Only God is left

Neither of them had a mansion in central Beijing, and it was not easy to go to a restaurant to show their faces at this time of the year to spread rumors, so they asked the monks to sweep out a courtyard and set up some wine and dishes.At the beginning, they talked about the old things in Henan. After drinking a few more glasses, Fu Yanqing finally couldn't help asking about his personal affairs.

"——you have been running around with your son all these years?"

Gao Xingzhou still just smiled lightly: "In this world, we can't find a reliable person for a while, and besides, he wants to be with me."

"Why don't you continue to marry?"

"I don't want to remarry."

"Hey, you are really passionate."

Gao Xingzhou put down the wine glass and looked at him with a smile: "No, I don't want someone by his side who can't love him like me, I don't worry, no one can love him like me, and probably won't in the future gone."

For a moment, Fu Yanqing didn't know how to react.A little embarrassed, he changed the topic aside, and when talking about his deceased father in Youzhou, he accidentally mentioned Zhao Dejun.Fu Yanqing shook his head and said that Youzhou is really a place of fascination. There is Liu Shouguang in the front and Zhao Dejun in the back. The great city is obviously the foundation of hegemony, but the kings are all those who are not promoted.

Gao Xingzhou nodded with a smile and said, "Ah, yes, when I was young, Liu Rengong accepted me as a personal soldier. He is really the most disgusting person I have ever seen."

Fu Yanqing frowned and looked at Gao Xingzhou. Gao Xingzhou poured another glass of wine and said calmly with a smile: "——I remember he always called me on duty when he was with his woman. At first I thought it was a coincidence. Just an unrestrained person."

"But soon I found out that he did it on purpose." After pouring down his glass, Gao Xingzhou looked at the deep night, and his tone seemed to be saying something that had nothing to do with him: "He looked at me, fucked him woman."

I can’t remember exactly how I felt at that time. Youzhou was always dry and cold in the long winter nights, rushing to the corner where no one saw, holding the wall until I could see the green and black bile, spoon by spoonful from the bucket He scooped out the icy water and poured it down his head, until the icy cold feeling froze every nerve in him, and he could no longer feel the trembling all over his body.

When his father was killed, Liu Rengong ran to Gao's house to pay homage to the funeral with a face of hypocrisy, saying that the Shatuo people were too short-handed - no one knew that he was in the middle - if it wasn't for the concern that everything would be destroyed, his cousin would have done it on the spot, but he could only do it. Can swallow his breath and bow down.

The old bastard who was hacked into pieces, he said silently in his heart when he closed his eyes, just go crazy now, your good days are numbered!

There was an old and strange belief in his family, and his father taught him how to pray in the stillness of the night: God, sooner or later, will cut you off.

Sooner or later it will be too late, I will do it myself, his hand is on the bucket, every finger is cold and numb - I put my fate in your hands, if I do the right thing, please Let the right result happen to me.

"Have you ever wondered why a man like Liu Shouguang would have the guts to sleep with his father's woman?" Gao Xingzhou took a sip of his wine, squinted his eyes and smiled at him, Fu Yanqing felt a slight chill creeping up from his back, he didn't Talking, just listen to Gao Xingzhou continue to speak.

"it's me."

It is not difficult to provoke Liu Shouguang, he is a restless person.He just teased and provoked a few words, deliberately confessing that his subordinates turned a blind eye to Liu Shouguang's actions in his father's back hall, and let Liu Rengong "accidentally" notice the good deeds of his filial son.The next thing everyone knows is that Lu Longnei changed. Liu Shouguang committed adultery with his father and concubine. He went to the place where his father played and caught his father and put him under house arrest. Then he fought with his brother Liu Shouwen for a long time, and finally caught his brother and secretly killed him without mercy.

After that, the development of the situation became more logical. After the news of Li Keyong's death came, Liu Shouguang became more and more unscrupulous. It didn't take long for him to be proclaimed emperor under the deliberate instigation of Jin Wang Li Cunxu.It is said that Li Cunxu was very happy when he received the news that Liu Shouguang was proclaiming himself emperor. Now that he sent troops to Youyan, he didn't even need to find hypocritical excuses. Liu Shouguang was simply seeking his own death.

He was also very happy.

"At that time, I was very happy. I almost saw the result I always wanted. I wanted to see his father and son fighting each other, brothers attacking each other, and his family was wiped out—"

When his cousin left Wuzhou to defend Wuzhou, he ignored Yuan Xingqin, who was sent by Liu Shouguang to defend against the enemy but had a malicious heart, and attacked Youzhou together, otherwise he would kill the young master's threat—Yuan Xingqin was nothing but a brave man—and was rejected Yuan Xingqin was besieging the city three times and attacked day and night. He sneaked out of the city at night and sneaked into the Jin camp to ask for help. A coincidence of Yin and Yang allowed him to enter the tent of Li Siyuan, who was then the deputy commander of the Fanhan army and horses.

When he first met Li Siyuan, Li Siyuan was just a cavalry general under Li Keyong's tent, and now everyone in Hebei and Henan knew the name of that man of few words, the right-hand man of the young King Li Cunxu of Jin.He still remembered that his father asked him to see the young rider when he was in Kongling Pass, and when he came back, he said to him, I guess you will end up with a man, if you do end up with a man, Just look for a man like that.

"I don't think Wuzhou has a lot of weight, but defeating Yuan Xingqin under the city is the highlight."

The vicious fight between Li Siyuan and Yuan Xingqin was now being passed on by those veterans more and more. After he surrendered Yuan Xingqin, Li Siyuan praised him as a adopted son.

"You know what happened after that, Mrs. Liu is completely finished."

The city of Youzhou was broken, and Liu Rengong and his son were sent back to Jinyang Li's Ancestral Temple to offer sacrifices to Li Keyong. He repeatedly asked Li Siyuan to take him under his tent, but Li Siyuan did not agree. The cavalry guards who were close to him were almost always treated as adopted sons, and Li Siyuan firmly refused to change his surname.But he couldn't give up, he knew that this man was the only straw he could hold on to in this world, and only this man could save him and completely liberate him from the dark and cold long night in Youzhou.

Please take me away—he never cried before, and he never cried again, that was the only time he cried bitterly, he hugged Li Siyuan’s leg and cried and begged—you won’t have the heart to let me go up and down , you once loved my father.

Finally Li Siyuan pulled him up.

Stand up, your father lives in you.

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