When infatuated by taking off the ring [Entertainment]

Fu Sinian didn't have much time in school, and in fact, it was all about the content, but Xu Luojia still liked to listen to it, and gradually outlined and perfected his image in his mind.

What they said most was that Fu Si Nian was very good-looking, tall and rich.There is no need to observe carefully, Fu Sinian's parents used to be the top stars in the Chinese music scene. If the children of the two couples are ugly, the chances may be even smaller than the chances of sparks hitting the earth - it has been many, many years , Isn't the earth still in good shape?

The same goes for Fu Sinian, he always picked up his parents' good looks and blended them into a beautiful face, and his eyes were often cold.

The clothes on his body are often black, with no brand visible, and the texture is very good, clean and neat.

They also said that Fu Sinian likes to eat dirty buns for breakfast, and he also has a place in the boys' dormitory. The bed is clean, but there are four pillows and no dolls.He said that he sometimes went to wait for the bus after school, but he didn't know where he was going.

Xu Luojia has a notebook, which is placed in the school drawer, and he dare not take it home.Auntie will help tidy up his room, and he can't believe what catastrophe will happen if the book is exposed in front of his parents.

So he hid it deep in a school drawer, and he wrote with his left hand.He was born left-handed, and his right-handed writing was corrected later, because his mother thought that normal children were all right-handed.

Although it was very difficult to learn and correct at that time, he gritted his teeth and persisted. Now there is another advantage, the handwriting of his left hand is completely different from that of his right hand.Maybe one day this notebook will still fall out, it is difficult to explain clearly in his drawer.

But so be it.Xu Luojia thought, writing with his left hand, the handwriting on it is different, it seems that he is not the one who has a deformed crush on Fu Sinian.

He has always been good at deception, or self-consistency.

This book records many, many little habits or hobbies about Fu Sinian that I heard from other places.When it was confirmed, Xu Luojia would put a dumpling sticker on the side.

Don't you have miss dumplings?Xu Luojia thought with joy.

There is only one other thing about Fu Sinian that Xu Luojia never remembers.

When the girls were chatting, they would also say that the girls around Fu Sinian changed after another, never for more than a week.

Xu Luojia once endured the pain and thought, it seems that this is indeed the case. From that bar to today's canteen, it is not the same girl.

This incident brought great frustration to Xu Luojia. Not only did the girls change one after another, he thought sadly that he would never have a chance.First of all, he is not a girl.

Although it seems that the legalization of same-sex marriage is being promoted, in society, heterosexuals are the majority.

He had no such luck.After all, the gratification of two feelings is a gift that only a very lucky few will have.

Maybe for the rest of her life, she could only secretly hide in a corner and watch Fu Sinian on the stage.Just like in that bar, Fu Sinian was shining brightly on the stage, attracting everyone's attention, shining brightly, and my eyes followed him closely, obsessed with him.

But how could Fu Sinian see the audience in the dark?He was the audience with blurred faces, even if he shouted hoarsely, he would not be seen by Fu Sinian.

The time for lunch was very short, and when Fu Sinian's upsurge in the dining hall passed, and when Xu Luojia thought about it messily, it was almost time for dinner.

Xu Luojia hurriedly stuffed a few mouthfuls of rice into his mouth, hurriedly put away the lunch box, and went back to the classroom to write the test paper.

He is already very numb to study, doing test papers, digesting knowledge points, and racing against time to eat.

Maybe when he goes to bed at night, the second when he lies in bed, is the only happy moment in his day.

Now there is one more expectation, that is, praying and praying every day, that Fu Sinian will be kind enough to come to school.

It is no exaggeration to say that if I saw Fu Sinian that day, that day would be filled with candy-colored sweetness.

In order to get a few more glimpses of Fu Sinian, he did a lot of meaningless things.

For example, even though he wasn't too tall, he still sat in the last row just to take a look at Fu Sinian.

Even though it was the back of his head, even though it was a sweater hat, the slightly raised hair on Fu Sinian's head was like a small hook, making his heart tickle with joy.As for the soreness of the back tensed for a long time, it can be ignored.

For example, he knew that Fu Sinian would choose basketball in his physical education class, so he followed suit. Even though his limbs were uncoordinated and he was frightened when he saw basketball, he still signed up without hesitation.

But Fu Sinian didn't go to a single class.

He was the only one from the beginning to the end. Sometimes he fell down, his hands were often red and hot, and he had to endure the pain to practice the piano.

The basketball was bouncing on the ground, looking at his own shadow under the scorching sun, he felt so stupid.

Many people's high school is not like in the movies, jumping off a building, having sex, having an abortion.

In fact, in our youth, there are the most gray test papers, strong toilet water and essential oils, and secret crushes hidden under pimples.

The same is true for Xu Luojia. When that day comes, looking back, there are stacks of test papers, and the air conditioner swings round after round, mixed with essential oils and toilet water molecules.

But he still has something special—a thick notebook with countless dumpling stickers on it. On the first page of the notebook, there is a sentence written in golden handwriting, "Student, please step aside." That is Fu The first sentence Si Nian took the initiative to say to him was also the only sentence.

There is also a song, "RustyNail" by X-Japan, which has been repeated almost tens of thousands of times.

It was the rock song that Fu Sinian sang in the bar back then.

How silly, Xu Luojia laughed at himself.

For some reason, there was always some bitterness in the smile.

The school's graduation ceremony was held grandly, and the event lasted for two days. It seemed that the graduation ceremony was the best farewell. Everyone's faces were relieved after the college entrance examination, and yearning for the future life.

But Xu Luojia still felt very sad.It was too scribbled, and the full stop was drawn in a hurry, without even saying a goodbye that I had prepared for a long time.

Because Fu Sinian didn't come to the graduation ceremony at all.

After the college entrance examination, when he went to Daci Temple to offer incense, Xu Luojia only made one unattainable wish. He hoped to meet Fu Sinian again, at least tens of thousands of times, which was more than the number of times he listened to "Rusty N' Wind" And more.

After the wish was made, he also knew that it was only his own wishful thinking that the event was not completed.No matter how reluctant he is, he still has to say goodbye to Fu Sinian.

Bodhisattvas can't help it either.

……

Even after going to university, there is still no way to get out of that feeling.he

I regret it countless times every day. If I had the courage to leave a contact information at that time, even if I were two unrelated strangers on the surface, I could secretly see how the other was doing.

As it is now, there is nowhere to put my thoughts on, and I can't get out, and my emotions are like a lonely soul floating in the world, helpless.

Every time I can only pick up the memories of high school, and repeatedly present every movement and every breath in my mind.

But there are not so many buts.If Luo Jia has exceeded the boundaries drawn by the adults, then he is not Xu Luojia, and he will not shine at Fu Sinian who is so flamboyant, enthusiastic, dazzling, vigorous, and wanton.

The reality is already like this, the timid and cowardly Xu Luojia fell here, and couldn't get out of it.

Luo Jia gritted her teeth like this, and lived a confused and sad life every day.

……

But one day during the university holiday, when he came home from school, his mother asked him:

"Xiaojia? Did you talk about friends in college?"

Xu Luojia shook his head.He had never crawled half a step out of the swamp named Fu Sinian, so how could he see others.

Then, mother said: "Hey, mother here knows a person, about the same age as you, named Fu Sinian, who is..."

Xu Luojia: "..."