After I lost my memory, I attacked the crematorium.

Song Jinghui's lips slowly approached Xie Jinian's profile.

The breath was very hot, so hot that Xie Jinnian wanted to back away immediately.

He subconsciously broke free from Song Jinghui's hand, and the next moment, a sudden loud noise hit their eardrums very close.

Pressing his sore ears, Xie Jinian looked forward.

The windshield of the passenger seat in front of him was smashed into a cobweb by something, and through the cobweb, there was a metallic luster and four or five black shadows approaching the car door.

Song Jinghui lit the ignition quickly, and the car engine started.Xie Jinian said anxiously: "Don't bump into it! If something happens to you, you will be in trouble!"

He took out his phone and pressed speed dial.

The call was connected in an instant, and Xie Jinian said to the phone, "NO. Someone attacked us in the parking lot downstairs on the 12th floor, and there is a murder weapon."

Since he was almost attacked last time, he confirmed the emergency plan with the security department of the First International, but in this situation, even though he dialed the phone calmly, his hands were still shaking uncontrollably.

Those people didn't know what tool they used, and the window of the passenger seat was blown open in the next instant.

Song Jinghui untied Xie Jinian's seat belt without thinking, and pulled him into his arms to protect him tightly.

"I'm fine." Xie Jinian said, trying to push Song Jinghui away, "You take care of yourself..."

The sound of the security guard shouting angrily and the impact of something hitting Song Jinghui entered Xie Jinnian's senses at the same time. He pushed Song Jinghui away hard and hurriedly checked his condition.

Fortunately, although Song Jinghui's back was hit many times, there were no obvious scars, and he didn't feel any discomfort.

After being escorted upstairs by the security guards, Xie Jinian took a shower, but still worriedly sent Song Jinghui a WeChat message: "If you feel any discomfort, go to the hospital."

Song Jinghui's reply voice did not contain the panic of being attacked and injured just now, but was full of concern: "These people are still coming for you, I don't worry, you don't want to go in and out alone in the future, you must be accompanied by someone. When there is no one You can call me anytime."

Xie Jinian: "No, you're quite busy, I'll just ask Xiaochen to arrange security for me."

Song Jinghui did not reply to the message, but sent a video call.

After connecting, his refreshing smile fell into Xie Jinian's eyes, and his words were indeed lingering and affectionate: "My future boyfriend, how can I be at ease only with the security guard?"

Seeing Xie Jinian's embarrassed look, he smiled again: "Nian, don't be embarrassed. If you feel that my presence makes you uncomfortable, you can just say it. Although I am sorry, I will not stalk you."

"No." Xie Jinian also said directly, "It's very comfortable to be with you, and I'm very relaxed. But I can't respond to your expectations right now."

After talking, he became more relaxed: "Jing Hui, you are such a good person, you deserve a better partner."

"To me, you're the best of all the people I've met so far."

"But I may be the least enthusiastic." Xie Jinian smiled wryly, "The love you want should be passionate, obsessed with each other, and even crazy enough to abandon everything occasionally, not like me... the old cadre who walks around .”

It was obviously a refusal, but he made Song Jinghui laugh out loud: "Love has a burning side, but also a safe side. I am willing to walk with you, is it possible?"

"But..." Xie Jinian said, "I'm not sure when I will return to the United States, and I probably won't return to China after I return."

He didn't say the full meaning, Song Jinghui understood it completely: "We will think about the future things after facing them. Don't worry, I won't be your drag."

"That's not what I mean. It's just that you have your career and your family, so there's no need to accommodate me."

"I want to be with you, so I am willing to make arrangements within my ability. This is not accommodating or compromising." Song Jinghui said warmly, "Emotions inherently involve a certain degree of dedication, as long as it is not one-way and unhealthy. If you ask for it, there is nothing you need to mind. In short, I will not force it, and you don't have to feel guilty, each follow his heart to make choices and judgments."

After a pause, he continued, "Ah Nian, the existence of feelings is very subtle. If you don't like it today, it doesn't mean you don't like it tomorrow, or you love it today, but you suddenly don't love it tomorrow. This is beyond human control. I hope You are willing to be with me, but if it is not based on feelings, I also know that it is meaningless to be reluctant. You don't need to have any burden."

Seeing that Xie Jinian fell silent again, Song Jinghui said considerately: "What happened tonight is really exciting, and you need time to calm down. Let's set a time limit, and you can think about it before answering me, okay?"

"En." Xie Qi replied young.

Song Jinghui chuckled: "How long do you want to think about? 1 years?"

"Half a month." Xie Jinian said.

Half a month later, July [-]th was his birthday.Although the so-called "meaningful days" are just artificial additions, and every day is actually a new day in time, but at this time, he needs a clear scale to ease his empty mood.

It's fine to decide on your birthday.Be a newborn.

"Okay." Song Jinghui replied simply.

Before hanging up the video, he suddenly said in a hurry: "Ah Nian, you must tell your brother what happened today, and you can't hide it from him like last time."

"I'm really concerned for your safety. I don't want to see you in any way hurt, and I think your brother is the same."

After hanging up the video, Xie Jinnian lay down on the sofa wearily, with various thoughts flashing through his mind at high speed.

The one who came to attack him, if nothing unexpected happened, should be Duan Ruiqun.Although Duan Ruiqun has been blackmailed for half a year, he has vaguely heard a lot of Duan Ruiqun's ruthless behavior in the past six months.

The smart door lock sounded and the door opened. Ji Yuchen walked into the room, met the tired eyes of Xie Jinian who was lying on the sofa, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"

Telling Ji Yuchen what happened just now, Xie Jinian said: "I will change Jing Hui's car tomorrow, and his car is temporarily unusable."

"I'll arrange it." Ji Yuchen quickly typed in the phone, and said at the same time, "I'm also arranging to upgrade the security. I know you don't like people following you, but just bear with it recently, okay?"

He added: "It's probably Duan Ruiqun's grandson."

Xie Jinian nodded: "Let's all be careful. I'm afraid that something will happen, and Dad is worried."

Ji Yuchen nodded: "The stock price of Xingwen Group has plummeted these days, and all kinds of scandals and inside stories are being exposed. It should be that someone is attacking Xingwen Group. I heard that Duan Ruiqun has been crazy recently, a bit hysterical. .”

Swimming in the bottom of the pot, the way is exhausted, and there will always be a fight between trapped animals.Xie Jinian sighed: "After I return to the United States, you must be careful on your own. There are countless things when people go crazy and vent their anger, so be careful."

"Okay." Ji Yuchen said, "Don't think about these bad things, be happy. Your birthday is coming soon, do you want to have a party and invite brother Jinghui? Or, brother Jinghui has already decided to live with you? "

"No need, I don't like birthdays." Xie Jinian said.

"No, you say you don't like birthdays every year. If you don't have an appointment with Brother Jinghui this year, leave it to me." Ji Yuchen insisted, "Since Han Yicheng appeared, you haven't been very happy, and troubles are endless. I don’t care about the poor ones, this time I’ll do it in a lively manner to make you happy.”

Ji Yuchen's "Chongxi" made Xie Jinian laugh easily, the tension of being attacked just now, and the invisible pressure of agreeing to Song Jinghui's "consideration" finally dissipated.

Although Ji Yuchen's birthday "Chongxi" plan was finally prevented, Xie Jinnian still did not work overtime on July [-]th.

Walking out of the office area where the Ji family has successfully set up a factory on the land that they won from Han Yicheng in the park, he strolled towards the entrance of the park while replying to the work news received on his mobile phone.

It's just an ordinary behavior that has been repeated countless times, walking the same path too many times, but gradually, there is an indescribable feeling that suddenly seems to be weightless, and it can't be described.

Xie Jinian stopped walking, put away his phone, and glanced to the side who felt strange.

What caught my eye was Han Yicheng, who was ten meters away, standing in the middle of the crossroads in the park. He had obviously lost too much weight, his face was still as pale as if he had lost blood, biting his lip to fix his gaze, and his Adam's apple was trembling slightly.

Looking at each other, Xie Jinian felt that his heart was inexplicably gouged hard, his blood seemed to freeze instantly, with thousands of fine ice needles slowly and unstoppably piercing into his heart cavity, he felt a sudden pain.

The pain made him feel like he was suffocating even his breathing.

Han Yicheng stood in place, his eyes were extremely bright in his sunken eye sockets, the light was too much like the sudden flashback of a dying person, which made Xie Jinian feel even more uncomfortable.

He knew that he should look away and continue to walk forward, but maybe Han Yicheng's gaze was too infatuated, he seemed to be frozen in place, although it was uncomfortable, he didn't have the energy to move.

Until Han Yicheng finally let go of his tightly biting lips.

Obvious bloodstains spread out.

The bloodstain clearly brought Han Yicheng's appearance when they met last time to Xie Jinian again.

Han Yicheng finally walked over quickly.Stop at a place two steps away from Xie Jinnian.

He was still staring at Xie Jinian's face obsessively, refusing to look away, and said hoarsely, "Qiqi, happy birthday."

Xie Jinian's heart was hit hard by these simple six words, which finally pulled him out of the shock of seeing Han Yicheng suddenly just now.

Taking a deep breath, Xie Jinian said, "Thank you."

Then he said, "I didn't expect to meet you."

"I didn't follow you. I have something to do in the park. I wanted to hide from you so that I wouldn't upset you." Han Yicheng explained in a trembling voice, "But today...to meet you today, I... I still want to say happy birthday to you personally."

Xie Jinian remained silent, his eyes inadvertently passed Han Yicheng's slightly trembling hand hanging by his side.

The ring on the ring finger of his left hand reflected the bright sunset light, making him feel like he had been scalded, and he quickly raised his eyes again.

Facing him, Han Yicheng was still looking at him without moving his gaze away.

Han Yicheng's reluctance could not be concealed at all, which made Xie Jinian let out an irritable breath.He said quickly, "I have an appointment, see you soon."

Han Yicheng subconsciously grabbed Xie Jinian's wrist, who was about to leave, and the moment he touched it, he let it go like an electric shock.He said, "Goodbye? Can we meet again?"

"If I can control it, I won't." Xie Jinian didn't look at Han Yicheng again, but walked in his own direction, "Then, I won't see you again."

After walking a few steps, he still felt that Han Yicheng's gaze was fixed on his back, which made him feel tired and uncomfortable.

"Ah Nian!"

Song Jinghui's voice sounded suddenly.

Xie Jinian's expression changed, he was a little embarrassed for some reason.

He looked in the direction of the park entrance.

It was indeed Song Jinghui.Holding a bouquet of white roses in his hand, he came towards Xie Jinian with a clear smile.

Song Jinghui, who usually wears a T-shirt and slacks in class, dressed a lot more formally than usual.The shirt and trousers of good quality, the hair combed meticulously, and his three-dimensional and clear facial features, together with the white rose in his hand that bloomed wantonly, said that he came to propose marriage without any sense of disobedience.

Handing the white rose to Xie Jinian, Song Jinghui's smile became brighter and brighter: "It's the first time I give someone flowers, I don't know if it's right."

Xie Jinian couldn't see Han Yicheng's gaze behind him, but he could still feel the pressure of being constantly stared at.Looking up to meet Song Jinghui's smiling face, Xie Jinian took the bouquet of flowers: "It's also the first time I've received flowers, they're beautiful, thank you."

Song Jinghui's eyes lit up, and he stretched out his hand tentatively, making a very polite gesture that implied infinite expectation, waiting for Xie Jinian to hold it.

The moment Song Jinghui appeared, Han Yicheng's heart was filled with the pain of despair.

And when Xie Jinian held Song Jinghui's hand, he felt the pain of suffocation as all the blood in his heart was lost in an instant.

His eyes were dark, and he couldn't slow down, so he could only passively obey the instinct of the body and squat down slowly, slowly.

Even so, the pain of the heart convulsing, tearing and smashing could not be relieved.

It's a pity that no one cares.

When he bit his lip and raised his head vigorously to look at Xie Jinian, what he saw was the back view of Song Jinghui and Song Jinghui who had walked too far away.

After getting into Song Jinghui's car parked in the parking lot outside the park, Xie Jinian put the bouquet of white roses on the back seat of the car.

When turning around, Song Jinghui held his hand just right, quickly drew his lips closer, and gently kissed the back of his hand, his eyes were full of tenderness: "Is it embarrassing to send you flowers?"

"A little bit." Xie Jinian pulled his hand out of Song Jinghui's hand as if wearing a seat belt, "I'm a man after all."

"No wonder you always feel a little depressed." Song Jinghui smiled and adjusted Xie Jinian's seat belt, and then held his hand, "It's not because you decided not to accept me after thinking about it."

"I……"

Xie Jinian hesitated, wanted to say something, his eyes turned inadvertently, and his heart seemed to be beaten violently by something, so that the words were stuck in his throat and he did not speak out.

Out of the corner of his sight, Han Yicheng stood at the gate of the park, a car parked in front of him, he held the door of the passenger seat, and looked at Song Jinghui's car with sad eyes.

"Accept me, or reject me." Song Jinghui slowly approached Xie Jinian, his tone was sincere, but his eyes were firm, "Just tell me, I can accept it."

Xie Jinian pursed his lips and turned his face to the side, making it impossible for Han Yicheng to exist in his perspective.

The movement of his side profile was in sync with Song Jinghui's movement of slowly approaching, and the next moment, Song Jinghui's lip line brushed Xie Jinian's side face.

Xie Jinian was stunned.

Song Jinghui was also stunned.

After a while, Song Jinghui's eyes froze, and he hugged Xie Jinian tightly.

He whispered eagerly into Xie Jinian's ear: "Ah Nian, I like you, stay with me."

Xie Jinian hesitated for a moment, raised his hand, hugged Song Jinghui, and let go again.

He leaned on Song Jinghui's shoulder and whispered, "Let's drive."

Song Jinghui was overjoyed, let go of his hand, took Xie Jinian's hand again, and placed it on his lips for a deep kiss.

The car drove Xie Jinian away smoothly.At the gate of the park, Han Yicheng, who was breathing more and more rapidly while holding the car door, shook his body.

Amid several eager calls of "Mr. Han", Han Yicheng's body completely lost his balance. He pulled on the door of the car with all his strength, exhausted all his consciousness, and finally did not let himself fall down.

When Song Jinghui parked the car in front of the restaurant, Xie Jinian didn't take off his seat belt, but held his heart.

Facing Song Jinghui's puzzled gaze, he whispered, "I don't want to eat now. Can you take me home? Sorry."

Song Jinghui immediately came over and put his arms around his shoulders, lowered his head and pressed his forehead against his forehead to feel the temperature, and said worriedly, "Is it uncomfortable? Where is it uncomfortable?"

"Maybe I haven't had enough sleep recently." Xie Jinnian blocked the unexplainable pain in his heart, and pressed his heart, "It's not a big deal."

"Okay, I'll take you home." Song Jinghui said and started the car.

A moment later, he turned off the fire again.

He looked at Xie Jinian carefully, his eyes full of sincerity: "Ah Nian, do you accept me, or not? Can you give me a correct sentence?"

"I..." Xie Jinian hesitated to speak, he looked at Song Jinghui and lowered his eyes again.

Song Jinghui looked at Xie Jinian's side face with downcast eyes, his heart was filled with uncontrollable emotion.He took a deep breath and opened his mouth with a kind of resolute determination: "I know that you don't have a crush on me now, and you don't have a passion that burns so hard that you can't extricate yourself. I'm not the only one that can't be replaced. I also know In fact, you can’t let yourself accept my pursuit logically.”

"But I want to try. Years of companionship may not fail to make love. I would regret not having such an opportunity. I hope you will give me this opportunity."

Xie Jinian smiled wryly in silence, Han Yicheng's red eyes uncontrollably appeared in his heart.

That made his heart beat uncontrollably again.

It's ironic, Song Jinghui, Han Yicheng, they all said they want a chance.

But the person who has no chance is clearly Xie Jinnian himself.

"I may never be able to fall in love with anyone." Xie Qi said young, "It's not fair to you."

Song Jinghui: "Then let me accompany you. Ah Nian, I am willing to accompany you. As long as you feel happy to be with me, I have the privilege of No.1 in your world, which is enough for me .I want to have a relaxed, happy, unburdened, simple life with you, don't you expect such a life?"

Song Jinghui looked at Xie Jinian steadfastly, his eyes were full of sincere warmth and determination that made Xie Jinian feel at ease.

With Song Jinghui, will he really have the quiet and ordinary but happy and comfortable life that he always thinks is the most suitable for him?

Give it a try, is it selfish?

Song Jinghui saw his hesitation, so he interrupted the hesitation without hesitation: "A Nian, I don't care about your past relationship experience, I only value our future. I like you, if I don't keep you in my I don't have a chance to let you know me better, I will regret it."

Song Jinghui's seriousness and directness made Xie Jinian feel a rush of enthusiasm. In any case, it is always good to be cherished and valued.

And Song Jinghui is so good.Who can be sure that he will not fall in love with Song Jinghui?

At least, he didn't hate being alone with Song Jinghui.So why can't this be a chance that God gave him to start a love life?

"Ah Nian...I..."

Song Jinghui's uneasy look made Xie Jinian feel unbearable.He nodded slightly.

The next moment, Song Jinghui hugged him tightly in his arms without hesitation.

He lowered his head, kissed Xie Jinian's side neck tenderly, and whispered: "Ah Nian, I will make you happy, we will be fine, you trust me."

Xie Jinian let himself relax all his strength and leaned on Song Jinghui's shoulder.

Indeed, it is a kind of pure comfort to have such a real hug, and to have a reliance that can let oneself relax and not think about anything.

As for the future, leave it to the future.

From seeing Han Yicheng in San Francisco to the time when he got entangled with Han Yicheng after returning to China, Xie Jinnian always felt that the days passed very slowly, and every day there was a kind of tension and nervous tension to face Han Yicheng's pressing step by step. pressure.

And Han Yicheng finally stopped showing up, and agreed to Song Jinghui's request for a relationship on his birthday, and now that autumn has entered, Xie Jinnian feels that the days are passing too fast.

Every day, from waking up to falling asleep, Xie Jinian felt that his life was in a peaceful and unchanging ups and downs, and there was no more tension and pressure chasing him.

Song Jinghui is an extremely comfortable and reassuring companion.Patient and considerate, gentle and reasonable.

Even when Xie Jinnian told him that he would go back to the United States at the end of the year, and that he would probably not return to China after returning, he was stunned for a short time and then thoughtfully said: "Your decision shall prevail."

"But when you go back to the United States, you and Brother Jinghui are separated and in a long-distance relationship." Ji Yuchen was drinking coffee, and when Xie Jinian talked about returning to the United States and Song Jinghui responded, he couldn't help asking, "Just now Is it okay to have a long-distance relationship within three months of being together?"

Xie Jinian regained his concentration, and replied slowly: "There is nothing wrong."

"But won't you be lonely?"

"We have a mature relationship, which is different from your young people's passionate passion." Xie Jinian said, "I think it's pretty good."

"Really?" Ji Yuchen shrugged, "No wonder I think my brother is getting more and more stable."

"Isn't it good to be steady?" Xie Jinian smiled and drank his coffee.

"It's good, it's good, but I always feel that... I'm missing a little bit of wanton happiness." Ji Yuchen said, "Brother, you've really been too old-fashioned recently, you're only in your twenties, don't act like a middle-aged person, you're not The two places are going to be separated, so let's get excited with Brother Jinghui to cope with the long years away from each other, okay?"

When Ji Yuchen talked about the burning passion, Xie Jinian went into a daze again.After a while, he asked: "Recently, the development of new energy projects has been going smoothly. Dad said yesterday that he plans to deploy Ji's current entire industrial chain in China. What do you think?"

"It's pretty good." Ji Yuchen said, "I'll roll up my sleeves anytime I'm passionate. You can arrange it."

"Don't be modest, you are the backbone of Ji's think tank." Xie Jinian took another sip of coffee and took out his mobile phone. "Today, Friday, there are two project meetings. Let's go to the park early after breakfast."

When they arrived at the parking lot on the first floor, Xie Jinian and Ji Yuchen looked at the work information on their mobile phones and walked towards the parking space at the same time.

A burst of hurried footsteps suddenly sounded from behind Xie Jinnian.

Before he could react, he was already hugged tightly in his arms from behind.

He reacted in an instant and scolded angrily: "Han Yicheng! What are you doing!"

Han Yicheng did not respond to Xie Jinian's reprimand, his body suddenly shook, as if he had been hit from behind, and a muffled groan escaped from his lips and teeth.

Ji Yuchen also turned around quickly, looking towards Xie Jinian.

His face became very tense in an instant, and then he kicked Han Yicheng behind him.

The sound of someone falling, getting up again and running away in a hurry fell in Xie Jinian's ears.

And Han Yicheng's strength in holding him tightly disappeared gradually, and the breathing that fell on his shoulders also weakened with the disappearance of strength.

In the next moment, he felt nothing behind him.

Ji Yuchen took a step forward, supported Han Yicheng who was falling backwards, and at the same time said loudly to Xie Jinian: "Brother, go to the car, lock the door, and call the police!"

As he said that, he looked down at his right hand that was supporting Han Yicheng, and added: "There is still a call to 120."

Xie Jinian looked blankly and vainly at Han Yicheng who was supported by Ji Yuchen, his face was so pale that he was almost lifeless, and his chest rose and fell very weakly. He didn't move, but asked anxiously, "What's wrong with him?"

Ji Yuchen raised his right hand.

On the palm of his hand, there were fresh bloodstains all over it, extending to his wrist as he raised it.

"His lower back was stabbed with a dagger, and the dagger is still inside." Ji Yuchen said succinctly, "That man came for you. Just in case, you get into the car quickly, lock the car, call the police, and call 120. "