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359.

Kenji Hagiwara felt that he might be hallucinating.

Just at the last second, he seemed to hear his half-body young Shunran say that their mutual best friend had fallen into the sea.

...It was pushed by Matsuda Zhenping.

How is it possible, that's not how I joked.

At this time, the sun was shining brightly, and the sea breeze poured mercilessly onto the deck.The curly-haired police officer was covered in blood and sea water, his well-groomed hair was wet and sticky, looking like a stray dog ​​on the street.

The expression on his face was still dazed, as if he was at a loss after changing the vicissitudes of life in an instant, or as if he had been numb from the pain, and even his facial functions were frozen.

He raised his head like this, looked at Hagiwara Kenji, and also looked at the more distant sky, as if he could see the helicopter coming.

Hagiwara Kenji couldn't laugh anymore, he said in a very, very puzzled voice: "Xiao Zhenping, what are you kidding?"

"Isn't this...a fishing plan rehearsed in advance?"

"I'm not joking." Matsuda Jinpei's voice was low and clear, he pointed to a blood-stained place next to him, and waved his hand, "Right here, under the eyes of many people, Toru waved at me... he's gone."

"Hagi, I forced him away." He looked at him with dreamy eyes, and in turn, asked in confusion, "Why did this happen?"

Kenji Hagiwara felt his whole body trembling. He looked at the scratched railings and heard the sound of the rescue boat launching in his ears. He felt that the world seemed to be spinning endlessly, which made him unable to receive correct information at all. .

"Matsuda Jinpei." He said in a hoarse voice, directly pulled the person up, and dragged him to the front, "You fucking tell me clearly, what happened?!"

He didn't believe that Matsuda Jinpei would push Chiyoya Toru into the sea, this guy cared more about Toru than he did.

But how did it become like this?

What did he just miss?

Kenji Hagiwara felt an uncontrollable panic in his heart. It seemed that not only his deduction was wrong, but even the brief communication during the meeting was wrong.

"Speak up!" He raised his voice and roared, looking at Matsuda Jinpei's numb eyes, and then gasping for breath, "We just separated for a while...I just saw him in the corridor."

Seeing him, pointing a gun at him, seeing his distressed and desperate appearance, and passing by again.

So... isn't it acting?

Matsuda Jinpei finally had some reaction, he asked, "Did you meet him in the corridor just now?"

Hagiwara Kenji nodded, and briefly described his encounter just now, those purple eyes fell on his shoulders, and the missing strand of hair was so obvious.

He thought it was because the members of the organization were nearby, and he made the scene of breaking up in order to act realistically, and then he complained in his heart that Chiyoya Toru scared him so badly.

"Ugh—!"

Matsuda Jinpei with a dejected face suddenly punched him on the shoulder after hearing what he said, and let out a low growl like a dying beast.

"So there's still you, Hagiwara Kenji!" He hammered his shoulders, but his strength became weaker and weaker, and finally turned into a desperate sentence, "Damn it, it was the two of us who did it..."

He pointed a gun at him, didn't believe him, and even wanted to arrest him.

"I said why toru is so, so tired—"

I was so tired that I didn't want to listen to him to justify a few more words, as if I had confirmed the ending, I broke his hand so resolutely.

He really tried hard to ask for help, really hard to find affirmation, as if as long as there is one person who is willing to believe him, he has room for explanation and can continue to persevere.

but.

Chiyoya Saori's deep sleep; Edogawa Conan's terrified cry; Hagiwara Kenji's confrontation with his gun; finally...his atonement.

One after another, in a short period of time, all the threads were pulled out from his flesh and blood, leaving only holes still oozing blood.

Chiyoya Toru has nothing left, and he can no longer return to them, and even has to face what they said-the price.

Would Chiyoya Toru, who knows the law very well, not know that his situation belongs to that type?

--impossible.

He just... acquiesced that he was guilty, and in the final hesitation, they made a final conclusion and became a prisoner who committed suicide.

Matsuda Jinpei felt that this was too absurd. This kind of thing could happen to them, to the companion who was most deserving of happiness.

Hagiwara Kenji listened to his incoherent and incoherent words, completely ignoring the pain of being punched a few times, but hurriedly said: "Xiao Zhenping, what is going on with all this?"

"Please, tell me everything..." He suddenly bit his lower lip, straining his emotions, "I really, really don't want to."

Don't want to point a gun at him.

Don't want to express disbelief in what he has to say.

It's just that it happened so suddenly that he really... missed it.

Matsuda Jinhei looked at Hagiwara Kenji's suddenly dilated pupils, and suddenly said, "Where's the captured organization member?"

"I was locked in the room." Hagiwara Kenji replied, and continued to ask persistently, "You..."

"Talk while walking, take me to find him!"

Matsuda Jinpei interrupted him, he bent down and picked up the dagger that Shinichiyotani Toru had brought from the ground.

The dagger was very sharp, covered with half-dried blood, and it felt sticky to the touch, but he cherished it in his arms, not worried about being scratched by the sharp weapon at all.

When Kenji Hagiwara saw the dagger, his last thoughts were instantly shattered.

At that time, it was Chiyoya Toru who was holding it, walked past him, decisively cut off a strand of his hair, and threw it on the ground with blood.Then, regardless of his subconscious persuasion, he walked to the deck.

It seemed that he wanted to tell him through this that they fell to the ground and were stepped into the mud like this strand of cut hair, and there was no possibility of contact anymore.

360.

The two of them stopped staying on the deck, and someone came to clean up the mess and wash away all the blood on the ground, as if this would restore the cleanliness and allow the exhibition to continue.

No one among the people who were collectively protected in the room would know that the "star of justice" they were familiar with had thus far fallen, rolling silently in the mud for a few laps before falling into the sea again.

On the way, they also ran into Sachiko Shintani who came over in bright clothes.

The woman's eyes lit up when she saw them, and when she saw Matsuda Jinpei's distressed appearance, she subconsciously pulled away and shouted after a few steps: "Are you Officer Matsuda? Great, I heard that you were the one who took care of the criminals." , protected my treasure."

Matsuda Jinpei subconsciously stopped and asked her, "I heard?"

Sachiko Shintani nodded, quite appreciatively: "The guard I met on the road just now said that you have put the gangsters to death, that's not bad! I don't know where the little thief came from to covet our treasures, it's too scary."

Matsuda listened to her calmly.

She said that everyone already knew about it; she said that Matsuda Jinpei made Chiyoya Toru fall under the law; she said... It was Chiyoya Toru who coveted her family's treasure.

whose family?

Whose house is this?

The heart began to ache again, and Matsuda Jinhei squeezed the U disk even tighter.

"Get out." After a while, he slowly uttered a word.

Sachiko Shintani felt that she was having some auditory hallucinations, so she let out a "huh?"

Matsuda Jinpei repeated: "Get out, I don't want to see you for the time being."

Sachiko Xintani's expression distorted instantly, she lost her gentleness and politeness just now, and she almost screamed: "You talk to taxpayers like that! I want to sue you!"

"Hurry up and return the treasure to me!"

Matsuda Jinpei looked at her coldly, and went straight to the side. When Sachiko Shintani was a little flustered, he said in a low voice: "You'd better pray that this thing is yours."

Sachiko Shintani was so frightened by the piercing eyes that she fell to the ground, her heart was beating like a drum, and she broke out in a cold sweat almost instantly. was discovered?

The two bypassed her and continued to walk in. Hagiwara Kenji looked at Matsuda Jinpei's bloody appearance, and stopped talking a few times, and finally became completely blank in Matsuda Jinpei's calm and waveless words.

Just like Matsuda Jinhei's reaction to receiving a call from Mofuku Keiko, Hagiwara Kenjiren's initial reaction was similar to his.

— unbelievable.

He murmured involuntarily: "Xiao Zhenping... Isn't this really April Fool's Day?"

"Toru... crazy?"

Even in a critical moment, the young man who was so calm that there was no fluctuation, only because they and his sister had shed tears, fell into despair in a place they couldn't see, and was forced to split his personality to protect himself?

How can he believe this?

Kenji Hagiwara prides himself on being the best at observing other people's emotions, and the most amusing, but at this moment, he finds that he can't remember Chiyoya Toru's true emotions at all.

He seems to have tacitly accepted that a companion with superb acting skills and familiarity with psychology does not need others to help adjust his emotions. Even if he works so hard that he is exhausted, it is just that he has a strong sense of responsibility and wants to do better to meet Saori.

And now Matsuda Jinpei told him that it was Chiyoya Toru who was trying to atone for his sins, only the time to solve the case was purely Chiyoya Toru, and the rest of the time he was another executioner.

The thoughtful care they boasted on weekdays actually just melted under Grammani's cold eyes, and did not pass on to their close friends at all.

Matsuda Jinpei also said that he injured Chiyoya Toru, watched Chiyoya Toru struggling after waking up, watched him leave in embarrassment, and then——he bumped into you.

It was Toru Chiyoya, who was on the verge of collapse, who met Kenji Hagiwara.

He met his best friend who pointed a gun at him, and didn't believe that he would stop, just wanted to send him to prison.

Kenji Hagiwara let alone lead the way, he bumped into the wall while walking, covered his head and staggered for two steps, leaned aside, his amethyst-like eyes were full of confusion.

Looking at him like this, Matsuda Jinpei felt a little tired, and he said: "Toru told you that he will not give the USB flash drive to the organization, but... that is the only thing he owns."

"It's just...he wants to try again for the last time, which one is more important in our hearts, the U disk or him."

"Hagi, we chose one of the two, and we were completely wrong." Matsuda Jinpei said with a wry smile, "I've told you, 'give me the U disk' - before trusting him."

Chiyotani Toru's self-confidence was crushed after Gran Mani appeared, and he was careful with them, for fear of being spotted.

While fearing that Grammani would hurt them, and fearing that they would be exposed, they would confront each other with swords.

This kind of pressure gradually accumulated over time, bending his spine, and gradually suppressing the bright sun into a weak flame until it was exposed—Chiyoya Toru even only hoped that he would be more important than a USB flash drive.

Do you believe what I say?Are you willing to believe a word I say when I have no wings to fly?

But all he got was "toru, don't do this" and "give me the U disk first".

Kenji Hagiwara's face turned pale, and he remembered that when he met Toru Chiyoya, the other party coughed uncontrollably, and finally babbled some words that were difficult to understand, and his black eyes flickered, looking at him , as if looking at himself in his eyes.

Chiyoya Toru said gently to get him out of the way, saying that he would not give the USB drive to the organization.

And Hagiwara Kenji didn't believe a word.

He remembered the words that he almost didn't hear clearly at the time—Chiyoya Toru said to himself numbly, "Look, they don't trust you, not at all..."

Immediately afterwards, Chiyoya Toru suddenly became agitated, as if deliberately provoking him, making him say something out of his head, but after his firm answer, he quickly regained his composure.

It's just giving up the entanglement.

"Actually, I really believe him." Hagiwara Kenji murmured, "It's just... I'm afraid..."

afraid of what?He was a little confused.

It seemed that he was worried that Chiyoya Toru walked over with the USB drive like this, and he didn't leave any sense of existence in his heart; it seemed that he saw Chiyoya Toru so excited and uncomfortable, but he didn't say a word of concern.

Hagiwara Kenji was silent, he found that he couldn't find any excuses, he had never thought about these truths, he just noticed them, but didn't explore them.

Matsuda Jinping didn't even go up and say it directly.

He searched hard in his memory, but was shocked to find that what he did to Chiyoya Toru didn't seem to be anything special.

He and Matsuda Jinhei accompany him to make him happy, and he will do it to others; he will rush him to eat, and he will do it to others; People will too.

He suddenly felt that he didn't seem to be very kind to Chiyoya Toru.

But that idiot doesn't seem to think so, it seems that what Hagiwara Kenji said is very important to him, so important that a few words can overwhelm him.

Therefore, his distrust and defensiveness were palpable, just as Matsuda Jinpei said, they pushed him into the sea together.

Hagiwara Kenji thought about it endlessly, and suddenly this cruel thought pricked him, but this needle got into his heart at some point, mixing the flesh and blood inside, and digging out all his memories of Chiyoya Toru.

And what I remember the most is that before he fainted, Chiyoya Toru looked at him with disappointed eyes.

It seems that this is not the first time...

It turns out that this is not the first time Hagiwara Kenji has let him down...

Hagiwara Kenji tugged at his hair subconsciously, but found nothing.

The strand of hair that usually hangs by the ear has long since become a stain on the ground.

It was like a wolf story, the first time, the second time, the third time...the wolf ate him.

361.

Matsuda Jinpei and Hagiwara Kenji walked up to Rum, who was being guarded by layers of guards. The man in the chef's uniform was tied to the bed with streaks, and all the needles were searched from top to bottom.

He restrained his simple and honest smile, his eyes were cold, like a poisonous snake.

That gaze fixed on the two people in distress, as if they had licked their wounds with venom, and then Rum sneered and said, "Very good, you two, very good."

He said coldly: "Dogs can't change eating shit, I knew it would be a bad move to put Gran Mani next to you."

This is a person who came out of the police academy. He was given a layer of brainwashing defenses and made him more bloody. Could this change his inner core and turn a cheetah in the sun into a cheetah that lives in the shadows all day long? The poisonous snake in it?

This is too funny.

Looking at it now, as expected, Grammani had long betrayed the organization and became a spy among spies.

Hearing his words, there was a trace of emotional fluctuations on the faces of the two distressed policemen, like unbearable anger and extremely uncontrollable sadness. Among them, Matsuda Zhenping said: "He has a USB flash drive, you can use it to cooperate." Supervision is your plan, right?"

Lang Mu said, "Is it interesting to ask again what you already know?"

He grinned viciously: "You'd better pray that you can watch me, otherwise you, as well as that traitor, will be cut to pieces sooner or later."

Rum is not worried that he will die, the boat is full of people, the science and technology exhibition will continue, and there are still two days to go back to the voyage, and the locator that cannot be removed by Grammani, who is also on the boat, was released after he was arrested. The moment the signal is received, it will be continuously transmitted to the organization.

I believe that it won't be long before the people from the organization will be able to fish him out—and capture the traitor, Grammani.

He drew the tone slowly, trying to see the anger on the faces of the two, but in the end he only saw a dead silence.

"I hope you can keep talking harshly." Matsuda Jinpei said coldly, "I don't think it's too wise to keep Grammani with us."

Sure enough, when mentioning this, Rum's face contorted for a moment. He let out a "bah" and said in a hateful voice, "Do you think he will be able to live if you catch me? Or does he think that hiding behind the police is all right?" Worry free?"

Seeing the loosened expressions of the two, Rum continued to sneer: "He is your friend, right?" He added the accent on the word friend, and continued, "So you know how much he has done behind your backs thing?"

Hagiwara Kenji's breath subconsciously stagnated, and the hand on the side squeezed the goldfish amulet that was not far from falling apart.

"On the surface, he is a policeman, but in fact he kills people, sets fire, collects debts, and terrorist attacks—" he draws the tone, "he is a fearsome existence within the organization. Did he tell you about these things?"

The speculation that was originally stored in the mind was cruelly expressed in more specific language, and coupled with the truth just obtained, it brought a sense of separation.

There seemed to be two figures in front of Kenji Hagiwara, one was Chiyoya Toru who coaxed the child with crooked eyebrows, and the other was Chiyoya Toru who was holding a dagger and laughing mockingly with a cold face.

Where they don't know... How many involuntary sins did Toru bear?

They have already completely fallen into the darkness, so why put themselves in a situation where they have nowhere to go because of the warmth that they leaked out?

Compared with other people who want to become a policeman, Hagiwara Kenji's original intention is to get a job. He has a bottom line for justice, but the bottom line is not as high as others.

Therefore, after all this was exposed, his first reaction turned out to be—Toru Chiyoya, why are you still shaken by that glimmer of light?Is there no way to change it for so many years?

If you completely stand on the opposite side, won't you die?

Why are you so nice to us?

Hagiwara Kenji's breathing was blocked in his chest, and guilt and self-blame instantly wrapped around his mouth and nose, sealing all sounds in his body, and finally turned into a blood-like bitter fruit.

He could only watch Rum coldly use facts to sow discord between them, and felt extremely pleased with Grammani's betrayal.

Why happy?

Because after betraying the organization, with blood on his hands, he is destined not to be accepted by the police.

In fact, in a corner that Lang Mu couldn't see, everything he expected had already happened. In this confrontation between the police and the organization, the police were completely defeated.

Kenji Hagiwara lost completely.

Matsuda Jinpei said indifferently: "We know, then what?"

Rum stopped counting the crimes in an instant, and said with some surprise: "You all know?"

"Understood." Matsuda Jinping said calmly, "If you want to use this to provoke us, don't worry about it."

No one knew how many bloody mouths were scratched by the sharp thorns of the language under this superficial calm.

They all knew it, and it was over without even provoking it.

Rum's expression was gloomy. He didn't expect that the police would have the courage to use this kind of person, as if they had complete trust in Grammani...

"I want to see him," Rum said. "I want to see Grammani."

He sneered and said: "At that time, he said that he would be allowed to leave. Before he said that he wanted to get rid of another dross, I should have known that he was tricky."

"If you want to get some other information from me, you should at least show some sincerity." Rum thought that these two guys came to ask for information about the organization he knew.

Matsuda Jinpei just looked at him, thinking in his heart, get rid of another scum, this doesn't mean Rum...

The only thing he wants to get rid of is himself.

Why can Toru's sentence to himself be so cruel?

It was so cruel that he was a little scared.

"You're dreaming." Hagiwara Kenji said.

He was not polite at all, walked up, punched Rum in the face, and received another punch when he wanted to speak.

When he started, his expression was extremely calm, and he just repeated: "You are a scum, why do you want to see him?"

"You're a scum!"

Rum was beaten half to death, he turned his head and spat out blood, staring into the eyes of the two as if he could kill people directly, he smiled sickly in a low voice: "No, your emotions are not right..."

"Let me think what could happen to Grammani?" He said with a smile, "Wounded by you? Dying? Or already dead? Hahaha, are you willing to throw him down? Or stay in the Wait until the organization finds this as a target?"

The one who answered him was the dagger that Matsuda Jinpei pulled out at some point, with blood still on it, and stabbed hard at his thigh.

The heavy door was locked again, and the two who stood at the door chewed Rum's words in their mouths, and soon realized that something was wrong.

"Being a target... the organization can find him? Why?" Matsuda Jinping muttered, "Why isn't Rum worried that the organization won't find him in the next few days? As long as we transfer people away within today, the organization will have no time to act of."

Hagiwara Kenji said: "In addition to bombs and firearms, Rum's belongings also have a trigger of unknown function, but we checked that it was in an area where the signal was shielded, and it did not have the function of receiving and transmitting information."

"There is only a trigger function, so who is the triggered object?" Matsuda Jinhei closed his eyes, his voice became hoarse, "Hagi, are Toru's earrings really just earrings?"

"Why...why did he choose to die by jumping into the sea?"

Toru Chiyoya, why did you even figure this out for them?

362.

Falling is sometimes light, like floating on an invisible bubble, the bubble slowly presses down, getting closer to the sea surface, even with the sea breeze, sea water, and the soft sunlight that comes over, cheering him , shouting welcome.

He waved to the people on board, but after a moment of silence, he was dragged into a sea of ​​snow-white flowers.

Most of the spiritual world that had collapsed was crumbling, but the consciousness of the original owner remained in the last corner, brutally shattering the tranquility he wanted to have.

Emotions that I can't even control...

'Chiyoya Toru!What the hell are you crazy about! '

Normally calm and indifferent to the point of being comparable to a machine, Grammani finally burst out with his own emotions. Anger and fear could be seen in those black eyes through the lens. He firmly grasped the shoulder of the person in front of him, but I just feel that the touch on my hand is getting more and more blurred.

'Gran. ' Chiyoya Toru's quiet black eyes have already lost their light, like a faint fire that is about to go out, he murmured softly, 'This is the first time I call your name. '

He never admits the existence of the personality in front of him, and is forced to accept this fact by reality. In the end, he fluctuates between dreams and reality, trying to change something, but smashes himself to pieces.

He called each other always "you" and Grann always called "we".

We...are accomplices.

It is the only existence that will be by your side when you deviate from the whole world.

Toru Chiyoya revealed his true side and never returned to the police; Grammani backstabbed Rum and never gained the trust of the organization again... nothing.

Zero and Hiro can support each other, Matsuda and Hagiwara have an excellent relationship, and the squad leader is accompanied by Natalie.

Only the lonely Grammani.

No one knows about him, no one blesses him, no birthday, no name, and there are only disgusting eyes from all directions, including "myself".

Obviously, his existence from the beginning was for "protection".

'So...in the end, let me accompany you. '

It was rare for Chiyoya Toru to smile peacefully at him, like smiling at other friends, tolerant and warm.

He finally chose to reconcile with himself.

The sea water that has not been warmed by the sun is icy cold, and the petals of the white cherry are rolled up in an instant, forming a white torrent.

After all, there is no heavy chain on the young man's body, he is thin and light, as if he will be swept away by the water in an instant, or directly turned into light foam.

Granny tightly hugged another sleeping self, gritted her teeth and said, "I don't want it, please, I don't want anything..."

Don't celebrate birthdays, don't treat Chiyoya Toru normally, don't be remembered, don't...exist.

He wants nothing.