After I lost my memory, I attacked the crematorium.

The next day, Xie Jinnian woke up in the bathtub.

The water was already freezing cold, and his shirt and trousers were pressed against his body. He felt himself shivering, his head was hot, and his whole body was rubbed into a kind of soreness.

I have a cold.he thinks.

It doesn't matter if you are sick, just lie on the bed and fall asleep drowsily. When you wake up, maybe your heart will be the same as your body, and you will feel better.

He called Tao Yingying to explain that he had a cold, and wrapped himself in a blanket to find antipyretics in the medicine box in the living room and took them. He felt weakly beside the sofa and lay down on the sofa again.

I don't know how long he was in a daze, and when he opened his eyes, he didn't feel dizzy, but he felt thirsty and hungry. Outside the French windows of the living room, which hadn't been closed, it was pitch black.

Turning over and sitting up from the sofa, he calmed down, and when his eyes got used to the darkness, he stood up slowly, walked to the door of the living room with vain steps, and turned on the light.

The sudden light that flooded his vision made his dry eyes extremely painful.Xie Jinian squinted his eyes, went into the bathroom to wash his face with warm water, and went back to the entrance to pick up his phone, only to realize that the time was already two o'clock in the morning three days after he broke up with Han Yicheng at the hotel.

He didn't know how to cook, and the kitchen didn't have anything to fill his stomach quickly. He charged his phone and ordered crab roe wontons from the small wonton shop outside the community.

He really likes the crab roe wonton, and Han Yicheng also likes it. Sometimes Han Yicheng will bring a crab roe wonton when he comes back after working overtime, and then he must squeeze him to share it.

Sometimes he would be thrown down by Han Yicheng as soon as he got home, and he would order it when he was hungry in the middle of the night.He also said that he could try to learn how to cook, but Han Yicheng immediately vetoed it at that time, saying, "You were taken care of by Aunt Xu since you were a child, how could you be treated worse when you are with me?"

A serving of crab roe wonton made the memories permeate and expand arrogantly. Xie Jinian sighed, looked around the room with a wry smile, thinking that it was really a big project to pack everything Han Yicheng left here.

The doorbell rang five minutes later, and he opened the door. The takeaway boy smiled and handed over a tightly packed takeaway bag, saying "Have a nice meal", and quickly said in a low voice, "There is someone wandering in the corridor, be careful ..."

Before the delivery boy could finish his sentence, the door was tightly held by a hand.

Both the delivery boy and Xie Jinian were taken aback by the sudden movement. The delivery boy subconsciously blocked the person who was holding the door, while Xie Jinian was caught off guard and met Han Yicheng's bloodshot eyes.

Blocked by the delivery boy, unable to get close to Xie Jinian, and unable to enter the door, Han Yicheng said hoarsely, "Get out, this is my home."

The takeaway boy was taken aback, busy looking at the thank you for the new year.

Xie Jinnian settled down, and the delivery boy apologized and explained: "It's okay, he's my friend."

Although the takeaway guy was still a little affected by Han Yicheng's aggressive behavior and remained vigilant, Xie Jinian opened his mouth, and he couldn't get involved in other people's affairs, so he left after saying "be careful".

Han Yicheng stared at Xie Jinian without blinking, and his hoarse voice was full of sullenness: "You blocked me?"

Xie Jinian looked at Han Yicheng, who was holding the door tightly and refused to let go, like a child who refused to let go of a toy that he cared about at a certain time, his heart was twisted by continuous throbbing pain.

It's impossible for such a Han Yicheng not to make him feel bad or sad.

But he didn't want to soften his heart any more.

"Ah Cheng, that's enough." He blocked the door to prevent Han Yicheng from entering.

Han Yicheng almost yelled: "You say enough is enough? Breaking up is your business alone?"

"As I said before, if you get engaged, break up."

"Didn't I tell you to give me time to deal with it? How should I react to Han Dongzhou's sudden sneaky action?"

"You don't need to react. Your attitude at the time was the most direct reaction." Xie Jinian said, "Let's admit the reality. You will definitely get engaged. Even if it's not Li Yuexin, it may be someone else. You just faced your father , when faced with the ownership of Fenghan International, whether you are sure that I will compromise with you like every time before, or you want to keep what you want most even if you separate from me, the result is the same—you have already done The most direct choice and confirmation."

"I..." Han Yicheng tried to explain, but couldn't say anything.But he still refused to let go of the hand holding the door.

Xie Jinian withdrew his gaze, not looking at Han Yicheng's white fingers that were too hard: "Ah Cheng, our direction is already different, let's call it a day."

"No." Han Yicheng resolutely refused to accept it, "We are not in different directions, but have different understandings. What do you compare yourself to Li Yuexin? I am engaged to Li Yuexin, whoever I am engaged to, or even whoever I marry, the result is the same. I only want you, I won't be separated from you."

A desolate smile appeared on Xie Jinnian's lips: "Ah Cheng, marriage requires loyalty, and engagement is the same. You hate unfaithful marriages more than anyone else. Don't be the person you hate the most. You don't care what kind of personality I am. Be clear, I'm not being hypocritical, and I'm not threatening you. You're engaged, and I have to draw a line with you. "

"No." Han Yicheng shook his head stubbornly, "You promised, as long as I want, as long as you can. You promised."

"But I can't now." Xie Jinian looked at Han Yicheng helplessly, with a heavy expression, "We have always been together, but we may have misunderstood."

"Misunderstanding?" Han Yicheng was at a loss as to "what are you talking about".

Xie Jinian was calm and serious: "Cheng, if you calm down and think about it, you may find that maybe I am not necessarily irreplaceable to you."

Han Yicheng's voice was trembling slightly, and his eyes were full of panic: "What are you talking about? What happened to you recently? What misunderstanding? What is irreplaceable? I don't understand! I have no misunderstanding, and I absolutely do not agree to break up with you You are different from anyone else to me, so I need to confirm with you repeatedly and confess to you every day?"

"No. It's not like that. Cheng, we all have gaps in our hearts. You need someone who will always put you first, and I need someone who lets me know that I am needed. This relationship may just be Need, not love." Xie Jinian said word by word, "Han Yicheng, enough is enough, let's go home."

"Where are you going?" Han Yicheng looked at Xie Jinian, his red bloodshot eyes seemed to be on fire, "Where are you driving me?"

"Go back to the east of the city. Go back to Fenghan International. Go back to the place you can't give up no matter what."

"you sure?"

"determine."

"Thank you!" Han Yicheng's eyes turned redder, "Don't regret it!"

Xie Jinian lowered his eyes: "I know, you won't come back after you leave. Ah Cheng, goodbye."

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!