spring water

When Song Manzhen entered, Chunshui felt a tearing pain in his lower body.Although Song Manzhen teased her in front of her acupoint last time, she didn't really enter it. Speaking of it, this time is Chunshui's first foray into human affairs.

Chunshui realized that Song Manzhen didn't want to let her go, so she explored with her fingertips more and more urgently. Chunshui endured the pain and opened her eyes wide, although she couldn't see anything in the dark.

Song Manzhen didn't feel any pity for her, and after entering, they began to collide without emotion.Chun Shui covered his mouth with tears rolling in his eyes.

Chunshui knew that she was at fault first, so she didn't take any act of resistance, but Song Manzhen's actions also made her feel cold.Song Manzhen didn't even ask her any reason and started the abuse, or she didn't want to believe Chunshui at all, and she already believed that Chunshui's actions were betrayal, otherwise why she didn't say a word and just acted?

The painful, itchy, and swollen feeling was really terrible, but this strange friction sublimated a trace of pleasure after repetition and depth.Chun Shui was stimulated by this feeling and trembled, his head became hot, and the fire of lust spread all over his body.At this time, she wanted to hug Song Manzhen tightly, even if it was painful, she wanted to cling to Song Manzhen's arms to be happy, the pain was meaningful, but unfortunately, she didn't dare.

If Song Manzhen pushed her away, how would they get along with each other in the future?If she just resisted, they might create an irreparable rift.

It's better to let her vent. After she vents, everything should be as usual.

I hope so.

It wasn't until Song Manzhen smelled the strong smell of blood that she woke up from the trance. She raised her hand and found that her fingers were stained with the blood of Chunshui.

Chunshui lay still on the bed, Song Manzhen was startled, and pushed Chunshui.

"Spring water? Spring water!"

Chun Shui didn't respond as if she was dead. Song Manzhen was terrified. She hugged Chun Shui and found that her body was still warm. The extreme shock in her heart eased slightly, but her heart immediately became sour, tears flowed down suddenly, and she hugged Chun Shui tightly. body, whimpering rolled over his body, like thunder.The extreme self-blame in her heart made her burst into tears. How could she be overwhelmed by jealousy and hurt Chunshui like this?She knew that Chunshui was devoted to her wholeheartedly, and she also knew that Chunshui was weak and couldn't stand it at all, so why did she do this?

Song Manzhen hated herself for being like this, she just vented her anger on Chun Shui.

Whose fault is it?Song Manzhen knew that it was all her fault and that she was useless. If she was as strong as Song Manjun, or even if she was free, she could rush up and pull Chunshui away from others, declaring that she was my people.

But what can she do now?

When Chun Shui woke up, she was lying on Song Manzhen's arms, and Song Manzhen was looking at herself with red and swollen eyes.

Chun Shui's lips were dry, and when he grinned, his skin was stretched open, which hurt a lot.

"Are you hungry? I'll go and heat up the meal." Chun Shui said.

Song Manzhen wrapped her body around her, hugged her into her arms, stroked her hair and said softly, "No, I don't want to eat anything, I don't want anything. Let me hug you for a while."

Chun Shui shrank in Song Manzhen's arms without saying a word, not even moving.Song Manzhen wanted to apologize, but felt that this apology was insignificant.

"I don't know what's wrong with me. As long as I think of you intersecting with others in a place that I can't reach, I can't help myself with jealousy. Chunshui... I think we..."

"Manzhen, you don't have to say this. Everything is my fault, if I didn't make you angry, you wouldn't do this. You don't have any problems, so don't blame yourself. And, Manzhen, do you remember ?I said that I want to serve you for the rest of my life, so no matter what the future holds, I will not regret what I said at the beginning. And...the world is so big, but there is no place for me to stay. I just want to stay by your side Live the rest of my life. I can accept how you treat me."

Chun Shui's words flooded Song Manzhen's heart like a flood.She couldn't imagine what kind of mood Chunshui had in saying such humble words, and she didn't know what kind of experience caused Chunshui's current mood, but there was no doubt that Chunshui's heart was flawed and incomplete.Everything she desires is the source of her fear.

Song Manzhen cherishes her and loves her, but the more she thinks about it, the more there are thousands of ants all over her chest, making her itchy, and she doesn't want to let Chunshui go for a moment.

But the world is vast, will Chunshui really be by her side all the time?

Even at this time, the firm idea in Song Manzhen's heart remained unchanged - if someone approached Chunshui, Song Manzhen would still kill that person just like he did with He Fa.

The feeling of killing He Fa is still lingering in her heart. It was an inexplicable rage that poured into the depths of her body, allowing her to surge in strength in an instant, killing the opponent with one move.

With the desire to kill, Song Manzhen knew that there was another self living in her heart, which was a devil that could not be eliminated no matter how many books she read or how much she reasoned.

Song Manzhen didn't want to hurt Chunshui any more, and she didn't want Chunshui to have contact with others again. She wanted to let Chunshui stay in Yingyuexuan.At the beginning, the two of them ate the leftovers, but after three days, all the food was gone, and the water in the Yingyue Pool could still be drunk, but it was hard to live without food.

Song Manzhen made a fishing rod by herself to go fishing in the pond, but there was no fishing line and only ordinary line was used instead. Every time the big fish fell into a stalemate, the line would be torn off, and Song Manzhen fell several times .

Chunshui felt that going on like this was not an option, but he didn't want to go against Song Manzhen's wishes, but it was too late to start growing vegetables now.

The days became lifeless in an instant, Song Manzhen was always sitting on the pier in a daze, occasionally playing the piano, the sound of the piano became melancholy again...

Chun Shui planned to go to the wasteland around the Yangfo Pagoda to search for wild game, but after searching for a long time, he saw a little gray rabbit looking at her with its ears pricked up.

Chun Shui looked at it, and it also looked at Chun Shui, with a pair of big eyes full of stupidity.Chun Shui originally wanted to kill her, but seeing it so vivid and defenseless, his heart felt astringent, and he couldn't bear to kill it.

During this hesitation, the gray rabbit has already run away.

It seemed that she really couldn't do anything, she couldn't even bear to kill a rabbit.

Standing in the wilderness, Chun Shui felt that the world was gray, and a sense of world-weariness welled up in his heart.

But being able to die with Manzhen is also a beautiful thing.It's just that Chunshui wants to die happily, and wants to die while talking with Manzhen, and go to Huangquan happily together.

But now he can't speak a few words all day, Chun Shui really doesn't want to go to another world with such a mood.

Just when Chunshui and Manzhen were at a stalemate, Song Manjun came suddenly.

Song Manjun stood on the boat, and the cabin was full of delicious food and wine.

"Miss Chunshui came to the house recently, I don't know what happened? I think the food in Yingyue Pavilion has run out, so I can't let my little Manzhen suffer. The older sister should come and love the younger sister."

Chun Shui didn't even want to take a look at Song Manjun, so he turned his head and left.Song Manzhen knew Song Manjun very well, and when she saw that she was gloating in what she said, she knew that she had a ghost in her heart, and Chunshui also left, so she asked her directly: "Did you do something to Chunshui?"

"What can I do to your Chunshui? Xiao Manzhen, you really wronged my sister. She has been serving you in Yingyuexuan, and I have been staying in Song Mansion. What can I do to her?"

"If you didn't threaten her with something, why would she get close to that Liu?"

"You mean Mrs. Liu? I don't know much about this, but I did see the two of them talking and laughing happily. That day when Mrs. Liu fell into the water, your good Chunshui jumped into the water to rescue her without even thinking about it. Her life is in danger, and she still speaks out, the chivalrous heart of Miss Chunshui is really admirable."

Song Manzhen was trembling with anger, and the appearance of Chunshui getting close to others really made her heart ache when she thought of it.

"You can get out, you don't need to talk about our affairs!" Song Manzhen suddenly broke out and shouted at Song Manjun.

Song Manjun was unmoved at all, and said with a smile: "Manzhen, if your personality remains the same, even if you grow ten years older, it will not be a big deal. Manzhen, if you want to get something, you must give it up." Others, if you want to get the spring water, it is impossible to give nothing. As a weak person, all you can do is give up."

Standing at the door of the house, Chun Shui felt humiliated when he heard Song Manjun's words.

But she understood that every word Song Manjun said was correct.