The agent has a bad heart

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The moment their eyes met, Lu Ye didn't feel flustered, and Pei Ting wasn't caught off guard.

He couldn't tell if he was sober or not, Pei Ting just looked at Lu Ye with his eyes open and unblinking. He had never seen Lu Ye like this, but he didn't feel disgusted at this moment.

Pei Ting blinked slowly, and then opened it again. On the screen, a boy with a cut hair and sharp brows and starry eyes showed the usual gentleness in front of him.The sudden staring just now was like an illusion, but the current Lu Ye is real, familiar and non-aggressive.

After saving up all night without saying a word, Pei Ting saw himself on the screen. He moved the phone away to find a suitable place and closed his eyes.

At this moment, people are sober, and they become lazy simply because they want to enjoy this moment.

He muttered, vaguely, and called the other person's name, "Ono."

"Yeah." Lu Ye simply fell back on the bed and lay his head on the pillow that smelled the same as Pei Ting's sheets.It was also at this moment that besides Pei Ting's face, other things finally appeared in Lu Ye's sight.

White pillows and bed sheets, the hotel's usual simple decoration, and a TV set like a decoration on the background wall.

With Lu Ye's identity and financial resources, it is easy to inquire about a person's background, but since he first met or met Pei Ting, he never thought of interfering in this person's past life.

It may have something to do with his growth environment, whether it is a good friend or a good friend, they have money and status, but they have no feelings and a family that can afford loving feelings.

Lu Ye doesn't know what other people think. What he has seen and heard since he was a child tells him that family affection and love are the rarest and most insignificant things in this world.If there were no Liu Yuyun and Zhou Yiting, then friendship would also be on the list he doesn't trust.

Pei Ting has been home for two days and is still staying in the hotel, this is the conclusion Lu Ye came to at this time.He could deduce a lot of information that he was curious and wanted to know from this conclusion, but he didn't want to.

I don't even want to ask, it's a good thing that the sense of boundary between them has not been broken from beginning to end.

Just when Lu Ye thought Pei Ting was asleep, he heard his voice, "I'm so sleepy."

"Did you not sleep well yesterday?" Lu Ye asked.

Pei Ting opened one eye, looked over with a look of reproach, and said unwillingly after a long while: "I'm a bit resigned."

Lu Ye then smiled, the weather is good today, the curtains were opened a crack, the light swept across the fine dust in the air, and finally shone on Lu Ye's face.From his right eye, bright lines descend to touch his lips, neck, collarbone.

"Xiao Ye." Pei Ting called him again.

"Huh?" Asked in a rhetorical tone, but didn't care about the answer.

Pei Ting really just called him by his name casually. From the first day he knew Lu Ye, he just called him by Lu Ye's name for five years.

Which agent doesn't want to go to the top, only Lu Ye seems to be the same as him, not interested in the trend of the entertainment industry.The two stood as if they were standing in the desert, walking forward step by step, but each step left no footprints.

Most of the time, even Pei Ting himself doesn't know whether he has taken even one step forward, because when he looks back and looks from his feet, he can't see anything.

But Lu Ye was there, and the existence of Lu Ye made Pei Ting clearly realize that all these years were not a mirage or a dream.

So Pei Ting would always call Lu Ye's name again and again.

"Remember to water the flowers." Pei Ting said.

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Pei Ting began to live on campus in the first year of junior high school, and spent more time at school than at home in high school and college.

I've heard people say before that you know your home is good only when you live in school, and you know your school is good only after you work.

Young people are stubborn, hoping to be different from the world.

Living in school is indeed difficult. No one is willing to take care of another person unconditionally in a group life. I have taken a cold shower in winter and can't sleep because of the heat in summer.The same is true for work, where you can’t find playmates in your spare time, and you don’t have time to rest when you’re busy.

After saying goodbye to youth, doing whatever you want becomes a luxury.

Many people miss home, the love of their parents, and the relaxed and comfortable life at home at such moments.Pei Ting also thought about it, but he didn't dare to think about it. Every time he started such a thought, he would interrupt it.Don't know what to think, don't know what to think.

Mother Pei called Pei Ting again two days before the anniversary of Father Pei's death, probably because she was reminded of an unpleasant past, and Mother Pei's voice didn't sound good.

"Pei Ting, if you don't come back tomorrow, it will be too late the day after tomorrow."

Pei Ting actually didn't understand. He never missed his father's death day. Mother Pei should know best. He didn't understand the reason for this meaningless phone call.

He didn't ask any questions, and his tone was as indifferent as usual, "Understood, I will come back tomorrow."

This was a wrong trip home. Pei Ting, who thought she had done enough mental preparation, still stayed in the hotel for nearly a week.Pei Ting's mother's phone call made Pei Ting realize that this was his only free afternoon.

After all, my hometown is in a small town, and the attention paid to the entertainment industry is not as high as that of big cities.Pei Ting dressed in simple attire and a mask, and hurried out.

There is a shared bicycle not far from the hotel. After playing with the phone for a long time, I rode one away, and walked aimlessly along the direction of memory. Before being defeated by the increasingly unfamiliar environment around me, Pei Ting opened the map.

My mind went blank for a moment, and I couldn't think of any terms about that house and surrounding buildings.What happened more than ten years ago, a boy less than ten years old, these are things in another world isolated from the 23-year-old Pei Ting.

I haven't looked back for too many years, and it is impossible for the map to show a ditch that existed more than ten years ago.

After struggling a bit, Pei Ting navigated to Mother Pei's current residence, which was not too far from the previous house, but he never went back to visit it for so many years.

Half an hour later, Pei Ting walked past the store run by Pei's mother without changing his face, without turning his head to look in.

After 45 minutes, the shared bicycle was returned to the parking spot.

After another 5 minutes, Pei Ting stared at the house where he used to live across the road.

The house faces east on the second floor, and the surrounding area is not a downtown area. There is a kindergarten he once attended next to it.The snacks sold in the supermarket downstairs are always covered with a light layer of dust. When he is busy and has no time to cook, his father will let him go to the restaurant on the left to get food.

More than ten years have passed, and nothing has changed. Things are right and people are wrong is such a word.

There was not much business in the supermarket at this point. The boss, who was tired from sitting, went to the door and stretched. Halfway through the movement, he was attracted by the boy who was looking up at the upstairs not far away.

The boy was young, his collar was open, and his fair skin unconsciously accepted the harsh winter wind.

The boss looked trembling, took two steps forward, and asked with his hands in his hands, "What are you looking at?"

Following the voice, Pei Ting saw a face that was much older than he remembered, and the person who didn't like to talk at the top of his voice made a ghostly conversation, "Boss, is there anyone living on the second floor?"

"The second floor?" The boss squinted his eyes and said in retrospect, "No, it's been more than ten years, and no one has lived there."

At noon the next day, Pei Ting checked out of the room and took a taxi with a small amount of luggage. This time he didn't pass by, and went straight to Pei's mother's shop.

The first thing I heard was the crisp laughter of the little boy, followed by the brisk sound of the uppers of the shoes stepping on the marble floor. As soon as he stepped into the store, the oncoming little boy hugged his leg.

Pei Ting lowered his head and met a pair of clear and clean eyes. The little boy also looked at him with a smile.

The child grows fast and looks different every year, but Pei Ting still recognizes that this is his half-brother Zhong Li.

They only met once a year, but Zhong Li seemed to recognize him and hugged him without letting go. Pei Ting thought it was funny, so he knelt down and picked him up.

Walking in, I met Pei's mother's gaze, with a bit of comfort that elders often have.

Pei Ting felt strange, this wasn't like his mother who had always refused to admit defeat, "Mom."

Mother Pei was very happy. When she smiled, there were obvious wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. Pei Ting glanced away and then looked away.Kneeling down and trying to put the child down in his arms, Zhong Li hugged his neck and refused to let go. Before he could speak, Mother Pei said, "Hold it, it's rare to see brother once."

Pei Ting frowned indistinctly, and then with a polite smile on his face, he stayed where he was and said "um" in a cold tone.

There is a small park behind the store, there is no shelter around, and the wind blows very quickly.Pei Ting put Zhong Li down, and the two stood by the door without going out.

When I was in a trance, I heard a crisp voice calling "Brother".

Pei Ting lowered his head and found that Zhong Li was looking up at him with his chin stretched out again, he squatted against the wall, hugged Zhong Li and sat on one of his legs, subconsciously lowered his tone, with a jerky tenderness on his face, "A Li, Are you in kindergarten yet?"

He doesn't know how to get along with children, and he doesn't know what kind of opening remarks are suitable for people of this age.

Zhong Li nodded, and gave an obedient "Yes" forcefully.After speaking, he hugged Pei Ting's neck, softly flattering him, "Brother."

Pei Ting sighed helplessly, patted Zhong Li on the back, and touched his neck.

The palm pressed against Zhong Li's neck and pinched lightly, and then Pei Ting froze.This action seems very familiar, why does he feel familiar with the action of coaxing a child?

Who did he coax?Or who coaxed him?

The answer came without thinking. The wind at the end of November made Pei Ting's ears turn red.Squeezing Zhong Li's hand didn't move or move, but instead patted the child's back.

The house the family lived in was just bought a few years ago, from a rented 120-square-meter three-bedroom house to a ninety-square-meter three-bedroom house.The room was very small, and it was almost full with a bed. Zhong Li slept with Pei's mother, and Pei Ting and Zhong Leji's room was always empty.

During the meal, Mother Pei kept picking up vegetables for Pei Ting, "You came back in such a hurry that I didn't even have time to buy more vegetables."

After eating, Pei Ting said indifferently, "It's okay, isn't uncle at home?"

"He." The expression of Zhong's father and mother's mother changed immediately, "I guess he went out to drink, and I haven't seen anyone all afternoon."

"Yeah." Pei Ting said with a normal expression, "I won't be back this year for Chinese New Year, the crew is busy. Zhong Li has grown up, you can give him my room, anyway, I don't have time to come back."

The expression on Pei's mother's face changed almost invisibly, and she couldn't help but smiled again, "It's okay, he has grown up so much, it's not a problem to live with us all the time."

Guessing that the day would not be easy, Pei Ting felt even more tired when she actually lay down on the bed.

There was a sentence lying on the phone, Lu Ye's chat window was still stuck on the video call from the previous few days, Pei Ting turned off the phone screen, and did not fall asleep for a long time.

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