unhappy marriage

#1

Akashi has maintained the habit of seeing a psychiatrist regularly for so many years, and the pressure brought about by the burden of the family is not ordinary.It was also not long ago that he felt overwhelmed and had to see a psychiatrist more frequently.

Regarding Wakaca's situation, he took the initiative to take her to see his attending physician, Mr. Yokokawa.But he didn't tell Wakaca that he also has multiple personalities, and he didn't want her to think too much.

While Wakana was having a meeting, Akashi planned to go out to buy dinner.

After the simple conversation, Wakana, who had always been very reserved, gradually relaxed. Following the doctor's direct gaze, she spoke out her confusion and speculation without reservation, but she did not mention anything about the spell.

The doctor didn't mean to force her, but encouraged her not to be nervous and to relax as much as possible.

While talking, Wakaca suddenly felt a little sleepy.

"It's okay, you're just tired, it's been really hard for you during this time, it's okay to take a little rest."

The doctor's gentle voice was next to her ear, Wakaca leaned on the soft chair, felt her body lighten, and closed her eyes.Then the doctor seemed to say something, but she couldn't hear clearly.

It's sleep, it's better to say that he came to another world.

It's an old Japanese-style house again. A long time ago, Wakana occasionally dreamed of a place where she had a dream, because she had a few times, so she was quite impressed.

This time, she entered this place from the perspective of a third person.

The difference from before is that this time the yard is no longer deserted, and the corridors are full of busy servants.Wakaca stood in the atrium, listening to the sound of running water in the small pond, and the rustling sound of the cherry blossom trees being blown by the wind. For some reason, she felt very calm.

Last time, the yard was empty, and there were no people moving around in the house, and it was even a little gloomy.But now the tall cherry trees in the yard are in bloom, dancing in the air, rolled up on the ground, and there is a warm pink everywhere.

There is a faint aroma in the air, sweet, and I feel relaxed when I take a deep breath.Maybe it's because she has been here so many times that she has a sense of familiarity with this place, as if she has really lived here in the past.

"It's born, it's born, madam is born!"

A voice brought back Wakana's thoughts in the atrium, and when she looked back, she saw the man pacing back and forth in the corridor ecstatically opening the shoji door: "That's great, how do you feel?"

Wakana took off her shoes and entered the house.No one can see her anyway, she can come and go easily.

The room was very dark, but very warm, and the air was filled with a faint smell of blood. There was a pale woman in the room, who had obviously just undergone childbirth and was still weak.The child was held by a man who looked like her husband, and both of them had happy smiles on their faces.

"Ma'am, are you feeling unwell?"

"Everything is fine." The woman smiled slightly, and stretched out her hand tremblingly although she was very tired, "Can I let the concubine see the child?"

The man knelt down and approached his wife with the child in his arms, with an unconcealable smile on his elegant face: "This child's eyebrows and eyes look like you, that's good, a girl must be as beautiful as you, good, good!"

"Girl?" The woman showed a look of expectation, "...can the name be used by the concubine?"

"That's natural." The man nodded, stretched out his hand and tapped the child's head lightly, very lightly, as if he was holding an extremely precious work of art in his arms.

The woman looked outside at the falling cherry blossoms dancing in the wind after rinsing, with the corners of her mouth curled up.

"Dancing cherry blossoms, warm fragrance and beautiful jade, hope in spring——Sakura, how about it?"

"Then it's called Sakura."

"I wish our children a long and happy life."

……

For some reason, she was inexplicably touched by the scene of someone else giving birth.She looked at the child with envy on her face. A child who can grow up with the blessing of his parents must be very happy.

She will surely grow up safely and smoothly as her parents expected.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help touching her belly.A little bit of anticipation, although I think it is unlikely, but does she already have a cute baby here?

What would that person's children look like?Is it a boy or a girl?If he really had a baby in the future, would he be happy?She was even a little curious, how would that person, who was like an old child who couldn't grow up, behave if he knew that he had a child?

Must be fun, right?

Thinking of this, the surrounding scene suddenly changed. Wakana watched the infant grow up little by little, babble, toddler, and finally played hide-and-seek with her loving parents under the cherry blossom trees in the yard.

She couldn't help but wonder why she could always see these, could these be her past memories?

But this is too outrageous, this is at least the Muromachi era, and how could she live in that era?

But as the little girl in the illusion grew up little by little, Wakaca became more and more uneasy.The child grew more and more like her, and when she finally looked at the girl, she even felt that she was looking in a mirror.

so similar!Incredible!

So it can only be a dream, maybe it doesn't make any sense.

She wanted to convince herself with this.

But the more I looked at her, the more I couldn't let go. It was clearly her, and she couldn't pretend that she didn't care about anything.

There is no doubt that the girl lives in a loving and warm family, with parents who love her, a mother who is gentle and patient, and a father who is occasionally rash.They taught her how to walk, how to talk, how to dress herself...

She is innocent and romantic, without worries, and grew up smoothly under the protection of her parents. Her life is always full of laughter and happiness. She doesn't know what the world outside the house is like, and she is not curious, because there is what she wants at home. everything.

Until the day when the girl grew into a 15-year-old girl, the house that was originally preparing for the birthday party was full of joy, but the happy atmosphere ended when the male owner hurried home covered in blood.

That day, a group of men wearing ugly masks came to the house. They overbearingly killed the seriously injured man and the hostess who came to stop them and hung them under the cherry blossom tree in the atrium.

The almost loyal and kind servants were driven to a side courtyard and locked up. For a while, the huge and prosperous house was full of people running for their lives. In a panic, several servants hid the young lady in the most remote room in the house. In the closet, I repeatedly ordered not to come out no matter what noise I heard.

But after the explanation, the house in the courtyard was set on fire, and all the servants couldn't even escape. The fire lit up half the sky, and the wailing lasted for a whole hour. The screams of people being burned.

The house that used to be full of laughter and laughter was shrouded in despair and death.With fear, the girl covered her ears and dared not listen or make a sound, while the men wearing masks who looked like ghosts came and went freely in the house, as if they were in their own home.

Even though the tears couldn't be stopped, she didn't dare to make any movement.

Wakana ran into the small room in a hurry, looking at the girl who was in endless fear, she suddenly felt a headache, everything in front of her was extremely familiar, and it seemed that it had flashed in her mind in the form of fragments at certain times.

At this time, the door was pulled open, and Wakana turned her head suddenly, watching the men walking towards the closet in a leisurely manner.She tried to stop it but couldn't do anything.

"I know you are inside, don't refuse, this is what you should do for the family, you should."

The door was pulled open suddenly, and the thin blue-haired girl was full of fear, trembling all over.

"Don't come! Don't come!"

Ignoring the girl's shouts, the men dragged her roughly into the courtyard.Then she brutally tore off the clothes on her body. The girl who had never been in contact with the opposite sex except her father screamed and struggled in panic, but no one around her paid attention to her cry for help. watching her.

Until she saw the dead bodies of her parents under the cherry tree.

The girl suddenly remained motionless, no longer resisting, apparently collapsed.

The men stripped off her clothes, and wrote dense spells with foul-smelling blood on the snow-white skin that had never been shown.

Every time you swipe, the spell will take effect, and it will emit a dark red light like a brand mark, which penetrates deep into the girl's skin, and continues to heat up, causing the girl to roll on the ground in pain. she.

The girl screamed hysterically at the end.

Wakaca touched her aching chest, she couldn't stop her tears.It was as if she could feel the girl's pain, and she felt that every inch of her skin was scalded.

She turned her eyes away from the girl on the ground and came to the two embracing corpses on the cherry blossom tree.

Standing for a long time.

It is still a refreshing wind, and it is still a beautiful rain of cherry blossoms.

But nothing is different.

At this moment, the couple's words came back to her ears——

"Dancing cherry blossoms, warm fragrance and beautiful jade, hope in spring——Sakura, how about it?"

"Then it's called Sakura."

"I wish our children a long and happy life."

……Well-being.

It's all deceptive.

#2

Wakaba opened her eyes, tears were already streaming down her face.

My heart hurts and I can hardly breathe.

She found the doctor and Akashi by her side.Akashi handed over the handkerchief, Wakana said Xie Momo and wiped away tears, the other two were also very knowledgeable and didn't ask any more questions.

This is enough to prove that she has been hurt before, and the treatment needs to be done step by step, and haste makes waste.

Akashi stayed by Wakana's side quietly for a long time, and took her out of the office after she said that she had recovered.In the car, Wakana still didn't say a word.

Although she dreamed of something very painful, she couldn't get out of the deep pain and was negative and sad, but this time she was already trying to accept and understand herself, and she might not be able to fully digest it for a while, but she believed that time could heal herself Heart wounds.

Just as Akashi's car drove into the city, Wakana received a call from Knotweed.

"Ah, I didn't actually not answer the phone on purpose. There was an accident at the time, uh, it's not a particularly serious matter..." Knotweed is not very good at lying, and Wakana is inexplicably sensitive today, so she can break it down in a few sentences. Achieved.

One accidentally confessed that Fu Hei was injured and hospitalized.

"Which hospital? No, I have to go and see for myself." Wakana wiped away tears and said seriously, "Tell me now."

Knotweed blinked its peasy eyes, noticing the dissatisfied gazes cast by Wild Rose and Fu Hei, Knotweed looked like a light on its back, and finally had no choice but to say the address.

This time I thought I could fool around.By the way, did Wakana become a bit sharper?

It's a bit strange.

On the way to turn around and go to the hospital, Akashi felt that he still had to say a few words.

"Miss Wakana, what do you think of yourself?"

Wakana was a little surprised, she didn't expect Akashi to ask a question suddenly, it was such a strange question.

Seeing that she was at a loss, Akashi laughed out loud: "Don't be nervous, you don't have to answer if you don't like it."

"I just don't understand. What does Mr. Akashi want to know?" His question was a little strange, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

At another red light, Akashi held the steering wheel, stepped on the brakes and then looked back at her: "From what you said, you seem to suspect that you have multiple personalities. I want to know what you think about this matter."

multiple personalities.It's not that Wakaba hasn't thought about this issue, but she's never sure if it's her.

"To be honest, I am also very confused, and I don't know when it started. I can always hear that voice in my head, and sometimes I can't control my body at all. During that time, it was probably 'she' who used My body does weird things, it's just not in my personality, there's no way I would do those things."

"From your description, you seem to dislike that voice, right?" Akashi stared at her.

Wakaca broke out in a cold sweat, and nodded after being silent for a while.

"Yeah, I don't think that's me at all."

"I see." Akashi turned his head away and smiled, "That's right, at the beginning it was indeed difficult to understand and accept the existence of another person in my body, and I kept denying it, and the contradictions and entanglements were buried."

Wakana was surprised that Akashi would say that, as if—

"Could it be Mr. Akashi..." Wakana covered her mouth with surprise on her face.

The green light turned on again, Akashi restarted the car, the corner of his mouth curled up.

"Ah, yes, there is another person inside me."

However, "they" are now a whole.

……

After arriving at the hospital, Wakana and Akashi found the ward together, and saw Fukuroe, who was covered in bandages all over his body.

"The injury is so serious, it's too much." Ruo Cai took a few steps forward, walked to the side of the hospital bed, biting her lower lip, trembling all over.

Fu Hei turned his head away a little uncomfortably, not wanting to see Wakana showing a sad expression because of herself.

Wild Rose and Polygonum cuspidatum looked at each other, and then jumped out to play Tai Chi, but this time no matter how they avoided the key point, Wakana could always hold on to it. She looked much stronger than before, which was really surprising.

"Please don't think about perfunctory me, one or two, it's really..." Wakana gritted her teeth, stretched out her arms and held the two children in her arms, her eyes couldn't help but red again.

"I know your difficulties, at least don't exclude me when you face me, I am an adult, you are children, you can rely on me a little more, everyone." Wakasa looked up at the astonished face Fu Hei, who was crying obviously but still pulled out a smile.

"Because I like everyone the most."

Seeing Wakana's smile, Fuhei opened his eyes wide and his pupils shrank.

A certain figure appeared in his mind, overlapping with Wakana in front of him at this moment.

Akashi on the side looked at the children, everyone was more or less injured, especially Fukuro on the hospital bed, it would not be an exaggeration to say that he had experienced a car accident like that.As a result, one or two of them only said that they fell down accidentally, and no one would believe such a lame reason.

After exchanging greetings and condolences, under pressure, the children all apologized and made guarantees, and Wakana let them go.

"Speaking of which, the rich uncle from last time was also there, why would Miss Wakana be with that guy?" Knotweed poked its head out of Wakana's arms, looked at Akashi with curiosity on his face.

Wild Rose's eyes lit up, and I have to say that Akashi really has no dead ends in 360 degrees, he is completely the embodiment of a girl's desire, who doesn't remember the proper city, rich and handsome?

Fuguro also looked up at Akashi, and to be honest, Akashi had always given him a bad feeling.Coincidentally, Akashi also looked over at this time, and the two met eyes, but said nothing.

This guy, since he appeared with Wakana, has never left Wakana's eyes.

Inexplicably unpleasant guy.

By the way, does Teacher Wutiao know?No, I'm afraid I don't know, if I know, I will be furious, and I will definitely not let other men take advantage of me.Fu Hei thought silently.

Only then did Wakaba explain the cause and effect of the incident, including telling the children about her participation in the cooking competition.And this once again refreshed their cognition of Akashi, he really is a rich and powerful son.

The teacher is not good.

The three exchanged glances tacitly.

Wakana tilted her head, not understanding what they were making eye contact with.

Akashi greeted them with a smile, revealing his excellent self-cultivation from the inside out: "I haven't had dinner yet at this point, I have already sent someone to bring dinner over, let's have a meal together later."

Teacher, I'm sorry, let's just stand for a second! ! !

The fiery eyes of Wild Rose and Knotweed shot out, and Fu Hei on one side turned his head, trying to pretend that he didn't know them.

Considering Fu Hei's physical condition, the dinner was relatively light, but the children still had a great time.While stuffing the knotweed into his mouth frantically, he blamed himself and confessed to Gojo Wu with tears in his heart.

Ye Qiangwei gave Akashi a thumbs up, with the words "I'll leave my Wakana to you" all over her face, and she wanted to take a photo together and send it to Wujo Satoru who was thousands of miles away, which made Fuhei's face pale for a while. Green, but can not attack.

Akashi looked at Wakana who was relaxed when getting along with the children, and was also infected by her.

I was worried that she had been affected by the treatment, but now it seems that there is no need to worry too much, children are the best powerful medicine.

Several people stayed in the hospital for a while, and when it was time to part, because the children had to go back to Tokyo, it was inconvenient to have a car. In the end, Akashi drove Wakana home.

"Gojo hasn't come back yet?" Akashi suddenly asked in the car when she was downstairs.

Ruocai was taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously looked upstairs, then nodded: "I probably haven't come back yet."

After all, he only came back last night, so he probably won't be back today, right?

"I'll take you to the door, just to be on the safe side." Saying that, Akashi got out of the car and opened the door for Wakana.

Wakaca nodded and thanked them. After they got off the car, there was still some distance to go. The night was like water, and the street lights on both sides were a little dim, which elongated the shadows of the two people and met at the end.

Listening to the chirping of insects from the grass on both sides, Wakana took a deep breath and felt a lot more relaxed.Although a lot of things happened, she still gained a lot in general. As for what the dream meant, she didn't want to continue thinking about it. After all, it was just a dream and it didn't mean anything.

"About the topic just now." Before entering the building, Wakana stopped suddenly.

Akashi also stopped and looked at her quietly.

Wakana raised her head: "How does Akashi-san see the other person in his body?"

A cool breeze blew, with a bit of coolness, raising Wakaca's skirt and short hair.The warm light fell on her, softening her facial features.Akashi looked back at her, serious and sincere.

"I should have told you about the opportunity for me to like basketball." He paused, and then said, "My family has placed high hopes on me since I was a child. As long as I can get the first home, they will not interfere. I forgot my original intention, and even the only thing I like is to be competitive..."

"Unwilling to be left behind, I had the idea of ​​winning no matter what. The other me was born under this situation. It is really ridiculous to think about it now, but it was also in the game, and I accepted him."

"No matter how you evade or deny it, it's always me, the subconscious self."

Wakana stared blankly at Akashi who was smiling confidently at her. She had always thought that he was as gentle as jade, but she didn't want him to have such an expression. It was fresh, and she couldn't help but wonder what he said about "another self." "What kind of existence is it.

"If you have something you want, you will work hard to get it. But as time goes by, I feel that the arrogant self seems to be disappearing little by little." He stroked his chest, his expression became profound, "I can't pamper either side, You must be calm, always be on high alert, and every choice must be carefully considered."

He seems to have experienced a lot. After all, it is completely impossible to take over such a large consortium without pressure.From Kyoko, it can be seen that each of them has a lot to bear, and the burden on the cautious Akashi will only be more than ordinary people think.

Wakaba couldn't help but think, under what circumstances did the other person in her body come into being?

"I think Ms. Wakana doesn't need to refer to what I said. Everyone has their own way of life. If you think you can't accept it, it's okay to deny it. After all, I think Miss Wakana like this is enough."

She is already fine.

Akashi looked down at her, smiling softly.

The two went upstairs, until the time of parting, Wakaca seemed absent-minded, much more silent than before.

And Akashi didn't want to disturb her, what he wanted was for her to think for herself without interruption, to think actively instead of passively relying on others.

Saying goodbye, Wakana opened the door with a heavy heart and closed it.

She didn't notice that the lights in the room were on, until she changed her shoes and walked out of the entrance, only to find Gojo Satoru sitting on the sofa in the living room, smiling brightly.

Snapped.

Wakana's bag fell to the ground.

"Huh? You don't look surprised at all. What's the matter, aren't you happy to see me go home?" Gojo Satoru's tone was a bit strange, and his smile was brighter than before.

"Well, let me guess, guilty of seeing me so late on a date with the red-haired kid?"

This sour tone made Wakana come to her senses all of a sudden, she denied it in a panic, and was alone in a hurry, trying to explain the relationship between herself and Akashi, while Gojo Satoru over there stood up gracefully and came to Wakana's side , looking down at her.

He was really tall, especially when he walked in front of her, his tall body directly blocked the light from the ceiling, giving people an absolute sense of oppression.In addition, he was still wearing a blindfold, and his expression was unpredictable, making it impossible to guess what he was thinking at the moment.

He bent slightly, leaned closer to her, and looked at her unabashedly.

"stare--"

Wherever the fiery gaze went, Wakana felt as if she was not wearing a jacket, her heart was pounding.

"really."

really?

"Sure enough, I don't like that you cut your hair short. I'm not happy." He admitted generously.

Wakaca opened her mouth, and then laughed out loud, thinking that he was very cute when he lost his temper.

"Don't laugh, I'm expressing my dissatisfaction very seriously here. Ms. Wakana, how can you make fun of me? I'm not happy!" Gojo Satoru said directly, "Just now, that red-haired boy actually sent you home , I can't coax you well."

Wakaca raised her head and looked up at his swollen angry face, her mood suddenly became clear.I was still a little depressed at first, but just looking at him and listening to his voice, all unpleasantness disappeared.

Gojo Satoru noticed that Wakana was smiling from the bottom of her heart, and her face was puffy: "What are you laughing at, I really can't coax you well."

After speaking, she was about to lose her temper. Seeing this, Wakana quickly put away her smile, stretched out her hand to hold Gojo Satoru's face, and said seriously, "Please don't be angry, I can do whatever you want, and I will keep coaxing you until you are happy." your."

When she said the impulsive words, Wakana's face turned red instantly when she realized it, and Gojo Satoru looked at her reddened and white smoke. It would not be too much to say that she was angry, but it was just to tease her, and the reaction really didn't let her go. He is disappointed.

Although through the blindfold, Wakana could feel his unusually intense gaze, which made her even more shy.

Immediately wilted, she lowered her head in resignation, and was about to withdraw her hand, but Gojo Satoru took advantage of the situation to hold her hand, pressed her hand to his cheek, and rubbed her hand.

"Look up, Wakana, and look at me."

His slightly hoarse voice was full of hormones and magnetism, which made her go limp all over.

Ruo Cai timidly raised her head and looked at him uneasily, but at this moment he lowered his head slightly and kissed her palm lightly.

"Uh."

Then there's Tongue Tim.

Ruo Cai couldn't bear it anymore, her legs were weak, and she was about to stand unsteadily, but Gojo Wu took advantage of the situation to support her waist, letting her lean on him.

Leaning close to her ear, Gojo Satoru lightly bit her earlobe, and said in a hoarse voice, "This is punishment. You've gotten very close to that red-haired boy recently. I'm really worried. After all, Wakana You really don't know how to defend yourself."

"Well."

Wakaba's whole body was tense, her breathing and heartbeat stopped for a while, and her mind went blank.

He liked her shy reaction, although he kept saying that, but he knew that Wakaca would not be deceived by others, if it wasn't because she loved him, how could she give herself to him?

Picking up Wakana horizontally, Wakana exclaimed and quickly hugged his neck.

"Mr. [-]?"

"Huh? Didn't Anada simply stop screaming this time?" He pinched her buttocks and joked.

"No no no, I, I, I just..."

"Huh? What do you want to call me?"

"Ah, Ananda."

She couldn't be more clear about what to do next, she buried her head in his arms with shame, and refused to talk to him.

It's so embarrassing.Why is this person so domineering without saying anything?

Without any explanation, he carried her into the bathroom. Like last night, he cleaned her up again, washed her, and put her in the bathtub.

Slightly different from last night, this time he was with two people.

Wakana kept his head down the whole time and didn't dare to make a sound, but his hands moved back and forth.

For a while, she accidentally bumped somewhere, and for a while, she swiped her hand again, and accidentally entered a race. It was also very difficult for her to endure it.

"I have plenty of time starting tonight. If you want to do something, take your time, don't be in a hurry, and don't hold back, or you will suffer." After finishing speaking, he also stepped into the bathtub , sitting behind her.

Her back was in his arms, this time there was no obstruction at all, his skin was much more elastic than imagined.

"It seems that the bubbles haven't been flushed out here. I'm sorry, I'll help you." After he finished speaking, he picked up the water and sprinkled it in the direction of her shoulder blades.

Gojo Satoru hooked the corners of his mouth mischievously, buried his head in her neck, and took a satisfied breath.

"If the hair is cut short, the collarbone is the only thing I like the most. The original double happiness is halved. It's so sad." He said ambiguous words while planting strawberries hard.

Wakaca felt that sitting was not very comfortable, so she couldn't help but move her position, while Gojo Satoru gasped and smiled eccentrically.

"Don't move around, or I won't promise to do anything to you in the water."

Hearing this, Wakana immediately became honest and remained motionless.

"Hey, Wakana, can you touch it like you did in the bathhouse that night?" He lowered his voice and blew into her ear, his tone full of temptation and earnestness.

Ruo Cai really had nothing to do, as soon as he did this, she disarmed and surrendered.

#3

In the middle of the night, Wakana had another dream, this time the dream was quite different from the one when she saw the psychiatrist.

Although it is also a large mansion, it has a completely different atmosphere from the girl Sakura's house.Bigger, more spectacular, and noticeably less impersonal.

The red-haired girl was sitting on a swing in the courtyard, with two maids standing behind her.

She doesn't look happy.

"I'm a little thirsty, can you help me get some drinks?" The girl turned her head and whispered to the maid.

Although she seemed preoccupied, Wakana found that the two girls had the same look in their eyes - pure and innocent and romantic.

After the maids left, the red-haired girl suddenly got up from the swing, walked to the tree next to the wall, raised her head, and asked curiously, "Excuse me, what are you doing up there?"

It was only then that Wakaca realized that there was another person in the courtyard, but that person was shrouded in black shadows and could not see clearly at all.Judging from the body shape and hearing the voice, it can be distinguished that it is a male.

Wakaca was curious, and couldn't help but get closer, but felt the sharp gaze sweeping towards her, and couldn't help getting goosebumps all over her body, and looked at the man on the tree with some hesitation, always thinking that this man could see her.

"Hey, you are quite courageous, woman." The man on the tree replied.

I don't know whether that sentence was said to her or to the red-haired woman.

"It's dangerous up there, but it's not good if other people in the family see you if you come down. Please be careful up there." A villain with a face full of innocence.

"It made me a little bit interested. Now, let me ask you, woman, do you want to come with me?" The man said, his tone a little arrogant.

But the girl didn't feel offended, and smiled brightly: "Then, Mr. Tree, where are you going to take my concubine?"

"Where are you going? Huh? You're the first to ask that..." The man on the tree moved, the branches swayed, and the shadow cast on the girl also swayed.

"So, where do you want to go, woman?"

"Can you take me to the countryside? I haven't been there once, and I've always been curious about what Ah Chuan said. Ah, Ah Chuan is my personal maid. She grew up in the countryside." The girl Qiao Xiaoqian Xi, the man on the tree couldn't help but roll his eyes.

Is it her bright smile that is dazzling, or is it simply sunlight?

As if watching a movie, Wakana, as a bystander, quietly watched the girl and the unknown man go from meeting to falling in love.Unlike the well-protected Sakura, the red-haired girl Sadako is born rebellious. Although she also has the purity of a girl, she is full of curiosity about everything in the outside world, and even ran away from home in pursuit of her own happiness.

She is like a flame of passion, burning herself, blooming a delicate flower called youth.

Wakana admires Sadako's daring to love and hate, she does not have the courage to go forward for love, and everyone who strives to pursue happiness is dazzling and worthy of recognition.It can't be said that Sakura is not good, it's just that Sakura is protected too well, and she never thought of stepping out of the protection of her family.

Regardless of other things, if she had to choose, Wakana felt that she might want to live as free and easy and straightforward as Sadako.

Soon, Sadako became pregnant.

The man said he was going on an expedition, so he left home, and Sadako was the only one left in the family.

Wakaca was still in a trance at first, but when she saw the wooden house where Sadako lived, she suddenly came back to her senses. She had an impression of this house, at least she had seen it in dreams more than once.

Then it's -

Wakana opened her eyes wide, and the moment she raised her head, the scene changed in an instant, and the surrounding scenery came from the wooden house to a small forest.

Because her husband has not returned home for a long time, the helpless Sadako has to go to the mountains to find food in order to survive, and inevitably encounters a few hooligans in the village on the way.

Sadako was overwhelmed by the bad guys and bullied again and again regardless of her resistance.Sometimes in the woods, sometimes by the river, and finally even broke into her home and forced her in her well-decorated wedding room.

Pain, resentment, despair, the only belief that supports the tortured Sadako to live is the child in her womb and the loved one who will save her from the fire and water sometime in the future.

Later, the man who returned from the expedition appeared.

It's just that he didn't save her as she wished.

He killed those men with ugly faces, but killed her in disgust, and killed her most precious child together.

Her story doesn't end there.

With doubts, reluctance and anger, she "survived" like a curse, her eyes were no longer clear, tainted with revenge and despair.

"Don't be joking. No man is sincere. He can fool you around with sweet words, and then abandon you without hesitation. Men are such heartless creatures."

Wakaca was in a trance, and found that she had returned to the place shrouded in darkness. She looked around, and it was pitch black except for herself, and she couldn't see anything.

If she remembered correctly, the woman named Sadako was also here.

Things can be connected here, if what she just saw was Sadako's life, then that Sakura... is very likely to be her past.

It's just that she really can't believe that what happened in such a long time ago is really not her illusion?

"Sadako, are you here?" Wakana stood up from the chair and called into the darkness, "Can you tell me why you are here?"

However, no one answered, just when Wakana was thinking about the possibility that Sadako was not here, Sadako's voice finally sounded, but it sounded a little tired.

"Sure enough, you are spying on the past."

"Did those things really happen?" Wakana was a little nervous.

"Why should I tell you?"

"I have seen and can feel your pain, Sadako, sorry, I