Only God is left

Please put me like a seal on your heart, like a seal on your shoulders,

For love is fierce as death, and jealousy is as stubborn as hell: its flame is fire, the fire of God.

Torrents cannot quench love, rivers cannot wash it away,

Whoever gives all his wealth to buy love will be despised.

(Song of Solomon 8:6)

In the first month of Jianlong's first spring, Yisi was amnesty, and Yuan was changed, and the name of the world was called Song.Bestow rewards on officers and sergeants at home and abroad, return to those who have surrendered, release those who have been assigned, and bestow gifts on those whose parents should be benevolent.Send envoys all over the county.In Bingwu, the generals of the towns were ordered.Wushen, bestowed on the Southern Tang Dynasty.He presented Han Tongzhong's book order and ordered him to be buried with rites.Jiyou, sent officials to offer sacrifices to the heaven, earth and society.Fu'an Prefecture, Huazhou, and Yanzhou are Jiedu.In [-], on the merits of Yi Dai, Zhou Yicheng's army Jiedu envoy and Shi Shouxin, the commander of the front of the palace, were the commander of the German army Jiedu envoy, the guard's pro-army Ma Bujun's deputy commander, the Jiangning army's Jiedu envoy, and the guard's pro-army Ma Jun all commanded Gao Huaide was the Jiedu Envoy of the Yicheng Army and the deputy in front of the palace, and the Jiedu Envoy of the Wuxin Army and the Commander of the Guards and Infantry. Wang Shenqi, Marquis of Yu, the former capital, was the Jiedu Envoy of the Taining Army and the Commander of the Dianqian Capital; Zhang Guanghan, the Marquis of Yu, the right wing of Hujie, was the Jiedu Envoy of the Jiangning Army, the Commander of the Guards and Ma Jundu, and the commander of the right wing of Longjie Make Zhao Yanhui the envoy of the Wuxin Army Jiedu, and the rest of the leaders will join the ranks.

Yimao sent envoys to divide the states.

Jiazi, bestowed the name Guangyi on Kuangyi, the Marquis of Yu in front of the emperor's palace.

Jisi, set up Taimiao.Guo Chong of Zhenzhou reported that both the Khitan and the Northern Han army fled.

……

In May Gengzi, Murong Yanzhao, the Jiedu Envoy of the Zhaohua Army, and Wang Quanbin, the Jiedu Envoy of the Zhangde Army, were sent out of the East Road to discuss Li Yun with the Shouxinhui.

In Guimao, Shi Shouxin defeated Li Yun in Changping.Jiachen, ordered all Taoists to discuss.

Ding Si, under the imperial edict, ordered Wu Tingzuo, a privy envoy, to stay in Shangdu, and Hou Guangyi, the capital of Yuyu, to inspect the inner capital, and ordered Han Lingkun, the envoy of the Tianping Army, to station troops in Heyang.

Jiwei, sent to the capital.Ding Mao, Shi Shouxin, and Gao Huaide broke Yun all in Zezhou, and Fan Shoutu, the bird and puppet festival, killed thousands of soldiers from the Northern Han Dynasty, and Yun fled to Zezhou.

Wuchen, Wang Shi surrounded it.

In June, Jisishuo, the emperor arrived at Zezhou, and the governor attacked the city, and Yu Xun could not leave.The emperor summoned the left wing of the crane to command envoys Ji and Ma Quanyi to ask for advice, and Quanyi asked for a quick attack, so he led the daredevils to climb first, flying arrows through his arms, and Quanyi pulled out the arrowheads to fight. .

……

You were dumbfounded when he rushed in front of you in the city of Zezhou. This was something you never expected, or it was an "immature fantasy" that you had long since forgotten and given up.

It’s such a fantasy, when you witnessed that man riding in Qicheng and fighting against orders for your father, you rushed into the rain of thousands of horses, spears and arrows for your father, and you said to yourself that this is the kind of person you are looking for: a person who can hold your hand tightly Peace of mind, a person is as firm as a rock and will not be shaken, a person loves you more than himself and nothing else, a person will stand up for you without hesitation when the storm comes, without thinking before or after.

Later, when you grow up, you say that you are strong enough and strong enough to not rely on and shelter, you have the ability to choose to give or take, you choose to give everything to the person you like without asking for anything in return is your freedom, you can walk through this world alone ;but seriously, you don't need or ask for it but you still want it don't you?

But who could be more determined than you, strong enough to be that person?

He said he was the one you were looking for and he could do better for you.

Not everyone has the courage and confidence to say that to you, so when he says it, you should believe it.

He is serious.

You should give him a chance and don't be afraid to be disappointed because you won't.

He is that person.

Love is constant sacrifice, love is endless giving, that's the only way you know how to love, you learned it from your father.

But you should also remember that your father also told you all his life that the last thing a man can get is what he has given, love or all.

Look at the man you made, you should be proud, you should believe.

You deserve this love.

……

Xinsi, Keqi City.Li Yun went to the fire to die.

Jiashen, free of land rent in Zezhou this year.

In Wuwu, the feast of Han Lingkun is equal to the Hall of Rituals and Sages, and there is a difference in giving clothes, utensils, coins, saddles and horses, and rewarding the achievements of Pingze and Lu.

……

When the banquet is full of wine, the official will come to pass the news suddenly, saying that General Gao has left the palace and returned to the palace first because he said he was too drunk. Zhao Kuangyin immediately chased him out alone. When he was blocked by the palace wall, his face was hidden in the shadows. Qing's expression: "We don't want to meet again in the future, it's inappropriate."

Intentionally ignoring the meaning of his words, Zhao Kuangyin pretended to be relaxed and said with a smile: "Don't you go to court in the future?"

The front turned around, the moonlight illuminated his face, and the carved outline was covered with a layer of blue cold light, and his expression was a little half-smile: "I can't use the gun anymore."

Zhao Kuangyin looked up at him in astonishment, and his tone of voice was very calm: "...Last year, I often felt a little short of breath, and my hands trembled after using the equipment for a long time. When I came back, I asked a doctor to look at it, and said that it might be caused by the accumulation of lung qi. The trembling spasm, if you are more energetic and vigorous, you may be a cripple within three years."

Like a bucket of ice water poured down on his head, he stepped forward and grabbed his shoulder with a trembling voice: "—don't listen to those quack doctors talking nonsense, I'll let someone from the Tai Hospital show you later, if anyone is 33, then—"

"I thought so too at first, but then I found out that it seems to be true." Gao Huaide interrupted him, his attitude was still very flat, but every word made him shudder: "——every time you only need to exert strength The right hand just shakes, I can't help it, it's like this—"

When he looked at that hand, he couldn't help but his ears were ringing, his heart was beating, and his back was trembling. When he held it, he also started to tremble. He couldn't say a word: No one is really a steel frame, and even broken bones don't become stronger. Hard, the thing I feared the most back then finally happened—tears burst out of my eyes when I hugged him tightly—people will deceive and betray, but people can also love, and when people love, they give themselves Everything that can be given, every inch and every centimeter, and never ask for feedback.

Gao Huaide was stunned for a moment, and after a while he stroked his back and forced a smile and said softly: "What are you doing, it's not that I'm going to die."

Or in fact, they also ask for feedback, and the joy they get from giving is feedback

"Once that matter is over, I won't be able to help you much in the future." Gao Huaide was still very calm when he spoke: "It doesn't make sense for me to stay here longer, my cousin in the north came to me not long ago, I think... "

Before he could finish speaking, Zhao Kuangyin quickly interrupted him: "—I still owe you money, have you forgotten?"

Gao Huaide looked at him, and he began to make up nonsense: "I still can't get it out now, I think it will take ten years to get it together... No, it will take 20 years-I can't say how long it will be, so, You stay first, when will I gather together and find you—”

"Yeah, I forgot," those golden eyes kept looking at him quietly, with a surprisingly soft smile: "—you still owe me money."

It could only be this ending, they knew from the beginning that things could only be like this in the end.

But still want to love once.

Why life is the hardest song to sing

He can't tell the person he loved

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