When infatuated by taking off the ring [Entertainment]

Until the end, Fu Sinian ate up the whole cake.

There was a mess on the table, red wine dripping on the table, broken goblets, oxidized blackened fruit, and curled rose petals.

After eating the cake, Fu Sinian sat blankly for a while, then realized that he had made a mess on the dining table, he stood up, went to the small kitchen to find garbage bags, and cleaned up the table.

The hour hand has pointed to more than twelve o'clock, and the new year has arrived.

The room was very deserted, and there was no New Year's atmosphere at all.Fu Sinian took out two hair balls from his pocket.

It was made of felt that was dropped from fried buns. A dog-shaped claw and a heart were felt during a meeting. I also bought a box of blush specially and painted the claws with pink meat pads. .

Fu Sinian walked into Xu Luojia's bedroom, opened the drawer of the bedside table, and saw two boxes of contraceptives inside.

His pupils dilated in an instant, and he picked up the two boxes of things to check. Fortunately, they were all wrapped in plastic film, brand new and unopened.

He didn't know if Xu Luojia bought it, or if it was automatically provided by the hotel apartment.

He also didn't want to know.

Throw the two boxes of things into the trash can, then put his felt claws and hearts into the deep part of the drawer, and close the drawer.

After putting away the claws, Fu Sinian stood up and returned to the living room.

He only turned on a floor lamp, and the warm orange light blended with the beige carpet, looking gentle and peaceful.

The lines of Fu Sinian's face also appeared much softer, like an ancient Greek statue covered with soft light.

He waited for Xu Luojia to go home with the calmest and gentlest attitude.

It doesn't matter how late it is, as long as you come back.

Perhaps, Xu Luojia waited for him like this in the past, for countless times, for ten years.

Then if he waited for Xu Luojia, why not.

But, waiting and waiting, the gentleness on his face gradually faded, and became indifferent and sharp again.

He is not angry.Just a little pain in the head.Fu Sinian closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead with his fingers.

This feeling is like the 26th floor of Haifeng Hotel, the whole person split into two halves, half sober, as cold as the ice field in Siberia.The other half seemed to be in the refining fire of hell, so violently impulsive that the bones ached.

Fu Sinian blinked, and saw another self appearing in front of him, wearing an iron gray shirt, well-tailored suit pants, crossing his hands, looking at him coldly, and asked:

"what are you doing."

Fu Sinian, who was sitting on the sofa, was stunned for a moment, and Fu Sinian murmured to himself in the living room: "Wait for him."

"Is it useful?" Fu Sinian who was standing said coldly.

Fu Sinian lowered his head in frustration: "No."

"Then why are you still sitting here?"

"I just want to see him a little bit. The first person I see in the new year is not me. The second or third person is also fine." Fu Sinian said, his eyebrows drooping like a loyal big dog, "It's also very nice. alright."

"He won't come back." The cold Fu Sinian said, "On the wedding anniversary, Xu Luojia made an appointment with you to have dinner together. What about you, what are you doing?"

Fu Sinian on the sofa hung his head and didn't speak.

"You are busy dealing with your so-called scandal. Xu Luojia called and begged you to explain, but you refused to say a word." The cold Fu Sinian continued, "...Do you want me to continue?"

There was silence in the air for a while. Fu Sinian, who was sitting on the sofa, raised his head, clenched his hands, and his gaze became murderous: "Who are you? Get out, right now."

Standing Fu Sinian smiled, his eyes were full of mockery, and said sarcastically: "He knows all about you. Do you remember? Xu Luojia said with tears that he will never forgive you again , because you are a heartless monster."

He continued: "Who am I? You must know. I am you, you who recognize the reality."

Fu Sinian's breath was suddenly suffocated, he casually picked up the vase at hand, and threw it towards the air, with a "pop", the purple vase shattered on the ground, spilling all the water, flower mud, and flowers inside. , revealing ugly roots|stems.

However, the vase was broken, and Fu Sinian still felt puzzled. The man was still there, standing next to the TV, with his usual smile on his lips, mocking and condescending.

Fu Sinian felt that the smile was extremely dazzling, so he choked up and said bitterly: "I have to say it to believe it. I'm not a monster, nor a lunatic. I'm a human being, and it hurts when I get hurt. I also have a heart!"

"Yes. But he doesn't believe it."

"That's right, he doesn't believe it..." Fu Sinian's hands trembled slightly, as if he was walking into a gray maze, and he couldn't find the exit no matter what.

"He doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe it, how can I make him believe me. He ignores me, doesn't listen to me, what should I do. He said my blood is cold."

——Fu Sinian looked a little dazed, and walked slowly towards the kitchen.

That Fu Sinian standing in the living room was still looking at him coldly.

Walking into the kitchen, Fu Sinian looked paranoid, his eyes lingered on the dressing table for a while, and finally picked up a thin knife from the knife holder, and picked it up.

After a while, he showed a little fantasy come true smile, full of madness and persistence, thinking of Xu Luojia, said:

"If he doesn't believe it, I'll prove it to him. I can love people, and I have a heart. Yes - put it in the porch, so he can see it when he comes back. This is my New Year's gift."

Fu Sinian covered the place where the heart was beating with his left hand, and then pressed the cold blade close to the skin.

With the blade as the endpoint, a coldness spread all over his body.Fu Sinian slowly closed his eyes. In fact, his subconscious mind was able to realize this situation.

death.

When he was six years old, the shadow of death also came to his face.

At that time, Fu Sinian was still a child, learning to swim.

His mother was beside him, her face was very irritable and full of hostility.

Xiao Fu Sinian innocently splashed around the swimming pool, pinched the little blue dinosaur, and said with a chuckle, "Mom, the water is so cold and slippery."

His mother was just leaning against the poolside with a gloomy face at first, but then her eyes suddenly darkened, she stared at Fu Sinian's face, and moved closer to him.

As an adult, she easily grabbed the child without blinking her eyes. She plunged her hands into the water and pressed Fu Sinian to the bottom of the pool.

She now utterly loathes everything swimming has to do with it.

Her husband bought a yacht last month and set off on the high seas with a woman on it, who is a swimsuit model.

Thinking of this, Fu Sinian's mother gritted her teeth with hatred, and she vented all her paranoia and anger on her son.

Although Fu Sinian was only six years old at that time, he didn't understand anything, he just felt that his neck was being pressed tightly, and his eyes, nasal passages, and lungs were all unable to breathe.Struggling didn't help either.

After pressing for a while, Fu's mother let go of her son.

Little Fu Sinian was still in shock, rubbing his eyes and breathing hard, turned his head and saw his mother, he cried and acted like a baby, trying to hide his wet head into his mother's arms, and said in a milky voice, "Mom...Mom, there is something just now. ..."

Mother Fu smiled, and pushed Fu Sinian into the water again, this time Fu Sinian could clearly see where the hand on the neck came from.

The feeling of death is cold, and today is the same, the edge of the blade is quenched with a bone-piercing cold light.

Fu Sinian murmured, and slowly closed his eyes: "Xu Luojia, Happy New Year. I love you."

"Click" the door sounded, and Xu Luojia went home.

He immediately saw Fu Sinian standing in the kitchen with a pale face and curly hair.As fragile as a feathered god, and a little bit crazy, holding a handful of silver things in his hand.

Luo Jia subconsciously felt something was wrong, ran towards the kitchen, and hurriedly said: "Fu Sinian, what are you doing?!"

The author has something to say:

Long-term poor rest, mental tension, not getting what you want, personality problems, family problems, etc... Fu Sinian is a little crazy.Luo Jia will turn him to see a doctor.

This article is also known as "Stories I Have to Tell My Ex-husband with Mental Illness" "Crazy Ex-husband Comes to My Door"