It's senior, your voice is so nice

Shan Zechuan's palms were sweating.

His eyes always looked towards the door unconsciously, as if he was waiting for Zhenmu and Lin Changxu to come back.And in his mind, Lin Changxu probably would take the opportunity to harass Zhenmu again, after all, he had bumped into him several times.What about when he didn't run into each other, like that time when Zhenmu was drunk, and he pulled Zhenmu to prevent him from leaving... maybe there were more exaggerated than that.

As time passed, Shan Zechuan's anxiety continued to rise, and finally reached a certain critical point.

It was as if a chandelier was turned on with a "snap", his mind lit up, and he finally understood why he did this.

Why did he feel bored when he heard Lin Changxu's works, why he was so angry that he couldn't control himself when he said those words, and why he was so anxious that his palms sweated when Zhenmu was alone with him.

——He is jealous of Lin Changxu.

Hate and jealousy do not conflict at all, but when the two feelings are mixed, it is always easy to ignore jealousy.

Shan Zechuan thought, maybe the initial dislike for Lin Changxu was simply because he liked Zhenmu, and Zhenmu had a past with Lin Changxu.

He really didn't want Zhen Mu and Lin Changxu to be alone at all, even if it was to solve the stupid things he did on the spur of the moment.

Finally, a figure appeared at the door. Shan Zechuan sat up straight as if he had installed a radar, and looked over there with bright eyes.Zhen Mu walked in first, followed by Lin Changxu, whose face was still swollen.He subconsciously wanted to get up and go up to him: "Senior..."

"...It's okay, it's all settled." Zhenmu narrowed his eyes, with a gentle and kind smile, as if communicating with Lin Changxu happily.

While talking, he passed by Shan Zechuan, raised his hand and pressed his shoulder to prevent him from standing up, and gently squeezed it to indicate that there was nothing to do.Shan Zechuan had no choice but to sit obediently, as if he was a teenager fighting in school, and Zhenmu was his parent, waiting for the parents to deal with the follow-up problems.

"We're private," Zhenmu said to the police, and looked back at Lin Changxu, "Right."

Lin Changxu was also smiling, but his face was swollen and ugly: "Yes, yes, it's private."

"That's right, you two come here and sign... don't fight anymore, especially in public places, luckily it didn't cause any damage to the store..." the policeman babbled and handed the materials to the two of them. In front of him, Shan Zechuan signed his name with his head down, unwilling to look at Lin Changxu more.

He hated this guy so much, he had never hated someone so much in his 23 years of life.

-

It was past twelve o'clock when we left the police station.

The autumn wind is bleak outside, and winter is coming soon, Shan Zechuan is still wearing the uniform of the store, and the wind is chilly.He, Zhenmu, Lin Changxu and his friend walked out, and Zhenmu's car was parked at the door.

Zhen Mu lowered his eyes and walked towards his car indifferently.Even if he didn't open his mouth, Shan Zechuan knew that he should follow at this moment-in Lin Changxu's eyes, they were a couple.At this moment, Lin Changxu suddenly raised his voice, "Mu Mu!"

Just hearing him call Zhenmu's name so affectionately made Shan Zechuan feel annoyed.

Zhen Mu paused, turned around and said impatiently, "What are you doing?"

"Don't forget what we agreed." Lin Changxu said unclearly.

"I know." As Zhenmu said, he unlocked the car, opened the co-pilot's door, and glanced at Shan Zechuan.

It seems that Zhenmu is in a bad mood.

But it's normal to be bad!Anyone who has just returned from a business trip and is called to the police station in the middle of the night to deal with this kind of thing will be very annoying!

Shan Zechuan lowered his head, not daring to look at him, and got into the car with a guilty conscience.Zhen Mu didn't get into the driver's seat directly, but went around to the trunk. Taking advantage of the gap of more than ten seconds, Shan Zechuan glanced out of the car window.Lin Changxu was also coming out, as if feeling his gaze, he gave him a provocative look.

——I should have punched him a few more times just now, this man deserves too much punching!

He thought angrily in his heart, the driver's door opened, and Zhen Mu threw a black thing at him, then got into the car and fastened his seat belt, the action was done in one go, as if he didn't want to stay here for a second and stepped on it. Throttle: "Put on."

Shan Zechuan grabbed what was on his body - it was a windbreaker, which was quite big.

Although he doubted whether he could wear Zhenmu's clothes, he still opened them and put them on.Fortunately, this windbreaker is quite big, and it is estimated that Zhenmu usually puts it in the trunk for emergencies.The car windows were closed, and the only sound in the car was the friction of the windbreaker when he was wearing it. After he stopped moving, the atmosphere was so embarrassing that it caused headaches.

Zhen Mu didn't intend to speak, Shan Zechuan didn't know what to say, he could only secretly look at Zhen Mu's face, trying to read some information from his expression.

But Zhen Mu had no expression at all.

He rested his hands on the steering wheel a little casually, and concentrated on driving, as if Shan Zechuan didn't exist.

Comparing Zhen Mu's usual appearance, it is easy to draw a conclusion...he must be angry.

Shan Zechuan felt like sitting on pins and needles, wanted to apologize, but didn't know what to start with.They remained frozen in the car, and Shan Zechuan even became cautious when breathing, until they drove to a certain intersection, he glanced at the familiar street scene outside, and finally said: "...Is this going to my house?"

"Well," Zhen Mu still had no expression on his face, "or do you want to spend the night at my house?"

"...Senior, I didn't mean that..."

In fact, as long as you open your mouth, the remaining words are not so difficult to say.Shan Zechuan said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, senior... I asked you to come here in the middle of the night..."

Zhen Mu asked without hesitation: "Why did you fight?"

"Because..." Shan Zechuan didn't want to repeat those unpleasant words, let alone let Zhenmu hear them. He sighed and said, "He said bad things about the senior, and when I get angry, I..."

"Why are you angry when you speak ill of me?" Zhen Mu seemed a little helpless, "There is nothing to care about this kind of thing at all. Do you want to argue back when the audience says that your acting skills are poor?"

"That's different," Shan Zechuan subconsciously said, "It's okay to talk about me, but it's not okay to talk about seniors."

Zhen Mu was startled, and his tone softened a bit: "I don't care."

"But I care, I can't help but care..."

As if the words were rushing, Shan Zechuan didn't think about it at all, so he just said what was in his heart.He really cared, he cared to death, cared what Zhenmu thought of him, cared what Zhenmu thought of Lin Changxu... To put it bluntly, he liked him. His love for Zhenmu was fierce, and he couldn't find out when it started.

Zhen Mu seemed shocked by his straightforwardness, and didn't reply.

But Shan Zechuan's mind went blank, and the confession he had thought about before, without the opportunity and courage, he just said it out of the atmosphere.

"I know it's wrong to fight, but I was so angry when I heard him say that, I couldn't bear it..." Shan Zechuan lowered his head, looking at Zhenmu's windbreaker, "I hate him, maybe I'm a little jealous of him .”

At a red light, the car stopped.

Shan Zechuan took a deep breath and held it for several seconds before he raised his head and looked at Zhenmu.

He saw a pair of eyes staring at him, and then he couldn't care less: "I don't want to be a straight man anymore...Senior, I like you."

——Say, say it...

Shan Zechuan was very stubborn when he said it, but he panicked as soon as he finished speaking.

His face began to turn red visibly, and then he bowed his head and covered his forehead with his hands: "Ah... what a shame..."

Shan Zechuan felt embarrassed enough to confess in this situation.

The most embarrassing thing is that Zhen Mu didn't answer, or even speak.The time waiting for the response was the most torturous. Shan Zechuan kept that posture and did not dare to look at Zhenmu until the red light passed, the car drove again, and then Zhenmu laughed out loud.

He was already ready to be rejected, but—what does laughing mean? !

Shan Zechuan never expected Zhenmu's reaction to be like this. He was still shy, but raised his head angrily: "Why are you laughing at me..."

"Sorry, sorry," Zhenmu grinned, "I think you are too cute, I'm not joking about you...really."

"How cute..." Shan Zechuan looked out of the car window awkwardly, "I don't know how to confess. Senior must have heard many touching confessions before he would laugh at me."

"I've heard a lot," Zhenmu said, "but this is the first time I've heard such a confession like yours."

It was also the most touching confession he had ever heard.

The words that had been held in his heart for a long time finally came out, and Zhen Mu's reaction made Shan Zechuan, who had been tense all the time, suddenly relax.He could still feel his face heating up, but he also faintly realized that it wasn't all because of shyness.

Also because it is in the same space as Zhenmu.

As long as he stays with Zhenmu, he will feel as comfortable as soaking in a hot spring.

After a few minutes, the car stopped again.

Shan Zechuan thought it was another red light, looked forward, and heard Zhenmu say: "Here we are."

"Senior..." He didn't know whether to ask Zhenmu for an answer, or to say goodbye and go home to calm down.

"I can't answer you now." Zhenmu said bluntly, "I have to think about it."

Even Shan Zechuan, who doesn't have a lot of love experience, knows that "thinking about it" means that there is little hope.If the other party likes him too, of course he will agree after being confessed.

Since it needs to be considered, it means that he doesn't like it very much... Shan Zechuan thinks so.

So after the torment of waiting, Shan Zechuan ushered in loss again.

"Senior, I'm going home first," Shan Zechuan said in a low voice, "I'm sorry to trouble you today, I will treat you to dinner after you rest..."

As he said, he took off his windbreaker: "There are senior's clothes, thank you..."

"Don't take it off," Zhenmu said, "Don't you have to walk for a while, it's windy outside, don't catch a cold."

Shan Zechuan was stunned, wrapped his clothes tightly and nodded, then got out of the car: "Senior, pay attention to safety on the way back..."

He stood on the side of the road and waved to Zhen Mu, watched the car start again, and drove outside, until he disappeared before turning around and walking towards his home.Probably because people tend to think of inexplicable things when they are in a low mood. Shan Zechuan looked up at the sky while walking, the night sky was silent, and there was not even a moon tonight.