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I have my own standards

When Li Tian and Qin Fei returned home, they found that Li Chengye had just returned.

Seeing that it was almost ten o'clock, he asked them where they were going, and Li Tian honestly said that he went to the movies.

Usually, Li Chengye always said that he was not doing his job properly, but this time he just gave him a dissatisfied look.

Li Tian was still a little strange, but on second thought, he might be in Qin Fei's favor.Because even if I go out to watch a movie, I will be with Qin Fei, and this has changed from doing nothing to "combining work and rest".

But Li Tian suddenly found out that his father had changed the car.

Parked in the garage of his home, the business Maybach that Li Chengye often drove was gone, replaced by a silver Lincoln SUV.

"Dad, where is your original car?" Li Tian asked casually, "I haven't seen you driving in the past two days."

Li Chengye's pouring hand paused slightly: "I lent it to a friend."

That Maybach worth more than 1000 million yuan is Li Chengye's favorite. He not only changed to the top stereo and interior decoration, but also chose a full-time driver for a long time. Except for the driver and himself, he rarely lets others drive it.

"What happened last time is really resolved?" Li Tian rolled his eyes, "Why so fast?"

Li Chengye almost choked on a mouthful of water.

Li Chengye took out a piece of tissue to wipe off the water stains from the corner of his mouth, frowned and said, "What do you know, kid, don't meddle along with you."

"You are a double standard. Last time you told Qin Fei clearly, don't tell me. I am your own son, okay. I am a child in your eyes, isn't he?" Li Tian put his hands on his shoulders , showing a dissatisfied look.

Li Chengye was choked, looked at Li Tian, ​​and then at Qin Fei who was next to him, and remained silent for a while.

When Li Tian went to Qin Fei's room with his homework, Qin Fei saw that his face was still stiff, and asked in a low voice: "Are you angry with me?"

Li Tian moved a chair and sat down at Qin Fei's desk after a long absence, and said angrily, "Mr. Qin, you are so perfect that even my dad only trusts you. How dare I be angry with you, I don't deserve it."

Qin Fei: "..."

If he remembers correctly, since the last slip of the tongue and said "You'll be in trouble if you get drunk outside", Li Tian has been acting like this several times.

It's really not an ordinary revenge.

Qin Fei closed the exercise book and said slowly, "What kind of person do you think I am?"

Li Tian was stunned, and narrowed his eyes: "Why are you asking this?"

"I would like to know."

Li Tian thought for a while, then held his fingers and said: "Study well, brains are good, caring, good looks..." He stumbled, and said a little uncomfortable: "More handsome."

"What about my shortcomings?" Qin Fei raised his eyes and glanced at him lightly.

Li Tian blinked his eyes and thought for a while: "Does poisonous mouth count? I always like to mock people, with a knife mouth and a bean curd heart? But this doesn't seem to be a shortcoming."

"In short." He said succinctly, "You are more perfect."

Qin Fei lowered his eyes halfway and said nothing for a long time, "It's not what you think."

"I did some things that I still can't forgive myself."

Li Tian was stunned for a moment: "How is it possible..."

Qin Fei shook his head.

"I used to have a little white dog at a relative's house. Later, when my relatives moved, the dog couldn't be kept anymore, so I entrusted it to an uncle I knew well in a neighboring village. Once when I went back to my hometown, I went to look for the dog. The uncle said that the dog was lost. Until later someone bumped into him eating dog meat."

Li Tian opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

Qin Fei continued, "So I went to the animal shelter not because of how kind I am, but because of guilt and guilt in my heart."

Li Tian frowned and said, "But you know people, you know faces, you don't know your heart, those who eat dogs and kill dogs are the ones who are wrong, not you."

Qin Fei said firmly: "Can you say that I have no responsibility at all? I have a lot of responsibility, and I shouldn't just throw it to others."

"But you have saved so many animals, so you can make up for it." Li Tian said softly.

Qin Fei still shook his head: "Life is irreparable."

"Did I tell you I had a brother who died?"

Li Tian looked up at him, feeling a bad feeling in his heart.

Qin Fei's lips were as pale as a thin piece of paper, which might burst anytime soon.

"My brother's accident is also related to me."

At that time, he was eight years old, Qin Wen was 14 years old, and the family of four went camping in the suburbs.

Taking a nap at noon, Qin Wen took Qin Fei up the mountain to play while his parents were asleep.

Qin Fei got tired halfway up the mountain, sat on the rock and didn't want to go, but Qin Wen wanted to continue climbing, so Qin Fei parted ways with him.

He sat on the mountainside and waited for almost an hour, but he still hadn't waited for Qin Wen to go down the mountain, so he returned the same way by himself.

But what he didn't know was that Qin Wen stumbled and fell off the cliff, broke his ribs, was pierced through his chest by a branch, and finally died due to excessive blood loss and could not be rescued in time.

He often assumed that if he had gone up the mountain with Qin Wen at that time, he would at least be able to notify others as soon as Qin Wen had an accident, so as not to lose the best time for rescue.

At that time, he didn't want to accompany Qin Wen up the mountain, only because he was tired and didn't want to go, and more because of his psychological alienation and resistance to Qin Wen.

He always knew that his parents preferred Qin Wen, and they took Qin Wen with them when they migrated to other cities for work, but they left the young him at a relative's house and regarded him as a burden.

It is said that his arrival was originally beyond their expectations, because they always felt that only one child was enough.

Even more coincidentally, his name is "Fei", which means "non-text" when taken apart.

Due to excessive sensitivity, selfishness and secret jealousy that surfaced from time to time, Qin Fei refused to follow Qin Wen.

After the incident happened, Qin Yi and Zhao Fang couldn't accept the accidental death of their eldest son. After the grief, there were only quarrels, blaming and accusing each other.

For three whole years, the family was immersed in a low and depressing atmosphere. Qin Wen's room was kept empty, and no one dared to touch his things, as if just looking at them was like stabbing a knife in a wound.

Finally one day, Zhao Fang and Qin Yi decided to divorce.

After listening to what Qin Fei said, Li Tian couldn't relax for a long time.

"Actually, you don't know me." Qin Fei finally said in a deep voice.

He didn't know why he had to tell Li Tian these past events that had been fermented and rotted for a long time.

Perhaps it is a physiological instinct to resist the word "perfect".Every time these two words were said, it was like an ax slashing at his soul, splitting the hard ugly mask he had worn for a long time.

Or maybe it was hoped that after Li Tian understood what kind of person he was, he would still accept him if possible.

Li Tian gently stroked Qin Fei's back and comforted him.

He remembered that cats are animals that can comfort people's soul. He looked around and wanted to hug Ju Youjin and put it into Qin Fei's arms, but he found its figure, probably running to that corner to sleep.

"Ms. Qin... I didn't find the cat."

"I'll let you hug me." Li Tianwen said in a low voice, "I'll feel better if I hug you."

Qin Fei pulled out a smile with difficulty.

In fact, there is no need to hug. After talking about these things and being exposed to the sun, he seems to feel better in his heart.

"I don't think those consequences were caused by you."

"I don't care how you see yourself, but in my eyes, I say hello and you are fine, and it's useless if you object. I have eyes, and I have my own standards for judging people."

Qin Fei felt a very complicated feeling in his heart.

-

The end result of talking late at night after watching the movie is that the two of them haven't finished their homework.So the next day in class, Zhang Yiming ordered Li Tian and Qin Fei to stand up, and praised them for their sympathy.

"The seats are so far apart and so far apart that they can tacitly not do homework at the same time. Why don't you perform men's double diving with such a tacit understanding?"

Amidst the roar of laughter, Li Tian glanced at Qin Fei from the corner of his eye.

Standing up has only one advantage, that is, it is much more convenient for him to take a look at Qin Fei.

Zhang Yiming sighed: "Li Tian, ​​I found that your classmate really has a kind of magical power. Anyone who sits with you at the same table will be taken away. Look at Qin Fei, the first grader, where did you lead him away?" ?”

Li Tianyi raised his eyebrows: "I didn't bring him to do English homework in math class."

"Uh..." Zhang Yiming couldn't speak to him, so he just let the two of them sit down.

Zhang Kai, Li Tian's current tablemate, looked at the two of them and always felt that something was wrong.

Ever since he and Li Tian were at the same table, he found that whenever he discussed a topic, Li Tian opened and closed his mouth and it was all about Qin Fei, Teacher Qin said this way, Teacher Qin said that way... and in class, he could always feel There is a piercing line of sight on the left, piercing him, looking from the third group to the first group.

But what he didn't expect was that the two of them didn't do their homework together at the same time!

This tacit understanding gave him, his later tablemate, the illusion of breaking up the two of them.

Until the last self-study class, Li Tian came over, stuffed him with a pack of chocolates, and flattered him: "Well, can you do me a favor?"

"Say." Zhang Kai patted his chest, "My brother will definitely help you."

"Can you change places with Qin Fei?" Li Tian grinned brightly, "He wants to give me a lecture for self-study class."

Zhang Kai:?

Originally he was not worthy.

Heartbroken, Zhang Kai packed up and moved his things, agreed to temporarily change seats with Qin Fei, and rolled back to his old tablemate Song Shu.

The first words to greet him were the strange words of Song Shu.

"Hey, this is homecoming, returning home with honor?!"

Zhang Kai rubbed his face, sighed, and said in the tone of younger sister Lin: "The love is stronger than gold, and the love is as deep as the sea, where is there a place for me to talk?"

"You don't understand." Song Shu tutted twice, "Li Tian has improved so much this time, and you don't even think how many questions Qin Fei has given him. He is standing on the shoulders of giants, constantly Challenge yourself to the pinnacle of learning!"

Zhang Kai hesitated, "Is that so?"