unhappy marriage

#1

The conversation with Akashi tonight was not useless, at the moment Wakana was thinking about one of the words he said tonight.

"Even if there is no relationship in the future, I'm just doing this to make life easier."

Maintaining the posture of opening the door with the key, Wakana was stunned.

During this period of time, she could more or less feel Gojo Satoru's attitude towards this marriage, which was not to the point of indifference but definitely not caring. Could it be that their marriage was a mistake from the beginning?

After getting in touch with Akashi Kyoko and Dazai, who has an unfortunate marriage, she has deeply realized that two people can get married not for love, but also for a marriage where love has changed its quality.

In the past, she simply felt that the combination between herself and Wujo Wujo must be based on the deep feelings for each other. Even if she has lost her memory now, the relationship must be there. This is why she persuaded herself to unconditionally trust and fully accept Wujo Wujo. s reason.

But now, all her cognition and understanding have been shattered.

She had to rethink.

Is there really love between them?Is there really... a marriage relationship between them?

What Akashi said pointed out a clear path for her. Maybe there is no love between them, but life is still going on. Should she make some changes accordingly to make "life easier"?

Has nothing to do with love, is it just a relationship of simply living together?

Thinking of this, Wakana was suddenly depressed.She didn't want to be like this, she had a lot of beautiful fantasies, how could she let go of her longing for marriage and love like this?

But when she thought that that person might never have loved her... Her heart ached so badly.

Clutching her chest, Wakana frowned and smiled bitterly, having difficulty breathing.

But now the fact is that he doesn't love her at all.

She's not a fool, she just doesn't want to face the facts and has been deceiving herself.

Her marriage is really not happy.

Even now, she doesn't want to face it.

Opening the door, Wakaca was about to go in, but suddenly felt someone approaching behind her, and the pressure was approaching. Before she could turn around, the side of her head suddenly felt hot, and then someone blew hot air into her ear.

Just like that, without a sound, it appeared out of thin air.Wakasa was startled, and before she could see who the other party was, she screamed, grabbed the handbag and threw it towards the back.

"Don't! Don't come here!!"

However, in the next second, there was a powerful hand around his waist, and his arms were as thick as a black python. Wakaca turned pale with fright, and kept struggling and resisting regardless of whether he could see clearly.

"Let go of me! Let me go!!"

She had seen this kind of news on TV, saying that someone followed the night-walking woman home and committed crimes while she was unawares. Could it be that such a bad thing happened to her? !

"Let go of me! Someone will come over soon, if you don't want to be caught, let me go!!"

Ruocai smashed up and down in a panic, and the other party let her hit without hiding or blocking. Ruocai was terrified, tears came out of fright, but she still resisted with all her strength.

Soon she realized that the other party was not malicious, so she took her bag away a bit. Although the lights in the corridor were dim today, she could still see the tall figure in front of her clearly——

Wakaba turned pale, covered her mouth and exclaimed.

"Five, Mr. Wujo?!" Oh my god, what did she do?

The handbag also fell to the ground because of the shock, she didn't dare to reach out to pick it up, she stretched out a pair of small hands tremblingly, maintaining the posture of being hugged, tremblingly touched his face, and started to cry again with guilt.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I thought it was a bad person, because I didn't hear the voice, so I... I'm sorry!" She groped with red eyes to see if he was injured.

"Now you know how to be on guard against others?" Didn't you get along so kindly with other men before?He is also a man, he will not fail to understand what Akashi's eyes mean when he looks at her.

"You must have had a great time tonight, right? You've completely forgotten about me."

Gojo Satoru's voice couldn't hear any emotion, and he was even more unpredictable when he was wearing a blindfold. Under the dim light, his sharp-edged face seemed a bit indifferent and alienated.

Wakaba instinctively thought that what he wanted to express was not purely literal, but she didn't understand why he said that, since he had already explained it on the phone.

Although her birthday was an excuse, didn't she come back safely?She was depressed, so what's wrong with going outside to relax?Fundamentally she doesn't feel like she's done anything wrong.

"Why didn't you tell me specifically when you went out?" He suddenly asked again.

Wakaca was startled when she heard it, but felt bitter: "Didn't you say that I'm very busy these days so I don't want to contact you?"

So he is here to Xingshi to inquire about the crime?But she didn't feel like she had done anything wrong.But she knew that she was in a bad state now, so in order not to deepen the conflict, she should stop wasting words on this topic.

"Why are you back today? What's the matter?"

She pushed him lightly but found that she couldn't push him at all, so she let him hold her. She changed the subject immediately, but turned her head to avoid his gaze.

"According to what you say, I can't come back if I'm fine? Isn't this my home?" Wujo Wu asked back.

But doesn't he usually come back only when he has something to do?Of course, she didn't dare to say this.

Wakana was taken aback, and suddenly felt hopeful, maybe she could have a good talk with him like she did with Akashi.

"Let go of me first, it's not good to be seen like this..." She blushed and pushed, her voice getting smaller and smaller, "Is it okay to talk about it when you go home?"

Looking at her whole body like a ripe shrimp, red and curled up into a ball, she is so cute, Gojo Satoru let go of her expressionlessly.

"I'm so hungry, make me something to eat." He grinned.

Wakana was in a daze, looking at his smile, she always felt that she was back to the usual time, when they got along well, and she was not as cautious as now to speculate on his thoughts at that time.

……

Half an hour later, Wakana, who was wearing the apron, brought out the last dish, and Gojo Satoru just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, with water still dripping from his hair.

When he sat down, Wakana brought a towel and stood behind him to wipe his hair.

"Aren't you going to eat?" he asked.

Wakaca honestly confessed that she had eaten outside, but Gojo Satoru didn't say anything, picked up the chopsticks and ate his own food, obediently letting her dictate.

"You've also become busy during this time, you must have enjoyed getting along with your friends." His tone sounded weird, but Wakana didn't want to think about it.

After taking a few bites, he put down his chopsticks, and said with a smile: "Wakana, your craft is getting better and better, and it is really worthwhile to enroll in the class. It seems that you are studying hard. I remember that you and your friends are in the class know?"

"Hmm." She responded softly.

"Looks like I made it happen."

Wakaca was a little dazed at this time, although there was nothing wrong with what she said, but she just felt that something was wrong, it seemed that there was something in the words, and she was deliberately alluding to something.

"But what to do, I still prefer the original taste." He suddenly turned his head and smiled at her.

Wakaba suffocated for breath, her heart skipped a beat.But she still pretended not to understand: "Is there something wrong with it? Tell me and I will change it."

"Well, I don't know how to say it, it's not right anywhere." He picked up a piece of fish and smiled, "I always feel that it is not pure after mixing other people's preferences. After all, I was wholeheartedly for my taste before. I worked hard to figure it out.”

"I thought you would like the new method. If that's the case, then I'll do it again with the previous method." Wakaba felt even more awkward, and she couldn't fail to recognize that he did it on purpose.

"It's useless to do it all over again. If you mix it up, you just mix it up. There is no way to go back to the past."

At this point, she couldn't take it anymore, her face was also very pale, and the hands wiping her hair were weakly hanging to her sides.

It took her a while to recover, and then she smiled gently: "I remember that there are not enough ingredients in the refrigerator, so I'll go buy some more."

Gojo Satoru didn't stop her, but his eyes were fixed on the slender figure without blinking for a moment.

She is not stupid.

#2

Coming out in a hurry, Ruo Cai didn't even change her clothes, she was still wearing the more mature skirt Kyoko had chosen for her in the evening, and stepped on high heels, she walked outside the supermarket, but didn't want to go in.

Saying that it was an excuse to buy groceries, she just wanted to be alone and calm down.She didn't know what she did wrong to offend that man, he had never been so mean.

It's like complaining, accusing, and being irritable.That person also had such a side, but she didn't want to know at all.

Although the conversation just now was not pleasant, it also made her more sure of one thing. He may not have married her out of love.

This is not the case even for strangers. Although Kyoko Akashi doesn't deal with it, he is still very measured when getting along, but Gojo Satoru's performance-is he hating her?

Recalling the past, including his performance when he woke up, Wakana's heart sank, and her whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar.

The possibility never occurred to her.

Him, does he really hate her?

Unable to believe this absurd conjecture, Wakaca was startled and panicked, her feet were a little unsteady, she swayed a bit, staggered a few steps and almost fell, but luckily someone behind her helped her in time.

Wakaca hurriedly lowered her head to apologize, but heard a familiar voice above her head——

"Miss Wakana?"

Wakana was stunned for a while, then raised her head, and met Dazai's eyes full of tenderness.

She backed away slightly, maintaining a suitable distance.

"Mr. Dazai good evening." Wakana wanted to laugh but looked pale.

"Miss Wakana, what's wrong with you? Her complexion is bad, and it's dangerous to come out by herself at night." Dazai smiled and cared.

Even other people can care about her so tenderly, but why does that person treat her like this?

What did she do wrong?

For a moment, grievances, doubts and unbearableness surged up, and when Ruo Cai looked up again, she was still crying, and she didn't even notice it.

5 minutes later, a corner of the park.

Dazai stuffed the boxed strawberry milk he bought into Wakana's hand, and at the same time put the lockpicking hairpin into his pocket, sat down on the bench beside her with a normal expression, and said to himself: "I, I like it." This brand of strawberry milk is very sweet and has a bad taste."

Wakaca thought it was a bit funny, looking at the pink and tender package in her hand, she couldn't imagine such a tall man holding such a cute mini breast every day, but this might be the cute contrast.

"Why does Mr. Dazai like to drink such sweet things?" Wakana laughed, and the smile brightened the whole face a lot.

Dazai propped his head and smiled slightly.

"If you're in a bad mood or when you're alone and not calm, you can use this method to achieve your goal at once, why don't you give it a try?" He urged with writing all over his face.

Wakaca smiled, nodded and inserted the straw, and when she swallowed it, she really lived up to what Dazai said, and her tongue got stuck.

She choked a few times, but laughed out loud. The colleague was a little incredulous: "Mr. Dazai is right, I feel like I have calmed down."

"Yeah, yeah, I'll just say it." Dazai crossed his legs, put his hands behind his head, his expression was very relaxed, "I like this when I think alone, and I recommend it to you too."

Wakana looked at Dazai, nodded slightly, hugged the milk, and thanked him sincerely, if she hadn't met him, she didn't know how long she would be affected by such negative emotions.

Dazai was not in a hurry to ask her about her situation, but was waiting, waiting for her to speak out, he had always been like this, doing what should be done well, and waiting for others to take the initiative to be honest.

After a while, Wakana finally relaxed.

"Can you hear my doubts?"

"Of course, go ahead."

Wakaca lowered her head and said softly: "I recently made a new friend. She is going to marry someone she doesn't love because of family relations, but neither of them objects... What would happen if it was you?"

"A marriage based on interests." Dazai murmured.

Wakana nodded: "Can you accept a relationship that was destined not to love each other from the beginning?"

Wasn't Dazai married for love?Maybe his answer can give her some pointers, and she just wanted to give some comfort to herself who was lost when she asked these questions.

Maybe she really should re-examine this marriage.

"Well, my answer is absolutely no." Dazai stretched his waist, then leaned on the bench, looked at the sky and said slowly, "Even now, I can't imagine what kind of person I would be willing to do for. Marriage, but I think that person must be my weakness."

"I'm a loyal believer in love." Dazai snapped his fingers and smiled brightly, "It's unknown what I will do when love comes, but one thing is certain—"

"I will die for that man."

Although Dazai was smiling, his attitude and expression were extremely sincere.Wakana stared at him blankly, infected by his persistence.

"Love is a good thing. To be loved, or to be in love with someone else, makes me happy just thinking about it... But if the quality has changed or is destined to be unsatisfactory from the very beginning, then it's better to withdraw early and stop the loss in time." Dazai It means something.

"I hate trouble very much. If I get entangled in some things, it will be very troublesome." He said distressedly.

Wakana did not speak, but listened quietly.Tonight's Dazai is like two people he met before, and I always feel that this is the real him.

"Mr. Dazai and Ms. Nauko..."

"Ah, we've separated a long time ago. It's better to break up cleanly at this time. Although I still feel bad when I meet that person, I'm fine." Dazai smiled, "It's really important to stop the loss in time. oh."

"This marriage made me understand that everyone always has reservations about others, even if the other party is an intimate couple, once they choose to hide everything, the marriage will come to an end, right?" Dazai said again.

Wakana was stunned, Dazai's words seemed to be addressed to her, but she was not sure, how could Dazai know her situation since he hadn't seen much?

Stop the loss in time... So is her marriage over?

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The author has something to say:

Originally, I promised everyone that Gojo Satoru would be mad at Wujo, but it would be delayed if he ran away from home like that, and everyone's voice of resistance to Wakana was very loud

So, the next chapter, make trouble!

So leave me a message and collect it to encourage me~ I have seen it all here!