Rebellious Lelouch's Phantom Knight

Chapter 5 Mindset and Desire

"Lelouch, do you feel that there are a lot more children recently?"

"Well, yes, collateral children from several families have come."

"Lelouch, do you like Yuffie?"

"Well, yes... er, no..." After Lelouch answered casually, he found Ain looking at him with a smirk on his face, and his face immediately turned red, "I...don't talk nonsense! I I don't like... I don't like Yuffie!"

"Oh, why didn't I find out before?"

Ain's regretful expression made Lelouch blush even more.It's just that there was a little more anger in Lelouch's shy expression.

"I've said it... not... I like Yuffie..."

"Uh... What I'm talking about is, why didn't I find that you still have a proud side... What are you thinking?"

"I...you...well, stop talking, I'm going to sleep!"

"Hey, Lelouch, do you want me to sleep with you?"

With his upper body naked, Ain covered his chest with the quilt, ticked Lelouch with his index finger with his right hand, and began to tease Lelouch in his words, but the response was a loud door closing.

"It's finally gone, what a trouble!" The smile on Ain's face gradually disappeared, and he lay on the bed with some doubts.

Yes, Ain is very confused now, Lelouch is already nine years old, Mariana is still alive and well, and there is no sign of being killed, which makes Ain very disturbed.What made Ain even more concerned was that Ain had felt several times that someone was watching him in the dark.The reason why I can be sure that the person being observed is me, not Lelouch, is because of the night training, I still feel that I am being secretly observed.

At first Ain thought it was just the guards in the palace, but later he found something was wrong.I always feel that some of these guards and surveillance behaviors are a bit overdone, it has been half a year, and since I came here, I still feel that I am being watched.Ain didn't dare to say anything, he was very worried that these were Mariana's subordinates, if that was the case, his situation would become more and more dangerous.

Forget it, don't think about it, wait for a while, anyway, when the time comes, I will go to the army with Uncle Biwei, and Mariana will be able to avoid being persecuted even if she doesn't die!Thinking of this in his heart, Ain felt a lot more at ease, and soon fell asleep.

The next afternoon, Lelouch and Ain met face to face, and the two started playing chess again.

"Ain, do you wish to live forever in the future?" Lelouch asked nonchalantly while playing with the chess pieces in his hand.

"Huh?" Ain looked at Lelouch with some doubts, and a thought flashed in his mind, how could he suddenly think of asking such a question.

"I saw it yesterday when I was reading a book. It seems that a certain emperor of Britannia once wanted to live forever, pursued alchemy or something, and then died young..." Seeing Ain's puzzled eyes, Lu Lu Xiu explained calmly.

"Uh... immortality... don't want to!" Alchemy?Lelouch, you have some morals, okay? This is the rebellious Lelouch, not Fullmetal Alchemist, okay?Ain returned a look of contempt.

"Why?" Lelouch took a casual step, "Checkmate, you lost, Ain!"

"Uh... Well, congratulations to His Royal Highness Lelouch for winning his first victory against Ain Asbrund!" Ain calmly conceded defeat when he realized that there was no way out.

"Then answer me, Ain Asbrud, why do many people pursue immortality, in your opinion, is it so dismissive?"

"I've lived too long, and I have nothing to do. Death is just another way of living!" Ain's expression showed a sense of loneliness. For a killer who is used to life and death, it should be a former killer. Need to think about tomorrow and the future, there is only one thing to consider, how to live today!

"Is death just another way of living?" Even if Lelouch is a very smart child, he is still a child after all, a young boy who has no experience in the world. He can only understand life and death from books or words. The above meaning, but unable to understand the meaning of life and death in reality.

"It's almost time, it's time to go! Today, the queen mother will inspect my recent knowledge, so hurry back!"

"Princess Mariana? Hehe, you are miserable. You have been playing chess with me recently..."

After dinner, Lelouch followed the maid calmly and left, but what about Ain?He walked to the training ground with a serious face, and accepted the training from Uncle Bimax as usual.

Although Bimax's training is very useful, Ain is still a nine-year-old child after all. Apart from physical training, what he receives most is various orthodox military education such as marching and formation.As a Knight of the Round Table, Bimax's strength is of course beyond doubt, but his ability to march and form a formation is also very strong, which surprised Ain.Such a remarkable soldier was easily beheaded by classmate Suzaku. Although there were some reasons why Bimax underestimated the enemy, it also reflected Suzaku's strength from the side, and it was really strong.

"Ain, stop training today, I found something wrong with you!" Bimax's words made Ain a little confused.

"My body is fine, and I don't think there is any problem!" As soon as Ain finished speaking, Bimax took out a dagger and threw it at him.

"Use a dagger to cut your finger, and you will know!" Bimax remained indifferent.

self harm?I give myself a knife?Ain broke out in a cold sweat, this uncle couldn't be insane, could he?

"Huh? Hurry up, this is an order!" Seeing Ain's puzzled expression, Bimax spoke seriously.I just saw that Ain hesitated for a while, clenched the dagger in his right hand, and stabbed fiercely at his left hand. If the stab was solid, his fingers would definitely be gone. You prick! Just ask you to scratch! You don't want your fingers anymore???"

"Uh... I should have said it earlier..."

Ain glanced at Bimax with a vertical face, and lay the dagger horizontally in his right hand.There was a flash of cold light, and a wound was left on the index finger of the left hand, and blood beads began to overflow.

"And then?" Ain looked at Bimax with some puzzlement, as if he doubted the meaning of doing so. What does this have to do with physical problems?

"Tell me how you feel?" Bimax looked at Ain speechlessly. Hasn't this kid discovered anything yet?

"Feeling?" Ain was puzzled, he mutilated himself, and then told you how I felt. Does Old Bi want to come too? "I don't feel like..."

"Uh..." Bimax was really speechless, "Ain Asbrud, what do you think a normal kid would do if he cut his hand with a knife?"

"It will hurt...and, I will cry..." Boss, are you doubting my IQ?Ain looked at Bimax speechlessly, "Instructor Bimax, do you want me to cry for you? Or are you a pedophile?"

"I love you!" Suddenly, Bimarck felt a familiar sense of powerlessness spreading all over his body again. Well, I have also felt it from the Queen of Nunnally...

Putting aside the distracting thoughts in his mind, Bimax looked at Ain with a serious face, and a strange light flashed in his eyes!It's just that kind of fanatical look in his eyes made Ain a little scared, be good, no way, I heard that Uncle Bimax has never been married, so he really has a hobby of "pedophile" or something?

"Ain, generally speaking, after seeing the blood, normal people will feel a little timid, whether it is eyes or movements, there will be some hesitation. Only those who have experienced the battlefield and the baptism of killing will have some resistance. However, Ain ·Ashbrud, you are a nine-year-old child, you can't cry, and you can still talk to me as usual after seeing blood. I have to say that people like you are born to kill, and the battlefield will It will be your best stage!"

"However, Ain, there is a big problem with your mentality now. I can see that you are confused now. With such an attitude, I guarantee that you will be the first batch of sacrifices after you go to the battlefield! No matter what Whether it is an ordinary soldier or a knight of the round table, if you go to the battlefield with confusion and doubts, there will only be one end, and you will become the soul of the enemy. But I, the number one knight, Bismarck Barutschinter, will never allow you to take Appear on the battlefield with this kind of mentality! So, in the next week, if you still can’t adjust your mentality, then I will kill you. What I train are heroes and warriors, not the kind of people who are in a state of confusion. Mental garbage!"

"Taught, Instructor Bimax, no, first knight Bismarck Barutschinter!" Ain's look showed a trace of sternness, which comforted Bimax.

"Ain, think about it, why are you alive? What is your wish?" Bimax disappeared into the night, leaving only Ain standing there.

Wish?What is my wish?Ain tossed and turned in bed, this was the first time he suffered from insomnia since time travel.

I wish I could go back, but so what if I could?Continue to be a killer?Or do you want to be an otaku who has nothing to do, eats and waits to die?Those who kill must have the consciousness of being killed.This road of no return, from the moment you step on it, it is doomed that there is no way back, and only death can stop it...

Besides, in the world I live in now, I have never heard of time travel, so how can I go back?No, let's not talk about going back first, it is still a difficult thing to live on.Mariana waited eagerly for me to do human experiments; even if that woman was killed, what about the future?The Goddess of Love has been destroyed directly without distinction, and staying in the imperial capital is also a dead end...

Uh... Indeed, I am really confused now...

I used to think that after watching animation, I used to be a killer. With these two points, I might be able to live easily.But the reality is cruel. If he was not careful at the beginning, he might have died in Mariana's hands!Ain once felt that there was basically nothing in this world that could pose a threat to him; but now it seems that it seems very difficult to survive... The idea of ​​​​only time travel is really stupid and naive...

When the first ray of sunlight in the morning flooded the room, Ain realized that he had been thinking hard all night and still hadn't gotten the answer he wanted.

"Hey, Lelouch, what is your greatest wish?" Seeing Lelouch's cheerful expression, Ain asked with red eyes.

"Ain, are you okay? Why are you discussing such a profound issue with me so early in the morning?" Lelouch looked at Ain blankly.

"Indeed, is this the so-called 'seeking medical treatment in a hurry'? Talking about this with a child who doesn't understand anything is my delusion!" eyes.

"My wish is to live happily with my mother and Nunnally. But, by the way, aren't you also nine years old, Ain?"

"Happily...will you live...But, if you live, it will be a very tragic and regretful thing?"

"Ain Asbrud, resist if you think it's miserable, and move forward if you feel remorse. You, who only lament for misfortune, don't even have the right to live!"

"The...qualification to survive..."

Is this the realization of being a prince?I really underestimated you, Lelouch... Ain looked at the serious Lelouch, and seemed to have figured out something, his face was full of smiles again, and his eyes were once again full of cynical cunning .

"You are just a nine-year-old, self-willed, arrogant child, don't lecture me with a serious face!" Ain squeezed the corner of Lelouch's mouth hard, almost tearing Lelouch's face Gotta be a little out of shape.

"Ain Ashburud, I swear by Lelouch Vi Britannia, I want you today, kneel to me and sing the national anthem of Litania a hundred times! A hundred times !!!”

"Thank you, Lelouch!" Ain, who was no longer confused, looked at Lelouch who was burning with anger, and said silently in his heart.

Ain laughed loudly while evading Lelouch's pursuit.

"Are you...qualified to live?" Seeing the two children fighting and squabbling away, leaving the palace with a soft sigh and passing away with the wind, but the voice was full of vicissitudes and loneliness.

The author has something to say: Sure enough, it is really difficult to write by relying on free play~ I regret it, I should write an outline or something~ By the way, the weather is relatively cold, and I hope everyone who uses the computer to read novels, pay attention to keeping warm~ Above~

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