Xu Luojia was unmoved, shook his head gently, and sighed:
"Let's go, Fu Sinian. Go back and calm down for a while, you will regret what you said tonight." Luo Jia swallowed a breath, and gently persuaded, "Examine your own heart, you really like me ?"
"Still like me in the past, confusing habits with feelings? Maybe you're just used to someone being nice to you. Go back, don't waste time with me, there are still many people vying to be nice to you."
Fu Sinian just kept silent and didn't speak, his dark eyes looked at Xu Luojia in front of him quietly, tears streaming down slowly.
These words made Fu Sinian very uncomfortable.He still couldn't believe how Xu Luojia could be so cruel and easily deny the past ten years completely, leaving no room for it.
As if to completely strip his existence from life.
Fu Sinian's nose was sore and unbearable, he took a breath, raised his hand to wipe away his tears:
"At the beginning, I also said to myself, I'm just used to you. After all, we have been entangled for ten years, and a dog has been raised for ten years. If you leave suddenly, you will feel very sad, let alone a person."
Luo Jia listened quietly, and glanced at the fried buns.
It was lying on the floor on all fours, with its belly exposed, tongue sticking out, rolling around occasionally, obviously acting like a baby innocently, oblivious to the solemn and suffocating atmosphere in the room.
Fu Sinian said: "I lied to myself for a long time, from the day you left. At that time, I didn't know what happened, I only knew that you left, and I missed you very much."
"But I didn't go to you, because I thought that would be very disrespectful. Obviously I am the one who holds the initiative, why should I bow my head. So I hid secretly in Chentai's house alone, with the curtains drawn, and Don’t go out, just watch your news and materials at home, and read a lot.”
"The more I look at it, the more confused I become, and the more I look at it, the more uncomfortable. At that time, I really felt that I seemed to have lost something very important."
Fu Sinian's voice was very deep, to Luo Jia's ears, it was like a long movie narration, pleasant and distant.
Fu Sinian continued: "Can you tell me, if it's just a habit, why do I cry, why does my heart feel so uncomfortable, why do I ask you without dignity, let me continue to like you."
"Can you tell me?" Fu Sinian said softly, "I really want to know, my heart is really hurting, as if I'm going to die. Can you tell me? Please."
Xu Luojia shook his head and said: "I don't know. But I know that there is no one in this world who can't live without someone. You can try to take this step and make up your mind not to contact me anymore. Start new life."
"It hurts me too, Fu Sinian." Xu Luojia said softly.
"I can only bring you pain..." Fu Sinian's pupils were slightly startled, and he fell into a kind of emptiness, and his thin lips trembled slightly.
His slightly curly hair drooped, his eyes were a little red and swollen from crying too much, his face became paler, and he choked up and said:
"I...I got it, I got it. I'll change it...."
"I'm leaving now, don't be angry." Fu Sinian said, "By the way, I used a silver knife and fork, and I made a cake with maple syrup..."
Fu Sinian immediately stopped talking: "... If you don't like the tableware I touched, you can take it away and throw it away when I leave."
"No, you can go."
Xu Luojia rejected him, and subconsciously felt that it was not a good thing for Fu Sinian to carry a knife and fork.
"Send me off, okay?" Fu Sinian finally said, "I don't know if we can meet again in the future."
Maybe once you turn around, it really is a lifetime.
Fu Sinian seemed to be walking on a thin steel wire. This steel wire straddled the middle of two big mountains, with a deep abyss underneath, and the surrounding was empty and dark.
He walked alone in it, and if he took a wrong step, the consequences would be extreme and irreversible.
If that day really comes, Fu Sinian's heart is ashamed, and he only hopes to recall the details of the last time he saw Xu Luojia.
I remember Luojia's broken hair hanging on the forehead, I remember the blurry background behind the door, there was a bouquet of white roses there, I remembered the wind passing by the balcony, the plain curtains moved slightly, and the dazzling neon lights in the distance, people The sea is prosperous.
I also want to remember Luo Jia's tone of voice when she said "goodbye", remember that "click" sound, the senses are stretched infinitely, as if you can feel that as the door is closed, the fine dust is touched, flying everywhere, falling on Fu Si Nian's fingertips.
The door was closed and there was no light to be seen.
Fu Sinian stood blankly in the darkness for a while, breathing lightly, like a heavy statue.
It's strange, Mingming's mind is filled with crazy thoughts, handcuffs, ropes, knives, shackles, and he has even considered the issue of door locks in his mind.
However, his body was always cold, and under all kinds of undercurrents and turbulent thoughts, the three words Xu Luojia were always on top.
...Like a collar around a mad dog's neck, Fu Sinian was firmly subdued and pressed down.It is also willing to surrender to this - stay awake and don't hurt Xu Luojia.He's not someone to go mad with.
After standing there for an unknown amount of time, Fu Sinian finally closed his eyes heavily, took out his phone, and called the special assistant:
"Hey, it's me. Arrange a doctor for me. Psychology department, plus psychotropic drugs can be used on me. I want to use full irrigation therapy to let a person completely...get rid of me."
"Let's go, Fu Sinian. Go back and calm down for a while, you will regret what you said tonight." Luo Jia swallowed a breath, and gently persuaded, "Examine your own heart, you really like me ?"
"Still like me in the past, confusing habits with feelings? Maybe you're just used to someone being nice to you. Go back, don't waste time with me, there are still many people vying to be nice to you."
Fu Sinian just kept silent and didn't speak, his dark eyes looked at Xu Luojia in front of him quietly, tears streaming down slowly.
These words made Fu Sinian very uncomfortable.He still couldn't believe how Xu Luojia could be so cruel and easily deny the past ten years completely, leaving no room for it.
As if to completely strip his existence from life.
Fu Sinian's nose was sore and unbearable, he took a breath, raised his hand to wipe away his tears:
"At the beginning, I also said to myself, I'm just used to you. After all, we have been entangled for ten years, and a dog has been raised for ten years. If you leave suddenly, you will feel very sad, let alone a person."
Luo Jia listened quietly, and glanced at the fried buns.
It was lying on the floor on all fours, with its belly exposed, tongue sticking out, rolling around occasionally, obviously acting like a baby innocently, oblivious to the solemn and suffocating atmosphere in the room.
Fu Sinian said: "I lied to myself for a long time, from the day you left. At that time, I didn't know what happened, I only knew that you left, and I missed you very much."
"But I didn't go to you, because I thought that would be very disrespectful. Obviously I am the one who holds the initiative, why should I bow my head. So I hid secretly in Chentai's house alone, with the curtains drawn, and Don’t go out, just watch your news and materials at home, and read a lot.”
"The more I look at it, the more confused I become, and the more I look at it, the more uncomfortable. At that time, I really felt that I seemed to have lost something very important."
Fu Sinian's voice was very deep, to Luo Jia's ears, it was like a long movie narration, pleasant and distant.
Fu Sinian continued: "Can you tell me, if it's just a habit, why do I cry, why does my heart feel so uncomfortable, why do I ask you without dignity, let me continue to like you."
"Can you tell me?" Fu Sinian said softly, "I really want to know, my heart is really hurting, as if I'm going to die. Can you tell me? Please."
Xu Luojia shook his head and said: "I don't know. But I know that there is no one in this world who can't live without someone. You can try to take this step and make up your mind not to contact me anymore. Start new life."
"It hurts me too, Fu Sinian." Xu Luojia said softly.
"I can only bring you pain..." Fu Sinian's pupils were slightly startled, and he fell into a kind of emptiness, and his thin lips trembled slightly.
His slightly curly hair drooped, his eyes were a little red and swollen from crying too much, his face became paler, and he choked up and said:
"I...I got it, I got it. I'll change it...."
"I'm leaving now, don't be angry." Fu Sinian said, "By the way, I used a silver knife and fork, and I made a cake with maple syrup..."
Fu Sinian immediately stopped talking: "... If you don't like the tableware I touched, you can take it away and throw it away when I leave."
"No, you can go."
Xu Luojia rejected him, and subconsciously felt that it was not a good thing for Fu Sinian to carry a knife and fork.
"Send me off, okay?" Fu Sinian finally said, "I don't know if we can meet again in the future."
Maybe once you turn around, it really is a lifetime.
Fu Sinian seemed to be walking on a thin steel wire. This steel wire straddled the middle of two big mountains, with a deep abyss underneath, and the surrounding was empty and dark.
He walked alone in it, and if he took a wrong step, the consequences would be extreme and irreversible.
If that day really comes, Fu Sinian's heart is ashamed, and he only hopes to recall the details of the last time he saw Xu Luojia.
I remember Luojia's broken hair hanging on the forehead, I remember the blurry background behind the door, there was a bouquet of white roses there, I remembered the wind passing by the balcony, the plain curtains moved slightly, and the dazzling neon lights in the distance, people The sea is prosperous.
I also want to remember Luo Jia's tone of voice when she said "goodbye", remember that "click" sound, the senses are stretched infinitely, as if you can feel that as the door is closed, the fine dust is touched, flying everywhere, falling on Fu Si Nian's fingertips.
The door was closed and there was no light to be seen.
Fu Sinian stood blankly in the darkness for a while, breathing lightly, like a heavy statue.
It's strange, Mingming's mind is filled with crazy thoughts, handcuffs, ropes, knives, shackles, and he has even considered the issue of door locks in his mind.
However, his body was always cold, and under all kinds of undercurrents and turbulent thoughts, the three words Xu Luojia were always on top.
...Like a collar around a mad dog's neck, Fu Sinian was firmly subdued and pressed down.It is also willing to surrender to this - stay awake and don't hurt Xu Luojia.He's not someone to go mad with.
After standing there for an unknown amount of time, Fu Sinian finally closed his eyes heavily, took out his phone, and called the special assistant:
"Hey, it's me. Arrange a doctor for me. Psychology department, plus psychotropic drugs can be used on me. I want to use full irrigation therapy to let a person completely...get rid of me."
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