letter to roommate

It was the night before the parent meeting, and Lin Chuan was thinking about the manuscript for the next day. Because it was written for Yan Xiya, he originally wanted to write a poem from her perspective. Started a short errand, and recalled many things about the short time the two spent together. When Lin Chuan realized that he hadn't written a single word, those thoughts in his heart had already turned into conclusions.

Lin Chuan stared blankly at those three words...

Is this what I really think?

how can that be possible? !No way? !No? !

For some unknown reason, Lin Chuan was afraid of being spied on, so he erased the three words with a black pen and crumpled them up, but failed to throw them into the trash can in the end.

Now, Lin Chuan took it out again, flattened it, added three characters under ###, smoothed out the wrinkles, folded it and put it in an even tattered envelope.

—I am sure now that I love you.

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During the period of waiting for the results, Lin Chuan was like a wild horse running wild.

Live a life of drunkenness, dreaming and death isolated from the world every day.

Eat, sleep and play games.

Together with the big brother Li Xiying, the three of them raised the character of "The Beauty" to the full level.

Maybe Li Xiying is really incompatible with the elder brother...

Although I don't know the grievances between the two, but I watched them fight monsters, pk, and scold each other.Lin Chuan felt that this was something he could not interfere with.

Eldest brother has always had a good temper, but he has nothing to do with Li Xiying.

Originally, she is proud of the world, free and unrestrained, everyone loves her, she has nothing to do, flirting with girls, playing treasures, dealing with little treasures and so on, and she is happy and carefree.

But this annoying little mage used Lin Chuan's relationship to harass him in various ways.I can't hide.

Most importantly, she also vowed that she would take the E University exam with Lin Chuan.

On behalf of E, you are welcome! ! !

Maybe it's because the elder brother's belief is really strong and touched the gods, but Li Xiying's grades are indeed not satisfactory.

But with a fluke mentality, she still filled all the volunteers in various majors of E University, hoping to impress the admissions office.

This kind of behavior frightened Li's father half to death, and he quickly called Lin Chuan to persuade his daughter.

But Li Xiying seemed to be determined to find Ji Muyan.

It was also the first time that Lin Chuan realized that she didn't just talk casually about that Ji Muyan, but really bet everything on her love.

"The matter is a foregone conclusion. Be obedient and fill in the big X, otherwise you will really have nothing to read." Lin Chuan felt sorry for her and hadn't eaten for three days.Thin as a monkey.

Li Xiying held the corner of the bed and said paranoidly, "I don't want it."

If possible, Lin Chuan is sincerely willing to give her his points.

Compared to Li Xiying's determination to go to E University, she was really favored to get such impressive results.

In the end, Li's father changed his choice without telling Li Xiying. After Li Xiying found out, he shut himself in the room without saying a word, and Lin Chuan refused to see him anymore.

The elder brother said: Why did that little goblin stop for the past two days and not go online to challenge the number one enemy? Didn't he say that he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life?

Lin Chuan told the story again, the senior brother was silent for a long time, and asked: "Is that Ji Muyan so good? As for a proud and outstanding girl like her to like her so much?"

Lin Chuan thought, there is a touch of sadness between the lines. It seems that although the senior brother usually hurts Li Xiying for nothing, in fact, he has long been deeply in love secretly: "After all, I have liked it for so many years."

After posting these words, Lin Chuan naturally thought of Xu Zixin.

Since the scores came out, the two haven't had much contact.

Because Lin Chuan was the first in the whole school for an unprecedented time, the news spread like an explosion, and it was always suspected of showing off when asking others for their grades.

There was a feeling of gloom and cloudlessness in the class group.

Lin Chuanchuan dared to hide himself, and set Xu Zixin's online reminder, waiting for her to speak.

Afterwards, notices from several students were about to be sent out, but Xu Zixin's profile picture was still gray.

Lin Chuan wanted to go to her house to look for her, so she posted a message on QQ Zone saying: "As we go farther and farther away, there are no books. Where can I ask?"

Lin Chuan pondered for a long time, constantly refreshing and deleting, and finally was asked first.

Classmate Peng commented below: "Don't worry, you will definitely be able to enter the affiliated college of E University! Your score is much higher than my sister's last year."

Peng's older sister is from the college of E University.

There were also a few girls who comforted or sympathized with each other, saying "I didn't pass the exam" or something like that.

Lin Chuan estimated that she did not pass the exam, but she should have no problem going to the affiliated college of E University as promised at the beginning.She had checked the map a long time ago. The college is only an hour and a half away from the headquarters. It should be easy to meet her.

But on the day she got the notice, she heard Lin's mother chatting with someone outside the door. It sounded like Xu Zixin's mother, Chen Yuexue.

"That's good, the family doesn't have that much money to read three books for her." Chen Yuexue sighed and said, very sad, "This child just turned bad later, and his grades were similar to Lin Chuan's, but he didn't study well. Killed by those messy friends."

Ms. Lin didn't have much to say. Although her daughter was able to be recognized as a "champion mother" when she went out for a walk, her vanity was satisfied like never before, but after learning that Xu Zixin failed the ranking, she could only go to a foreign city. For the junior college, the originally uplifting mood also fell down.

They watched several children grow up together, especially Lin Chuan and Xu Zixin, who had a very good relationship. Mother Lin could tell when Dong Gua was not admitted to No. [-] Middle School. Although Lin Chuan didn't speak, he asked to go back to the countryside. I went to my grandfather to practice martial arts for a summer vacation, ruthlessly destroying my body.It's just masochistic.

This time it was the best friend Xu Zixin, Lin Chuan was just a few friends.I don't know if I can't think about it...

"Zixin became sensible later on, it was all bad luck, but with Donggua to take care of her, the first school in J City is not far from home, you can see her often if you miss her, girls don't have to work too hard, Lin Chuan Although I did well in the exam, but E city is so far away...the traffic is inconvenient, it is difficult for me to see her once, and I will definitely seldom come back in the future, as long as I think about it like this, I feel empty in my heart..." Mother Lin said, unable to bear it anymore She started to wipe her tears, "She has no conscience, she has already filled in the city, why doesn't she think about us at all!"

Lin Chuan was a little sentimental, and the notice from Pan didn't seem so important.

She sat back at the computer desk and saw a new status sent by classmate Peng: "Although the final result is not satisfactory, we can go on together. It is a gift of fate to be friends for life, @Xu Zixin"

The first college Xu Zixin and the others were admitted to in City J was a good professional college in a neighboring city, so many of those who didn't have good grades or couldn't read three books went there, and most of them knew each other.

Then there were a few replies like "We want to be together, I'll get there too" or "Even if we are no longer in the same school, we can't forget us" and "Separation doesn't mean leaving!" Lin Chuan moved. The mouse, but the mood has never been lowered.

Xu Zixin... I also want to go down with you.

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E University started school very early, and Lin Chuan had a breakup meal with a few close friends. He knew that Zeng Xuan, a top student, was not satisfactory, and his volunteers were not guaranteed. Fortunately, he was with Xu Wei in the misfortune. Not apart, a nice second copy in the city.

As Luo Yu told Lin Chuan, after the college entrance examination, he really disappeared without a sound.

"What about Yan Xiya...how is the test site?" Lin Chuan wanted to ask a long time ago... he is the first, what about her?In the last period of time, my condition was so bad that I didn't get much in the books. I don't know if I was admitted to the ideal university in the end.

"Don't you know?" Xu Wei originally thought that Lin Chuan should be the first to know about Yan Xiya's news, but now it seems that she is really slow, "Yan Xiya is the second in the school, Renekton originally suggested She also went to E University, so the school has more face, but in the end, when the red list came out, she still filled in X University... What a pity."

Lin Chuan felt a little guilty, Yan Xiya didn't want to be with him, so she even gave up on E Da... Is he so heinous?

Zeng Xuan said: "This time, No. [-] High School did very poorly in the exam, but the High School Attached to X University is pretty good. Where is Li Xiying? Did you get into E University?"

Lin Chuan shook his head: "She is going to repeat her studies, and she has been in class for a few days."

"I really don't understand the world of your academic masters. X University is already very good...why do you still have to reach the sky to be satisfied?" Xu Wei said with emotion.

Lin Chuan gave a dry smile, embarrassed to say that Li Xuehorn clearly wanted to go to see Ji Muyan.

After drinking a little wine, Qiu Jinjin couldn't get in the conversation, so she drank in a muffled voice, and finally got a little drunk, and said she wanted to go back first.

Seeing her stumbling around, Lin Chuan was worried, and he and Xu Wei Zengxuan shuddered after paying the bill with a few words and then left.

Seeing the shadows of those two people disappear into the night, Zeng Xuan suddenly said, "What will we be like in four years' time?"

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Xu Wei was a little uncomfortable. If it wasn't for Lin Chuan's dinner, she would really have no face to see Zeng Xuan after the graduation night.

But they had to come, and the two met inevitably, and they also knew that they would go to the same university in the future.

It seems that there is no way to hide.

Seeing that Zeng Xuan was talking to her, Xu Wei was a little nervous, but the man's gaze was too calm, not like a victim at all.

"You...you...do you still hurt?" Xu Wei asked in a low voice.

She drank too much that night, and she didn't know exactly what happened, but when she woke up the next day, she was lying in a hotel, snuggling up to Zeng Xuan naked on the same bed.

She remembered the plot on TV——this is not 419!

Fortunately, my body is still intact, and there is nothing strange about it. but...! ! ! ! ! !

What happened to the bright red patch under the bed sheet of Zeng Xuan and the suspicious bloodshot streaks on her fingers! ! ! ! ! !

"I won't get pregnant again." Zeng Xuan said flatly, as if the person whose virginity was taken away was someone else who had nothing to do with her, "I haven't contacted me during this period of time, and I haven't answered your phone calls. Just now I didn't dare Look at me, isn't it because of this?"

"Don't you blame me?"

Xu Wei was ready to be beaten up, but Zeng Xuan still looked at her with contempt: "Don't you often say that we are the emerging human beings of the 21st century? Why are we so useless when we really do it? I'm afraid of a bear and I didn't let you take responsibility."

"What did you say?! I'm useless?!" Xu Wei completely misunderstood Zeng Xuan's words, "I'm useless why did you yell so loudly that day! Didn't you enjoy it?!"

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"Didn't you do well in the exam? Why did you drink so much?" Lin Chuan supported Qiu Jinjin, who was vomiting profusely, a little confused, X University is pretty good... Yan Xiya was there too. ..

"Or, are you really so reluctant to part with me?" Although I sent you home for a while, it was a last resort.Your drinking method will make people misunderstand that you like me...

When Lin Chuan was thinking this way, Qiu Jinjin raised his head to look at her, gritted his teeth and said, "I have liked you for a long time."

Lin Chuanchuan was frightened for a second, and said quickly and skillfully: "We have been classmates for so long, you don't know that I am a girl..."

With the help of alcohol, Qiu Jinjin said again: "I know I'm not good enough for you. I'm the one I've been looking for in class to report to the teacher. Qiu Chichi bad-mouthed Yan Xiya to her friends. I also have a share. And I used to be jealous of you, but I just like you. And I know you best, you liked Xu Zixin, and now you like Yan Xiya, you just don’t like me.”

Lin Chuan was a little surprised that he was being watched so much by her, and he even knew the secret of liking Yan Xiya.Suddenly do not know what to say.

"If you don't say something now, you won't have a chance in the future. Even if you know you will be rejected, I am still very happy to tell you." Lin Chuan avoided Qiu Jinjin's fiery gaze and heard her say, "I will try Let go, from now on... no matter who you are with, remember to tell me..."

Lin Chuan also had a crush on her before, and Qiu Jinjin at this moment is as desperate as her unspeakable love for Xu Zixin.

"You said you like me, I feel very lucky." Lin Chuan said, "And I can empathize with you. So we will definitely become good friends."

This is Lin Chuan's most sincere rejection.

When Qiu Jinjin's leg was injured because of a sports meeting, because of her company, she was painful and happy.

But she is most aware that this illusion of happiness will only bear bad results in the end.

The happier you are now, the more painful you will be later.

But when it came to the day when I really made it clear, apart from some regrets in my heart, it was strangely not as unacceptable as I imagined.

"Well...then, goodbye."

Like every heart-pounding afternoon during that most beautiful time, Qiu Jinjin stepped on the streetlight and opened the door, and waved goodbye to Lin Chuan who might be the last time to send him back: "I'm in college, so I should keep in touch! "

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On the day of Lin Chuan's departure, Li Xiying didn't come to the airport to see her off because she had to take tuition, but just sent a text message: "You look good on Ji Muyan this year!"

There is reason to believe that if this person fails the exam next time, she will continue to pass the exam, because she has only one purpose of existence, to catch up with Ji Muyan.

Xu Zixin was still not seen in the crowd. Inevitably, Lin Chuan still missed her very much.

What was even more tragic was that a boy came in from the door with big bags and yelled loudly in front of Mama Lin: "Wife Lin Chuan!!"

Isn't this the boy who confessed to KTV on the night of graduation?

What does it seem to be called?Uh, I seem to have forgotten to ask his name in the end, right?

"Lin Chuan's wife!! Tell me, is this fate! We met early. I wanted to surprise you!! Are you waiting for me? So you already know!" That The boy talked like a cannonball, and wanted to help Lin Chuan carry the bag, but was declined.

Mother Lin's complexion also turned pale, what's the matter with this person, isn't his daughter-in-law Xu Zixin, why is his wife joining in the fun? ?

Faced with Lin's mother's murderous interrogation, Lin Chuan hid behind his father and said tremblingly, "This is my classmate...what's his name...classmate, these are my parents."

The boy immediately turned serious and bowed politely: "Uncle and aunt, hello, I am Lin Chuan's boyfriend! Shen Cheng!"

"M....MnMmnmm boyfriend?!" Lin Chuan felt that Father Lin could not save her, and had an ominous premonition in his heart!

Sure enough, Shen Cheng took out a letter of admission to E University from his backpack, and cheered wildly: "Yes! Lin Chuan! Look, I did not live up to your expectations, I did it!!!!!!"

Everyone at the airport was attracted by this BAKA who didn't know the occasion. Father Lin blew his beard and stared: "Lin Chuan, what's going on?!"

If you don't keep your word, will you bite your tongue...Lin Chuan was just joking at first, to give both parties a step down, but he didn't expect that he would be so unlucky to encounter such a thing.

This Shen Cheng is not the type I like at all, and it seems difficult to get rid of.

Shen Cheng explained it in a random manner, and Father Lin also understood that this person was chasing his daughter.

I can't help being a little proud

——The daughters of my colleague's family are all beautiful, and my own daughter is dressed like a man all day long. This has always made me worry about whether she will marry or not. Now it seems that there is still a market!

Lin Chuan didn't know what his father was thinking, but after seeing them talking for a while, Lin's father seemed to know him very well, and patted him on the shoulder to pass on his experience: "You must not act too hastily, persistence is victory, Although I don't object, but you can work hard to improve yourself, as long as you work hard and grind the iron pestle into a needle, you can take good care of my daughter in a school in the future..."

You traitor! !Lin Chuan had the urge to kill his father.

Looking at Ms. Lin, she had been trying to say something with a straight face, but Chen Yuexue, who was standing next to her on the phone, said something, and her face relaxed again. Then, Lin Chuan saw Donggua pulling Xu Zixin, panting ran over.

"You two have a good chat!" After Lin's mother finished speaking, she dragged Chen Yuexue to Shen Cheng and Lin's father.

Donggua, who was automatically ignored by Lin's mother, panted exaggeratedly: "Huh... Lin... Chuan... Chuan, don't blame us for being late,... Bean Sprout... Bean Sprout has been refusing to come, Afraid of being sad, I....I managed to persuade..."

"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, I know everything. You are going to die. Take a rest." Lin Chuan handed Donggua a bottle of water, he took it, found a seat, sat down and drank it .

Lin Chuan looked at him with a smile, and said to Xu Zixin, "Winter Gua is a good man..."

Xu Zixin's fingers were clenched together, wrapping around the corner of the clothes, a small wound that was not deep and not shallow on the fingertips could be seen, maybe it was because he had been running for too long, and his breathing was a little chaotic.

Lin Chuan took her hand, stared at the fresh wound, and said worriedly: "Where did you get scratched again?"

She took out a Band-Aid from her schoolbag and carefully pasted it on her: "Why are you so reckless, I won't be by your side in the future, you have to learn to take care of yourself, don't get hurt at every turn."

"Lin Chuan..." A tear fell on the dressing wound, followed by the second and the third. Xu Zixin had too many words and emotions in her heart and wanted to tell Lin Chuan, but when the words came to her mouth, she could only Can call her by name.

She kept looking at her, trying to engrave her in her mind.

She kept calling her, wanting her to hear that she really wanted to say don't go, don't leave.

She kept shaking her, wanting her to hug herself.

Lin Chuan held Xu Zixin's hand, pulled her into his arms, a familiar breath came out, Xu Zixin lay on her shoulder, kept crying and calling her name, but didn't say anything .

"Okay, okay, I know it all..." Lin Chuan comforted softly, and when the boarding reminder sounded, he realized that his eyes were uselessly red, and his face was covered with tears.

Xu Zixin left her arms, but kept holding her and refused to let go, so he ordered intermittently: "Go over there, eat on time, don't always play on the computer and forget the time. You will catch a cold when you sleep, remember to wear more clothes, no matter how hot the summer is, don’t indulge yourself to drink too many cold drinks or you will suffer from dysmenorrhea, and... don’t talk to that Shen Cheng, don’t treat others better than me, don’t always Want me to take the initiative to contact you...even if you meet...meet someone you like, don't tell me...no,...tell me, fall in love with you The object of the must be...is..."

Xu Zixin cried so hard, her speech became faster and faster, she almost choked.

Lin Chuan's heart was pierced, and he choked up and said: "It's not that I won't come back, you can still call me if you miss me. It's like parting from life and death like this. Others laugh when they see it."

Xu Zixin realized that the people passing by were all looking at them, so she restrained herself a little, let go of Lin Chuan, saw that tears were everywhere on her clothes rubbed by herself, and reflexively wanted to wipe them off for her, but her hand touched them vaguely. Her breasts... the whole picture stopped.

Lin Chuan: (-__-)b

Xu Zixin: (⊙x⊙;)

Although I really don't want to destroy this picture, I still have to come to urge Lin's mother: ↖(￣▽￣")

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