Oolong's love story

Chapter 19

To marry or not to marry?This was the most difficult decision in Yi Ren's life. Even when her parents divorced and asked her who she wanted to marry, she never made such a serious decision.I still remember that she was only ten years old at that time, facing two parents who didn't want her to be such an oil bottle, she said logically that she would not follow anyone, but how much they had to give herself every month.The problem she faced at this moment made her mind a mess. It was a choice, an unprecedented choice.

Pushkin said: If life deceives you, don't be sad, don't be impatient.But now it's not a question of whether to be impatient or not. If you miss this time, it will be Huo Shuixian's predetermined destiny to wait for you.It's not that she doesn't believe in fate, but she is more inclined to change fate, and now the only chance is in front of her,

Yi Ren thought, in this feudal society and patriarchal era, she is very self-aware, no matter how she escapes, she will always be found one day, and there is no king in the world.What's more, she didn't have the ambition to dare to fight against the imperial power. She just wanted to save her own life and live a stable life.Therefore, she thanked Wang Ban for giving her stability and smoothness.But all of this, in the face of the unknown that is about to happen, is just a mirror image, two phases collide and fall apart.

Can't sleep all night.

In the early morning of the second day, Yi Ren came to the dining place with two big panda eyes, sleepy eyes and a haggard face.Wang Ban was already sitting there.These days, the two of them have always been at the table, and they will never start without waiting for the other party.It's just that it seems that Wang Ban is waiting for her every time. At the beginning, she was not used to it, and she felt a little guilty in her heart, but after a long time, she got used to it, so the habit is really terrible.

Wang Ban looked at the door, saw Yi Ren's vain figure appearing, and immediately said anxiously: "What's the matter? Is there something uncomfortable? Why are you so haggard?" Stick it on Yi Ren's forehead.

Yi Ren lightly brushed his hand away, yawned and said, "It's nothing, it's just that I didn't rest well yesterday, by the way, I won't accompany you to the clinic these few days."

Wang Ban didn't feel embarrassed, but said with concern: "Okay, you can rest at home, and I'll prescribe you some tranquilizer later, and you'll be fine after a good night's sleep." Looking at her yawning, I felt It's a little more cute than usual, and I can't help but smile knowingly.

"What are you laughing at?" Yi Ren asked suspiciously.

"It's nothing, you are hungry, hurry up and have breakfast, I got up early today and made it myself." Wang Ban smiled.Of course he wouldn't say what he was laughing at. Although he was a bit stupid, he also knew that it would definitely be unlucky for a woman to say she was pretty when she thought she was ugly.

Yi Ren smelled the strong aroma of millet porridge and immediately moved his index finger, walking two minutes faster than usual.There was a small pot on the table, in which was stewed rice porridge, and beside it was a bowl with two tea eggs.This kind of life couldn't be more ordinary, without extravagance and refinement, but it is ordinary and warm.

Yi Ren filled his own and Wang Ban's bowls with a bowl of porridge, then picked up an egg and was about to peel it, when he passed a hand in the middle, in which was an egg that had been peeled two-thirds of the way.

"Yi Ren, eat this first, I'll peel it off for you."

Yi Ren took it without any discomfort. This is what happens almost every day these days.Wang Ban always knows what she needs in the next moment, and he understands her better than himself.Such plainness, such naturalness, moved her just thinking about it, and the corners of her eyes were already slightly moist.What else is there to be dissatisfied with? Isn’t this the kind of life and kind of person I want?But why still dare not make a promise?

Except for the fact that Yiren's parents divorced when she was ten years old, her previous life was infinitely beautiful and smooth, something no one could ask for.Her parents are divorced and married separately. Apart from failing to fulfill her parents' responsibilities, the huge remittances every year make her not worry about her life at all. It should be said that she never has to worry about her lack of money.

I remember when I was 12 years old, it happened to be her birthday, but I waited and waited for a call from my parents. I was sad, so I went out alone and swiped 200 million. Astronomical figures.However, the next day, the money on the card returned to the previous figure again. When her parents called to inquire, they didn't mention why she spent so much money, let alone a belated happy birthday.As a result, she gradually became numb, and became even more indifferent to family affection.

What is love? It's the gleam of the setting sun at dusk. After the ultimate death, it leaves the world feeling dejected.Wang Ban undoubtedly likes her, but she is still afraid, afraid that this beauty is just a gorgeous sunset, after the passion, there is nothing else.She really doesn't want to gamble.The more beautiful things are, the more poisonous they are, especially love.

Yi Ren felt that he might not recall the past that had been cut off, but it was the opposite.She raised her head and saw Wang Ban was drinking porridge with a spoon very gracefully. He was dressed in white, had a warm face and a slight smile, just like a character in an ancient book.The modest gentleman is as gentle as jade, and I can see that Yiren wants to stay here, and I only hope that time freezes at this moment, without those disturbing worries.

Sensitively, Wang Ban noticed that Yi Ren was looking at him. When he raised his head, Yi Ren's entire face came into view. He blushed and took a step back in embarrassment.At some point, Yi Ren was sitting next to her, with a pair of radiant and charming eyes glowing with brilliance, just looking at him directly.She seemed to be observing something, but also seemed to be confirming something.

"Yi Ren, why are you looking at me like that?" Wang Ban asked with a blushing face.

Yi Ren didn't answer, but still looked at him so closely, not letting go of any place.His lips are neither thick nor thin, with a hint of pink, and it is hard to tell whether he is fickle; his eyes are single eyelids, neither big nor small, and there is some gentleness flowing inside, and rarely sharpness; the bridge of his nose Straight, which means an upright person; his thick earlobes, he is a man of great fortune; his hair is silky and smooth, as if it is well maintained, but most people here have good hair; There is always a faint scent of medicine on my body, which is reassuring.They were all ordinary, but the combination made her stunned. "Brother Wang, why do you want to marry me?" She murmured with confusion in her eyes.

Wang Ban felt uncomfortable when she saw her, his body stiffened, and he didn't dare to move. When he heard her voice suddenly, he immediately relaxed.Thinking about her question, he didn't know how to answer for a moment, and under Yiren's relentless gaze, he finally said: "I want to marry you, I want to see you every day, and I want to describe you every morning. Mei, I want you to accompany every meal, I want to give you the best things in the world, I want to have two lovely children with you, then I teach them medicine, you teach them how to grow flowers, and we watch the sunset every day ..." As he got to the end, his face became redder, and he was about to bleed.

Yi Ren listened very carefully. She felt that she had never been so serious before. She rested her chin and thought about it, and then said: "We face each other day and night, won't you feel bored after a long time?" Isn't the so-called seven-year itch like this? ?

"No." Wang Ban grinned, "I just feel that I can never get enough of you, and I miss you so much when I don't see you for a while." The words were so deep that the blush that had gradually disappeared crawled all over his face again.But his eyes were looking straight at Yi Ren with sincerity.

Yi Ren was silent, the two just sat like this, and no one spoke.

After a long time, Yi Ren smiled and said, "Brother Wang, in fact, you have given me the best, so good that nothing can match it."