Daji."

His eyes fell on Yuhuaixing's slender neck. Yuhuaixing just forgot to wear a scarf when he came out of the room. He was wearing a coat and only his white and smooth neck was exposed.

"Why is it only you now? Where's Gu Cinian?" Lin Xiang approached Yuhuai Star step by step, and couldn't take his eyes off him when he spoke.

In Jincheng No. [-] Middle School, the first time he saw Yuhuai Xing, he wanted to make him cry under his body. He had played with so many people, even in groups, but it was the first time he had such a strong feeling for a person. desire.

It's just that he didn't succeed at that time, Gu Cinian first became interested in Yuhuai Star.

Even though he was a nobleman who studied in Jincheng No. [-] Middle School, he couldn't confront Gu Cinian head-on, so he had no choice but to swallow his anger and endure it.

At that time, in order to get the Yuhuai star as soon as possible, he even went to investigate the matter of the Yuhuai star, and deliberately disclosed the whereabouts of the Yuhuai star to Jin Ming.

He knew that Gu Cinian was obsessed with cleanliness. Although he was interested in Yuhuai Star, if Yuhuai Star was dirty, he might throw him away as soon as possible.

But what he didn't expect was that not only did Jin Ming fail, but he was also dealt with badly by Gu Cinian afterwards, and he is still in prison and unable to get out.

At that time, holding back his breath, he went abroad after graduating from high school and only recently came back.

He had seen the things on the trending search, and then found out that Yuhuai star had entered the entertainment circle after searching.

He pinched Yuhuai Xing's face and looked around, his gold-rimmed glasses were full of undisguised desire.

He waited so long for this opportunity back then, and planned so many things, even using Yu Ning, he couldn't get Yuhuai Star.

It was beyond his expectation to meet him now when he returned to China, and he... couldn't let go of this opportunity.

"Yu Huai Xing," he turned his face to Yu Huai Xing's ear, and his soft voice was very frivolous, "It's just you now, is Gu Cinian tired of playing with you? Although he can risk his life for you, But you know better than me the cruelty and heartlessness in Gu Ci Nian's heart, once he is not interested in you, he can throw you away without hesitation, so just follow me."

He pinched Yuhuai Xing's face, and the desire in his eyes couldn't be hidden: "At least I'm not so heartless, how can I be willing to throw away this beauty of yours - I've been thinking about you for so many years, now you should be tasted by me It's-"

At first;

"Really?" Yu Huaixing suddenly snorted, he shook off Lin Xiang's hand pinching his face, and wiped it in disgust.

Lifting his long eyelashes, he said with a loose smile: "What are you, no matter how dirty I am, I can't take your turn."

Lin Xiang's self-esteem seemed to be stepped on, and he pinched Yuhuai Xing's neck and gritted his teeth: "Yuhuai Xing, you are just a toy that ten thousand people ride, how dare he/mother talk to me like this?!"

Yuhuai Xing's skin was fair and tender, and when Lin Xiang pinched it, a red mark was immediately printed on it, like a snow-fallen plum, which made Lin Xiang's eyes turn red with excitement.

In order to get the Yuhuai Star, he has used so many means, and even used Yu Ning's feelings and jealousy for Gu Cinian, but he failed.

Wiping the red mark on Yu Huaixing's neck with his thumb, the excitement in Lin Xiang's eyes almost overflowed, and even his voice became hoarse.

Leaning close to Yuhuai Xing's neck, he narrowed his eyes slightly: "There's even a scent on him, what a fucking natural vixen!"

Thinking of the video of Gu Cinian holding a press conference on the last hot search, he sniffed the light and pleasant fragrance of Yuhuai Xing, and the blood in his body became more restless.

"Yu Huai Xing, you don't know why Gu Cinian suddenly became interested in you back then, do you?"

The author says:

I saved the manuscript at the wrong time and failed to send it out on time. Fortunately, I found it now, sorry TT;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!