After I lost my memory, I attacked the crematorium.

Xie Jinian was taken aback, as if he was stunned by his own words.

The space falls into a silence where various emotions are mixed and fermented.Han Yicheng stared at Xie Jinian nervously, refusing to let go of any fluctuations in his eyes or changes in expression.

After a long time, he gripped his arm tightly.

"Qiqi, you..." The fingernails left deep marks on the arm, like Han Yicheng's broken words at the moment, "You...can you still...want me?"

"No." Xie Jinian said in a deep voice.

Before Han Yicheng's extremely gloomy will was extinguished, Xie Jinian said again: "At least, I don't want those who are too paranoid, kidnap me with emotion, look abnormal mentally, and refuse to cooperate with treatment. "

Han Yicheng was stunned.

He closed his eyes, opened them again, and closed them again, as if he had just experienced a shocking turning point and was suddenly relaxed, and leaned against the back of the hospital bed with all his strength.

After a while, he opened his eyes slowly and carefully, and looked at Xie Jinnian again. When his four eyes met, his eyes were full of joy that was about to explode, but tears rolled down from the end of his eyes and then down again. Finally broke down in tears.

Xie Jinnian's eye sockets were also sour and hot.He looked away to stop the hot tears in his eyes, but he couldn't stop them from falling.

Han Yicheng stood up slowly, approached the sofa, slowly raised his hand, and gently wiped Xie Jinian's tears away.

Xie Jinian turned his face slightly to avoid Han Yicheng's trembling fingers.

The next moment, he was hugged tightly by Han Yicheng.

He struggled, but couldn't break free.

All the deep emotions were released in the struggle, Xie Jinian kept growling "Han Yicheng, you bastard", and patted Han Yicheng's shoulders and back vigorously with both hands, but Han Yicheng hugged him tighter and stubbornly buried his face in the On the side of Xie Jinian's neck, scorching hot tears kept staining Xie Jinian's skin, stirring his emotions even more violently.

Bite hard on Han Yicheng's shoulder, Xie Jinian exerted all his strength, Han Yicheng's body trembled, but he hugged Xie Jinian tightly all the time, never complaining of pain, neither dodging, nor refusing to let go.

Xie Jinian didn't let go until he felt the salty blood filling his teeth.

Han Yicheng still didn't let go of his hand.

He was still buried on Xie Jinian's side neck, his voice muffled and his breath trembling: "Qiqi, give me a chance. Please, please."

That voice made Xie Jinian's heart ache.

He sighed deeply and hoarsely said, "Try it."

The response he had been waiting for fell in his ears, and Han Yicheng was stunned, but did not respond.

Until Xie Jinnian's voice sounded again: "Not living together. Not getting married."

He hurriedly nodded vigorously: "I promise. You can leave at any time, and I will never control you again."

He knew why Xie Jinnian put forward such a condition.It's something he's self-inflicted and will probably take all the time and trust of the rest of his life to undo.

But he also confirmed that for the rest of his life, he would never let Xie Jinian ever want to leave him again.

He will be the most qualified and most inseparable partner for many years.

Han Yicheng buried his face on Xie Jinian's shoulder, tears streaming down his face again.

Fortunately, the boy who stood against the light that year and pulled himself up from the lonely and desperate situation is still there.

They still have time.

Tiredness hit him like a tide, Xie Jinian remembered a sentence he had read.

"Love is when you give someone the ability to destroy you, but you believe that the other person will never do it."

For the first time, they both gave each other the hardest blow.

And this time, they once again handed over such abilities to each other.

Xie Jinian thought, maybe this time it will really be different.After all, he is no longer afraid of not being needed by others, and Han Yicheng already knows how to love.

He finally allowed himself to rest his head lightly on Han Yicheng's shoulder.

It was just a slight shift of the center of gravity, which fell on Han Yicheng's heart, but it seemed like the last shackles had been released.

His Qiqi, I want him.

Han Yicheng's physical condition is not very good, but he can be discharged from the hospital at any time.When Xiao He came to ask Han Yicheng to confirm the discharge time, he was staring at his phone in a daze.

Xiao He asked several times if he wanted to be discharged from the hospital, and Han Yicheng pulled his mind back from his quiet mobile phone.

"Discharged?" He frowned, "I don't know."

Xiao He was at a loss for what to do: "Huh?"

Han Yicheng turned on his phone again, clicked on Xie Jinian's WeChat interface, and frowned: "He doesn't reply to my messages. From last night to now, he hasn't said a single word. I can't leave the hospital."

"Then... send Brother Nian another question to ask why there is no reply?" Xiao He simply suggested.

With a bitter face, Han Yicheng glanced at the post he posted at seven o'clock last night 【Can I send you a message? ], shaking his head: "He didn't reply, I can't send any more, or he will find me annoying."

Xiao He turned around numbly: "I'll go and talk to the doctor about the fee for a few more days."

He took a step outside the door, but immediately turned around quickly, lowered his voice and quickly said to Han Yicheng: "Mr. Han, Brother Nian is here!"

Han Yicheng immediately cheered up and looked towards the door.

Xie Jinian frowned as soon as he entered the ward door: "What are you doing?"

The ward was so full of white roses that it almost flooded the sofa.

"I have never sent you flowers." Han Yicheng whispered, "I want to send you."

"Waste of money." Xie Jinian barely cleared a space in front of the bedside cabinet, and put the thermos in his hand on it.

"I have money." Han Yicheng said aggrievedly, "I want to give it to you."

"No matter how rich you are, you can only drink porridge at this time." Xie Jinian handed the porridge out of the thermos to Han Yicheng.

Han Yicheng took it, and obediently drank it slowly, hesitating to speak but not opening at the same time, Xie Jinian couldn't help but opened his mouth: "What do you want to say?"

"You didn't reply to my message." Han Yicheng said cautiously, "Are you unhappy when I sent you a message? Are you angry?"

Xie Jinian smiled wryly: "I'm not angry. But your message doesn't make sense to reply."

"So if the message I sent is meaningful, you will reply to me?" Han Yicheng confirmed nervously.

"Han Yicheng." Xie Jinian said seriously, "Don't be pretentious, don't be pretentious. This isn't like you."

After a pause, he said again: "The injury on the shoulder, has it been treated?"

Han Yicheng shook his head.

Xie Jinian stood up and approached: "Show me, it will be more troublesome if you get infected."

Han Yicheng slowly unbuttoned the collar of his pajamas, and pulled the clothes down his collarbone, revealing the teeth marks on his shoulders.

The bloodstains that had solidified were still in the tooth marks, and it looked like it would not be easy to heal.Xie Jinian sighed: "Go to the plastic surgery department and ask."

"No." Han Yicheng raised his hand to quickly cover the tooth marks, and distorted his face because he touched the wound.

He took Xie Jinian's hand and pressed it tightly against his heart: "Next time I mess up again, it will remind me."

Han Yicheng's heart was beating alive in the palm of his hand, and Xie Jinian felt a little ashamed that he had never felt before.

He lowered his eyes, not making eye contact with Han Yicheng.

The next second, his hand was gently lifted by Han Yicheng.The extremely gentle kisses landed on the back of the hand again and again, slowly extending to the wrist.

Putting his face on Xie Jinian's beating pulse, Han Yicheng closed his eyes: "Qiqi, I can't change the past, but I will face the future well."

In that future, Xie Jinian and himself must not be disappointed.

"Okay, don't be hypocritical, it makes you uncomfortable." Xie Jinian rubbed Han Yicheng's hair with his other hand, "Get out of the hospital."

Han Yicheng let go of Xie Jinian's hand, hugged his waist tightly, and buried his face in his lower abdomen: "I will return to Qi Nian International to continue the cooperation with Fu Nianheng. In the future, Qi Nian and Ji's cooperation, can I participate? "

"That's a matter of your internal management division of labor. I won't interfere." Xie Jinian gently stroked Han Yicheng's back and coughed, "Let me go first."

It's been a long time since I had close contact with Han Yicheng, and he always felt a little embarrassed and separated, as well as a little unnaturally shy.

This is very strange and awkward, after all, when they were together before, they would always get close unconsciously.

But Han Yicheng obviously understood his embarrassment, and he opened his hand lightly, but looked at him with firm eyes: "This time I will chase you, let's take it slowly."

Half a year later, Han Yicheng's health has fully recovered under the care of his personal doctor at regular times every day. After recovering from being too thin, he has returned to his dignified and dignified appearance.

Fu Nianheng said it fiercely, but in fact, he didn't start the matter of terminating the cooperation between Han Yicheng and him. After signing all the agreements, he threw them in the safe and didn't go through the procedure. Therefore, when the doctor said that Han Yicheng's body had almost recovered, he immediately had a showdown. He said: "Go back to work early, it's been a long time since I went to my private island to experience the distance and life!"

"Fu Nianheng's island is really nice. You can go around it in half an hour. It's just a holiday house with windows on all sides. You like swimming, so you'll like it there. Where should we spend our honeymoon? How about we buy one too? "

Han Yicheng stopped by the First International on his way to work at Ji's to see him make coffee during the year, and chattered.

Xie Jinian replied to Ji Yuchen's message, took time to glance at Han Yicheng, and said coldly, "Not getting married."

"My fault, my fault, I couldn't resist mentioning it again." Han Yicheng poured the coffee powder from the grinder into the coffee machine, "I dream at night and think about it day and night. I will try not to make mistakes in the future."

Han Yicheng's hands are beautiful, and his fingers are neatly pressing the buttons of the coffee machine.Xie Jinian looked at it for a while, then said, "What did the psychiatrist say?"

They didn't fly to the United States to meet Li Bowen in the past six months, but Li Bowen recommended a psychiatrist to Xie Jinnian.Xie Jinian asked Han Yicheng if he would accept the doctor to give him a psychological evaluation, and Han Yicheng also accepted.

There is no need to go with Xie Ji Nian.

But Xie Jinnian knew that he was more clingy than before.

But Han Yicheng is indeed controlling himself to cut off from the state of wanting to cling to Xie Jinian all the time, which makes Xie Jinian quite satisfied.

"I don't have insomnia anymore, of course it's good." Han Yicheng brought the coffee and put it in front of Xie Jinnian, and then sat down next to Xie Jinnian, "I don't take sleeping pills anymore."

Xie Jinian nodded and sent a message to Ji Yuchen.

Although he is only a special assistant to the president, he is involved in everything about the Ji family. He feels sorry that Ji Yuchen is so busy with work that he has almost no private life, and he doesn't want to make his father work too hard. Apart from accompanying his father, he almost always stays at the Ji family. Apart from coming to see Han Yicheng's situation before going to work, he has almost no other personal affairs.

"Take a sip, I went to learn it." Han Yicheng frowned and looked at Xie Jinian, "I have to arrive at the company at [-] o'clock, so you got up at [-] o'clock today? You are too tired. Drink coffee to refresh yourself, I will do it later The driver will take you to Ji's."

"I'm a little tired." Xie Jinian put down his phone, took a sip from his coffee cup, "The coffee is good."

Han Yicheng, who was recognized, couldn't see his brows with a smile, but was discouraged by Xie Jinian's words in the next moment: "In that case, if I don't drop by tomorrow, I can leave the house 10 minutes later."

Han Yicheng's expression froze in an instant, as if he had been sent to the army, but he couldn't struggle, so he could only lower his head to hide his disappointment, and answered "OK" in a low voice.

After a while, he finally said unwillingly: "Then I will pick you up at Ji's tomorrow, can we have dinner together?"

Xie Jinian looked at the work documents sent by Ji Yuchen on his phone, and shook his head calmly: "It's not like you don't know that I have to have dinner with Dad every night."

"After dinner..."

"Don't you hold video conferences with foreign subsidiaries every night?" Xie Jinian took another sip of coffee, "Work hard."

"Then when will I be able to see you?" Han Yicheng felt wronged, "It's Friday today, and I only saw you three times this week, and the total was less than two hours. I spent more time seeing the director of the subsidiary company than seeing you! "

Gracefully drank the last sip of coffee, put down the coffee cup, Xie Jinian stood up: "You are the one chasing me, think for yourself."

Looking at Han Yicheng who got up after him, Xie Jinian smiled again, raised his hand and said to Han Yicheng: "Give me back my car."

Han Yicheng's face instantly turned bitter.

Half a year has passed since Xie Jinnian agreed to try again with him, but his pursuit has not achieved much.But now, the driver's authority has been withdrawn, how can he chase after him?

Xie Jinian didn't want to appease Han Yicheng who was overshadowed by his little love, so he walked to the entrance, took the car keys, turned around and called, "Boss Han."

Han Yicheng raised his head suddenly, stood up and walked quickly to Xie Jinian, very seriously: "Don't call me that."

Xie Jin took a step back, separated himself from Han Yicheng with a normal social distance, and responded seriously: "I'm talking to you about business, so of course I call you that."

"At yesterday's collaborative work meeting, Mr. Fu proposed that several companies want to participate in the new phase of the project, and Ji's participation in the evaluation and final confirmation is required. Xiao Chen is too busy, so I will take the lead in this matter. Who am I and Qi Nian International? Butt?"

Han Yicheng's eyes lit up.

The dynamic change at that moment made Xie Jinian unable to hold back his laughter.

With his smile, Han Yicheng stepped forward and hugged him.

He was wronged: "I just want to be with you all the time, I want to kiss you and hug you, it's because I love you, not because I want to control you."

He raised his head, stroked Xie Jinian's lips lightly with his fingers, and murmured in a suppressed voice: "Qiqi, can I kiss you?"

Xie Jinian's body trembled slightly, but he didn't push Han Yicheng away after all.

Taking advantage of this indulgence, Han Yicheng slowly approached Xie Jinian.

The hot breath fell on the side of his face, then moved to the nose, then extended to the end of the eyes, and finally landed on the lips.

But that expected kiss never fell.

Xie Jinian couldn't hold back and laughed again: "Are you a puppy, or..."

The words were stopped by a kiss on the lips.

The warm lips were pressed tightly by the hot lips, and the soft tongue opened the teeth that wanted to be closed tightly but left a little room, entangled with burning eagerness, from being cautious to blazing fire.

I don't know how long they kissed, and when they finally parted, Xie Jinian suddenly noticed that there was water at the end of Han Yicheng's eyes.

"Qiqi." Wrapping Xie Jinian in his arms completely again, burying his face on his side neck and taking a deep breath of the familiar refreshing breath, Han Yicheng said hoarsely, "I just want to be with you normally and chase after you You, love well, get married well..."

Xie Jinian smiled softly, and Han Yicheng hurriedly made amends: "If you don't get married, you don't get married. But you have to be together for the rest of your life."

He pressed a kiss between his brows full of promise during the Thanksgiving Year: "It's a deal, forever."

An hour later, Fu Nianheng looked at Han Yicheng, who came into the room early in the morning and broke into the office to ask him to immediately confirm through the official name that he was the person in charge of the designated project of the Heji family, and sneered: "You are going to touch porcelain forcibly if you can't catch up with him!" ?”

"I've caught up." Han Yicheng sat down proudly, "Now I can hug and kiss whenever I want."

Fu Nianheng sneered even more: "Look at your promise."

"You don't understand, when you fall in love, you get every inch of happiness."

Fu Nianheng knocked on the table and coughed: "Mr. Han, even if you are the largest shareholder of the company, please don't drive at work."

"What are you talking about!" Han Yicheng stared, "Don't think about my partner."

"I'm thinking about something. You talk about your love, don't tell me the details and progress. I just want to know when you will come back to work."

"Now, immediately." Han Yicheng said seriously, "You haven't demolished my office yet, have you?"

"No." Fu Nianheng opened the file on the computer, "You are responsible for the review and evaluation of new investors. If Ji's temporary replacement is not due to Xie Jinian, you have to do it to the end."

Han Yicheng frowned, and pressed his heart with lingering fear: "Don't curse me."

After a pause, he emphasized again with confidence: "I won't change it, I won't let him down now."

Fu Nianheng seemed not very confident and asked, "How does his father and his brother treat you?"

Han Yicheng lost his momentum in an instant: "His father may not know his relationship with me at all. As for my brother..."

He sighed deeply with extreme helplessness: "People say that my sister-in-law is difficult to deal with. They have never met my brother-in-law. From the beginning to the end, from the first meeting to now, he has never given me any good looks. He is always on guard against me. Seriously, he really loves his brother, he thinks his brother is the only one in the world."

"Isn't his brother the only one in the world?" Fu Nianheng raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"Of course." Han Yicheng rubbed the center of his brows, with a gentle discussion, "So I was thinking about how to please him. How about you give up some shares and let the Ji family hold more shares?"

Fu Nianheng glared at Han Yicheng: "Why should I be at a disadvantage if you try to please my brother-in-law? It's not my brother-in-law!"

"Aren't you allowed to accompany me when I get married?"

Fu Nianheng gave Han Yicheng a solid look: "Let's talk about you one day."

During the night video with Xie Jinian, Han Yicheng accuses Fu Nianheng aggrievedly: "He cursed me to die alone, isn't this stabbing me in the heart?"

"Anyway, you didn't suffer less from the knife." Xie Jinian replied calmly.

Han Yicheng immediately became serious: "My waist is not broken, it can be used, really."

Xie Jinnian gave a more calm look: "Do you want to use it?"

"I..." Han Yicheng licked his lips lightly, his voice was tinged with ambiguity, "I said I think, will you be angry?"

Although they used to be omnipotent, but now that this topic is brought up, Han Yicheng really looks like a young boy who has a heart but no guts but is very eager, and he is watching Xie Jinian's reaction carefully while talking.

Seeing that Xie Jinian didn't want to answer the conversation at all, he whispered, "I'm just thinking about it. Everything depends on your wishes."

Xie Jinian smiled slightly, and glanced at the screen: "Can you bear it?"

"Honestly, I can't help it. But I'll bear it."

Having said that, after Xie Jinian hung up the video earlier than Han Yicheng expected because he was busy with work, Han Yicheng subconsciously turned on the projection in the living room.

The videos he and Xie Jinnian had made in previous years were played in a loop just like in recent years.

They haven't shot any videos that exceed the scale, they are all small and daily.At that time, Xie Jinnian laughed much softer and more naturally than now.

Although many things have passed, the parties only know that they will never pass.

Even if you use a lifetime of sincerity to make up for it, you can't be perfect.Those cracks will span the rest of their lives every day, growing uncontrollably at certain moments, piercing the traces of tenderness.

But it is enough to be grateful for the opportunity to make amends.

As it was approaching twelve o'clock, Han Yicheng took out his mobile phone and sent Xie Jinian an inevitable good night message every day, but he did not receive a reply.

Xie Jinnian no longer deliberately ignored his news.After waiting for half an hour and still not replying, Han Yicheng felt more and more uneasy, but he endured and told himself not to send again, not to cross the line.

It wasn't until six o'clock in the morning that he received a message from Xie Jinnian: [It has been confirmed that there seems to be a problem with the investor];

Han Yicheng immediately called Xie Jinian.

The phone rang and was picked up. Xie Jinian's voice didn't sound like he was at home, and occasionally there was a car body ringing in the background. Han Yicheng asked, "It's so early, where are you going?"

"Go to the company." Xie Jinian said, "There is a problem with the capital behind the Qinglin Group. I will go to the company to confirm it now, and I will give you news when I have a conclusion."

Qinglin Group is an investor that both Ji and Qi Nian have confirmed that they can cooperate, and they have entered the contract negotiation stage. At this time, there is a problem. If they want to restart the negotiation with other investors temporarily, their position will be very passive. It's too tight.

Han Yicheng immediately changed his clothes and went to Ji's.

When the front desk invited him to Xie Jinian's office, Xie Jinian was on the phone.

Frowning, he was obviously tired. Han Yicheng didn't interrupt his call, but walked around the desk, stood beside Xie Jinian, put his hands on his shoulders lightly, and rubbed his tight shoulder line.

Xie Jinnian relaxed a little, and explained to the assistant on the phone: "Just follow the plan, make arrangements, and we will start negotiations with Lin as soon as possible."

After confirming with the assistant, he hung up the phone. He looked up at Han Yicheng, let out a long breath, lowered his head slightly, and leaned on Han Yicheng's lower abdomen.

Han Yicheng hugged his shoulders and whispered distressedly: "Blame me."

"The investors are all determined according to the normal procedures. Why are you to blame?" Xie Jinian closed his eyes wearily, "This kind of thing is also common. The shopping malls are not immune to intrigues. It's really tiring."

Gently rubbing Xie Jinian's frowning brows away, Han Yicheng said, "I'll accompany you."

Xie Jinian sighed: "You used to be so tired every day."

Han Yicheng's heart warmed, and he leaned over and kissed Xie Jinian's forehead deeply: "From now on, I will be with you, and you will be with me, no matter what problems we share, we won't be tired."

Xie Jinian wanted to say something, but was interrupted by a knock on the office door.

Seeing the person at the door of the office clearly, he froze.

The author says:

Note: "Love is the ability you give someone to destroy you, but you firmly believe that the other person will never do it." This sentence is quoted from an American TV series, but which one and how the original sentence is stated, the memory is a bit fuzzy ,Please excuse me.