When infatuated by taking off the ring [Entertainment]

Luo Jia sat in the coffee shop, listening to the other party's narration quietly, and occasionally lowered his head to take a bite of cake.

It's so strange, it's a cake that I usually like to eat, it's sweet and cold, it's like tasting soft clouds in my mouth, but now I feel that the cake is too sweet.

It's cloyingly sweet, bitter, and almost disgusting.

Luo Jia swallowed the cake silently, put down the spoon, folded his hands gracefully, and showed a gentle smile. Just as he was about to say something, the phone on the table suddenly vibrated.

Luo Jia took the phone back and found that it was the number that he knew so well. The number stored in the address book had already been deleted, but the memory could not be deleted immediately.

The person on the opposite side looked down and just happened to glance at the phone screen, with a slightly embarrassed expression.

Luo Jia smiled and said, "Sorry, I'll answer the phone."

The other party nodded, meaning please go ahead.

Luo Jia picked up the phone and put it to his ear. The person on the other end of the phone was whispering his name softly, like a dream, immersed in a long dream that he did not want to wake up.

Luo Jia's eyes lowered slightly, staring at the cake on the table, her throat was a little uncomfortable, and there was a feeling similar to just swallowing cake cream——

I used to like it very much and looked forward to it, but time has passed, and hearing him call my name softly again, I only feel desolate and disgusting.

Luo Jia asked: "Fu Sinian, I want to ask you, on the snowy night, were you... always behind me, but always... ignoring me."

The other end of the phone was very quiet, only the sound of shallow breathing.

Luo Jia didn't rush him either, and quietly looked at the person sitting opposite, waiting for the answer on the phone.

Ten seconds later, Fu Sinian's answer came from the phone:

"Yes."

The moment Luo Jia heard the answer, Luo Jia's fingers pinched the phone tightly, and her pupils dilated slightly. Finally, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath, stood up from her chair, gestured to the other party, and then walked out of the coffee shop to the Outside patio, keep calling.

The terrace is covered with wooden floors, and when you step on it, there is a sound like a hammer hitting Xu Luojia's head. He stands still, leaning on the railing, looking at the tall buildings in the distance, with neon lights flickering.

Looking down on the terrace, there are pedestrians coming and going below, wearing short sleeves, arms crossed, and coffee and milk tea in their hands, creating a joyful and peaceful atmosphere.

Luo Jia really wanted to fall down and die.

"Fu Sinian." Luo Jia's voice was very calm, "You really disgust me."

"I know." Fu Sinian squeezed the beer bottle tightly, even though he knew it a long time ago, when he really heard those words, his heart felt so uncomfortable that it was about to burst.

"I thought... I thought..." Luo Jia's lips kept murmuring.

I thought you were just cold and indifferent, that you failed to stick to the end, that you just had a change of heart.

But until today, I didn't know that you are not a lover. From the beginning to the end, I was the only one who was acting affectionate.

In such a desperate situation, you never thought of saving me, but just watched with cold eyes.Really, really no affection at all.

I don't know whether it was because I never loved me, or because I changed my mind in the middle of my love, and everything changed, which made me even more sad.

Luo Jia stood on the terrace, the sun umbrella shook slightly as the cold wind blew slowly.He felt very cold, as if he had returned to that icy and snowy place again, with the tip of his nose moistened with snowflakes.

"You should hate me." Fu Sinian said, "It's really heartless. Don't cry. It's not worth it for someone like me."

Luo Jia raised her hand to wipe away her tears and sniffed her nose, but her eyes were still blurred with tears in the next second, and the tears could not be stopped no matter what, they kept flowing down.

He said as calmly as possible: "It's really not worth it, I won't forgive you."

Although there are still many words in my heart that I want to curse him, hate him, and want to resort to all malice and disgust on him, and tell all the torture and pain for so many years, but in the end Luo Jia only said this sentence.

will not forgive him.

Then be serene and dignified.

There is no need for anything else, no amount of abuse and accusations will help, it is already so indifferent, it has been so obsessively begging for so many years, it is meaningless to go back to the past, let this evil relationship from beginning to end Let it end here.

Luo Jia said resolutely: "Don't contact me again, Fu Sinian, I really, would rather never know you from the beginning to the end."

"Me too." Fu Sinian said.

I would rather never know Xu Luojia, just live a life of decadence and debauchery, and be his lifelong rotten person.

Don't be like this, I don't know when I started to fall in love gradually, but I still don't believe that Luo Jia will really love him, he is so bad, there is no eternal love in this world, and no one will treat him forever.

In the bottom of a bad person's bones, he longs for sincerity the most, hates it the most, and fears it the most.

So he began to torture Xu Luojia, and wanted to tell Luojia, stop acting, you don't like me at all, and you can't like me forever, don't give me hope.

Don't do the kind of thing that says you like me and abandon me, it's too cruel.It wouldn't hurt me if I didn't believe it from the start.

In this way, he pushed Xu Luojia out step by step with his own hands.

He thought that on the day of divorce, that is, the day when the two of them were freed from each other, he would be able to escape unscathed.

But why did he still repeat the same mistakes, and was still bruised all over by emotional torture, like his grandfather, who had a lover but couldn't ask for it.

Xu Luojia wanted to leave him, shed tears and said that he would never forgive him again.

Then before he died, like his grandfather, he kept chanting a person's name, and until the last second of his life, there were still lingering regrets and demons.I can't feel at ease even if I die.

Fu Sinian took a sip of beer and said, "Me too, Xu Luojia, I would rather never have met you."

Luo Jia: "It's not too late to end now, from now on, the grievances and debts between you and me will be written off."

A write-off.Fu Sinian thought, but what if, what if I can't get out.

Then how can I be reconciled, I am the only one tormented in hell.

Fu Sinian said: "On the third day of next month, my grandfather's funeral, you come, we will say goodbye for the last time."

"It's not necessary." Luo Jia wiped away her tears, and her eyes fell in the distance, "Our relationship is not worth meeting and saying goodbye, so let it be."

"No, if you want to come, the distribution of property will be announced at the funeral. And he loved you so much during his lifetime, so just treat him as an ordinary old man and send him off for the last time. I will wait for you at the funeral and will not do anything else matter."

"..."

"Well, I will go on the third day of next month."

Luo Jia has always been kind and soft, and he will never forget the warmth that others have given him in his heart. Grandpa Fu once gave him the kindness and kindness of his elders. It is right to send him off for the last time.

After getting Luo Jia's answer, Fu Sinian breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to say something, but heard Luo Jia say goodbye, and then hung up the phone.

Fu Sinian didn't like hearing Luo Jia say goodbye, because he always felt that he was about to turn around and leave, and he would never look back.Even though that seems to be true.

He put the empty beer bottle on the coffee table, stopped the documentary on the screen, and took out a leather book from the coffee table drawer, which was Luo Jia's diary.

Gently flipping open, a few postcards fell out. They were postcards that Luo Jia sent to him when he traveled to Argentina. There was a message written by Luo Jia himself:

Miss you very much.When I stand alone in front of the waterfall, I really miss you.Say good night to me if you have time.

Fu Sinian rubbed those few lines with his fingers again and again, his eyes were red, and he felt drunk instantly, he wanted to shed tears, cry, and desperately wanted to go to Xu Luojia's side, again and again Say, I miss you too, come and see me, I am very sad.

However, he was always silent and introverted. He could only hide at home, draw the curtains, be the most contemptuous waste he ever had, read Luo Jia's diary over and over again, watched all Luo Jia's video tapes over and over again, and rubbed the ring again and again. ——The ring that Xu Luojia had regarded as garbage.

Just like that, after sitting for an unknown amount of time, all the beer cans on the table were empty and deflated. Fu Sinian stood up from the carpet, made a phone call with a blank expression, and contacted the lawyer.

He said goodbye to his grandfather at the funeral, so he couldn't lose another family member, who was also his lover.