Boss, did you speak well today?

Say "Daddy" and listen

Su Xici picked up the tortoise he raised on the table. The tortoise's shell was cracked, and its head, limbs and tail were hanging out. It was obvious that it had suffered inhuman abuse during its lifetime.

He aimed his unkind eyes at Nangong Ran.

"You wanted to take revenge on me, seeing that I was not around, and tortured and killed my pet?"

"Don't talk nonsense." With such a big hat buttoned, Nangong Ran was startled, sober from all the wine, "When did I think about revenge on you?"

Su Xici brought his turtle to his eyes and shook it.

"When I came in, your tortoise didn't stay in its nest well, and ran into the middle of the road, and I happened to step on it. Then," he gestured awkwardly, "I just thought, before you come, , See if you can rescue him, do cardiopulmonary resuscitation, artificial respiration or something."

"Uh..." The other party's reasons were too good, Su Xi was speechless for a while.

Nangong Ran hesitated for a while, carefully took the tortoise out of his hand, and said: "The tortoise cannot be resurrected after death, so I will bury it for you."

Walking out of the greenhouse, he picked a rose tree, scraped the soil a few times, dug a shallow pit, solemnly put the turtle into the pit, made a wish, and sprinkled some flower petals.

hallelujah.

"How did you get into my room?" A faint sentence came from behind.

Nangong Ran filled the hole and said: "I don't know, I was drunk at the time, and I walked into your room after shaking."

"The lock is intact and has not been picked." Su Xici affirmed, "You have the key."

"I turned over the window, you forgot to close the window."

"There is nothing messy by the window."

"I've got it all sorted."

"Every item is aligned according to my standard, without any dust or dirt." Su Xici said lightly, turning his white palm upwards, and stretched out towards him, "Bring it."

Nangong Ran reluctantly gave him the secret key.

After receiving the key, Su Xici turned his eyes away, ready to drive away, "Is there anything else, young master?"

His back tightened, his hand was about to be raised, but he withdrew his strength and avoided it to the side.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Nangong Ran grabbed his arm and hugged him forcefully.

"Susu..."

"we broke up."

"You avoided me on purpose."

"You think too much, master."

Hearing his distant tone, Nangong Ran hugged him even tighter.

"Master, if it troubles you, as I said, I can resign."

"What else can you do besides hiding." Nangong Ran suddenly said coldly.

Fearing his anger, Su Xici hastily withdrew from his embrace and lowered his head.

"I asked if it was my problem, and you said no, it's your own problem. If this is the case, then you can say it, let's face it together and solve it together. If we can't solve it, I will try to find a way. I can't do it. Why did you decide from the beginning that there was no way to give up our relationship so easily. "

Nangong Ran felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

"I'm very hurt when you do this." He complained sadly, especially when there was no suitable reason for breaking up, he didn't even have a direction to start.

The evening wind carried dull moisture, and unknown insects were hissing at the top of their lungs. Occasionally, there was the sound of a bird's wings fluttering, and there was the cooing of an owl in the distance.

Su Xici's gaze slid from the dim flowers and plants in front of the greenhouse to the dark tree shadows in the distance, and then drifted to the stone road next to it, and the bougainvillea on the limestone wall.

He just dared not get involved with Nangong Ran.

"Sorry." After a long time, Su Xici grabbed his wrist, his voice was low, and he tried to calm down his tone, appearing rational and indifferent, "I know I didn't handle this matter well, but I, I don't know what to do... "

He collapsed his shoulders weakly, tears suddenly spread from all directions, condensed, and welled up.

Nangong Ran panicked, hurriedly approached him and hugged him, pulled down his sleeves and wiped his tears, "Don't cry, don't cry, I don't mean to accuse you."

Su Xici grabbed his suit jacket and buried his head in the hollow of his neck.

The cold spectacle frames were a bit harsh, Nangong Ran looked awkwardly at the sobbing person in his arms, even if he was crying, he didn't want anyone to see it.

Just like every time on the bed, he always likes to be brave, denies it flatly, can't bear it anymore, and will cover the back of his hand in front of his eyes.

But this time it wasn't because of joy. Thinking of this, his body stiffened even more.

It is the most embarrassing thing to make someone cry without knowing how to coax them.

"Susu, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I don't mean to force you." He squeezed out this sentence for a long time, put his four fingers together, and tapped his back with his fingertips as a comfort.

"I just want you to know that when you encounter difficult things, you still have me, and I will always stand by your side."

Su Xici raised his head in astonishment, and bumped into the gentle whirlpool in his eyes.

After thinking about it, he plucked up his courage and said, "I, I'm worried that you won't be able to accept me."

"Haven't we always got along very well?" Nangong Ran lowered his head slightly and looked at him, "I could accept it before, and I will accept it in the future. There is nothing to worry about."

"No, I'm afraid that the other side I occasionally show will scare you."

"the other side?"

"I'm not a perfect person."

Nangong Ran thought he was worried about something, and hugged him funny, "Fool."

"I don't want to hurt you." But I didn't expect that separation is another kind of hurt.

"You have to believe that your husband and I are very strong."

Also very proud and conceited.

This may be an unbearable shortcoming in the eyes of outsiders, but it can give Su Xici enough strength to support him.

"Thank you."

"Do you feel that the light on my body has come back? Make you worship me and fall in love with me again?"

"Ah."

"In this case," Nangong Ran smiled arrogantly, "Call "Dad" and listen. "

"Uh……"

"Ow—"

A howl of wolves in front of the greenhouse was so tragic that those who heard it cried and those who heard it were sad.

Ten minutes later, the thirteen-day and eight-hour breakup came to an end.

After thinking about it, I thought about it, except that Nangong Ran was trying to find him to make jokes, but in fact, he deliberately avoided people at night so that the meeting time was a little less.The time spent together in the past two weeks was more than the time Nangong Ran was busy with group affairs before.

Said it was a breakup, but never really broke up.

"We're going to buy your tooth cup, towel, slippers and clothes tomorrow." Nangong Ran hugged her and refused to let go for a moment.

"There are new ones, I'll ask someone to take them."

"No, I want to buy it. Let's go together tomorrow." Nangong Ran felt that he didn't have a sense of belonging to his bedroom because he didn't arrange everything here himself, and regarded it as a strange and cold guest room. , you have to suffer yourself.”

"I have something to do tomorrow."

"Then you won't sleep here tonight?" Boss Ba was unhappy.

Su Xici looked at him, hooked his collar, "I want someone to be by my side."

It was a pain to be separated from him, insomnia all night, hammering, taking medicine, exercising, nothing worked.

Nangong Ran was suddenly distracted, "Let's go to the greenhouse."

The two returned to the conservatory from the manor room in the middle of the night. Nangong smelled of alcohol, and quickly went to the bathroom to take a shower. He came out wearing a pair of tight underwear. He habitually glanced at the mobile phone on the bedside table. There was no work news, and then looked at the bed. Su Xici was buried in the soft black pillow, sleeping soundly.

The corner of his mouth hooked slightly, Nangong Ran put down his phone, got into bed, and hugged him over.

Su Xi remarked, turned around, found a comfortable position for himself, nestled meekly in his arms, and fell asleep again.

-

Holding a large bouquet of sunflowers and walking in the bright and transparent corridor of the hospital, Su Xici was wearing a well-made black suit and a pair of silver-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose. He had a gentle face and looked elegant and knowledgeable.

He knocked on one of the doors, and the old and the young looked out from the room with different expressions.

"Mr. Su." Seeing him, Uncle Gu was startled, and took a bunch of sunflowers from him with a panicked expression, "Why did you come here today?"

Su Xici hadn't had a good rest recently, his whole face was still a bit pale, the dark circles under his eyes were so heavy that they could be birthmarks, and his lips didn't have a trace of blood, but his calm and calm demeanor didn't let others see his weakness at all.

"The last time I heard about your Ah Hong's illness, I haven't come to visit you. I just have time today." He smiled at the thin child on the hospital bed.

"Handsome brother, are you Grandpa's student?" Xiao Douding looked at him curiously and asked.

Ah Hong sat and moved closer, but was stopped by a hand.

"Didn't you just say that you were uncomfortable, and lie down quickly." Uncle Gu pressed the man on the bed without refusal, preventing him from getting too close to this man.

When Su Xici saw it, he just smiled.

After exchanging a few casual greetings, Uncle Gu knew that he was looking for him for something, so he took him downstairs to the garden.

"Mr. Su, you can just call if you have something to do. How can I trouble you to come over in person?"

Su Xici knew that this person wished he would never see him again, and said: "I'm afraid you only think about your grandson and forget about my face, I think Ah Hong is also very impressed with me, you should not forget me even more. "

Uncle Gu broke out in a cold sweat. His way of being remembered is so profound that he might become a lifetime shadow.

"Recently, I have done exactly what you told me." It stands to reason that I didn't offend this person.

Su Xici sat on a bench in the garden, looked at the sunlight outside the shadow of the building, and said, "You didn't do anything wrong."

Uncle Gu looked at him hesitantly.

"I want to ask you for help." Su Xici looked at him and said, "Except for incidents such as inducing others to commit suicide, I have to admit that you are an excellent psychiatrist."

Uncle Gu looked at him warily.

"I have a knot in my heart." On a hot summer day, Su Xici rubbed his cold fingertips, his eyes unfocused. "I have never dared to face it. It is like a dark abyss that keeps devouring me."

He has always been a coward, and will always run away when he encounters problems. There have been times when he finally mustered up his courage, but he was exhausted in the more intense suppression and humiliation time after time.Even if he wins the right to live like a human in the end, he also loses any shining point that can be found in a normal person.

The abyss behind him deprived him of everything, but it still didn't stop trying to swallow him up.

Nangong Ran's support gave him great courage. Su Xici looked at Uncle Gu and said, "Now, I want to drive away the darkness of this abyss from my heart."

He wanted to take this step and save himself.

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!