Recalcitrant

Lu Shaoheng knew that he was in a dream right now.Because of this dream, it has been repeated countless times in his mind for more than 20 years.

He dreamed that he was standing in the sea, with the cold water washing against his thighs.There was a clump of small waves in the middle of the sea. Although it was too far away for him to see what it was, Lu Shaoheng knew that it was a bird struggling in the water.

In the dream, Lu Shaoheng was shrouded in overwhelming grief. He went crazy and wanted to rush into the water to save the dying bird, but the surrounding sea water turned into a black cage, imprisoning him tightly in place.

Tears blurred his eyes, and he looked up at the night sky in despair. There was no moon in the sky, only a ferocious smiling face floating in the dark night.

For a moment, Chen Zhuo's figure completely overlapped with the rough sea deep in Lu Shaoheng's memory.This time, he didn't have time to think about anything, and with all his strength, he plunged into the bloody time.

All the pictures alternated in Lu Shaoheng's mind like a revolving lantern, faster and faster, more and more urgent, until finally they were fixed on Chen Zhuo's back.

"Chen Zhuo." Lu Shaoheng woke up suddenly.

"You're awake." Chen Zhuo was leaning against the window with his hands behind his hands, distracted, when he heard Lu Shaoheng's movement on the bed, he got up and walked towards him.

Lu Shaoheng just broke free from the nightmare, and he couldn't tell the truth from the false for a while.He stared at a pair of big eyes, and saw the person in the dream coming to his side with a dazed expression.

"Did you have a nightmare? Or is the wound hurting?" Chen Zhuo also noticed that something was wrong with Lu Shaoheng. His face was pale, his hair was wet with sweat, and he looked very embarrassed.

Hearing Chen Zhuo's voice, Lu Shaoheng finally woke up from the dream. He collected himself and tried his best to calm down his too rapid breathing.

After calming down, Lu Shaoheng stretched out his hand and turned on the bedside lamp, "What are you doing in my room in the middle of the night?"

"Just after the play, come and take a look." The sudden light made Chen Zhuo squint his eyes, and careful observation revealed that his eye sockets were a little red, and his brows and eyes were indescribably haggard.

Being a director is like this. It is common for the day team and the night team to have two shifts. I often make myself physically and mentally exhausted.

The accident that happened to the production crew during the day turned out to be a near-miss. Chen Yao only had minor scratches on his body. After a brief treatment in the emergency room, he returned to the set to continue working.However, Lu Shaoheng's luck was a bit unlucky, a large gash was drawn on his leg, and he needed dozens of stitches in a row.

Fortunately, the doctors in the team dealt with it in a timely manner. The bleeding was stopped when I was sent to the hospital. I don't need to stay in the hospital, just change the medicine on time.

Lu Shaoheng glanced at the time on the wall, it was two o'clock in the morning, probably because he woke up at the wrong time, his head started to hurt, his sweaty pajamas stuck to his back, it was chilly and uncomfortable.

So Lu Shaoheng issued a eviction order: "After reading it, you can go back."

"What? You don't want to see me so much." Chen Yao glanced at Lu Shaoheng, opened his closet on his own initiative, turned his back to him and picked and picked inside, and asked, "Then when something happened today, what did you rush over for?" ?”

"My life is worthless. Besides, who said it was for you? I did it for Yang Xinyi. How could I know that you would be a hero before me to save the beauty." Lu Shaoheng lazily leaned against the bed, and said: "Next time When encountering such a thing, you have to take it easy, you are a great director, if something bad happens, what will the 80 people in the whole group do."

"When things happen, there will be a solution." Chen Yan took out a dry T-shirt from the closet and went back to the bed: "You can't mess around like this again in the future. Fortunately, nothing happened this time, otherwise..."

Having said that, Chen Zhuo suddenly stopped.

Lu Shaoheng looked at Chen Zhuo and held his breath involuntarily.It's just that he waited patiently for a long time, but he didn't wait for the words "otherwise", so he couldn't help but ask, "How about otherwise?"

"Otherwise I won't have a benefactor, what can I do in the future." Chen Yao said, throwing the T-shirt on Lu Shaoheng's quilt: "Change out the wet clothes first."

"Don't worry, I will leave you some money before I die." Lu Shaoheng lifted up his wet pajamas without notice, covered his head in the clothes, and started talking nonsense.

"That's enough, don't talk nonsense." Chen Yao frowned as if being stabbed by a needle, interrupted him, took Lu Shaoheng's wet clothes and threw them aside, and said: "Go to sleep, I will go back too."

At this moment, Lu Shaoheng finally realized that his legs and feet were inconvenient, so he rushed to Chen Zhuo before he went out, and stopped him: "Excuse me, Director Chen, help me get the medicine bottle on the table."

Chen Zhuo heard the words, turned around and walked towards the table, and asked casually, "Where's your sweetheart?"

"Who?" Lu Shaoheng had too many darlings, so he wasn't sure which one Chen Zhuo was referring to.

"Ling Xiao." Chen Yao picked up the medicine bottle, glanced at it, and teased, "Finally willing to send him away?"

With Ling Xiao's loyalty to Lu Shaoheng, if Lu Shaoheng suffered such an injury, he would definitely stay by the bedside in his clothes and sleepless nights, and it was impossible for him to let it go.

"Oh, him, I asked him to be in the "Tomorrow" group, Zhang Guoqiang is so stubborn, he can't do it if no one is watching for a day." After speaking, Lu Shaoheng suddenly realized that something was wrong, and the expression on his face became serious: "You Seems to be paying special attention to Ling Xiao? I warn you, don't get his ideas."

Chen Zhuo became interested: "Why? He is so special that he can't be touched?"

Lu Shaoheng nodded.

"You think everyone is like you." Chen Yan sneered, and turned the topic away from Ling Xiao: "What is this?"

Lu Shaoheng said bluntly: "Sleeping pills."

"Of course I know it's sleeping pills." Chen Zhuo looked at the fool's eyes: "Why do you take sleeping pills?"

"If you don't eat, you can't sleep." Lu Shaoheng felt so bad, he didn't want to deal with these problems anymore, he just wanted to take medicine and sleep immediately, and urged: "Hurry up, give me another one."

Before Chen Zhuo came tonight, he had already taken the medicine once, but it had little effect. It seemed that his body's resistance to the medicine became stronger as time went by.

"Since when did it start?" Chen Zhuo didn't intend to be as easy as Lu Shaoheng wanted, he shook the medicine bottle, and there was only one third of a big bottle of medicine left: "I'm going to start taking this."

Lu Shaoheng was ambiguous: "After my father fell ill, or before that, I forgot."

"Is it okay not to eat?" Chen Zhuo looked at Lu Shaoheng with a very serious expression.

Lu Shaoheng met his gaze and shook his head.

Chen Zhuo didn't persuade him anymore, anyway, Lu Shaoheng's body belonged to him, so it's as long as he can bear any sequelae.

He poured a cup of hot water, sat on Lu Shaoheng's bedside, watched him pour out a small white pill from the bottle, and swallowed it with his head up.

After taking the medicine, Lu Shaoheng held the cup, lowered his head, and drank water in small sips.This is a cuteness that he rarely shows, and even a little fragile.

Too many things happened today, and Chen Yao didn't know where the emotions came from, and he didn't know how to resolve them. He wanted to say something to Lu Shaoheng, but when the words came to his lips, it became: "Then I'll go back first." .”

Chen Zhuo's voice was a bit muffled, but he didn't want Lu Shaoheng to notice the clue, so after dropping these words, he got up and stood up.

Lu Shaoheng looked up at Chen Zhuo's back, feeling for no reason that at this moment he was like a shadow made of paper by the art team, which would break if the wind blows gently.

"Chen Zhuo." Lu Shaoheng put down the water glass, reached out and grabbed the corner of Chen Zhuo's clothes: "After I take the medicine, I will fall asleep soon. If you don't mind, stay with me for a while?"

Under the influence of drugs, people's will is extremely weak. In order to show his sincerity, Lu Shaoheng said generously: "I can give you half of the bed."

"The work of a director does not include this." Chen Zhuo said.

Lu Shaoheng said bluntly: "You just treat it as an unspoken rule."

The sleeping pills took effect very quickly, and when Chen Zhuo took off his coat and came back, Lu Shaoheng was already lying down.

Chen Zhuo turned off the lights in the room, gently lifted the quilt, and lay on the other side of the bed with his back to Lu Shaoheng.

The two just lay back to back, lying on a 1.5-meter bed in the township hotel.For a short period of time, the surrounding area was very quiet, except for the occasional staff who came back late laughing and passing by the door, there was no other sound.

"Lu Shaoheng." Perhaps due to the influence of Lu Shaoheng, although Chen Zhuo's body was very tired, his spirit seemed to be suspended by ginseng soup, without any sleepiness.He stared at the colorful prayer flags swaying in the wind in the temple opposite the window, and suddenly asked, "Are you asleep?"

"Huh?" Lu Shaoheng replied, his voice was a little confused.

Chen Zhuo still turned his back to Lu Shaoheng, and continued: "Yang Xinyi came to my room yesterday, it was just a misunderstanding, nothing happened to us."

"What do you say?" After being silent for a long time, Lu Shaoheng smiled softly. He pulled himself together and turned to face Chen Yao: "Have you forgotten how we agreed?"

Of course, Chen Zhuo did not forget that three and a half years ago, it was Lu Shaoheng who told him in person that although they cooperated tacitly and had a similar taste, they were also a couple in the eyes of outsiders. Sex *, but their relationship is not a couple in the true sense, with no obligations, no responsibilities, and no need to be loyal to each other.

"You and I are all the same kind of people, selfish, ruthless, and greedy for pleasure." Speaking of this, Lu Shaoheng laughed nonchalantly: "Let's continue the life we ​​each like, and we don't need to change for anyone."

"Since you don't have anyone you like now, and we are quite compatible in all aspects, it's good to continue like this."

"In the future, when you meet someone you really love, let's break up again without disturbing each other."

Chen Zhuo withdrew himself from the memory, and asked softly: "Have you met someone you like now?"

Lu Shaoheng did not answer.

Chen Yao turned around and found that he had fallen asleep.

Lu Shaoheng's sleeping position is very quiet, half of his face is buried in the quilt, his eyelashes are drooping like a fan, he looks innocent and harmless, it's hard to imagine how domineering he is when he is awake, What kind of evil heart is in the stomach.

Now that the person had already fallen asleep, Chen Yao knew that he should also leave.But he still leaned forward, stretched out his hand, and embraced him completely in his arms.

It wasn't until he really hugged this person that the fear and hesitation that had been suppressed in his heart for a whole day began to show signs of dissipating.Chen Zhuo sighed, hugged Lu Shaoheng tightly, buried his face in his side neck, and suddenly whispered, "Otherwise, I don't even know what to do..."

The author says:

*Chen Zhuo's last sentence was to answer the previous question "What else?"

*The subsequent frequency is tentatively scheduled to be updated five times a week, at 10:[-] a.m. every day, and closed on Monday and Thursday, thank you everyone. (Starfish Collection Modo Modo)

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