After I lost my memory, I attacked the crematorium.

After a few minutes of silence, Han Yicheng walked to the sofa, pulled out his crumpled suit from under Xie Jinian's coat, looked back at the quietly closed bedroom door, and walked over to kick it with resentment. : "Thank you! You bastard!"

Even though the sound insulation was good, Xie Jinian, who was sitting by the bed, could hear Han Yicheng's violent voice after the bedroom door was kicked, followed by the sound of the door being slammed shut.

He could even imagine the expression on Han Yicheng's face.

There was indeed some irrepressible worry in his heart, he slowly took off his shirt and trousers, and lay down on the bed that Han Yicheng hadn't made up when he woke up.

A few minutes later, the bedroom door was hastily pushed open, and Xie Jinnian, who had his back to the bedroom door, was enveloped by a familiar aura before he could turn his head.

Han Yicheng hugged Xie Jinian tightly from behind, tried his best to suppress his rapid breathing, and slowly rubbed Xie Jinian's earlobe with the tip of his nose, pitifully: "Qiqi, don't you want me?"

Xie Jinian's body moved slightly, but he didn't turn around, nor did he respond.

It's just that the breathing seems to be a little wrong.

Han Yicheng's breathing became more and more rapid, and he rushed behind Xie Jinian's ear hot and damp: "Qiqi, I feel uncomfortable."

Xie Jinian moved his shoulders and said in a low voice, "Let go."

"I don't." Han Yicheng's wristband tightened even more, "I've been waiting for you for so long, and I haven't left a single step, but you haven't given me any news. You're still with someone else...you don't know that I'm waiting for you What mood did you use and how did you spend the time?"

His voice trembled: "You clearly know that I am most afraid of waiting for others. If you treat me like this...I..."

"I didn't expect you to wait for me. I didn't do anything out of line." Xie Jinian softened his voice, "Now you are obedient, let go first."

"No." Han Yicheng hugged him stubbornly, refusing to let go, "I won't let go."

He pressed against Xie Jinian's side neck, and the breathing he wanted to suppress was out of control.

The chest rose and fell rapidly, unable to breathe smoothly due to suffocation, Han Yicheng's vague voice was obviously extremely uncomfortable: "I won't let go. I always feel that you don't want me anymore. Qiqi, don't treat me like this."

The trembling of Han Yicheng's body made Xie Jinian's heart sore, he rubbed his cheek against Han Yicheng's cold side face: "Be good, relax, I will give you a good look."

Only then did Han Yicheng let go of Xie Jinian's hand.After Xie Jinian turned around, he couldn't wait to embed him in his arms and hugged him tightly.

"Relax, it's fine, you'll be fine in a while." Xie Jinian put his hands around Han Yicheng's shoulders, and gently guided him along his back, full of worry, "Are your hands and feet numb?"

Han Yicheng shook his head, and imprinted Xie Jinian's collarbone with his teeth: "I'll be fine if you're here."

After stroking Han Yicheng's back, he felt that the trembling of his body gradually calmed down, and his shortness of breath gradually eased, until it became a steady rhythm of falling asleep, Xie Jinian was relieved.

Han Yicheng's hyperpnea was discovered by Xie Jinnian when he was ten years old.

On the day of Han Yicheng's tenth birthday, he was in the hospital with his mother who fell into a deep coma and might die at any time. Han Yicheng's father, Han Dongzhou, tore off the mask that he had pretended to be a good husband, father and daughter-in-law for a long time, and swaggered to Han Xiuqi's mother Zhao Lijun and Han Xiuqi. Take it home.

The suddenness of the accident also surpassed all cognition of a child who was just ten years old.Three days later, Han Yicheng's mother passed away.

As soon as the funeral was over, Han Dongzhou took Han Yicheng to Ning City, a thousand kilometers away, to the famous theme zoo in Ning City.

On that day, Xie Jinnian also went to the theme zoo with his classmates because of the science homework of observing animals.

The first time he saw Han Yicheng was around ten o'clock in the morning.

Dressed delicately and beautifully, Han Yicheng, who is more calm than ordinary children, sits with his knees hugged outside the glass wall that separates tourists and animals from Monkey Mountain.

Although his face was dirty, Han Yicheng's eyes were lonely and arrogant, coldly giving unfriendly glances to everyone who passed by and looked at him curiously.

Most of the people who were attracted by his gaze chose to ignore their business and walked silently.

Han Yicheng's Xie Jinian, who felt something was wrong and wanted to get closer, was held back by his classmates: "Look at his eyes, so fierce, he will definitely scold us, leave him alone."

Children's thinking is simple and direct, stay away if they don't like it, and stay away if they are afraid.

Until he was about to leave the theme zoo at 04:30 in the afternoon, Xie Jinnian still hesitated to separate from his classmates. He took a detour alone and went to Monkey Mountain to take a look.

Han Yicheng was still sitting outside the glass wall of Monkey Mountain with his knees hugged, his eyes were still arrogant and unkind, but there was some panic in that unkindness that a child could not perfectly conceal.

Moreover, he was short of breath, his small chest rose and fell rapidly, and his limbs trembled visibly, as if he would faint at any time.

Xie Jinian hurriedly ran over, raised his hand and pressed it to Han Yicheng's heart.

Han Yicheng panted heavily, but opened Xie Jinian's hand forcefully, and said fiercely, "What are you doing!"

"My name is Xie Jinnian, and I am ten years old this year. You can also call me Qiqi, because my birthday is July [-]th." Xie Jinian gently tried to get closer to Han Yicheng, "What's your name?"

Han Yicheng stared at him and didn't answer.

Xie Jinnian said in a good-tempered manner: "Our school's safety lecture said that a fast heartbeat is dangerous. May I call an ambulance for you?"

"I'm going to wait for my dad. He's gone to buy me balloons." Han Yicheng looked at the fork in the road in the distance, and his breath became more and more rapid, "It takes a long way to buy the one with seven animals. "

Xie Jinian nodded, and asked cautiously, "How long has your father been away?"

"He..." Han Yicheng was startled, his eyes flickered, and then he became tough again, "My father and I came to Ning City for the first time, he must have lost his way!"

Xie Jinian nodded again, and his tone became more gentle: "I also think your father is lost. I have been to the theme zoo many times, and there are often lost children. May I take you to the management office? The uncles and aunts there can use the radio The whole park has notified you, and your father will come to the management office to pick you up immediately after hearing it."

Han Yicheng's eyes dimmed again.He lowered his head, and his hands were on the ground. After a while, he quickly wiped his eyes with his dusty hands, and raised his head stubbornly: "No, I can't leave here, in case, in case my father comes to me gone?"

There was another dirty gray-black streak on his face, melted by tears.

In the next moment, his breathing became more rapid, and he felt the danger of fainting at any moment.

Xie Jinian looked at the sky and became anxious, so he simply grabbed Han Yicheng's wrist: "The park will be closed soon, you can't be here alone, it's too dangerous. I'll take you to the hospital first, and then help you Find Dad."

Han Yicheng struggled hard, but he couldn't escape Xie Jinian's persistent strength.He was in a hurry, gasping for breath and yelling in the interval of difficulty breathing: "But my father... my father..."

"It's okay, I will accompany you, I was also abandoned by my family." Xie Jinian said with a light smile, full of understanding and comfort.

Han Yicheng was startled, looked at Xie Jinian in disbelief, and murmured hesitantly, "I was thrown away...my father threw me away..." His breathing became more rapid.

"I'll accompany you to the hospital and help you find your father." Xie Jinian pressed Han Yicheng's beating heart with his small hand, his tone was still calm and comforting, "Two people are better than one, yes no?"

He brought Han Yicheng to the entrance of the theme zoo, and said to Aunt Xu who came to pick him up: "He is sick, let's go to the hospital first."

Seeing Han Yicheng, who was pale and short of breath, Aunt Xu drove to the hospital without thinking.

Han Yicheng's respiratory syndrome was diagnosed this time.

After Han Yicheng's mood stabilized and his symptoms disappeared, Aunt Xu brought the two children home again.

Thanksgiving home.

Aunt Xu is the nanny hired by the Xie family to take care of Xie Jinian, and everyone in the Xie family, including Xie Jinian's mother, is thousands of miles away in Lingbei City.

Han Yicheng didn't know what kind of family and mother could leave a ten-year-old child alone in an unaccompanied place.Although there is no need to worry about food and clothing, there is only one nanny to look after him.He only knew that he had lived in Xie Jinian's house for one year and three months, but he had never seen anyone related to Xie Jinian except Aunt Xu.

None of his family members even called Xie Jinnian.

There is a home, but it is tantamount to not having one.There are relatives and mothers, but it means almost no.Han Yicheng understands that what Xie Jinian said "was also thrown away by his family" is indeed true.

Fortunately, Aunt Xu is sincerely taking good care of Xie Jinian, and at the same time taking good care of Han Yicheng who is of unknown origin.Han Yicheng has no household registration, and he refused to accept Aunt Xu's suggestion to register at the orphanage and at least have a student status, so he did not go to school.When Xie Jinian went to school, he took Xie Jinian's textbooks and studied by himself. After Xie Jinian came back, the two of them discussed study problems in a dignified manner, but neither of them missed their homework.

From then on, Han Yicheng insisted that he had no home and no relatives.He knew where his home was, and also knew Han Dongzhou's contact information, but he stubbornly refused to go back, and never used the name "Dad" again.

Aunt Xu had no choice but to post a missing person notice for more than a year.

Until Han Yicheng and Xie Jinian both turned from ten years old to 11 years old, one day, Han Dongzhou suddenly appeared at Xie Jinian's house.

He never mentioned the matter of throwing Han Yicheng in the theme zoo, and eagerly took Han Yicheng away as soon as they met.

Aunt Xu had no position to stop, and Xie Jinian didn't even have time to say goodbye to Han Yicheng, and the two lost contact.

After entering junior high school from elementary school, Xie Jinian transferred back to Lingbei City and was sent to a fully closed boarding school by his family.

On the third day of school, he ran into Han Yicheng who he thought would be separated forever in the school corridor.

Xie Jinian knew that he would never forget Han Yicheng's ecstasy, unique eagerness, and irreplaceable peace of mind when he saw it from afar.

The author says:

Boss Han is very perverse, but we, Qiqi, won't be spoiled by him all the time!Qiqi will hate him!