It's senior, your voice is so nice

Zhen Mu said to pick him up, but Shan Zechuan refused.

His whole body was entangled in the vortex of contradictions, he wanted to see Zhen Mu, but he was afraid of seeing him.Once he saw it, he definitely couldn't care about anything—and after he agreed to Zhenmu's invitation, he tossed and turned on the bed, unable to sleep, and finally came to a conclusion.

Lin Changxu's words and the things he thought about would be fruitless if he continued to think about them, and would only disturb him so that he could not sleep or eat.He had to speak out and ask Zhen Mu clearly.

As long as Zhenmu said that Lin Changxu was talking nonsense, he would believe it.

As long as Zhenmu says he likes him, he will believe it.

Before going out, Shan Zechuan tidied himself up, looking at the dark circles under his eyes that appeared in the mirror at some point, nothing but helplessness.

They made an appointment at a small shop, so small that Shan Zechuan arrived half an hour early, but found it close to the appointed time.He stood at the door of the store and looked at the time. There were still 5 minutes before the appointed time, so the heart that had been hanging high was lifted up a few centimeters.

Obviously, every time he met Zhenmu before, he was only excited; now his mood is completely different, the closer the appointment time is, the more he wants to hide, and there is a faint thought that "it's too late to go now".

"Zechuan!" Just as he was thinking wildly with his head down, Zhenmu's energetic voice came from behind him.

—It’s too late to go now.

Shan Zechuan turned his head, and then saw Zhenmu wrapped up like a bun, walking towards him breathing white steam.Zhen Mu just got off the taxi, and was blown casually by the north wind outside, his cheeks and nose turned red: "I knew you would arrive early, why didn't you go in, it's so cold outside."

"Senior..." Shan Zechuan felt more and more uneasy when he heard his voice was rough, he only said these two words, and did not continue.He and Zhen Mu's eyes met, the other party seemed to be in a good mood today, with smiles on the brows and eyes, not only did not notice his weirdness, but also looked him down from the top.

Zhen Mu said: "It seems that the spirit is not bad."

"It's the same as usual..." Shan Zechuan said uncomfortably, "Is this the store?"

"Yeah, Ye Che told me before that roast meat is delicious," Zhen Mu said as he opened the shop door, "I've been wanting to come here but have no time."

There were not many people in the store, probably due to the bad location and small facade, there was only one other table of guests besides the two of them.Zhenmu led Shan Zechuan to a corner position naturally, and after ordering food from the waiter, he also ordered a cup of hot water as a hand warmer.

Zhenmu in winter looks cuter than Zhenmu in summer. Although he is overstuffed, he has a small face and small hands, and he looks like a child in everything he does.Zhen Mu hung his head down and blew the water on the cold face, drank some in small sips, and said, "Are you cured?"

"Eh?" Shan Zechuan was a little confused, "How did senior know..."

"Your sister answered my call..." "Ah, she answered my phone indiscriminately again." Shan Zechuan said.

Zhen Mu subtly shut his mouth and did not continue to speak.It seemed that Shan Zechuan didn't even know that he had guarded him at his house all night, so he wanted to see when this person would find out.He looked at Shan Zechuan's chiseled face, changed the subject, and said, "Did you miss me?"

"...Think about it." In front of Zhenmu, Shan Zechuan couldn't say anything idealistic.

"What's bothering you? You don't seem to be in a good mood today."

"No, no," said Shan Zechuan, "it's just that I haven't seen senior for a long time, and it's a bit..."

"I heard that "Cong Ya" is going to hold a seiyuu meeting, is the main character nervous?"

"nervous……"

The conversation was completely in the rhythm of Zhenmu, and Shan Zechuan moved it like abacus beads.He was a little absent-minded—he was full of the content of his decision to be honest with each other, but when it came to face to face, those words were too difficult to say.

The meal was a bit boring, and Zhen Mu said a lot before serving, but after serving, they seemed to have nothing to say.The restaurant tasted really good, but Shan Zechuan came at the wrong time, and his absent-mindedness made the meal tasteless.

"Boss, pay the bill..." "I'll come, senior," Shan Zechuan rushed to pay, "Every time I go out, senior spends more money, so I'll come this time."

Zhen Mu didn't refuse, just smiled at him.

Shan Zechuan didn't know if Zhenmu was aware of his preoccupation. After leaving the store, Zhenmu said to take a walk together. He nodded in agreement, but the two of them didn't intend to chat, and they just walked very silently.

This atmosphere is really embarrassing.

He and Zhen Mu have never been in such a state of having nothing to say since they met each other; but the problem lies with him. Before Shan Zechuan successfully expressed his buried thoughts, he had no intention of chatting at all.

This place is not very lively, the dim street lights on the street are on, and the two of them just walk side by side on the sidewalk.I don't know how long I walked, but Zhenmu suddenly said: "Speaking of which, your birthday is coming soon."

"Eh?" Shan Zechuan panicked for a moment, "How did senior know..."

"As long as you know how to surf the Internet, you can find this kind of thing, and voice actors can be regarded as half public figures." Zhen Mu smiled and said, "Is there any gift you want?"

Shan Zechuan elongated his voice with an "um", thinking seriously.

But the thought didn't last for two seconds, and he was overwhelmed by his thoughts.Shan Zechuan sighed unconsciously, but Zhen Mu heard him: "...what's wrong?"

"Ah, no...it's nothing."

Zhenmu looked at him, and then sighed a long time: "Ah—ah, it seems that it's not the right time to ask you out today."

"what?"

"Speak directly if you have something to say," Zhen Mu said in a soft tone, half coaxing him, "If it has nothing to do with me, I will keep it a secret; if it has something to do with me, then you should speak up."

Well, that's Senior Zhenmu, how could he not see his abnormality.

At this moment, the sky, which was dark gray against the street lamps, began to snow.It snows here every year at this time, and this year it came a bit late.

But none of them mentioned the snow, nor did they care about the snow falling on them.

After Zhenmu said it so bluntly, Shan Zechuan quickly rehearsed what he was going to say 180 times in his heart, and finally said before Zhenmu urged him: "Senior, that me..."

"Hmm." Zhenmu responded softly, motioning him to continue talking.

"I met Lin Changxu in the recording studio a few days ago."

As soon as this was said, Zhen Mu was stunned.He never thought that today's silent date would have anything to do with Lin Changxu.

He thought the kid was just upset about his cold treatment.

The conversation stopped briefly, and it happened that there were occasional vehicles passing by, and the sound of the engine went from far to near, and then from near to far.

Shan Zechuan originally looked at Zhenmu's face, but looking at Zhenmu, he couldn't speak smoothly at all.So cowardly, he chose to look away, lowered his head as if he had made a mistake, and said in a low voice: "He told me something... said that I am very similar to him, and that senior is with me because of this." Together..."

Shan Zechuan didn't want to say more details, and he didn't want to recall what he heard that day at all.

What is "a newcomer who looks very much like you", and what "you don't think that Zhenmu is with you because he likes you".

Even his footsteps became inexplicably heavy. Shan Zechuan lowered his head and walked on his own, saying that he didn't need Zhenmu's response: "... Am I a substitute, so senior... ...so busy, I often don't reply to messages, and rarely contact me, even if I don't look for seniors for a few days, seniors don't care..."

Oops, my nose is starting to sore.

Zhen Mu was shocked when he heard it - he never thought that Shan Zechuan would think so.A sense of guilt arose spontaneously. In fact, before Shan Zechuan said these words, when Ye Che said that he was too much, he had already started to feel guilty.It's just too difficult, it's too difficult to take a step forward, it's difficult to go from being unscrupulous to careful restraint, it's too difficult to step back from being cautious and restrained to unscrupulous.

And Shan Zechuan saw that Zhenmu didn't speak, and felt even more that just as he inferred, the person he liked didn't like him that much, or even didn't like him at all.

There are too many similar people in the world, and there are as many substitutes as there are.

"...but what should I do," Shan Zechuan gritted his teeth and said this sentence, the ending was weak and trembling, "I really like you so much that even if I know that I am just a substitute, it doesn't seem to matter ..."

Shan Zechuan stopped abruptly, but Zhenmu didn't notice it for a while, and after walking a few steps, he found that the place beside him was empty.He turned his head, and the child suddenly became extremely tall at this moment, lowered his head and said, "Is it hopeless..."

Shan Zechuan didn't dare to look at Zhenmu's expression at all, he was afraid that what he saw would be playful and indifferent.

He heard Zhenmu walking towards him... and then he was hugged.

Almost subconsciously, Shan Zechuan hugged him back, touched Zhenmu's cold face with his cheek, and buried him in his neck: "Senior..."

Regardless of whether the hug was out of genuine affection or sympathy, Shan Zechuan accepted it.

"It's not like this," Zhenmu's clear and pleasant voice was right next to his ear, and Zhenmu let go of him after the first half of the sentence, and then looked at him seriously and seriously, "It's not what you think... I don't I know exactly what Lin Changxu told you, but based on my understanding of him, it must be necessary to add fuel and vinegar... I like you very much!"

— The door was pushed open, and the light followed.

It was clearly snowing, and there was a tendency for it to fall more and more, but Shan Zechuan seemed to hear the sound of snow melting.The dark clouds covering the sun these days were swept away by Zhenmu's sentence "I like you very much".

Shan Zechuan paused, and whispered with flickering eyes: "Even if senior said so, I still... After all, I still don't understand why you are so indifferent when we don't meet...you are obviously very enthusiastic when we are together... ..."

The last sentence was almost too small for Zhen Mu to understand. He was stunned for a moment before he understood, and then he laughed and said: "...that's my problem, but it's okay now."

In front of Shan Zechuan's straightforwardness, Zhenmu was ashamed.

If he was half as frank as Shan Zechuan, then nothing Lin Changxu said would work.Although he behaved as calmly as ever, he was blaming himself in his heart - Shan Zechuan didn't know how long it took him to say these words to him. He remembered the text message he received that night, and only now did he understand the true meaning of it.

Ye Che was right, he shouldn't be like this.

Then, if you do something wrong, you must make up for it.

Zhenmu said again: "I promise, I will never not reply to your message again; except when recording, I will definitely answer your call as soon as possible... Also, I like you very, very, very much, not because of who you look like.  … ...give me some time and I'll prove it to you."

The snow fell harder.

"Senior..." Shan Zechuan never dreamed that Zhenmu would say that.

The previous anxiety and worry hadn't completely subsided, and the throbbing and sweetness surged up violently. For a while, Shan Zechuan was in a complicated mood and didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

He wanted to say something more, but Zhen Mu raised his hand and brushed off the snowflakes on his hair: "Let's go home first today, the snow is going to fall heavily."

"Then I'll send senior back..."

Zhen Mu shook his head: "Anyway, I will take a taxi back."

"I can..." Shan Zechuan almost wanted to say that he could stay at Zhenmu's house tonight.But as soon as the words were out of his mouth, he felt that it was inappropriate, but it was useless to shut up urgently. Zhen Mu could completely guess what he meant: "Forget it tonight, it doesn't feel like that kind of atmosphere...wait for me, okay?"

"it is good……"

Seeing his consent, Zhenmu immediately waved to stop the car, dragged and dragged Shan Zechuan into the car, and proficiently reported the address of Shan Zechuan's home to the driver.He stuck his head into the back seat and said quickly in a low voice, "Hey, don't think about anything, just wait for me for a few days".