After I lost my memory, I attacked the crematorium.

The next day, when Tao Yingying came to the hospital with the stewed chicken soup, Xie Jinian turned on his cell phone.

A lot of information popped up, and Han Yicheng's profile picture at the top of WeChat had a ② red circle on it.

"Brother Nian, reschedule the filming of the public service advertisement for tomorrow's reading month." Tao Yingying said while pouring out the chicken soup, "Brother Yan said you have to rest, Mr. Zhao asked me to confirm with you the rescheduling time of the coordinating advertisement."

"There's no need to reschedule. Originally, the launch time of this ad was stuck in the month. It's not appropriate to delay the work for a few days. And I'm much better now, I'm not dizzy." Xie Jinian shook slightly as he spoke. Shaking his head, he proved that he was fine.

"Are you sure?" Tao Yingying was not at ease.

Xie Jinian nodded: "That ad didn't have any big moves in the first place, haven't you seen all the planning proposals. It's okay."

"Okay, I'll follow you all the way." Tao Yingying carefully handed the chicken soup to Xie Jinian, and for some reason she deliberately lowered her voice, and said, "Brother Nian, are you and Mr. Han quarreling?"

Xie Jinian's hand shook slightly, and the chicken soup in his hand shook out a little.

He put the bowl on the bedside cabinet, took out a paper towel and gently wiped the oil stains on his hands: "What's wrong?"

"Mr. Han called Mr. Zhao this morning." Tao Yingying lowered her voice, "You and Brother Yan were photographed by passers-by at the scene of the car accident yesterday and posted on Weibo. The hot searches can't escape. This morning We were talking about the Book Month advertisement, and Brother Yan was also there, but Mr. Zhao answered the phone, and I heard Mr. Han asking loudly why you were with Brother Yan, why you didn't go home last night, did you In the company."

Han Yicheng...his attitude of not caring when he came up with his temper was immediately vivid in Xie Jinian's mind without any recollection.Xie Jinian smiled bitterly: "What did Mr. Zhao say?"

"Mr. Zhao said..." Tao Yingying straightened her waist, and began to engrave vividly, "The private life of our artistes will not be disclosed to irrelevant people. Please follow stars in moderation, and illegitimate students are not allowed."

It was Zhao Yong'an who hated Han Yicheng, and Xie Jinian couldn't hold back a chuckle.

Tao Yingying added: "I was very nervous along the way, and I was afraid that it would be Boss Han when the phone rang. He can get Boss Zhao's phone number directly, and he can definitely get mine too. But Brother Yan has already told me, This is your private matter, no matter who asks, just answer directly that you don’t know, and it’s OK for you to ask yourself or your agent.”

"But Boss Han...he really has a big temper." Tao Yingying looked at Xie Jinian with some concern, "Does he usually communicate with you like this?"

Xie Jinian shook his head lightly: "He doesn't manage his emotions very well, but he doesn't tend to be violent, so don't worry."

Tao Yingying went outside to answer the phone, Xie Jinian clicked on Han Yicheng's WeChat dialog box.

Han Yicheng sent two voice messages.

"Where are you? If you don't go home tonight, I'll never end with you!"

"I'm going on a business trip to the capital for three days. When I come back, you'd better give me a reasonable explanation."

The tone of both of them was on the verge of going berserk.

Pressing and holding the button to send a voice message, Xie Jinnian wanted to say something, but fell silent again.

In the silence, there was a light knock on the door of the ward.

Xie Jinian raised his head and saw Chu Xingyan standing at the half-open door of the ward with a large bunch of sunflowers and a fruit basket, with a bright smile on his face.

Walking into the ward, Xie Jinian looked at the sunflowers and the fruit basket, and also smiled: "What kind of look do you have?"

"Visiting." Chu Xingyan put the flowers and fruit basket away, "It was photographed, and this flower and fruit basket also shows that our care is limited to colleagues, and we need such superficial etiquette and politeness."

"I'm interested." Xie Jinian said, "Mr. Zhao... I heard from Yingying that my friend called Mr. Zhao."

"Friend?" Chu Xingyan raised an eyebrow, "Is it just a friend?"

Xie Jinian laughed at himself: "Yes, my friend."

In one afternoon, Xie Jinian chatted with Chu Xingyan about all his past with Han Yicheng.

Different from communicating with Li Bowen, this is a complete and unscrupulous confession. To a certain extent, Xie Jinnian felt that he was recalling the past with himself, and there was someone he knew who could confide in it, which made Xie Jinnian feel depressed for a long time. The shadow of walking has somewhat dissipated.

After pouring Xie Jinian a glass of warm water, Chu Xingyan said seriously, "Ah Nian, have you ever thought that if you were the one who met Han Yicheng at the zoo, wouldn't it be you?"

"It's not me?" Xie Jinian was puzzled, "What?"

"If it is not you who meets him at the zoo, but anyone who is as kind as you. If it is not you who is with him when he is lonely and depressed, but anyone who likes him and is willing to give him company and comfort. What will happen?"

Xie Jinnian seemed to have some thoughts churning in his mind, but he couldn't grasp a clear one at once.

"What if it's not him who needs you these years, but anyone who can make you willing to pay and take care of?"

Chu Xingyan continued, "He needs someone who puts him first at all times, and you need someone who can clearly make you feel that you are the only one you need. But this need is replaced by Is it possible for other people besides it to be established?"

Xie Jinian was completely stunned.

"If it can be established, if you just happened to meet and match, then what binds you together is not love, but a coincidence. If it is not love, then..."

Chu Xingyan didn't speak too directly, but Xie Jinian's heart felt as if he had been hit hard by a heavy hammer.

He was very sure that he was willing to accompany Han Yicheng, was willing to accept every crossing of Han Yicheng, and was willing to subconsciously stand on Han Yicheng's point of view to excuse him, because he loved Han Yicheng.

But what about Han Yicheng?

Does Han Yicheng really just need an existence like himself?

But whether Han Yicheng loves or needs him, how should he distinguish, define, and get the result?

"I don't have your experience, so I probably have no position to judge your balance." Chu Xingyan said, "But I think, if you love yourself, you should not let others, especially your lover, hurt you. If you love him , you should let him learn how to reconcile with himself, how to face himself reasonably and control himself."

After chatting with Chu Xingyan, Xie Jinian sat by the window and thought for a long time.

When filming the ad the next day, even though the movements slowed down even though the shooting was not a problem, Xie Jinnian still couldn't help being dizzy and vomited a few times.

He insisted on finishing the commercial, and went back to the hospital for two days under Tao Yingying's insistence. After confirming that the symptoms had indeed been relieved, he returned home.

According to Han Yicheng's itinerary that Xiaohe sent last time, he knew that Han Yicheng went to the capital for the approval of new energy projects, and he also knew that Han Yicheng should have returned two days ago.

Xie Jinnian, who had always been concerned that Han Yicheng should come to ask his teacher about his crimes, had a few days of quiet life.

It was so clean that he felt that something was wrong.

When he wanted to call Xiao He to ask Han Yicheng if everything was as usual, the doorbell rang.

An elegant and beautiful girl appeared on the access control screen.

Although there was a determined temperament between her brows and eyes, she didn't look aggressive at all.

The girl's tone was elegant and polite, with just the right tone, but what she said made Xie Jinian suffocate for an instant.

She said, "Mr. Xie, I am Li Yuexin."

The author says:

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